I rely on the collapse of people to set my life in the hands of the male protagonist

Chapter 79

What Lin Qingyang thought before going to sleep was that he would only sleep for a while, and when Chu Lishu let him go, he would leave, lest the two of them share the same bed and still hug each other like this. attitude, it is estimated that he will be furious after waking up.

After all, his secret lover is still there. Before stripping Chu Lishu and wiping his body, he could barely say he was taking care of the patient, but it would be too suspicious to take care of the patient and sleep together on the bed, and he doesn't need the human body to keep warm. Taking advantage of his inability to resist, Wan deliberately took advantage of it.

But Lin Qingyang overestimated the inertia of human beings, and slept until dawn, and fell asleep directly.

At this moment, Lin Qingyang's hand was still on Chu Lishu's cheek, it felt warm and smooth, and it was very comfortable to touch.

Lin Qingyang, whose brain was not turned on, even pinched Chu Lishu's ear. Lin Qingyang didn't know if he was an ear control, but he really liked Chu Lishu's ear with a mole on it.

With a pinch, the man in front of him who looked like a crown of jade visibly twitched his sword eyebrows, and his eyes, which were as bright as cold stars, seemed to grow deeper.

and many more?

The hero is awake...

and many more!

What did the hero just ask him? !

Serious and cold tone, skeptical tone, unpredictable expression, not calling him cousin, calling him by his first name, and asking him what exactly he wants from him?

Lin Qingyang's heart tightened for a moment, and he suddenly realized that under the call of nature, his body had the phenomenon it should have in the morning.

And because of the hugging posture, it seems that they are still on the male lead's thigh.

Why is it so similar to what he was worried about last night!No... It's not resemblance, it's just that what he was worried about last night was confirmed. No wonder the hero's expression is so severe now!

Isn't the hero asking him what he wants to do to him?

Their recent relationship is even worse than the worst time before. If the crush can save his life and take advantage of it, then wait for death!The hero is homophobic!

After Lin Qingyang sensed it, he almost scrambled away and fell down on the bed.

"I didn't think about anything, really!" After speaking, he patted his clothes, indicating that he was lying on the bed in full clothes, and absolutely did not do anything obscene to him.

Chu Lishu felt the breath and temperature surrounding his body disappear, and his face turned cold.In fact, he didn't feel anything at all, the pain in his body receded, his touch was almost numb, and he didn't know what horror Lin Qingyang was going through in his mind.

Because of the collapse after the attack, Chu Lishu's body was a little weak, and he barely supported his body to sit up. His long black hair flowed down like a waterfall, against his sickly fair skin. Looking down at Lin Qingyang under the bed.

Lin Qingyang swallowed his saliva, his body had already recovered from the shock, and his head gradually cleared up, he hurriedly said: "Actually, last night..."

"I remember everything from last night." Chu Lishu said lightly.

Lin Qingyang said in surprise: "Really remember? Then you..."

"Why do you take care of me so hard? It's not good for you." Chu Li asked expressionlessly.

Lin Qingyang breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that the male protagonist did not misunderstand anything.

"Are I going to pretend to ignore you when I see you hurt like that?" Lin Qingyang stood up and patted the dust off his body, "Although we had trouble, no...you unilaterally made trouble with me, but we are still relatives, right? , I will worry about you too."

Chu Lishu looked at Lin Qingyang silently, without opening his mouth.

Lin Qingyang felt a little guilty, so he found a step for Chu Lishu at the right time, and asked: "You...what happened yesterday? I originally wanted to find a doctor for you, but there is no doctor here, so I can only Let's try to take care of you first, you...you didn't feel unwell when you came here yesterday, right? "

Only then did Chu Lishu open his mouth and said: "This is an old problem of mine, it happens occasionally, it's useless to see a doctor, just bear with it."

Chu Lishu didn't say when he started to be in pain, but Lin Qingyang guessed last night that he might have been uncomfortable in the carriage, that's why his face was so ugly, he probably gritted his teeth and endured it silently.

