Rebirth of the first interstellar empress

Chapter 369 Hanyue, give me one last hug

"It's just a coincidence."

Hanyue realized that Ke Ke had misunderstood, and explained: "I had already applied for it before I came here, and it happened to be done that day."

Ke Ke looked disbelieving, "Why?"

They are obviously so good... But why does Hanyue seem to be a different person all of a sudden, don't want him anymore!

Hanyue stared at Ke Ke, the relief-like eyes made Ke Ke frightened.

"Because I'm tired, Keke."

Han Yue finally showed some emotions, stood up, walked to Ke Ke, looked down at him, her eyes were full of pain and exhaustion.

"Aren't you tired? I live in fear every day, watching my deteriorating body, living hopelessly, day after day, year after year, being dragged down by me."

Ke Ke looked at Han Yue stupidly.

He never knew that Han Yue would have such thoughts in his heart.

"No, I haven't thought about it that way, you are not my drag."

Finally, Keke broke down in tears, hugged Hanyue's body tightly, and said with a choked voice: "I'm not tired...I would like to live like this, I just want to take care of you, you are my all hope, Hanyue..."

Hanyue slowly pursed a gentle smile in a place Ke Ke couldn't see, and put it away again with some kind of sadness.

"But I'm tired, Keke, I've already..."

"Don't say don't say don't say don't say!"

Ke Ke screamed, his voice was piercing, he bit his head desperately and wept on Han Yue's shoulder: "I beg you, don't say..."

That's what he fears the most.

However, Hanyue is determined to end everything today.

When the corpse poison reaches his heart, he will leave this world completely.

"I won't tell, don't you understand?"

Hanyue didn't reach out to hug Ke Ke, her hands were hanging weakly by her legs, and she said cruelly: "You use your life as a threat to force me to live, but have you ever thought about whether I really want to live? ?”

Ke Ke suddenly choked and coughed desperately.

Hanyue let him be hysterical, but he himself, like a sculpture, remained indifferent.

"I don't want to live anymore... I can't fall asleep all night long, like a person with gradual freezing who can't take care of himself, and even needs help with basic physiology."

He can't use his hands. At the beginning, whether it was going to the toilet or taking a bath, he needed the help of the nursing robot, but Ke Ke insisted on doing it himself.

How does it feel to be so useless in front of the person you like?

Hanyue raised her withered hand like a dry branch.

Ke Ke seemed to have lost his soul, desperately hugging the thin body in his arms, trying to find some temperature to warm him up.

However, he is getting colder and colder.

"Since when... have you had this idea?"

Hanyue lowered her eyes and said calmly: "One year after I was seriously injured, I realized that I can no longer give you normal sex."

"I don't care, I don't care at all..."

"But I care!"

Hanyue tore away all his coldness and indifference, and it was too painful to live without dignity.

Ke Ke saw the flash of hatred in his eyes, the eyes that made him despair, forced him to slowly let go of Han Yue's body, stepped back, and hit the table.

"You already hate me?"

Ke Ke half smiled, he felt that God must be blind.

"Yes, I hate you, do you know how many times I almost killed you in your sleep!"

The expression on Hanyue's innocent face was distorted, and she pressed Keke desperately, "It's just a little bit... I would rather kill you before committing suicide than live like this, do you understand? You keep saying you love me, but in fact you are just love yourself..."

"Snapped--"

After a crisp sound, the room fell into dead silence.

A trace of blood slowly flowed from the corner of Hanyue's mouth, and she didn't turn her head back for a while.

Ke Ke withdrew his hand tremblingly.

For the first time in his life, he was so sad that he wanted to die immediately.

He hit the cold moon.

He hit this person whom he cared for tremblingly like a treasure.

He desperately wanted him to live, but he didn't expect that that person would lose all his love for him because of this.

And...hate him so much.

"Then why...don't kill me."

How good it is to kill him, let him die when nothing else happens, it's a hundred times better than now.

"I still can't bear it."

Hanyue closed her eyes in pain.

"Then tell me! Why didn't you tell me? Hanyue, when you say such a damn thing now, do you really think of me?"

