mousepad-d2 Chapter 22 Chapter 22
Chapter 22 Chapter 22
22.
The anger and grievance that Kou Yan'er had accumulated over the past three years burst out like a flood that opened the floodgates, submerging Xu Maimai's head and face.Xu Mai could not resist at all.All the questions and anticipations that filled her mind at the wedding were soaked in ice water.
When Xu Xiaomai returned to the hotel, her feet hurt, but her legs had already lost feeling.The ankles were swollen and severed the feeling of the legs and feet.She lit a cigarette and took a deep puff. She felt dizzy for a while, but this familiar feeling made her relax a little, like returning to a familiar atmosphere.Can people think more objectively in a familiar environment?
然而许小麦依然委屈，她一直都以为自己是为了成全寇彦儿才忍痛离开。寇彦儿的“回家”只是简短两个字的事儿，却在许小麦心里回响和误解了三年之久。甚至这三年自己的颓废和背运，都是源于这次创伤。她有时甚至从镜子里看着自己时，都好像看到自己周身笼罩着一层悲情的色彩。
Is Kou Yaner's accusation wrong?
In any case, the fact of Kou Yaner's divorce made all of Kou Yaner's accusations irrefutable.
Xu Xiaomai has always believed that the competition between herself and men is unfair. She never provoked married women before, because there was no chance of winning.She is not afraid of men, but those weak women.
在这场许小麦与李志强的竞争中，李志强输了。而许小麦却不配得到这顶胜利的桂冠，她什么都没有付出，什么都没有做。
Xu Maimai was so depressed that she couldn't sleep.Drinking doesn't help her either.Drinking without help, she thought of Kou Yaner running lap after lap, drinking one cup after another with herself, smoking one cigarette after another, there was no difference.It's all about torturing yourself.It's also about venting, she knows that Kou Yan'er will deduct points for her venting method.
Speaking of deducting points, how much do I have in Kou Yaner's heart?I never thought about how many points I had three years ago, and now I don't even know how many points I have. It may be that the points have returned to zero.
If you return to zero, you can no longer deduct points.It is a kind of sadness not to be deducted points.
自己是零分的话，Sophie是多少分了？许小麦很不情愿地把思绪转到这个情敌身上。她依然不知道Sophie和寇彦儿进展到了什么程度。
许小麦不甘心，她不想坐以待毙。她不配得到寇彦儿爱情的桂冠，Sophie就配吗？
“彦儿，你在看什么呢？”Sophie和寇彦儿坐在咖啡馆，等小扣子。小扣子不得不跟所有孩子一样搞素质教育呢，她在学画画。Sophie只要在广州，都会陪着寇彦儿一起，她们顺便喝喝咖啡聊聊天。
“看手机。”今天寇彦儿却没有说话的意愿，她低头翻看着手机。
“这个笑话并不好笑。”Sophie难得对寇彦儿显出不高兴。
“我不是讲笑话，我是不想你开口提问。”寇彦儿放下手机。
“彦儿，你真的不想跟我说说许小麦的事吗？”Sophie才不会就此罢休。
“我们现在没有什么事。以前的事都结束了。”
“我不是要打探你们的故事。你知道，我们现在是同事，她是我的下属。我不想影响我们工作中的合作。”Sophie说得很认真，没有了往常的笑意。她紧紧地盯着寇彦儿的眼睛。
“Sophie，她现在和我什么关系都没有，连朋友都不是。你不需要在工作上为难她。”
“彦儿，客观来说，处于我现在的位置，我不需要为难她。但是我无法阻止她对我的敌意。我不知道她会怎么看待我。”
“小麦不一定是个好情人，但她会是一个好员工。这就是我对她的了解。”
Sophie探寻地看着寇彦儿的神情，但是她不确定自己看见了什么，就是觉得寇彦儿和从前有点点不同。说不清是什么。
“希望你的判断是对的。而且这个情况很好，我不希望她是个好情人，我需要她是一个好员工。”Sophie脸上终于恢复了笑容。
Sophie伸出手，手指轻轻地抚着寇彦儿放在桌上的手指。这是Sophie很喜欢的动作，但是今天的触摸没有什么se情意味，多了一点安抚和亲密。她一直盯着寇彦儿的眼睛，就是想确定寇彦儿是不是哭过。眼里有些微血丝，也可能只是睡眠不足。无论这样，昨天夜里，寇彦儿一定是心情不平静的。