love letter from the down and out

Chapter 177

He sighed, and when he looked up again, he smiled as gently as before.

"Maybe I didn't notice that the sending failed. It's the same when I see you say it now. Good luck, Ja.ven."

Ji Wanxuan breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled sweetly: "Brother, too, everything goes well."

Maybe they're fine now.

Although it is inevitable to be a little unwilling.There are no hidden fronts as imagined, a very ordinary reminiscence meal, and an ordinary end.

It wasn't until standing at the door of the restaurant and facing separation again that Chen Yiran suddenly realized that after this chance meeting, he didn't know when the next meeting would be.

Ji Wanxuan was very happy today, drank some wine, and got drunk as expected.

Only two cups, still lightly drunk, just confused and drowsy, drinking more would be bad.

Leaning in Shen Fang's arms, he waved at Chen Yiran in a daze and smirked: "Brother, everything is going well."

He said it again, and Chen Yiran also remembered it in his heart this time.

"Yeah. Thank you, Ja.ven."

Give me the possibility to dream differently.

Today, Ji Wanxuan always thought that his senior brother was returning to China for a long vacation, but what Chen Yiran never said was that shortly after Ji Wanxuan resigned, he also chose to submit his resignation.

presented.

The company was very surprised, and repeatedly confirmed the decision to him, and repeatedly emphasized that they would never give him any chance to come back in the future, Chen Yiran did not hesitate.

He is 30 years old, and he has achieved the enviable achievements of the world in his [-]s, but now he chooses to start all over again.

The first stop is his and Ji Wanxuan's hometown.

Chen Yiran lied.

He only typed a few words in that email and clicked the "x" in the upper right corner. There was never an email, and there was no saying that he would not reply.

But subconsciously, he always felt that if he sent that email, the ending might be different.

After thinking for a long time, I wanted to go back to China and ask Ji Wanxuan if I was right.

He was luckier and more unfortunate than he imagined.

How high is the chance of encountering each other on the plane? Before he had time to rejoice, he had already deciphered the figure of another person in Ji Wanxuan's smiling eyes.

This is really a failed travel plan.

In fact, their family had already moved away from Yancheng, and Chen Yiran came back alone but didn't even have a place to stay, so he could only live alone in an empty hotel.

After parting from those two people, he booked a flight back the next day in the dark, and suddenly wanted to walk on the street.

The development of Yancheng was changing with each passing day, and it was completely different from the vague appearance in his memory.

He couldn't find any memories of his own here, maybe he should start again and think about where he should go in his next life.

When the phone rang, Chen Yiran was taken aback.

His domestic number is rarely dialed, and most of them are fraudulent calls.

Pick it up and see, it's not too much.

It was Shen Fang who had exchanged numbers with him just now.The restaurant is not far from the left bank community. Shen Fang took the drowsy Ji Wanxuan home and took good care of him. Then he went out and called Chen Yiran. The two made an appointment near the community.

Nearby coffee shop.

Chen Yiran walked back on the same road, and happened to meet Shen Fang at the door of the shop.

The man changed into loose regular clothes, and it looked like he had just come out from home.

Chen Yiran couldn't help but sigh for the couple's unconscious and dazzling actions.

"What do you want to hear? Considering professional ethics, I may not be able to tell you everything."

In the coffee shop, Chen Yiran took a sip of black coffee.

When Ji Wanxuan is not present, the sharpness in his eyes can no longer be covered with water film.

There was a glass of white water in front of Shen Fang, but he looked at the drink in Chen Yiran's hand at this moment, and asked inexplicably, "Has he ever been addicted to caffeine?"

"..." Chen Yiran was almost confused by him, pressed his temples, and nodded helplessly, "In our business, staying up all night is normal, and it's normal to rely on coffee to refresh yourself. He

For a period of time, it is true that I can't stand without coffee, but it will be fine after a week of withdrawal. "

Shen Fang lowered his gaze, thoughtful.

Chen Yiran couldn't help but said, "You just want to ask this?"

Shen Fang looked at him with damned calm eyes: "Maybe you have something else to tell me?"

Chen Yiran was suddenly speechless.

He can talk about how he and Ji Wanxuan cherish each other in the past few years.

He and Ja.ven have always had a very tacit understanding, and many times he even gave himself the illusion that he had excessive thoughts.

But if those cherished memories are placed on the table, they will appear petty, and I believe they are not enough compared to this person.

He really had nothing to tell Shen Fang.

When walking alone on the road just now, Chen Yiran thought reluctantly, if this person had never appeared before, maybe they would have a chance to go further.

can.

But from the beginning to the end of these years, Shen Fang has never moved away from Ji Wanxuan's heart.

This is actually a paradox.

Whether it is the restrained Ji Wanxuan or the cheerful Ji Wanxuan, they are all the same Ji Wanxuan who grew up with Shen Fang all the way.