Later, he treated him with that even worse attitude, maybe it wasn't because of the arrangement of his beheading first, but because he wanted to drive him away.

Lin Qingyang was actually a little skeptical, whether Chu Lishu was afraid of being exposed, or whether he was afraid of accidentally hurting him and driving him away, it should be a combination of both.

"sorry."

Lin Qingyang was thinking wildly, but when he heard Chu Lishu suddenly apologize, Lin Qingyang was stunned, "What..."

"You took care of me last night, but I hurt you. At that time... I didn't mean it." Chu Lishu's voice was a little buzzing, and his eyelids drooped.

"Oh, when you said you were defending yourself with a dagger? I wasn't injured." Lin Qingyang was a little puzzled, "Although I was scared, you stopped at a critical moment."

Chu Lishu pointed to Lin Qingyang's neck, and Lin Qingyang touched it suspiciously, only then did he feel a tingling pain, the wound was so small that it could be ignored, "It may have been brought on by accident, it's not serious."

Chu Lishu looked at the wound that was almost invisible from a distance, and remembered his inexplicable actions just now, and couldn't look directly at Lin Qingyang.

"It's you, are you feeling better now? Do you want to take a rest?"

Chu Lishu shook his head, got up and said, "I have to do things later."

Lin Qingyang was embarrassed for a moment, "It's okay, I can do it by myself if I work hard, don't hold on if you are unwell, after all, I forced you to come here."

"I'm fine." Chu Lishu got off the bed and walked to his own bed, ready to find a coat to wear.

As a result, I saw the torn underwear on the ground at once.

Lin Qingyang also saw it, and his face was a little red. Will this miserable state remind the hero that he, his crush, watched and touched him again and again last night, and he wants to say that he is not interested at all? , the other party will not believe it.

"That... You remember, I can't help it. And I left a pair of underwear for you, between men, you don't mind." At least the key parts, he must have not seen.This should be a help.

Chu Lishu did remember, and also clearly realized a problem, Lin Qingyang really didn't do anything.

Heh, he had no ability to resist at that time, and even in Lin Qingyang's eyes, he probably lost his consciousness.

Lin Qingyang took care of him honestly, without any unnecessary movements.

Maybe Lin Qingyang was really worried about him at that time and had no time for other thoughts.

Maybe... It's because his body is no longer attractive to Lin Qingyang.

So last night, he unconsciously hugged Lin Qingyang tightly, and Lin Qingyang would not take the opportunity to find a reason to sleep with him.

Have a crush on him?Would you do nothing at all?

Stealing kisses, sneaking, sneaking hugs, won't you?

Now it is estimated that he is the same as Xu Wenze, and there is only simple pity left.

The image of Lin Qingyang pressing Pei Jin reappeared in his mind, as well as the fact that he lied to him for Pei Jin.

"What do you mind, we...are relatives." Chu Lishu calmly looked for clothes to wear. "And I also want to thank you, otherwise I would have suffered even more last night, thank you for taking care of me."

Hearing the change in Chu Lishu's tone, Lin Qingyang felt a little bit of a sign, and couldn't help but said: "You said that we are relatives, and you still say thank you, are you hungry? Let's wash up quickly, and then go have breakfast ?”

"Okay." Chu Lishu no longer resisted Lin Qingyang.

Lin Qingyang finally breathed a sigh of relief, with a relaxed expression, and began to talk about the arrangements here with a smile.

Chu Lishu looked sideways at Lin Qingyang.

He admits that he is greedy for last night's care, but he will not easily shake his decision, not to mention that Lin Qingyang doesn't have a crush on him anymore, and he will not take the risk of including Lin Qingyang as one of his own.But be kind to him and save his life in the future, it can still be done.

There was no relationship at the beginning, and how did the betrayal come about? It was because he thought too much before.

Lin Qingyang optimistically thought that everything was over, but he didn't think that his persona in the hero's heart had completely collapsed.

Chu Lishu's attitude is indeed much better than before, but it's just that he is not hostile, and has completely lost the closeness he had before.

