Chapter 453
Chapter 453
Rong Huan stretched out his hand and poked her bulging face flat: "Brother Jing Heng is [-] this year, and you're not a teenager. You can't eat or drink after losing a relationship."
"That's for sure," Yan Yueyue muttered, "Brother Jing Heng's phone is turned off, and he can't get through no matter what. I'm really worried that he will become negative because of a broken relationship. He really likes you very much."
"I know."
He had indeed doubted Jing Heng's sincerity.
But in the final analysis, it's not that he doesn't trust Jing Heng, but that he doesn't trust himself to be worthy of such a Jing Heng.
In his heart, Jing Heng has always been a very good person.
Ah Yan once said that Xiang Ting was his light.
Why not Jing Heng.
Because of his family background and his father's relationship, he has been unpopular since he was a child. When he was in despair, he once harbored malice towards the whole world.
Until he met Jing Heng.
No matter how bad his face is, he is familiar with the second idiot who can chat with him all day long.
Be made to laugh by him, be cared by him.
Think for him, plan for him.
Talk about the future together, talk about dreams together.
It turned out that someone could really treat him as Rong Huan, not "the son of a murderer".
After all these years, if he still doubts his sincerity, then Jing Heng will be too miserable.
But it is precisely because they like each other that they think about each other.
The adult world does not have to be love.
Let them become cinnabar moles in each other's hearts.
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VIP ward.
Mother Jing, who said she would not come again, secretly went to the hospital again at night.
Because she heard from the nurse that Jing Heng hadn't eaten all day.
The last hunger strike was two years ago.
This time he is like this and still doesn't eat, what is he thinking?
Mother Jing stood outside the ward and looked in through a small piece of transparent glass. She could see that her son was still asleep, with his head tilted slightly, looking out of the window, wondering what he was thinking.
It is impossible not to feel bad.
The back was beaten like that by his father. After 24 hours, the scars turned blue and purple.
Seeing the photos of the scars sent to her by the nurse, she felt so distressed that she couldn't do anything about it.
You can't lie down, you can't lie down, you can't lie down.
The son who usually yelled when he got a little injury, but this time he was determined, as if he had changed, he just endured the pain without saying a word.
After staying outside like this for a while, he still refused to eat the dinner brought in by the nurse.
The nurse came out and said, "Mrs. Jing, I really can't persuade you, why don't you go in and persuade me yourself."
"Give it to me." Mother Jing went in with the insulation box.
Jing Heng was not surprised to see her, because his mother blocked his view, so he turned his head back and looked at the ceiling.
With a "snap", Mother Jing put the thermos box on the table beside her, and suppressed her anger and said, "Jing Heng! What exactly do you want? I have already obeyed you, and you still want to go on a hunger strike?"
"Didn't you just ignore me?" Jing Heng's eyes fell lightly, not knowing where he was looking.
"I don't care about you anymore, but I didn't expect you to die! You don't eat, you don't drink water, you don't want to die after being stabbed with a knife, do you want to continue to die?" Mother Jing said, her eyes turned red, "You Heartless bastard, you are looking for life and death here, can Rong Huan know?"
"I don't need him to know."
"Get up and eat!" Mother Jing patted the quilt, "If you don't eat enough to heal your injury, how do you go to him?"
Jing Heng still didn't respond, and his expression didn't fluctuate: "I won't look for him."
Of course Mother Jing didn't believe it: "Why are you getting angry with me here? Isn't Mom doing all this for your sake? I'm afraid all day long that your father doesn't like you and won't give you anything in the future. Say good things and pave the way for you, okay, you don’t appreciate it, it’s okay, mom also said, I don’t care about your business in the future, whether you are rejected by your father or abandoned by your father, I don’t care! This is not enough ?"
"Don't worry about it," Jing Heng said, "Don't worry, I won't die. I didn't go on a hunger strike either, but I just didn't want to eat because of my appetite."
Jing Heng glanced at the hanging bottle and said, "The nutrient solution is hanging, don't worry."
Mother Jing burst into tears: "What is the use of this nutrient solution!"
"It's useless, the nurse sister won't hang up for me."
Jing's mother was so uncomfortable that she was dying.
She always felt that her son had changed, and it didn't sound like she hated her anymore, but it seemed that he suddenly became desireless, loveless, and hateless.
"Okay, if you don't look for it, I'll look for it! Are you satisfied that Mom will admit his mistake to that child?"
She can't just watch her son do it to death.
If the child is really medicine, she can only compromise.
Unexpectedly, Jing Heng, who had no reaction until now, suddenly said angrily: "Don't look for it!"
Mother Jing thought he was talking ironically, and was still angry, "I'm really not looking for trouble with him! I'm just asking him to apologize and let him come to see you. It's not a solution for you to not eat all the time. You will see him Do you have an appetite?"
"I told you not to look for him!" Jing Heng suddenly sat up and snatched the phone from her hand, "Even if I die, you are not allowed to look for him!"
Mother Jing was stunned, and cried: "What are you doing... Isn't it just to be with him when you make such a big fuss and go around? You don't want me to find you what you want to do."
"In your opinion, what is Rong Huan?"
Mother Jing was taken aback.
"Force him to leave me when I don't need it, but now I think he can cure me, so I go to him? Can a word of apology offset the harm you have done to him? What is Ah Huan? Go now?" Jing Heng also had red eyes, "I beg you, don't bother him, okay?"
"You...what do you mean by that?"
"Nothing interesting, I just beg you for one thing, no matter whether I am good or bad, don't go to him in the future! As you wish, we have separated, and your goal has been achieved. We will only be strangers in the future. Not even a friend, whether I live or die has nothing to do with him."
"No..." Jing's mother was stunned, "son, what do you mean? You... don't you want to be with him even if you die? Why is life or death irrelevant? You confused mom... "
She decided to let them go free, isn't everything settled?
Why did you hear that your son didn't mean that?
Even if you don't want your life, you still have to resist them. Now you have resisted and you have passed the gate of hell, but you gave up on that child?
She really doesn't understand.
Jing Heng's eyes were red, and he said with restraint: "You will never understand, because you have never loved anyone sincerely in this life."
Mother Jing didn't understand anymore.
Jing Heng didn't say anything more.
The trigger this time was Rong Huan, but the real reason was not on him.
He didn't threaten his relatives with his life to make them agree to be together.
He was just tired, tired, and driven by alcohol, and in that environment, he was forced to really want to die for a moment to end all this.
In this way, he doesn't have to worry anymore, he doesn't have to suffer from the pain of losing Ah Huan, and he doesn't have to torture himself to a mental breakdown because of the guilt at both ends.
Yesterday's impulsiveness was not because he wanted to make trouble, but because he was really forced to have no choice.
So how could he make Ah Huan feel that he almost lost his life because of him, adding to his guilt and burden.
Since Ah Huan felt that this was the best ending between them, he wanted a new life without him.
Then he got his wish.
It's not giving up, it's fulfillment.
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