mousepad-d2 Chapter 90 It's a Miracle He's Alive
Chapter 90 It's a Miracle He's Alive
In a word, Shen Xiangting's heart sank to the bottom.
Before coming, Gu Huayan considered himself to have confessed to him, telling him that he was suffering from depression, and hearing him say that he wanted to cut his wrists, he was already mentally prepared for his illness.
But even so, Rong Huan's words still shocked him.
Rong Huan rarely talked to him with such a serious expression.
He couldn't answer, Rong Huan continued: "To be honest, it's really a miracle that the young master can survive till now. His mental state is not at the same level as you and I expected before. I've seen so many people of all kinds. Patients, usually sick to his degree, have mostly..."
died.
At that moment, Shen Xiangting's body felt chilled as if he was in an ice cellar.
"A miracle..."
"Really," the situation was so serious that even Rong Huan was serious, he leaned back in his chair, "Xiang Ting, let me tell you the truth. Psychiatrists are not gods, we can counsel patients, but I am determined to People who go with death, we can't bring them back no matter what. Once people feel that life is meaningless, life is more painful than death, and no matter how much medicine they take, it won't work. We call this kind of people To live the dead. As a doctor, I can only say, perhaps, death is really the best relief."
"You're a doctor! How can you—" Shen Xiangting was obviously excited.
"I am a doctor, but I can't save such a person. I have tried too many times. There was a girl who came to me for treatment. I tried hard to save her. I prescribed many medicines for her, even Let her undergo electric convulsion therapy, which can have short-term effects on patients with severe depression, but it doesn't work for her," Rong Huan said seriously, "I really tried my best, and I used many methods. The last time she When she came, she told me, Doctor, let’s give up. So what if I don’t give up? That was the last time I saw her. It was the first time I felt powerless, some people are not born to belong to this world.”
Shen Xiangting didn't speak.
Psychology is not his professional field, he can't say anything, he only has the feeling of powerlessness that Rong Huan said.
He wanted to help Ah Wan, but in the end he found that he couldn't help anything.
"It's like when we open a game, some people play it with great interest until they pass the level, while some people just enter Xinshoucun and find it boring, so they delete their account and uninstall the game. They belong to the latter," Rong Huan said. I feel like a living dead, he seems to be alive, but also seems to be dead."
"No! He's obviously normal!" Shen Xiangting said a little self-deceiving.
"It's just an act," Rong Huan said, "His smile, his cheerfulness, his youthful sunshine are all fake."
Shen Xiangting held his hand.
He didn't notice it at all.
If he hadn't seen the state of his being unable to hold back in front of him today, he probably wouldn't have believed a word of what Rong Huan said.
"But I don't know why..." Rong Huan was suspicious, "I always feel that he can live because of what he wants to do. You said he wanted to die... It's not entirely correct, I can feel that he has The desire to live, it is the things he has to do to keep him alive. This is what I said, like living, but also like dead. He is actually not interested in living anymore, it is something else that keeps him alive. "
"Then what should we do!" Shen Xiangting frowned, and his voice became a little louder, "I brought him to see a doctor, don't tell me you can't be cured!"
"I can try it, but I don't think I can cure it. I'm not his medicine, maybe..." Rong Huan looked at Shen Xiangting, "You can."
"Me? You can't even cure it!"
"Didn't you realize that the little guy really trusts you? Does he like you?" Rong Huan finally laughed.
"Nonsense! Are you a psychiatrist? A quack doctor!" Shen Xiangting suddenly doubted Rong Huan's professional ability, "He likes someone else! Just broke up!"
Rong Huan shrugged: "I don't have any medicine for him. If you don't believe me, you can find someone else to treat him."
Shen Xiangting was silent.
He didn't really doubt Rong Huan.
They chatted for a while.
"Don't worry for the time being. Since he can control his urge to cut his wrist today, it means that what he is going to do is very important. In a short time, he should be fine except for self-abuse. For patients with depression, It is very important to cultivate their interest. Since he decided to participate in the draft, it is not a bad thing. He does not reject entering the society. It is a good phenomenon. To be honest, it is the first time I see a patient like him. There are so many doubts that I can't solve. I have to open a file for him and study it carefully."
"Didn't you say you couldn't cure it?"
"Then I have to try it first too! Or you will treat it?"
Shen Xiangting snorted coldly.
"Let's do this today. He just had a seizure, so it's not very suitable for him to open up a chat. Next time you make an appointment, you can ask him if he would like hypnotherapy. I will try to walk into his inner world and understand him better. Be more thorough."
Shen Xiangting looked over suspiciously.
Rong Huan quit, and patted down the table, "Shen Xiangting! What do you mean! If you don't believe me, why don't you see a doctor!"
"Cure it for me, I'll flatten your place!"
Rong Huan snorted: "Get out!"
When the two came out, Rong Huan said, "You know my rules? Make an appointment a week in advance. You are all busy people, so I won't keep you."
After finishing speaking, Rong Huan smiled at Gu Huayan in front of him again: "Kid, see you next time."
"You guys finished talking?" Jing Heng stood up, "Isn't it time yet? Now that we're done chatting, why don't you give it to me, Ah Huan, I think I'm also suffering from depression."
Rong Huan took a look at Shen Xiangting: "Big Film King Shen, whoever brings them will be responsible for getting them away. I'll give you all the face I deserve, don't push yourself!"
"Let's go, Boss Jing." Shen Xiangting walked over and pushed him, "It's not good to call the police."
Rong Huan would really call the police and show no mercy.
Jing Heng frowned, but couldn't say anything after all, and left a sentence: "Nonsense, I will come to see a doctor with you next time."
The tool man Gu Yanyan followed with a smile: "Good job, Mr. Jing."
After watching the three go out, Guanglin ran to Rong Huan's feet, sobbing and calling out.
Rong Huan withdrew his gaze and looked down at it, "Scream, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah!"
"Woo..." Guanglin shrugged his head and called pitifully.
Outside, Jing Heng still looked back reluctantly, Rong Huan felt the gaze, frowned, and pulled the curtains with a "shua", indifferent and ruthless.
Shen Xiangting turned sideways, glanced at him and said, "Give up, if Rong Huan doesn't get angry, you won't be able to pull ten cows back if you get angry. You deserve it if you die!"