Never tire of seeing each other

Chapter 195 Farewell

Zhang Yingmu quickly caught up with Zhao Yunjin, and said, "I'll take you to the airport."

Zhao Yunjin didn't refuse, and the two arrived at the airport without a word. When they got the tickets and went through the security check, Zhao Yunjin suddenly said, "Zhang Yingmu, come with me."

Without waiting for Zhang Yingmu to reply, she said again: "You come with me, and we will pretend that nothing happened, that these four years have not existed, and we will go back to city a, or go to city b, or go abroad. Whatever you want Where are you going, as long as you come with me, we will pretend nothing happened, okay?"

She spoke eagerly, Zhang Yingmu looked at her earnest face, and said: "Ah Yun, you are a law student, you should know that some things happen as they happen, and you can't treat them as if they never happened."

Zhao Yunjin looked at him blankly, and asked, "Aren't you willing to come with me?"

Zhang Yingmu shook his head and said, "I won't go with you, there are still people waiting for me."

Zhao Yunxi said anxiously: "But you don't love her at all, will you two be happy together?"

Zhang Yingmu looked at her quietly, and Zhao Yunjin also looked back at him stubbornly.She knew she was right, Zhang Yingmu didn't love Lu Xiuyan at all, he didn't fall in love with her for four years in college, how could he fall in love with him in the four years after graduation?She didn't believe that Zhang Yingmu would fall in love with someone for a long time, if he would, he wouldn't fall in love with her at first sight, right?

Zhang Yingmu looked at her for a while, then suddenly smiled, and said, "I told her the same way before, do you know what her answer was?"

Zhao Yunjin didn't want to know, but Zhang Yingmu said to herself, "She said, 'Zhang Yingmu, that's because you don't understand love, and you can't tell the difference between like and love."

Zhao Yunjin frowned, and Zhang Yingmu said, "Do you find it hard to understand? I thought so too at the time, and even yelled at her angrily: 'I don't understand love, so do you? Then she said she understood, but I didn't believe it. , but she really taught me the difference between like and love."

"What's the difference?"

Zhang Yingmu took a deep breath and said, "Like means that I didn't keep you when you said we were breaking up. Love means that I didn't refuse when she asked me to send you off today."

He knew that Zhao Yunjin didn't understand, but he didn't explain any more. He smiled at Zhao Yunjin and said, "Ah Yun, goodbye."

Then he turned around and strode away without looking back.

Zhang Yingmu likes Zhao Yunjin, and he fell in love with her at the first sight when he saw her heroic in military uniform and belt on the military training ground.At that time, I mustered up the courage to ask her for contact information when the officers left, but they refused with a cold face.So at the welcome scene in his sophomore year, he was woken up from his sleep, and when he raised his eyes, he saw the person in front of him in a daze. heart.

He liked her the whole time in college, but that year he was holding the notice of withdrawal and a few thin clothes, sitting on the train and watching the little girl with long hair and timid words walking towards him, shyly shooting When he said to him calmly, "May I let it go?", he suddenly felt a kind of fear that his heart might no longer belong to Zhao Yunjin.

When Zhang Yingmu dropped out of school, he only took away a few clothes and a few things related to Zhao Yunxi. Over the years, the clothes were torn and thrown away, and the things were lost and could not be found. The girl who got off the train was always there.

After Lu Xiuyan learned that Zhang Yingmu was expelled, she immediately handed over the application for withdrawal and bought two train tickets, one of which asked Lin Feng to give to Zhang Yingmu.These years, she has been traveling with Zhang Yingmu, breaking up with her family and losing contact with her friends. In her world, it seems that there is only Zhang Yingmu left.

Zhang Yingmu once asked her, don't you regret following her like this?

Lu Xiuyan thought for a while and said with a smile: "I don't know, maybe I will regret it one day in the future, but I don't regret it now, and until I regret it, I will always be with you."

Zhang Yingmu asked her again, wouldn't it be boring to just hang around him all day?

Lu Xiuyan still smiled: "No, when I circle around you, you also circle around me."

Zhang Yingmu thought about it carefully, and felt that what she said was right, everyone said that Lu Xiuyan was the only one in Lu Xiuyan's world, but in his world, there was only one Lu Xiuyan?

The girl who loves to laugh and never asks suddenly asked him: "Then do you want to name the thing you revolve around? Just call it 'What about our future?'"

Zhang Yingmu thought for a while and said, "Okay."

So they officially settled down in Haicheng and opened that small seafood shop. There was a future between him and Lu Xiuyan, so there should be a past between him and Zhao Yunxi.

The past is always more worthy of nostalgia and reluctance than the future, but the future is always more exciting and yearning than the past.We will forget the past one day, but we will never end the future.So, goodbye in the past, but in the future, he is still there.

Zhao Yunjin stood there watching Zhang Yingmu's back as he strode away, remembering how panicked she was when she suddenly appeared in front of Lu Xiuyan in the morning.

