The head of the Yuan family does not want to be reincarnated in the Chanyuan

Chapter 295 Suicide

"Did you hear what Niwa said? That news..."

"Didn't you say you're not sure yet?"

"It seems that Niyu really decided this way, but in this way..." A member of the Panxing Sect had a struggling look on his face, "Master Xia You..."

"What are you talking about?" At this moment, Nanako and Mimiko walked in from the outside. They heard their whispers, and suddenly realized that something they didn't know had happened, so they stopped them. He asked with a frown.

"Nanako, Mimiko, it's like this..." One of them wanted to explain, but just as he started to speak, he was secretly poked by the person next to him, and said with a smile, "It's nothing, we're just talking casually .”

"I can't even find a reason." Nanako crossed her arms and curled her lips, "Is there anything you can't tell us? What does Niwa want to do? Tell me quickly, maybe we can help you."

"This..." He obviously looked hesitant, but under Nanako's persistent eyes, he still hesitated to tell them Niwa Shige's plan, "It's because the matter hasn't been settled yet, and I'm afraid you will be sad, so Niwa decided not to tell You, he..."

"What did you say?!" Nanako and Mimiko suddenly opened their eyes wide.

After half a minute.

"Niwa!" Nanako pulled Mimiko into Niwa Shige's room angrily, looked at him and asked, "Is what they said true?"

"What?" Niwa Shige seemed to have expected such a scene long ago, without any surprise on his face, he just turned around and asked calmly.

"Don't play dumb!" Nanako's heart was filled with anger of being betrayed, she moved her fingers slightly, and raised her mobile phone to point at Niwa Shige, "Master Xiayou trusts you so much, but you actually want to sacrifice Pan Xingjiao?" For [Q], are you worthy of Mrs. Xia You? If you don't explain clearly..." As she spoke, her finger wanted to swipe across the screen.

Niwa Shige just stood there, watching Nanako's movements quietly, without resistance or explanation, and finally Mimiko grabbed Nanako's sleeve, and said anxiously and uneasy: "Nanako, wait a minute."

"What are you waiting for? You didn't look at him..."

"There is no other way." Niwa Shige suddenly spoke hoarsely, as if he had just walked in the desert, and was so dry that he could hardly make a sound.

"...What do you mean?" Nanako was stunned for a moment and asked suspiciously.

"This is already... the best way." Niwa closed his eyes again, his body seemed to be hunched in an instant, his right hand was fisted between his eyebrows, and he opened his mouth awkwardly after a long silence, "Curse The world has already started to move, if you want to protect everyone, you can only seek shelter from [Q]..."

"How could you do this?!" Niwa Shige's words added a handful of hot oil to Nanako's already rising anger, "How did you promise me? You said you would find a way, and then tell me what you came up with The best way is for us to seek shelter from others like bereaved dogs! And I got the news from other people, if I didn't hear it, are you going to wait for the dust to settle, after it's all over , to finally inform me of this established fact?"

"...I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it for a while..."

"Accept? How is it possible to accept this?" Nanako looked at Shige Niwa disappointedly. She had had a glimmer of hope at first, but now everything was shattered, "Niwa, did you really decide like this?"

"...I followed Xia You-sama because of Master Saku." Niwa turned his face away again, as if he didn't dare to look at the faces of Nanako and Mimiko, and said with difficulty as if trying to convince himself, "Master Xia You The ideal...has nothing to do with me."

"Lie!" Nanako raised her voice. Among all the people, only Niwa Shige has followed Xia Youjie from the beginning. No one else has been with Xia Youjie longer than them. In her eyes, they have long been family members. How could it have changed all of a sudden? "If this is the case, Niwa who will take care of all the affairs when Master Xia Yu goes out to do errands; Niwa who will help us braid our hair in the morning; will patiently talk to each family member and help explain Master Xia Yu Intentional Niwa...are these all fake?"

"That's why!" Niwa clenched his fists and shouted loudly, the veins on his neck were bulging, his eyes were filled with raging anger and sorrow, like a tide trying to drown them in it.Nanako was stunned in place, she had never seen Niwa Shige's expression before, she realized at this moment that Niwa Shige had lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye in just a few days, she opened her mouth but couldn't say anything In other words, "Master Xia You is dead, do you want me to watch you die too?!"

Niwa was panting deeply, his whole body was trembling, and in the end he simply coughed, only his heart-piercing voice could be heard in the room that was suddenly quiet for a while: "What can I do? ? I can’t think of a solution anymore!” The collapse seemed to happen only for a moment, he covered his eyes with his hands, and tried to maintain a steady voice, "[Q] is the only force that can fight against the magic world now, I've been in touch with them, as long as..."

"Then do we just abandon the Panxing Sect?" Nanako said to herself, then slowly took a step back and shook her head, "Have we abandoned our home and Xia You's ideals?"

