mousepad-d2 Chapter 272 Didn't wait for you to come
Chapter 272 Didn't wait for you to come
Preconceived nothing more.
Thinking that everything is just a sequela after they did it, they didn't take it to heart at all.
Coupled with the distraction, I didn't think about the germ infection at all.
Rong Huan muttered, "I'm already sick if I'm not sick, why are you so fierce, what do you want?"
Jing Heng was stunned for a moment, and his voice was much softer: "...I didn't think about it, Huan...don't get me wrong, I'm not mean to you, I just... just love you."
Rong Huan glanced at him, and said with disgust: "An old man in his late thirties, still crying like a high school student, ten years have passed in vain."
"What's wrong with men, men can't cry?" The redness in Jing Heng's eyes couldn't fade away for a while, and with such a "scenery", saying anything seemed a bit aggrieved.
"A man can feel sorry for...you."
Jing Heng almost slipped the tongue, he wanted to say, daughter-in-law.
But he doubted that if he really said that, Ah Huan might sit up in shock in his dying illness and smash his dog's head off.
"Tsk." Rong Huan rolled his eyes, because he disliked himself.
How could he fall in love with a crybaby.
Jing Heng stayed in the hospital for a whole day, even though Rong Huan didn't show good looks, he still stayed cheeky, like a loyal dog, no matter how hard he chased him, he couldn't run away.
Even though he said all the bad things, Jing Heng didn't take it seriously, like a heartless fool.
Really annoyed by his clinging, Rong Huan said: "Jing Heng."
"Hey!" Jing Licking Dog Heng grinned, "What's the matter, Ah Huan, are you hungry? What do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you."
Rong Huan looked at him seriously, and said, "Actually, you don't need to act like you did something wrong to please me."
"I don't have one, aren't you sick? I'm the only friend in a foreign country. If I don't take care of you, who will take care of you? You can't expect that boy Shen Xiangting to leave his little wife and rush back from that wild island to take care of you." Bar?"
"I can't die, I don't need you to take care of me."
"Do you think I'm bored? I'll go out when I'm bored. You can call me if you have something to do."
Jing Heng stood up to leave, Rong Huan sighed.
He told him so much, just to get Jing Hengqi away and let him stop having any illusions about himself, but the result is obvious, this fool has forgotten all the things he said to him.
"Jing Heng," Rong Huan said, "the day after I confessed to you, I actually went to your house."
Jing Heng stood still, "What?"
"I went to your house to look for you because I was afraid that you would keep it in my heart, but your mother may not have conveyed my words. If we had met at that time and made it clear, this matter might not have been in your heart for so many years , so that you won’t have hallucinations.”
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"I confess to you because I don't want to leave regrets, but I also know the distance between us, and I never expected us to be together. I just want you to know my heart, and then we will go our separate ways. Your mother You didn’t convey my words, so during those nine years you kept my confession in your heart, kept remembering, kept thinking, wondering if I was sorry for me, wondering if I misunderstood that you went abroad to avoid me, but in fact it was not, The day I went to your house, I let go of the past, and you still remember it."
Jing Heng stood there stunned.
"Some things will always be on my mind until they are resolved. You are a good person, you always think about me, you know that I am sensitive, so you think about me too much. I was forced by my family to go abroad, and I was thinking about whether I would be hurt because of it. I have always wanted to explain it to me, but I have never found the right opportunity."
Jing Heng was completely dumbfounded.
As expected of Ah Huan who studies psychology, his heart was almost hit by what he said.
Yes, the night of graduation was originally his best chance.
Later, he didn't know why, so he asked Ah Huan to explain, but Ah Huan had stopped answering the phone, and he didn't have the courage to talk to Ah Huan face to face.
He didn't dare to look at Ah Huan's disappointed eyes, and he didn't dare to face the face that confessed to him again, he didn't know how to get along with him.
He just went abroad with a messy mind, avoiding all the factors that made him irritable.
There is no chance.
Since then, he has never been able to find an opportunity to talk to Ah Huan.
Some things, once missed, there is no way to speak again.
Nine years later, when he returned to Yinshui City, he told A Huan that he didn't go abroad to avoid him, but was forced by his family. It's important, it's all over.
At that time, his heart was empty, and he didn't feel the feeling of letting go at all. Instead, he felt very uncomfortable.
The matter that has been on his mind for nine years is a trivial matter that has long been unimportant in Ah Huan's heart.
It turned out that his explanation was really late, nine years late, and everything changed.
"Jing Heng," Rong Huan looked at him and said, "Your obsession is your obsession. You don't actually like me, you just remember it because I liked you, let me walk in your heart Stop, stop, it’s just an illusion. Nine years are not short, I’m really not waiting for you, I just haven’t met a person I like very much. But whenever I meet someone worthy of my trust, I will not hesitate walked towards him."
Just like Ah Yan.
This is where he struggled to forgive himself.
In his previous life, he didn't wait for Shen Xiangting, and a Lu Fang appeared in the middle of it. Even though he was a fake light, he still deceived him.
So instead of waiting for Shen Xiangting, he walked towards Lu Fang.
There are not so many unchanging feelings in this world. If he met someone better than Jing Heng during those nine years, he would not wait for him.
He is single, just because he has not met the second person who makes his heart beat.
Rong Huan's words were realistic and cruel, Jing Heng felt uncomfortable hearing it, but he also admitted it.
What is he, worth Ah Huan's waiting for so many years?If he had better options, he certainly wouldn't wait for him.
But he was not reconciled.
Jing Heng clenched his fists: "Then what happened later! What about the next two years? If you said that you let me go in those nine years, why did you promise me again! I thought you had let go, but you fell in love with me later Ah, you were going to promise me, weren't you?"
Ah Huan liked him, even if those nine years made him calm down and let go of the past, not two years ago!
"Yes, I plan to promise you," Rong Huan smiled, "But on Valentine's Day, you didn't come, did you?"
Jing Heng froze.
Rong Huan smiled: "I waited for you all night, but I didn't wait for you to come."