After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

Chapter 585 I Amnesia

Shen Xiangting raised his hand to wrap his arms around his shoulder, and patted him lightly: "You've done a good job."

After hearing Gu Huayan's words, they realized what was happening belatedly.

"Yanyan..." Gu Wanru's nose turned sore, "You must have listened to the second brother's words, so you didn't cry all the time..."

What Gu Wanru was thinking was what everyone was thinking at this moment.

Including his mother, they all thought that Yanyan didn't cry after his father died because he was frightened, or because he was so stimulated that he lost the mood to cry.

But today's remarks made them think of another possibility.

Is it possible that the child's father knew that he would not live long, so he said some comforting words to the child, but Yan Yan took it as a mission, and kept telling himself not to cry, and must not cry in front of his mother, that's why... …

How does a ten-year-old hold back the grief of losing a loved one?

He could only keep forcing himself, brainwashing himself, forcing himself not to be sad, and then inevitably plunged himself into the vortex of mental illness, sinking deeper and deeper...

"Well," at this point, Gu Huayan no longer needed to hide, nodded and said, "I promised Dad."

"Fool..." Shen Xiangting had complicated emotions in his eyes, "Dad didn't mean that."

If he knew that Yanyan would have trapped himself in that sense of mission because of his "last words", this kind of maturity and sensibility that didn't belong to his age would become the source of his illness...

Papa Gu will definitely regret what he said.

Who would have thought that a child would follow his instructions so strictly.

Gu Lao turned his head, his eyes were already red.

Mingyao, Mingyao...

You shouldn't have imagined that this child would put a shackle on himself because of your last words...

Gu Wanru stepped forward, hugged the child who made her feel distressed from behind, choked up and said: "You silly child... What can you tell the family... You were only so old at that time, why did you have to carry it by yourself... "

"That's my promise with my dad."

"You idiot! Your father didn't mean that! He just wanted you to live a good life...to live a good life with your mother..."

"Hmm..." Gu Huayan suddenly covered his forehead.

Gu Wanru was dumbfounded.

Shen Xiangting grabbed his arm nervously: "What's wrong?"

"Head hurts……"

The people in the ancestral hall had no time to feel sad about the past, and looked at each other in blank dismay.

Not good, Yan Yan didn't think of something, did he?

From what he said just now, it can be heard that he has no memory of the future, otherwise he would not just calmly recite these few words of advice from his father before he died.

They were very worried and cautious from the very beginning, because they were afraid that something wrong would open his memory box.

They are afraid of knowing the truth, so they would rather not know, and only hope that Yanyan can live a good life.

This is the consensus of all.

"Go out first!" Gu Lao said.

Gu Huayan shook his head lightly, grabbed Shen Xiangting's arm with his backhand, and held it tightly: "No...it seems that something is wrong..."

"Don't think about it! There's nothing wrong, let's go out first."

Gu Huayan grabbed him, refused to let go and refused to leave, excruciating pain: "I seem to have forgotten something...why...why did I realize that there seems to be something wrong..."

Listening to what they said just now, he thought back to what it was like when his father said these words to him.

Then he paused.

He found that his memory was in a mess, as if something was missing.

So he desperately thought about it, only to get a sharp pain in his head, as if something was about to tear him apart.

When he realized this situation, he reacted to one thing.

Gu Huayan raised his head, turned around and looked at Gu Wanru and the others: "Aunt...have I lost my memory?"

"What?" Gu Wanru immediately pretended to be stupid, "What amnesia?"

"I've lost my memory." This time, he said affirmatively.

Gu Huayan had confidence in his own thinking ability, and he suddenly understood.

Those fragmented memories are incomplete, it does not have a complete logical chain.

He hasn't noticed anything wrong in it all these years, which proves that he voluntarily gave up that memory.

He is running away!

What happened to make him hide from the truth?

In fact, as long as he thinks about it, he will understand what's wrong, but he has avoided it for so many years!

That's why he never found out.

In his previous life, he never reconciled with his family, let alone told anyone about his agreement with his father, so that...

Confused, I didn't realize that the logic chain in my memory was wrong until I died.

"How did Dad die?"

His sharp question stopped everyone.

Gu Wanru's acting skills are not bad, she just acted like she didn't know it: "Didn't you fall into the sea? The vast sea, we searched for a month, with little hope..."

"Is it just falling into the sea?" Gu Huayan frowned, "Auntie, I don't believe it. It's not just as simple as falling into the sea that allows me to escape from reality. Why am I so afraid of knowing the truth, so that I block those memories? I Why am I afraid to see the picture of my father? Is it because he died to save us? No... I know this, and I haven’t forgotten it, which means it’s not what scares me. What else, than him Sacrifice stimulates me more?"

The Gu family was questioned.

Yanyan figured it out too suddenly, and none of them thought that he would figure it out by himself, so they never made a unified statement in this regard.

Yan Yan was clever, they knew it after he got 749 points in the test, so they didn't dare to answer easily.

Afraid of saying something wrong, instead he caught a clue.

"Auntie, if you know anything, please tell me, I can bear it." When Gu Huayan said this, his lips turned pale.

Can he really take it?

Why would the brain choose to forget about it if it could?

Gu Wanru smiled dryly: "You know what? Isn't it the shadow of your kidnapping that you forgot? You were only a child back then, so it's understandable that you were frightened and forgot some things."

"Yeah, Yanyan," Wen Mingyue said helpfully, "Forget those bad memories, just forget them, what do you have to do to remember them?"

Gu Huayan still didn't believe it: "Is it really just like this?"

Shen Xiangting's actor-level acting skills are even better. He grabbed Gu Huayan and said, "Yanyan, are you too tired and thinking wildly? It's your memory. If you forget it all, how will Auntie and the others know what you forgot?" ?”

"That's right!" Gu Wanru continued, "We don't know what you forgot, maybe it's something terrible, it's better to forget it, don't think about it."

"yes……"

"It must be." Shen Xiangting said.

Seeing Shen Xiangting's gaze, Gu Huayan nodded: "That's it."