mousepad-d2 Chapter 428 His God Kneeled Before Him
Chapter 428 His God Kneeled Before Him
Shen Xiangting was really distressed.
There may be no other person in the world who can empathize with him.
He used to understand that Gu Huayan was sick, but he still didn't understand why he was so sick. He always denied himself, closed himself off, and fell into the haze of his heart.
Now he fully understands.
Why did he sink into the dust and put his position to the lowest;
Why do you always feel that you are not good enough for him and want to escape;
Why young people always have maturity and wisdom beyond their age;
Why is there a sadness in his eyes from time to time;
Why……
He would suddenly leave Lu Fang's arms and rush towards him.
Everything stems from that sudden confession in the back garden.
If he hadn't pretended he didn't see it on the second floor, but followed his heart and rushed down to hold his hand, everything that followed would not have happened.
He will not be deceived by Lu Fang, let alone be humiliated to death by him.
Gu Huayan was stunned by Shen Xiangting's actions and words, his eyes gradually brightened, and he saw the person in front of him clearly.
This is his lover.
He got sick again and pushed him away again.
But just as he promised, when he pushed him away, he pulled him back.
To hold him back, his god knelt before him.
After recovering, I realized what I said, "Brother Ting..."
Gu Huayan was taken aback, liquid passed through between his fingers.
are his tears.
"My child is so brave. After going through so many things, he can still come to me firmly. Do you know how touched I am?" Shen Xiangting raised his head slightly, tears on his cheeks.
"Aren't you angry?" Gu Huayan lowered his head and chuckled with tears in his eyes, "My love is so cheap. Because you foolishly thought that you didn't like me or even hated me, and was blinded by Lu Fang's fake light bulb light Gouyan, I have forgotten you in the past eight years. Occasionally I saw you in the news, and even scolded you in my heart for being ignorant. At the end of my life, I never thought of you..."
During the short time when he felt the blood drain from his body, his mind went blank.
I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't deserve to think about it.
He chose Lu Fang himself, and embarked on this path by himself, so what face does he have to think about that person.
That person was clean and without stains, even thinking about it would be blasphemy for a filthy person like him.
He's right not to like himself, he doesn't deserve to be liked by anyone at all.
Shen Xiangting is Shen Xiangting, he is too smart to avoid his thunder.
So until the last second when he closed his eyes and lost consciousness, he never thought of Shen Xiangting.
Not knowing how long ago, he had already chosen Shen Xiangting out of his life in the process of loathing himself.
Whether he is dead or alive has nothing to do with that person.
"When everything is fine, I leave you behind; after being abused and bruised all over, but despicably and shamelessly turn back into your arms, I really have a seamless connection, what do you think? I rely on You don’t know anything, just pretend nothing happened, deceive you, plot you—”
"It's a good deception, a good calculation," Shen Xiangting said, "If you don't cheat, it doesn't count. I don't know when my wooden fish head will open up."
What Gu Huayan once said was right, even if he did it again, if he hadn't actively approached in this life, they would still have the tragic ending in their previous life.
He is very clear about his own character, but he will still miss his lover with his pointless arrogance.
Those scenes in his dream will also be staged again.
"I don't care, Yan Yan, no matter when you look back, I will be there. I love you and the whole world knows it."
How could Gu Huayan not be clear.
To this day, how much they love each other, their hearts are like a mirror.
It's just that when I'm sick, I will think wildly, push myself into a dead end, keep belittling myself, and deny myself.
Now that he is awake, he doesn't need to say it, he understands it in his heart.
Gu Huayan lowered his eyebrows and looked at him, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth: "Shen Xiangting, why are you so cheap, there are so many good people in the world, why do you just fall in love with such a stinky fish and rotten shrimp like me?"
"Weak water is three thousand, just take a scoop to drink."
"Where did you hear what Lu Fang and I said? We were together for eight years in our previous life, do you really believe that nothing happened to us?"
Shen Xiangting shook his head: "I don't care what you were like before, as long as you belong to me in the future, I don't care about the rest."
"You want broken shoes too," Gu Huayan withdrew his hand and snorted, "It's really cheap."
Shen Xiangting grabbed that hand and refused to let him go. He was a little more serious: "I know you're already well. If you talk nonsense, I won't be used to you anymore."
"It's right to be angry," Gu Huayan said, "If you don't get angry when I scold you like this, then you are really a bitch."
"Really? Then I might really be, and I'm not angry." Shen Xiangting smiled.
"..." Gu Huayan paused, "Are you stupid, Shen Xiangting, your brain was kicked by a donkey? You still laugh when you scold you!"
Shen Xiangting smiled even more happily, hugged Gu Huayan's waist, and leaned on him: "Well, I'm happy."
Happy that he is better, happy that he didn't lock himself in a small black room, happy that he talked and laughed again.
It doesn't matter if he scolds him, he just doesn't want to hear him scolding himself, not any derogatory words.
Because he scolded him just as a joke, but scolded himself sincerely.
Gu Huayan couldn't take it anymore and broke him apart.
"Are you going to keep talking to me on your knees like this? Even if you ask for marriage, you have to have one knee, and both knees. Are you going to visit my grave? Well... You haven't even visited my grave in your previous life. No need."
Shen Xiangting took advantage of the situation and got up, knelt down for a while, and his knees did knock a little, and said jokingly: "Be familiar with the business in advance, and you will be proficient when you make mistakes in the future."
"?" Gu Huayan looked at him as if looking at a fool, with a big question mark on his head, "Shen Xiangting, what mistake are you planning to make?"
Brother Ting, don't be stupid.
But let alone, once interrupted by him, just now I was emo thinking that the whole world might as well be destroyed, now I have already thought about what to eat for lunch.
"No, I'll just talk about it, try not to make mistakes," Shen Xiangting teased, "Speaking of which, was I such a fool in my previous life? I'm so angry that I won't even go to your grave?"
"Brother Ting, it's like this." Gu Huayan sat down.
"Ok?"
"According to normal logic, I'm already dead. I don't know if you have been to the grave."
"Oh, that's right," Shen Xiangting said, "but I think I'll go, why would I care about a child, it's been so many years."
"Perhaps." Gu Huayan also smiled.
He didn't tell him what happened after that, and he didn't seem to know.
After calming down, I thought, Doctor Rong couldn't reveal his privacy, so Brother Ting didn't know about it from Doctor Rong Rong.