Lin Qingyang knew that Chu Lishu was very defensive, and there was still a way to rebuild trust, but these were not the most important things now, the task was the most important.

Lin Qingyang and Chu Lishu were taken to the imperial mausoleum to copy the sacrificial documents. Although they were free to move around, the mausoleum guards warned them of a bunch of taboos.

After all, the memorial tablets and portraits of the ancestors of the Great Zhou Dynasty are here, so naturally they cannot be treated casually.

At first, I thought that both of them had to write, but the person in charge took a look at it, but only chose Chu Lishu, a good calligrapher, to be responsible for the copying, while Lin Qingyang was doing chores related to the copying. When he woke up, Lin Qingyang would be a little more tired than Chu Lishu. Even so, Lin Qingyang was still a little worried about Chu Lishu's body. After all, after what happened last night, Chu Lishu's face has not fully recovered.

At this moment, Lin Qingyang came back after delivering the things, and saw that Chu Lishu was not writing, but was staring blankly at the document in his hand.

Those documents are brief introductions of the royal families of the Great Zhou Dynasty, including their political achievements and merits and demerits.

Seeing him in a daze, he probably thought of the past.

Chu Lishu probably noticed someone at the door, and quickly returned to normal, pretending to be resting, Lin Qingyang stepped forward and looked down inadvertently, on the table was the life of Emperor Zhou Jing, Emperor Zhou Jing, the previous emperor, Yuan The burning father.

No wonder he was so preoccupied, he seemed to have not even seen the last side of his father, wandering outside, the only news he heard was probably that Emperor Zhou Jing was mad at him to death.Later, the empress who raised him also died of illness, and after all, he was separated from heaven and man forever with endless regret.

Lin Qingyang felt that asking him to come here was indeed a bit dishonest. Now that he has lost his identity, he probably doesn't want to face his ancestors.

Lin Qingyang asked: "Are you okay? Will there be too much to transcribe?"

Chu Lishu shook his head, rubbed his wrist, "Not much."

Lin Qingyang took out a porcelain bottle with a smile, "Look, I got it from the tomb guard. It's very effective for sore muscles. You wipe it on and massage it, and it won't be sore after a while."

Chu Lishu's eyes flickered, Lin Qingyang really cared about people in every possible way.

Suddenly, Chu Lishu said without thinking: "Give me a massage."

As soon as the words came out, Chu Lishu's face froze. What was he doing?

And Lin Qingyang was obviously taken aback for a moment, why did he feel that Chu Lishu's tone was a bit coquettish, he had never talked to him like this before?

Could it be that because of copying documents, remembering the past, and feeling sad, so I came to ask for comfort?Haha, how is it possible!Lin Qingyang felt that he must have thought too much. Although he felt a little weird, he didn't think too much, so he reached out and dipped a little ointment with his index finger, smeared it on Chu Lishu's slender wrist, dragged his hand, and gently Massage lightly.

The white ointment emulsifies quickly, making people feel itchy.

Lin Qingyang's massage techniques are really professional, with his head down and his eyes down, concentrating.

While Chu Lishu seemed to be looking at the documents on the table, but his perspective was completely focused on Lin Qingyang's face, as if looking at him, he would not feel the pain of a knife in his heart.

"Later, should we walk around here? It's my first time visiting the Imperial Mausoleum, so I'm curious."

Chu Lishu came back to his senses, "It's easy to make taboos, it's best not to be good, and there's nothing to look at."

Lin Qingyang was a little worried, could he find clues if he kept writing here?Why is it different from what he thought, shouldn't he explore something, and then...

Just as he was thinking, a mausoleum guard came suddenly, "Which one of you is good at painting?"

Lin Qingyang's answer was okay, his calligraphy was not as good as Chu Li's calligraphy, but in terms of Dan Qing, he still didn't lose, but because he didn't know what the other party was going to do?So that's all I can say first.

"That line, Mr. Chu stay here and continue to copy, Mr. Lin come with me."