Like Alli, Zhao Yunxi waited for Zhang Yingmu in Haicheng for more than half a month, but Alley was in the light and she was in the dark.When she saw Zhang Yingmu and Lu Xiuyan coming to the store in the morning, and then Zhang Yingmu hurried away after hearing a few words from the waiter, she only hesitated for a moment, then gave up following Zhang Yingmu and chose to come to the store.In her subconscious mind, she probably felt that if Lu Xiuyan was here, Zhang Yingmu would come back, right?Now she understands her subconscious mind, and realizes how sad it is.

Lu Xiuyan didn't expect to see her suddenly, she was tongue-tied for a long time before saying "Long time no see".But Zhao Yunjin just sneered and said, "I knew it, you can only take him away."

Lu Xiuyan blushed immediately, pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "At that time, you already, already broke up."

"If it wasn't for you, would we break up?"

What Zhao Yunjin said seems to be right. If it weren't for Lu Xiuyan, Zhang Yingmu would not have fought with others and sent them to the hospital.Then she wouldn't be so busy trying to help Zhang Yingmu keep her school status by relying on her family's relationship and other people's relationship every day, and she wouldn't be distracted when Zhang Yingmu looked for her and said the word "breakup", and she wouldn't... …

In short, it's all her fault!

Lu Xiuyan probably thought so too, so she lowered her head and dared not speak, but Zhao Yunjin knew that even without Lu Xiuyan, she and Zhang Yingmu would break up, but the breakup would be more tortuous.The two will break up completely after countless quarrels, after loathing each other, and after exposing their worst side due to family constraints, parents' opposition, and three views.

So in a sense, Zhao Yunjin should thank Lu Xiuyan for leaving a pretty good impression of herself in Zhang Yingmu's heart.

But she didn't want to thank her, she just wanted to blame all the mistakes on her head, so that she could find a place to vent for her regrets and despair over the past few years.She did this, and Lu Xiuyan endured it without saying a word, and prevented the frustrated waiter from driving Zhao Yunxi out, even when she said she was going to her house, she nodded in agreement, and then timidly took her last The seafood she liked went home, and Zhang Yingmu even asked Zhang Yingmu to send her to the airport.

Zhang Yingmu said, love is when she said to break up, he didn't keep her, love is when Lu Xiuyan asked him to send her, he didn't refuse.

Is it because love is deeper than liking?No, it's because the person he loves cares more about him than the person he likes.

Zhao Yunjin just stood there and watched Zhang Yingmu's back go away until she could no longer see her. Then she sighed softly and said, "Zhang Yingmu, goodbye."

When Zhang Yingmu came home, Lu Xiuyan was washing the dishes, and the other two sat down on the sofa motionless after eating and drinking. He slapped Alley on the back of the head and cursed, "Lie down like an old man after eating. Your sister-in-law does the dishes?"

Ai Li laughed and said, "I'm too full to move."

"It's as if you haven't eaten for hundreds of years. You're going to die!"

As he spoke, he went to help in the kitchen. Ailey, who had just said that he could not walk, ran to the door of the kitchen and asked him, "Second, I heard you are getting married next month?"

Zhang Yingmu put the plate aside and said, "Yes, number five."

"Number five? That's coming soon."

"Well, why don't you leave and help me with the wedding."

Xue Qing also immediately refused: "No."

Alley nodded and said, "Okay, I haven't been married yet, just to see how troublesome the wedding they are talking about is."

Xue Qing also pulled Alley back by the collar and said angrily, "Ailey, you didn't hear me, did you? I said no!"

Alley pulled back his collar and said, "You didn't hear me, did you? I said I would stay!" Then regardless of Xue Qingyi, he continued talking to Zhang Yingmu, "Second brother, I'm in your store After staying for more than half a month, why did you hide from us before?"

Zhang Yingmu scratched his head and smiled, "It's not that I'm hiding from you, Xiuxiu and I went on a trip."

"travel?"

Zhang Yingmu nodded and said: "Yes, I have been so busy these past few years that I haven't taken her out for fun. A while ago, there happened to be a travel agency holding an anniversary celebration, so we signed up for a tour group and went out for a few days. Originally, When I came back, I went to City A to look for you, but when I came back, I heard someone from the store said that someone was looking for us. I guessed it was you, so I quickly asked the place to look for you. Hey, Boss Xue, where are you going?"

The answer was a "bang" door closing, Lu Xiuyan glanced through the window, Xue Qingyi went downstairs and walked straight to the gate of the community, the words "I'm very angry" could be seen from his back.She asked worriedly: "What's wrong with him? Is he angry? "

Zhang Yingmu glanced at Ai Li, Ai Li waved his hand to signal to leave him alone, and said, "So that's the case, I thought you were hiding from us on purpose. Is it easy to take a taxi here?"

"I didn't really want to contact you before, I thought it was too embarrassing, but later I thought it didn't matter, it's easy to take a taxi, the street is full of cars!"

"Who doesn't know who weighs a few pounds? What's the point of embarrassment? Hey, where did he go?"

"I do not know."

"Okay, I'll come back when you get married, let's go first!"

Zhang Yingmu: "...Oh." Who said just now that he would stay and help him with the wedding?