"Ideals..." Niwa lowered his eyes again, and said in a low voice, "Only by being alive can one be qualified to pursue it, isn't it?"

"...No matter what you say, I won't agree." Nanako pursed her lips and said stubbornly. She grabbed Mimiko's wrist, turned around and walked out the door.

"Nanako." Niwa Shige suddenly said, Nanako paused, but did not look back, only Mimiko looked at him with some hesitation, a feeling of uneasiness suddenly arose in her heart, as if something was about to happen, "Feel sorry."

"...It's not me that you should say sorry."

The door was slammed shut with a deafening sound, Niwa Shige was the only one left in the dark room, the shadow enveloped his body, bringing a creepy chill.The drooping hair covered Niwa Shige's eyes, only the corners of his mouth were upturned weirdly, his lips and teeth opened wider and wider, and finally he raised his head slowly, with a distorted expression and a restrained rustling laugh.

Sorry, Nanako, Mimiko.Niwa licked his lips again. No one understood the meaning of the so-called "sorry" in his words. Only he knew it here. He never cared about Pan Xingjiao. Everything was to make up for his mistakes and to apologize to him. The gods testify to his faith.

It has been successful, the two of them have already hesitated, as long as I can arouse their guilt, even if they still insist on not going to [Q] in the end, it will not stop the other members of the Panxing Sect from becoming the power of [Q] .

Niwa thought this way, blushing with happiness and fanaticism appeared on his face, he walked to the desk, opened the drawer and took out a dagger from it, the cold light on the blade gleamed in his eyes, in his eyes His eyes seemed to be the only light in the darkness.Niwa pressed the cold blade against his cheek again and swallowed a mouthful of saliva, then knelt on the ground, bent down deeply, and rested his forehead on the back of his hand: "My god, I will use blood to wash away the stains on your glory. Dirty, please accept my atonement."

Niwa held the dagger in his heavy hands and lifted it up high. His eyes were full of relief and hope. He seemed to see the scene of the gods he believed in forgiving him. With a smile on his face, he held the dagger without hesitation. The dagger stabbed towards his vitals.

Blood spewed out immediately, but Niwa Shige didn't seem to feel the slightest pain. His eyes were slack, and he clearly felt the passing of life, but he didn't have a single bit of fear, only deep expectations and prayers.

My God, have you forgiven me?Can I... can I go to your side?Niwa closed his eyes again, with a happy smile on his lips.

Mimiko and Nanako, who had just walked out with heavy faces, suddenly heard the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground. Their bodies froze, their pupils constricted, and they turned their heads extremely slowly.They looked at each other, and both of them saw the flustered self in the other's eyes.

"Niwa!"

The door was opened with a bang, and what caught the eyes of the two people was a large amount of blood, stabbing their eyes with pain, and Niwa fell heavily in the pool of blood, still holding the dagger tightly in his hand, with a faint smile on his face. Smiling, looking at his expression seems to be immersed in a sweet dream.

Mimiko rushed over anxiously, trying to block Niwa's heavily bleeding wound with trembling hands, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stop the continuous flow of blood. She turned her head and asked Nanako for help, choking, "Nanako, come and help, Niwa ...Niwa..."

Nanako looked at the scene in front of her in a daze. She watched Mimiko's tears rolling down and mixed with the blood, but she couldn't hear any sound in her ears.

why…

Nanako walked to Niwa Shige's side step by step, knelt on the ground with a pale face, almost out of breath.She stared at the wound on Niwa Shige's body, it was so deep, she didn't need to think about how determined Niwa Shige was, leaving no possibility of her surviving at all.

I thought…

Am I too capricious?

Nanako heard herself saying "it's too late" to Mimiko in a flat and hollow voice, she just felt ridiculous in her heart, making this decision, Niwa was obviously the one who felt the most uncomfortable, why did I vent all my anger to him?Why did I wishfully put all the pressure on him, but I couldn't help at all?

But at the same time, a little hatred suddenly arose in her heart, why did she leave them behind so resolutely?Why are they the only ones left in this world?

But she couldn't find anyone to ask.

Master Xia Yu, I seem to have done something wrong. Nanako gritted her teeth, opened Niwa Shige's fingers, and held the dagger in her arms. This was the birthday present she and Mimiko gave Niwa Shige last time. Her tears I finally couldn't bear it and fell, and I couldn't apologize anymore.

"I'm sorry." Nanako lowered her head, her blood reflecting herself became blurred, "I'm sorry, if I can be stronger, if I can be stronger..."

Will everything be different?

Master Xia You will not die, and I can also help Niwa, so I don’t have to let Niyu suffer from guilt and pain...

I'm sorry, Natsuyu-sama, it's not Niwa...

...It should be me.