"What's wrong?" Chu Lishu asked with a frown.

The mausoleum guard looked relaxed, "Someone neglected their duties and let the portrait of the first prince be soaked in water. The portrait is no longer usable, so we have to copy it again."

As soon as these words came out, Lin Qingyang's face changed, and he turned to look at Chu Lishu, but only saw Chu Lishu's eyes flicker.

"According to the rules, this matter should be repainted by the painter in the palace. I'm afraid that my cousin's painting is not careful, and it will cause disaster." Chu Lishu said directly.

Lin Qingyang's back tightened, and he said immediately: "You're right, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it."

Chu Lishu is quite familiar with the rules in this area. Portraits are seen by people for a long time during sacrifices. They are different from copying documents. The great crime of ransacking one's home and destroying one's family.

The guardian of the mausoleum smiled casually, "I know what you are worried about, Mr. Lin, please rest assured, this matter has been approved by the Minister of Rites, and even if there is something to be held accountable, it will be supported by Master Shang, and it is up to you to finish the painting in the end." It was inspected by us, and... no one would be so boring to pursue this portrait." The last sentence, the tomb guard said in a low voice, but it was like a charged whip, and it was thrown on the person's face.

Seeing that the two of them had nothing to say, the guardian of the mausoleum didn't want to explain any more. Anyway, since he had ordered it, he had to do it, so he said, "Clean up and go directly to the Prince Xian's palace to paint."

When the mausoleum guard left, Lin Qingyang finally couldn't hold back his temper. He slammed his fist on the table and looked back at Chu Lishu excitedly. "How could they do this! This is too unreliable!"

"It seems that there is no room for maneuver, but since they say so, then even if something happens, you can't be blamed. Don't worry, cousin."

"I... Is this what I'm talking about?" Lin Qingyang was annoyed.

But looking at Chu Lishu's almost unresponsive face, Lin Qingyang's chest felt even tighter.

This is how much you don't pay attention to it, how much you dislike it, so you can feel that the damage to the portraits of the royal family members in the imperial tomb is not a big problem, you don't need to report it, you don't need to find a painter in the palace, just grab a temporary worker without a reputation and you can draw the Prince Yuan Burning portrait, what painting can be produced in one afternoon?

Have these people forgotten, apart from that battle, how many achievements Yuan Ran has made for this country?

Lin Qingyang was so angry that he suddenly came to the desktop to search, and found Yuan Ran's document in the place where Chu Li's book had been copied.

Looking at it, he was even more angry.

It turns out that there are only pasts and no merits?Just based on the content of the original text he has read, he can give a lot of examples!These people... these people can erase all the achievements of others because of one mistake?And that mistake was not his!

Sure enough, the history books are written by the victors, how unfair it is.

In the original text, did the hero also experience this in this plot?

So in the future, he will become a lunatic tyrant who treats all the subjects of the world as ants?He didn't even bother to prove the truth, to avenge himself, maybe he didn't even change this document, but directly recorded the brutal life of the tyrant Zhou Slaughter.

Lin Qingyang was so angry that his hands were shaking.

Chu Lishu looked at Lin Qingyang's behavior in confusion. "Cousin, if you don't want to draw a portrait of the first prince so much, I'll ask for it, and we'll exchange it."

Lin Qingyang looked up at Chu Lishu blankly.

Chu Li said expressionlessly in writing: "If someone finds out that you painted a portrait for the former prince in the future, they will probably be ashamed of it."

One sentence hit Lin Qingyang's heart like an arrow.

He couldn't believe his ears, did Chu Lishu think that he hated the first prince just like everyone else, that's why he was angry?

The silence in the room was suffocating, Chu Lishu looked at Lin Qingyang like a normal person.

Lin Qingyang suddenly reached out and grabbed Chu Lishu's wrist, pulling him to face him.

"Chu Lishu, listen carefully. I will not be ashamed of this, I will be proud of it. I only hate that my painting skills are not superb enough to capture a ten-thousandth of the prince's demeanor back then."