Chapter 219
Chapter 219
When I decided to send Moore away, I thought so at the time. I thought that I did it for Moore's good. Now, when I think about it in the end, it is nothing more than my selfish wishful thinking.
I was very lucky at that time, and soon, I found an opportunity and found a wealthy family, that is, the family of the Duke of Tovalia.
I have previously dealt with the Duke and Duchess of Tovalia on the commercial street network, and the evaluation of them from the outside world is also very friendly. Most of them are known as philanthropists. I think I will hand over Moore to this pair. In the hands of a philanthropist, Moore will be happier than I am living with a monster of unknown origin.
Of course, this is just my wishful thinking. I never thought that my selfish thoughts would push him to hell.
When I gave Murto away, he was very obedient and well-behaved. He said goodbye to me with a smile. Thinking about it, I thought it was his sincere smile and sincere words.
After Moore left, I was actually very reluctant to part with him. I felt like a piece of my heart had been hollowed out, pain, bitterness, or what?I can't describe it clearly either.
After these days when Moore left, sometimes I can't help but think of Moore's existence, and I can't help calling Moore's name
"Moore."
I thought Moore would come right up to me as usual and smile at me.
But no, no one responded to me, because I sent Moore away.
My heart is extremely empty and dull, I wonder if I have stayed in this city for too long?
I was bored, and I forced myself to find a reason, so I left Yuanjiang.
I searched all over the world, thinking that the Three Realms are so vast that I couldn't keep the beauty of Moore by my side, so I went to find something as beautiful as Moore.
I searched for a long time, I went to Shanchuan Ocean College, I even went back to Qingqiu, even Huangquan, I tried to look across the Naihe Bridge.
But I am not interested in anything in this world.
Are they not good enough?
No, it's beautiful.
The northern lights at the poles are brilliant.
The water town in the south of the Yangtze River is very quiet.
Even the tinge of red in Huangquan Wangchuan, the flower of the other shore, is also very gorgeous.
But why am I not interested?I think maybe I met Moore, that smile makes me feel the most beautiful thing in this world, and when I see such beauty again, they will naturally walk into my heart.
In the end, after some hesitation, I decided to stop this blind travel in search of beauty all over the world, and I returned to Yuanjiang District.
When I returned to this familiar city, I didn't expect that the first thing I wanted to do was to look for Moore, so I didn't go back to Yuanjiang City immediately. The first thing I went to was Lingshan City, the neighboring city of Yuanjiang.
But when I came to this once prosperous neighboring city, I never imagined that everything so prosperous would become so unbearable, so similar to the war era I saw 300 years ago, the horror in front of me was a mess , the ashes were stained all over the ground, and the corpses of the low-level people were left all over the city, which made me unable to look directly at them.
Later, I found out from various sources that in the year I left Yuanjiang City, and the year I entrusted Murto to the Duke and Mrs. Tovalia, an incident that swept across the city occurred in Lingshan City. In order to avoid the epidemic, the Duke and his wife of Tovalia moved from Lingshan City to Yuanjiang City as a last resort.
I followed the clues and came to the new Duke Tovalia's estate.
I don't know why, but I felt some guilt in my heart. In fact, I wanted Moore to see me very much, but I used a magic spell to hide my body, so that he couldn't see me.
I stood at the gate of the manor, and I didn't dare to step forward to see it, so I stopped at the gate of the manor, and I stood there for three days.
Finally, I saw the beauty in my heart again. Moore has grown up and grown taller. Looking at his figure, he is almost the same as me, and he looks very good. He is indeed the angel in my heart. Under the light, it is so beautiful, in my eyes, it is simply too beautiful.
I wanted to touch it, but for a moment I forgot that I was invisible. The moment my fingertip touched Moore, I immediately realized the mistake and retracted my finger.
I am so close to the beauty in my heart, but somehow I don't have the courage to touch him.
But the other party seemed to see me, and Moore smiled in my direction, just like when he was a child, smiling at me.
Although it was only a few seconds, Moore's smile was enough to satisfy me.
The pool of water in my heart is fluctuating and disturbing, following my heart.
Since I saw Moore again that day, his appearance, his smile, his voice, everything about him is lingering in my mind. I miss him, I long for him, and I want to see him.
Yes, I have to see him again, and he is the same, let Moore see me, I want to see him smile at me, I like it, so I found a way to arrange myself next to Moore, can't It seemed too deliberate and not too casual, so I hired a teacher from [Yuanjiang Military Region Academy] where Moore worked.
For human beings to apply for the exam, I think it is no problem, I am very smooth, probably because of the pride in my bones, which brings success.
This time, we can meet in a dignified capacity. When Moore saw me again, he also showed unprecedented joy, but I did not show him the joy and excitement in my heart. In fact, I really wanted to hug him. I Want to tell him I'm back.
But I didn't. The pride in my bones has now become my obstacle. He doesn't allow me to do this. My attitude towards Moore is still the same as before. I am Moore's husband, and now I am also his teacher. He needs to call me teacher Tushan, not sir, and I have to take him seriously.
And I told him: "Moore, I'm glad we can meet again, now I'm your teacher, just your teacher, so you don't need to mind our past, and you have to remember, here It's a military academy, and any relationship that was once private is useless."
After I said these words, I regretted it. In fact, I didn't mean to ask him. After Moore saw me say these words, he still forced a smile. But there was a trace of embarrassment and bitterness. I didn't understand why he was like this at the time.
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