Chapter 202
Chapter 202
[Because we are the first generation system, when the first generation system was developed, there was no automatic upgrade function for adding files, which resulted in the inability to realize many updated accessories, such as online communication and GPS positioning, which were not available in the first generation system.And I... was only kept because my name happened to be auspicious. 】
Feeling the loneliness of the system for the first time, Chu Jingran said softly: [Maybe it's not because of the auspicious name, but because of...stupidity. 】
Number 520 took an arrow to the heart.
After getting the answer he needed, in the darkness, Chu Jingran raised his imperceptible lips, put his fingers together, and closed his eyes.
95. Only Dad is Good in the World 22
Zheng's
"Li Xin, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, you are sick, come over and take the medicine, okay?"
In front of the bedroom on the second floor of the villa, Zheng Hongyi held a glass water glass in one hand and cold medicine in the other, wrinkled his distressed eyebrows, and tried to persuade him.
The floor-to-ceiling windows in the room were covered by thick curtains, and the bright sunlight outside the window could not shine in at all. Because Zheng Hongyi's entry light was turned on, white light enveloped the room, making it difficult to notice the coolness.
There was a person huddled in the corner directly opposite the door. He curled up and hugged his knees tightly with both hands. Perhaps he heard the sound, and raised his trembling eyes from his knees.
The eyes behind the arm no longer had the smile, the clarity, or the reliance of the past, and all of them were fear and fear.
Through the tiny gap in his arm, Chu Jingran clearly saw the man in front of the bedroom door not far away. The next second, as if recalling some terrible memory, he opened his frightened eyes like a rabbit meeting a wolf in the deep forest. Fear, the whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.
Seeing such a picture and the pair of unfamiliar and frightened eyes behind his arms, Zheng Hongyi in front of the door could only feel the air in the world being pulled away instantly. With his mouth open, he seemed to be unable to breathe, and would be completely suffocated in the next second. The illusion of death.
His youth...was ruined by him.
This kind of life has been going on for a while. Since he woke up that day, the young man has been in such a state, not saying a word, not eating or drinking, shutting himself in the room day and night, locked in the darkness.
Zheng Hongyi felt distressed and blamed himself. He didn't dare to let the young man be alone, but whenever he got a little closer, the young man's nerves tensed instantly, and his whole body shivered in terror as if he had fallen into a nightmare.
Everything, if you go back to yesterday and early.
After that night, Zheng Hongyi naively thought that he could make amends and make up for it, but he didn't think that night, he finally touched the taboo that had been hidden in the young man's heart for a long time.
These days he apologized, explained, apologized, Zheng Hongyi exhausted all the methods he could think of, he desperately wanted to change the status quo that made him collapse, but he failed.
The boy was afraid of him, just like he was afraid of Josie back then.
guilt?Blame yourself?regret?It's not enough to describe Zheng Hongyi's heart now, that feeling is like tearing down the castle that he spent his whole life building, destroying the illusion of the whole world with his own hands, every minute and every second is painful to the marrow.
The boy who would smile at him, sit by and listen to him play the piano quietly, and hold his arm and call his father, disappeared.
The boy was sick, but he didn't want to take medicine, he didn't want to go to the hospital, and he even refused all the help.
Zheng Hongyi didn't dare to coerce him, he didn't dare to be forceful, he could only coax him to take medicine tirelessly, because he knew that if he used any more forceful methods, the young man would completely collapse from the inside out.
This is the treasure that he wants to protect with all his strength. This is an existence that is more important than his life. How could he bear to hurt him any more.
But...the other party didn't trust him.
Looking at the people not far away, Zheng Hongyi's eyes were so bitter, "Li Xin... come and take the medicine... okay?" Dad, please, please.
"..."
Time passed by second by second, just when Zheng Hongyi's long-term persuasion was fruitless, and his sad heart was stirred like a knife, there was a knock on the bedroom door, and then the servant's slightly disturbed voice came from outside.
"Mr. Zheng, Dr. Zhang is here."
Zhang...doctor...? !
These three words played back in his mind, as if recalling something, Zheng Hongyi's gloomy eyes flickered for a moment.
Dr. Zhang, formerly known as Zhang XX, is a well-known psychiatrist in China. More importantly, he was also the provider of the first phase of the plan to help Chu Jingran get out of autism and social phobia.
Realizing that Chu Jingran's condition was getting serious, Zheng Hongyi contacted him immediately. But at that time, Dr. Zhang was holding an exchange meeting abroad. Because of the uncertainty of the meeting, he couldn't return to China in time. They agreed on a time. Obviously, Dr. Zhang is returning to China now.
Thinking back to the beginning, Zheng Hongyi, who was at the end of his life, seemed to suddenly see life.
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