love letter from the down and out

Chapter 135

It became a bland saw-mouthed gourd.I don't know what to say.In the end, it was because he was not cultivated enough, and he couldn't do the bland reminiscence of seeing each other for many years. "Want to listen to music?" Shen Fang asked casually without looking back.Ji Wanxuan nodded cautiously: "Okay." Shen Fang didn't move, and directed: "The second folder, just put a song in it." Ji Wanxuan responded, and stretched out his slender index finger to touch Main console, be careful.Ever since he got in the car, he has been very cautious, not daring to move, as if he was sitting next to some kind of scourge.Shen Fang glanced at the co-pilot while looking at the rear view mirror on the right. This man also lowered his head and didn't notice anything. "..." Mr. Driver tightened his palms on the steering wheel, and a faint displeasure rose inexplicably in his heart.Shen Fang usually doesn't listen to many songs, and there are actually only two folders in the car, called "folder one" and "folder two".Seeing nothing special, Ji Wanxuan flipped through the catalog for two pages and got to the end.He casually clicked on a piece of light music whose name seemed pleasing to the eye, and as soon as he retracted his fingers, there was a very good stereo sound in the car, and the reverberation effect could be called a small concert hall.Accompanied by the music, even the tense mood was relaxed a lot. Ji Wanxuan flattered her face without changing her face: "This stereo can cost money, so I can enjoy it. I don't think there are many songs worthy of the folder two. Is it specially made for Folder 2?" He started the conversation in a boring and awkward manner, obviously looking for something to say, and just waited for a flat negation before trying his best to continue looking for other topics.But he only waited for half a minute in silence.Shen Fang ignored him.Ji Wanxuan found it boring, touched the tip of her nose and sat upright.But just when he lowered his eyelids and tried to persuade himself to close his mouth, he suddenly heard a soft "hmm" in his ear.Ji Wanxuan looked up blankly.He finally forgot his fear and looked over.But Shen Fang just looked at the road ahead, and calmly explained: "It's for folder one." Ji Wanxuan twitched his lips, not sure if he meant to continue the chat.Not sure, so he had to use his most proficient old method, half-jokingly probing: "The recording of my sweetheart? Like Lin Chiling's navigation system?" A question without beginning and end, if you strip the audio track and search patiently, maybe You can also hear a trace of jealousy and disappointment that you don't want to be known.The gossip that Gu Chenxing told himself didn't just cause a brief wave of waves in Ji Wanxuan's heart.Confusion accumulated in his heart, and he allowed the ebb and flow of fluctuating emotions. Very occasionally, he would not be able to bear the pain, and a trace of sorrow and resentment would overflow inadvertently.Like this moment.As expected of Mr. Ji who has spent nine years abroad, he is full of romanticism.But this joke is very inappropriate.He didn't know if Shen Fang had a sweetheart now, let alone if he had any after all these years, and tried to find something else... There are only two answers to this multiple-choice question that is not even complete, but it seems No matter which result the 1B pencil finally ticks, Ji Wanxuan's heart will be torn in half.But Shen Fang didn't give him a chance to withdraw the news.The young man with a perfectly contoured profile shook his head, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, as if he was fascinated by this accidentally hit topic. "That's a good idea. I can ask her to record it in the future." "..." Ji Wanxuan blinked, and the smile on his mouth froze for a few seconds, and finally trembled unbearably.He could almost hear the chatter of his own teeth.It's fine to cry, he's not in such a mess, but he really can't hold on to the illusion of harmony anymore.Ji Wanxuan wrapped her windbreaker tightly tightly, turned her head sideways, and pushed her chin deeply into the socket of her shoulder.Without even looking at the reflection on the car window, he could imagine how ugly the expression on his face was at the moment.In the past, Bai Xiaoyu scolded him to stop laughing, maybe he had such a miserable look at that time.Shen Fang frowned and looked back at him, but only the back of his head and half of the white ears could be seen. "Is the air conditioner cold?" His finger touched the temperature button.It was obviously a good intention, but Ji Wanxuan was already afraid of this man's sudden opening.He trembled, unconvincingly trying to tell the other party that he was fine, but his lips trembled, and what he asked in fragments was: "Is it really the recording of my sweetheart?" "..." You can't pull over on the expressway, Shen Fang drove for a few hundred meters without a word, finally turned the steering wheel and stopped at a traffic light.He turned his head sideways and looked at the person sitting in the co-pilot for the first time. "Ji Wanxuan." He called his name.But Ji Wanxuan buries herself in the closed world while seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, without looking back.Shen Fang directly reached out and grabbed the young man's wrist.The moment his skin touched, his pupils jerked violently, as if he had suppressed a great impulse.Skillfully holding back the creeping black emotions in his heart, Shen Fang almost gently lifted Ji Wanxuan's shoulder.He was a