Chapter 492 I Overcome My Demons
Chapter 492 I Overcome My Demons
Gu Huayan was very tired.
He was stunned by the drugs, and he had a sense of psychedelia, and then he was stimulated by Lu Fang, and he was mentally exhausted. Afterwards, he fought non-stop, and settled accounts with Wen Jingyan...
Now that everything is over, he lost his support after seeing someone who made him feel at ease, and he just wanted to sleep well.
Shen Xiangting said, "As long as you're fine."
He was silent, just because he was frightened.
God knows how shocked he felt when he saw Gu Huayan covered in blood.
He was afraid that he would suffer a serious injury that could not be recovered, so how much he would regret agreeing to let Wen Jingyan solve this matter.
So after knowing that he is fine, he needs a certain amount of time to calm himself down.
Although behind Gu Huayan's back, Shen Xiangting's hands trembled a little.
"I'm really scared to death by you," Shen Xiangting said, "I'm afraid that you will leave me before we have time to enjoy this world."
"I know." So after recovering, he said sorry.
He should think more thoughtfully, speak clearly before going to sleep.
It is reasonable to be afraid of separation during the passionate love period.
No matter how calm a person is, it is impossible for them to calm down when they see their loved ones in danger.
"Brother Ting, you know, I walked out by myself."
"Huh?" Shen Xiangting didn't understand for a moment, only hearing the soft words seemed to have a sense of pride, and laughed, "Well, it's amazing."
"It wasn't the one who came out." Gu Huayan knew that he misunderstood that he came out without their rescue, and continued, "When I was in the dark room, I saw that bottomless valley again, and I saw you too. Trample me to death, curse me to die soon, say I will stain your hand—"
"Impossible!" Shen Xiangting sternly said, "Listen to Gu Huayan, I will never say those things to you."
Is it from the He family?Made him sick?
After this period of drug treatment and psychiatric treatment, his illness has been much better, and he is normal in many cases.
Just like what Grandpa Gu said, Yanyan is actually very strong. In order to get better soon and to prevent them from worrying about him, he has been using his willpower to fight against the illness.
He did it.
Now, except for the truth about Uncle Gu's death, all the hurdles that should be crossed have been passed. If it wasn't something that particularly stimulated him, he probably wouldn't fall into it again...
What did the He family people do!
"I know," Gu Huayan said with a light smile, "That's a counterfeit. Brother Ting won't say those stupid things. When I almost believed it, a lot of things you said to me rang in my mind."
"What?" He said a lot, what was he referring to?
"A lot, it's what made me believe that I'm worthy of you. That's why I hacked that imposter," Gu Huayan looked at the dazzling lights in front of him, and narrowed his eyes slightly, "Brother Ting, I beat my heart!" It's crazy."
In fact, he always knew that that person could not be Shen Xiangting.
It was just a devil living in his heart, and finally turned into Shen Xiangting's appearance.
Because only he can give himself a fatal blow.
"!" Shen Xiangting was taken aback.
So it turns out that it is really useful to say some words of encouragement to him?
Ah Huan once said that Yanyan's illness will only get better when he truly overcomes himself.
Perhaps depression has not been cured in the true sense, but if he passes this level, it means...
He finally stopped thinking that he was not worthy of others' love, and he finally stopped saying that he was not worthy of him.
He will no longer belittle himself, feel inferior, and lower himself into the dust to love others.
Gu Huayan wrapped his arms around his neck, moved closer, and whispered into his ear, "Shen Xiangting, except for me, no one in this world is worthy of you!"
Although I know that his soul is just as old as me now, but...
Shen Xiangting threw him off his back all at once.
Even in this situation, Gu Huayan still reacted reflexively, flipped his body in mid-air, and landed firmly on the ground.
The feet stepped on some fallen leaves and branches on the ground, making a crisp sound.
Before Gu Huayan could react, he elbowed him against the tree trunk.
The reaction was a subconscious muscle reaction. After the brain knew that it was Shen Xiangting, he gave up resisting, and leaned against the tree trunk with a look of abandonment and said, "Brother Ting, what are you doing? If I didn't react quickly, I fell to the ground."
Shen Xiangting bent his right hand and flicked it on his forehead: "Who are you 'I' in front of? Gu Yanyan, I think you are very courageous."
"No, sir," Gu Huayan looked decadent, and smiled helplessly, "You already know what I'm up to, and you still want me to continue playing the role of the little white rabbit? This is me, so be sober. I'm tired of acting outside. That's it, we can't rest after we close the door?"
"Then I don't care. You were a little white rabbit when you seduced me. You have to be responsible to the end." Shen Xiangting smiled slightly, "The goods are not right, I want to complain."
"Brother, have you heard a word? The picture is for reference only, please refer to the real thing." Gu Huayan raised a smile.
"..."
Let him speak!
"Well cough!"
Gu Tianzong had intentionally walked very slowly, but he still caught up with the two of them and cleared his throat: "Xiaobao, let's just say that even if it's a dark and windy night, you have to pay attention to the influence."
"Xiaobao?" Shen Xiangting seldom heard this address. Hearing Gu Tianzong's shout, he raised his eyebrows, "Xiaobao is good. Uncle, let's discuss it, can we share it?"
Gu Huayan glared at Gu Tianzong: "Brother! You are my real brother."
At the beginning, when Shen Xiangting called him Yanyan, he refused. Anyone else can call this name, but when he calls it, people can't close their legs.
It's okay for him to listen too much now, he's used to it.
But it's not good to change it to "Little Treasure" again!
It is enough for one brother to call him Xiaobao, but if one more Shen Xiangting calls him like that, he will be in a bad mood.
"Then I'm still his brother-in-law." Gu Tianzong smiled brightly, looking at the two of them with his waist down, "it's okay to share, for the sake of you being my brother-in-law."
"elder brother!"
Shen Xiangting smiled, looked at Gu Huayan and raised his eyebrows: "Xiaobao?"
"...Don't call me!" Gu Huayan, who had goosebumps all over his body, retaliated, "If you call me Xiaobao, I will call you baby just like Aunt Mingyue!"
Let's die together!
Come on, hurt each other!
"Yes," Shen Xiangting still smiled, "It's been so long, Brother Ting is tired of hearing it, so it's okay to change the name. As a transitional name, it's not bad. If you dare to call, I dare to respond."
Gu falsely said: "..."
It's unreasonable, my brother and my boyfriend teamed up to mess with his mentality!
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