After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

Chapter 622 Gu Yaoyan, you are not wrong, let yourself go

"Yanyan—Ayan—"

Having detected his deepest memory, what Rong Huan has to do is to wake him up from the dream.

Gu Huayan in front of him was short of breath, holding his clothes tightly with both hands, as if he was haunted by a nightmare and could not escape.

When he found that he couldn't call him out of that predicament, Rong Huan picked up his cell phone and wanted to call Shen Xiangting.

Having already dialed the number, Gu Huayan suddenly opened his eyes as if someone on the verge of death had regained oxygen.

"Are you awake?" Rong Huan quickly hung up the phone and put it aside, observing his situation, "Lie down and rest for a while, and regain consciousness."

Gu Huayan didn't know if he heard it, he just lay on the sofa, stared at the ceiling, in a daze.

He soothed his emotions, tears in his eyes.

Through his successive answers when he was hypnotized, Rong Huan already had a certain understanding of this matter.

He patted his arm and asked, "Are you all right? Do you need me to call Xiang Ting?"

Gu vainly said, "He's still on the plane, you can't contact him."

"Then you just—"

"I'm not lying to you, why did you agree to treat me?"

"You are really..." Rong Huan became anxious, and his voice became louder, "I think you want my life! Young Master Gu, this is the last time I will consult and treat you. I still have a mother and a younger sister to take care of. I can't be buried with you!"

Gu Huayan turned his head, looked over and smiled: "I will try to leave a last word next time, so that Brother Ting will not take his anger on you."

He smiled, and Rong Huan felt relieved.

As he said, this time he carried it.

If it was his mental state during the last hypnosis, I am afraid it would be very confusing.

But this time, he walked out by himself.

Rong Huan reached out to pull him up, but Gu Huayan grabbed him and sat up.

He changed the direction and sat down, looked at Rong Huan and smiled wearily: "Have you recorded everything?"

"Well," Rong Huan nodded, and glanced at the notebook, "You should have found your problem."

Rong Huan changed into a comfortable position and sat face to face with him, "And I believe that you have already found the reason yourself. You have always been very smart, sometimes I just need to remind you."

Gu Huayan pressed his elbows on his knees, covering his face, and after a while, his voice choked up: "It's me...it's my own hands..."

He put down his hands, both hands were wet, and tears kept falling into the palms of his hands.

"I took my father with my own hands..."

Rong Huan resisted the urge to hug him.

He cannot empathize with him.

"Don't cry in a hurry, let's analyze it first." Rong Huan leaned back, crossing his long legs.

"Doctor Rong..." Gu Huayan suddenly felt a mixture of sadness and helplessness, and buried his face again, with a muffled voice, "You are too heartless. If Brother Ting was here, he would definitely come to hug me .”

The corners of Rong Huan's mouth twitched and he smiled.

"Little Yanyan, don't be coquettish, come on, let's face up to your problem first."

He took out a few tissues and handed them to him, "Wipe your tears, let's start chatting."

Gu Huayan had just come out of his childhood memories, he was very emotional, his nose was running and tears were streaming down his face.

He took the paper towel to dry off, looked up at Rong Huan, and complained about "ruthless" at him.

"What are you talking about?"

"Anything is fine, you can analyze it yourself, what is the reason why you forgot this memory," Rong Huan said, and stood up, "Think about it first."

Rong Huan went to get some props and came back.

A sand table and some small molds were placed in front of him.

Gu Huayan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled: "Sandbox games? Isn't this for treating children's psychological problems?"

"Whoever said it can cure you," Rong Huan said, "You can answer my question and put it aside."

Gu Huayan felt that he was a very obedient patient, since Rong Huan decided to treat him in this way, then he should listen.

He glanced at those small molds, picked them up one by one, placed them on the sand table, and answered Rong Huan's question: "It's too painful. Everything."

"What hurt you the most?"

Gu babbled: "I did what I thought was right, but it was actually wrong."

"Why do you think it's wrong now?"

"Because they are here. Dad is right, the uncles will come to save me, I am just a child, I should do nothing, just wait for them to come obediently."

"But you forgot, this is what you think about now when you look back. You didn't know at the time. You didn't know if any accidents would happen, and you didn't know what they would do with your father's body. You just Did everything you could do back then, why was it wrong?"