little thankful that he didn't do anything excessive.Perhaps it was because the eyes of the person in front of him were very red, and his expression was sad and anxious, like a lily trembling on the cliff, no one would have the heart to hurt him.Even though Ji Wanxuan was completely blind, she could clearly see the dark emotions in Shen Fang's eyes at this moment.When he was in college, he was dragged by his classmates to go hiking in the valley. Unintentionally, several of them broke into a cave.There is a deep pool of water there, and there is a skylight on the top of the cave.Although Ji Wanxuan high school is academic, but her Chinese performance is very good.The life of studying abroad caused a slight decline in the level of his mother tongue, but seeing this scene, he reflexively recited "To Wang Lun" silently.I do not know that this natural cave has been sealed here for tens of thousands of years. At that time, they squatted down and tried to touch the bottomless pool.The ice was so cold that the heart flew up, and the partner immediately crouched down holding his abdomen, wondering if he had started to have stomach cramps.And Ji Wanxuan tapped the water surface lightly, for no reason, and suddenly remembered the taciturn boy who was more than [-] kilometers away.The Peach Blossom Pond is thousands of feet deep, not as deep as Shen Fang's love for me... Ah, no, he thinks the deep pool here is like the pair of deep eyes of a young man.At this moment, a few years later, the two pools of water that have been separated for a long time are facing him directly, and he asked each word: "What if I say yes?"...Yes, it has nothing to do with him up.He knew it clearly in his heart, but he couldn't move his mouth to be as distant and precious as the other party.Ji Wanxuan closed her eyes in panic.He thought, don't bully me.But he didn't dare to say this - how could he have the face to act like a baby in front of Shen Fang.Ji Wanxuan wrenched his wrist out of Shen Fang's hand, almost helplessly found that he was still able to wander at this moment, and even vaguely thought that it was not appropriate for the time, Shen Fang's nose seemed to be more straight and beautiful than all the mixed races he had ever seen.Even though Melbourne is full of beautiful boys.Ji Wanxuan leaned back on the seat, tilted her head to look out the window, and smirked without looking at it, with a light tone. "Then I wish you to enter the palace of marriage as soon as possible." These words are not a blessing to Gu Chenxing, and I don't know if Shen Fang is also an unmarried nobleman.After Ji Wanxuan finished speaking, she felt a little regretful, but before the hesitation came to fruition, the red light jumped to green.Shen Fang's face was calm, but the gas pedal under his feet suddenly lost its importance.Ji Wanxuan's head was smashed onto the headrest by inertia, and the piano ensemble reached a climax, but there was a non-salty "thank you" in his ear.Cloudy and sunny.Parted badly.The three neighbor children in the military compound grew up wearing a pair of trousers. Lu Kai was always in charge of being ruthless to the end, Gu Chenxing was in charge of the hippie smile, and Ji Wanxuan and Gu Xiaogou looked like a pair of fraternal twins. It was squeezed out of a mother's womb.People who can grow up together have something in common, and their tolerance is especially high.But at the dinner party that had been arranged after the college entrance examination, Gu Chenxing suddenly used the strength of the wine to point to the empty seat specially set aside by the door, and said with red eyes what he had been holding back for a long time. "Of the three of us, the one with the hottest blood is actually Ludao, and the one with the most ruthless heart is this thing. It ran away without saying a word." When Ji Wanxuan later heard Wen Ya relay this passage to him, he could almost imagine From Gu Chenxing's tone at that time.The stars hate him.This is especially true for another Shen Fang who was also not present.If you don’t treat others with sincerity, you shouldn’t expect others to give you their sincerity——from Ji Wanxuan’s reflection today.At the end of the day, I didn't figure out what the contents of Folder [-] were. Instead, it cast a heavy shadow on my long-awaited first day back home.Ji Wanxuan went back to her grandpa's house and rubbed her forehead, thinking that she had really stayed in a sparsely populated area for too long, and when she came back to gain some popularity, she would not be able to figure out the north, south, east, and west.Before Faxiao came back, Gu Chenxing threw his luggage at the gate of his grandfather's yard. Xingxing took the Coke away and greeted Ji Yuan again, and Ji Wanxuan called his aunt again.Jiang Yunqing was as perfunctory as if she wasn't her own son, and then enthusiastically turned to the topic, asking her precious nephew to go to dinner on weekends.While agreeing, Ji Wanxuan chuckled in his heart—he was unemployed, and there was no difference between weekends and weekdays. ...Maybe it's time to get a job?While taking a shower, I thought about it for a while but failed. After Ji Wanxuan came out, he stopped by the cabinet with the glass window, and his eyes naturally fell on the woman in the middle row of photos, who smiled cheerfully.While brushing his hair, he murmured half-truthfully: "When will the huge inheritance left to me come to you, Ms. Ji Ning, your son really wants to sit and eat." The room was so quiet, only he was talking in his sleep .Ji Ning couldn't realize his daydream, but