Ke Ke's eyes were shattered, and he punched the table one after another. The sound of bang bang was frightening.

His fist had already been smashed and bled, but it could not relieve the pain that had ground him into a pulp.

Hanyue let him vent.

The table that had been smashed into pieces finally collapsed, and all Ke Ke's emotions seemed to be vented out with his movements.

There was a little sweat on his forehead, Ke Ke gently wiped it with his sleeve, raised his head, and looked at Han Yue expressionlessly.

There was a dead silence in the eyes.

Hanyue's eyelids twitched violently, and he felt as if something hadn't developed as he expected.

Keke...

Ke Ke suddenly smiled, his bright apricot eyes bent, and he casually wiped off the blood on the back of his hand.

Drops of blood splashed on the ground, onto the pure white military uniform, and the back of his hand was bloody.

Han Yue stretched out her hand with difficulty, wanting to touch that poor and miserable hand.

"I understand." Ke Ke's voice was very soft.

With her hands stiff in front of her body, Hanyue asked him silently, what do you understand.

"It's because I'm too selfish. In fact, you don't have to wrong yourself so much."

Ke Ke smiled strangely, took out a beautiful lavender chain that was next to his body, and waved it in front of Han Yue's eyes.

"Well, I've heard from the very beginning that you haven't been in love for many years because of your dead sweetheart. I must have always been a bad person in your heart who wants to climb into your bed by any means..."

Han Yue hesitated to speak, and looked at Ke Ke with an unpredictable expression.

"On the anniversary of the third year of marriage, you said you liked me. That was the happiest and happiest day in my life."

Ke Ke smiled and put the mecha chain on the chair behind Han Yue.

Hanyue's heart was stabbed severely, she moved her throat with difficulty, tried to maintain a steady tone, and said: "You can keep this mecha."

Not only the mecha, but he also left a lot of things for Ke Ke.

"You gave it to me when we got married. If I'm not mistaken, the phoenix feather on it should be the unique symbol of your sweetheart, right?"

Unknown why, Ke Ke lowered his eyes and said, "Oh, it's hard for you to give me what your sweetheart left you."

Even if they will never see each other again in this life, Han Yue doesn't want Ke Ke to think that she never loved him.

This mech was indeed made by Feng Qitong, but where did Ke Ke's misunderstanding come from?

Han Yue couldn't figure it out.

"Qitong is my friend, I treat him..."

"Honey, you don't need to explain anything."

Ke Ke's eyes were red, he opened his arms, and gently held Han Yue in his arms.

"Since we have nothing to do with each other, then... don't say anything more."

He rested his chin on the skinny shoulder, and rubbed it affectionately, just like he used to do a long time ago.

"Han Yue, please give me one last hug."

"When I'm not by your side, take care of yourself."

As he said that, Ke Ke smiled, "Look, I forgot to care about your feelings again... Without me, you can do whatever you want, as if there was no me in this world for a long time .”

Such words were especially harsh to Han Yue's ears.

The boy who knew his chest at the beginning has now reached the tip of his nose.

The contacted limbs loosened, and Ke Ke calmly accepted Han Yue's arrangement.

"Goodbye, sir."

For a moment, the young man's back overlapped with the young man's shadow, and Hanyue vaguely heard that the thin child with a bright smile greeted him with a standard military salute against the sun.

"Hi sir, I'm Ke Ke, I'm 17 years old."

Fast forward decades.

When he reached the door, Ke Ke paused, with one hand on the door handle.

"If one day I die in front of you, will you regret what you said today?"

Han Yue suddenly constricted her pupils. He really hadn't thought about that kind of situation, because all he thought about was, what would Ke Ke do after he died!

What he said just now thought he was letting Ke Ke down on him, but when he thought about it carefully, wasn't he saying that Ke Ke's existence was the culprit that made his life worse than death?

Hanyue's heart kept getting cold, like falling into an ice cave.

In Ke Ke's words, he actually heard the determination!

No, how is it possible... how could such a thing happen?

There will never be such a day!