"I'm too self-righteous," Gu Huayan put a small boat on the sand table, and put a villain on it, "I thought I was very smart, and I thought I made the right decision. But if I don't do that, Wait until the uncles come..."

Rong Huan's voice was soft: "It's almost right? Wait a little longer, and Dad's comrades-in-arms will come, so Dad doesn't have to be buried in the vast sea. You think it's your own wrong decision that led to this situation." The result. At that moment, you regretted that you did that. You even complained a little bit: why didn't you come earlier..."

Gu Huayan opened his eyes, then they dimmed.

"The uncles came to save us, they risked their lives to save us, I shouldn't think that... that's not what Dad wanted."

Rong Huan tapped the villain on the boat with his fingertips: "Is this Xiao Yanyan?"

"Ah."

"Look, he's still so young," Rong Huan looked at it and said, "Adults can still make mistakes, why can't children? Xiaoyan is so small, he's already done his best. Go hug him and tell him you're right. "

"Is...is he really right?" Gu Huayan's eyes lost for a moment.

"People's thoughts change rapidly. I want to kill a person, but I didn't do that. I just had a momentary thought. Am I wrong? I want to do bad things, I want to destroy the world, we will have many, many Similar ideas, but we have not done it, and the law does not have provisions in this regard to define a person's "thinking" as a crime."

Gu Huayan grabbed the figurine, put it in his palm, put his hands together, and closed his eyes.

"See him?"

He nodded.

In a dark place, there is a child squatting, it is a ten-year-old little lie.

He was covered in blood and thorns all over his body. He hurt others and himself.

Rong Huan's voice came in: [Xiao Yanyan, if you hadn't cut the rope and the gangsters used your father's body, what would have happened? 】

The child raised his empty eyes and looked at the directionless top: "Grandpa and uncle will be very passive. They told me since they were young that they are soldiers and they will not give up any comrades, even if it is a corpse."

【That's why you cut the rope and wanted to save Dad, right? 】

"Yes, this way the bad guys won't be able to threaten grandpa and uncles."

[Xiao Yanyan is very good, father knows you do this, and will forgive you.Because to the uncles, your father is very important; but from the father's point of view, living comrades are also very important.He also wouldn't want his comrades to take risks in order to save his body. 】

"That's what I think too. Dad must not want to."

[Then you did the right thing, why do you feel that you are wrong? 】

"I was just wrong..."

【why? 】

"Because...because if I didn't ask Dad for help, nothing would happen to him."

[You are wrong, Xiao Yanyan, no matter you are on that ship or not, your father will still send out this mission, because he is a soldier, belongs to you, and is also our hero. 】

"Dad...is a hero."

【That day, you were not on board. 】

【Dad was notified to go on a mission. 】

[He was restrained by gangsters in order to save a sister. 】

[Because of the pendant necklace, his identity was revealed. 】

[The gangster hated our hero and killed him. 】

[And you are not the hub that connects the whole thing. 】

"I'm not?"

Rong Huan smiled: "Go, hug him and tell him what you think at the moment."

Gu Huayan walked over slowly, the child looked at him and smiled.

——Come on, hug me.

He knelt down and hugged him regardless of the spikes.

——We are all sinners, are you here to die with me?

"No," Gu Huayan pierced those spikes into his body, "I came to hug you. Gu Huayan, you are not wrong, let yourself go."

The child's eyes widened, and those spikes instantly turned into dust and dissipated.

The child's eyes gradually regained their light, and his crisp voice said, "It turns out that I am not the one who was wrong."

"It's not you," Gu Huayan smiled at him, "We are all right."

"Then I'm leaving, brother, I'm going to find my father, you must take good care of your mother."

"Well, I've grown up, and now I have the ability to protect my mother. You can go and accompany your father. After many years, let's meet in another world."

"Okay~" The child turned and ran, and the sun shone into the world.

He turned to look at Gu Huayan: "Brother, then I will become a man when I grow up, right?"

Gu Huayan squatted there, smiled at the child standing in the sun: "You are already."

The child also laughed, that's great, it turns out that he already is.

Dad, I did it.