mousepad-d2 Chapter 413 His World Has Collapsed
Chapter 413 His World Has Collapsed
When he was on stage, the program crew helped him celebrate his birthday once, and he made a wish at that time.
During the birthday party, the fans prepared another one for him, and he promised another one in front of the fans.
Now, Shen Xiangting made another cake for him and asked him to make a wish.
"God should say that I'm greedy. I made three wishes on my birthday. What if I get angry and don't help me realize it?"
"What wish did you make before?"
Gu Huayan doesn't mind saying things that won't come true if spoken out, anyway, wishing is just an expectation in his heart.
"First, what I promise is that the people I love can live a long and healthy life."
Shen Xiangting's eyes dimmed.
Because of blowing out the candles, the lights in the living room were all turned off, leaving only the faint light of the candles, Gu Huayan didn't notice the details in his eyes.
"Second, what I promise is that those who love me can be happy."
Shen Xiangting was silent.
The wishes he made had nothing to do with himself.
Shen Xiangting pressed both hands on the table, tapped the small cake with his chin and said, "The third one. Make another one. This wish doesn't need to be fulfilled by God. I will help you fulfill whatever you want."
"The third one..." Gu Huayan raised his eyes and looked at him, with the corners of his eyes slightly curved, "I love you, and you who love me, you can accompany me to grow old."
Shen Xiangting was stunned for half a second, and smiled: "I can only spend my whole life to help you fulfill this wish."
Gu Huayan also laughed and blew out the candle.
"Turn on the lights?"
There were still a few small night lights on around the walls of the living room, Gu Huayan shook his head in the dim light, and said, "Wait a minute."
Shen Xiangting stopped.
"Actually, I'm a little sad."
Shen Xiangting couldn't see the face opposite him clearly, but could only vaguely feel it from his tone.
Why not turn on the light, he understood.
He wanted to digest this emotion in the dark, don't let him see it.
"What's wrong? What's making you sad?"
Gu Huayan murmured to himself: "I told you, my mother didn't abandon me."
"Well, I know, Auntie doesn't have one," Shen Xiangting said, "You're right, Auntie loves you very much, and your persistence is right."
Gu Huayan didn't notice his words, just immersed in his emotions and said: "She didn't. I let her go."
"What?" He froze for a moment.
"If mom stays in Gu's house, she won't be able to survive," his voice trembled a little. "How can I make mom suffer so much? If leaving is the only way to keep her alive, I can only let her go." Walk."
Shen Xiangting was speechless for a moment.
He didn't know about it.
Aunt Shu didn't say anything either.
"After my father left, my mother always wanted to accompany him. The family kept it from me. They didn't know that I knew it, and neither did my mother. She was in so much pain that she washed her face with tears all day long. When she lost control of her emotions, she hugged me and cried. I'm really scared... I'm afraid that when I wake up one day, I will hear the news that my mother is gone."
Shen Xiangting froze.
He really has no idea.
But he seemed to empathize, with a strong, strange feeling.
"One day my mother finally stopped crying, and she looked normal. Later she tentatively asked me if I would hate her if she left the Gu family, I said yes, I would hate her very much, never in my life will forgive her.
"Actually, I know that I lied to her, because that's the answer my mother wanted, so that she can walk away, go far, at least live in a certain place, and then gradually forget about Dad and start living again ...
"I'm sad because my mother never forgets me. She loves me so much and wants to see me, but can't see me... how sad she must be..."
When Gu Wangyan said this, he was already choked up.
When Shen Xiangting was about to comfort him, his sobs suddenly turned into crying: "Brother Ting... how sad my mother must be..."
"Yanyan, Aunt Shu, she—" Shen Xiangting walked over and grabbed his arms.
"How long is she left?"
Shen Xiangting was completely stunned.
Gu Huayan grabbed his hand instead, crying like a child: "My mother, how long can she live? How long?"
He...how would he know...
He howled: "Brother Ting, I let her go to let her live a good life, not for the current result! Why...why? I just want to hear that she is happy... she is really happy these years The fact of the matter, not...not as it is now..."
Listening to his incoherent words, Shen Xiangting's heart clenched into a ball.
He was so shocked.
Sad and shocked.
"Yanyan, don't do this, there must be a way—"
"I'm so stupid, I think I can control everything, but I'm an ass! I don't know anything! She must be unhappy...she's unhappy—!" Gu Huayan shouted out of control, "I thought She is very happy! I was not by her side when she was struggling with illness and fighting against death. She wanted to see me so much, but she didn't dare to come to see me... She really thought I hated her... She didn't dare to come..."
Shen Xiangting didn't even know which link went wrong.
He could only use his own strength to restrain him and not let him move.
Is this a little bit sad?
He didn't know when he found out about this matter, and kept it in his heart, pretending not to know, pretending to be indifferent, until he tore open his mouth at this moment, and finally broke out.
Gu Huayan buried his head in his heart and cried bitterly: "Why do I believe that she can really let go of the past and live a good life...Why do I believe that such a mother can forget me and my father? She is not going to live a good life, she just wants me to hate her , so that she can die quietly outside... She is not going to live, she is going to die..."
"You're not wrong!" Shen Xiangting was so anxious, "No matter what it is, you are not wrong! You were only ten years old back then, what do you know? You have done enough, that is not a ten-year-old Your child should think about it! You did a good job of speaking, and you did nothing wrong."
Gu Huayan buried his head in tears.
Shen Xiangting stroked his head: "You are right, and Aunt Shu is also right. No one does anything wrong. It is an unfair fate. Don't worry, Sister Xiang Nuan is a doctor. She knows many experts. I have already asked her to help me. Inquired."
Gu Huayan couldn't listen to it, and kept crying, "Brother Ting...you save me...can you help me...I don't want my mother to die."
"I'll save it! I will definitely save it. I will find a way. Aunt Shu will be fine!"
Knowing that this promise would be difficult to fulfill, he still complied.
The current Gu Huayan does not need any rational persuasion.
He let Aunt Shu go to let her live, but now when he meets again, he finds out that she has cancer and is dying soon. Everything he has done is in vain.
That was a belief, and now that this belief was broken, his world collapsed.