Without Shen Fang, Ji Wanxuan wouldn't be the Ji Wanxuan of today, so would I still be tempted by him?

Chen Yiran was not sure.

But Shen Fang will.

Even if Ji Wanxuan is a prickly prickly pear, he will hold it in his palm and never let it go.

Maybe that's why he asked himself to meet alone?Let him figure out these things by himself, and then give up completely

Chen Yiran wanted to tell him "Congratulations on your success", but Shen Fang spoke first, very gently.

"Ask you out, I want to tell you personally, thank you for taking care of him for so many years, Mr. Chen."

Thank you for protecting my trembling little tree, holding an umbrella for him in the wind and rain for a long time, and finally sending him back to me intact.

"From the heart."

"..."

Chen Yiran blinked, then suddenly laughed, and raised his right hand again.

Shen Fang raised his eyebrows slightly, the corners of his mouth curled up a little, and he shook hands with him again.

Very powerful.

Although implying a very different mindset of letting go.

"Mr. Chen, everything is going well."

"Thank you for your blessings."

When Shen Fang returned home, he was taken aback by the figure in the living room.

At first he thought it was Max who didn't sleep at night, but he soon recognized that it was Ji Wanxuan who was supposed to be sleeping soundly on the bed with his knees curled up on the floor.

"What's the matter?" He walked over and touched the other person's ear tenderly.

Very hot, and very strong alcohol smell.

Shen Fang frowned, hugged Ji Wanxuan in his arms, Yu Guang swept the empty bottle of red wine on the floor with a headache.

This is an alcohol addiction, too much?

The person in his arms seemed to have been marinated by the aroma of wine, softened into a puddle of still water like a boneless one.

Shen Fang lowered his head and met Ji Wanxuan's wet brown eyes.

He looks sad.

Shen Fang couldn't help being flustered, he put the person on the sofa nearby, knelt down and looked at him at the same level, and asked softly again: "What's wrong?"

Ji Wanxuan covered her closed eyes with the back of her hand.

"Brother Fang."

Even the voice trembled.

Brother Fang's heart was about to be broken by him: "Well, I'm here."

Ji Wanxuan cried aggrievedly: "Don't want me."

How could I not want you.

Shen Fang carefully kissed the corners of his eyes that turned red when he was agitated, and the marks of his lips fell, touching his forehead, cheeks, the tip of his nose, and finally landed on the corner of his mouth.

feel better now.

Ji Wanxuan was dumbfounded, his face looked like he had been struck by lightning, his eyes were wide and round: "Kiss me!"

What a reaction.

Shen Fang nodded: "Yes."

The drunk Ji Wanxuan was very naive and stopped crying, but she still pouted and felt wronged: "But you don't even reply to my messages!"

When did he not reply to messages.

Even the inexplicable message that Ji Wanxuan sent in the early morning when he returned to China and reunited with him, Shen Fang thought about his words and replied.

Although only one "huh?" was considered.

But seeing Ji Wanxuan's aggrieved appearance, Shen Fang helped him press his temple, and coaxed patiently: "When did it happen, I don't remember."

Ji Wanxuan gestured and counted with his fingers: "One, two, three... just, just a few days ago, I suffered from insomnia for many days, and I couldn't take it anymore, so I sent a text message to ask you if you can forgive me.

But you ignore me. "

In his memory, he seemed to have waited for Shen Fang for a long, long time, but he didn't wait for a reply.But how come it only happened a few days ago?

Ji Wanxuan's mind is a little confused, he only knows how to complain, but he is cautious, as if afraid of breaking the dream: "Brother Fang, I'm sorry, I left you in Yancheng, I made a lot of mistakes

thing.It's fine if you scold me or hit me. "

But don't want me.

A drunkenness made Ji Wanxuan travel back to the past haunted by nightmares.

But Xue Jiayin, who was always by his side, didn't know about these pains, and it was the first time Shen Fang heard of it.

His heart was pulled into a ball of rags, as if he was really facing the 19-year-old Ji Wanxuan, he held his hand apologetically, and piously begged the teenager for forgiveness.

"My mobile phone fell into the water, it was completely broken, and the mobile phone card was also scrapped. I have been forgetting to reissue it, so I haven't received any news. I'm sorry."

It turned out to be the case.

Ji Wanxuan's eyes widened, and the nightmare that had haunted her for several years seemed to disappear overnight.

"You didn't want me?"

Shen Fang sighed, stroked Ji Wanxuan's cheek, and gently pressed his forehead.

"there has never been."

Ji Wanxuan breathed a sigh of relief and laughed happily.

In his vague cognition, he is still only 19 years old.

In a place where no one called him "Ji Wanxuan", a ray of moonlight suddenly fell on the dark place he was in.

He didn't realize he was drunk, but he seemed to remember why he was drunk. "Brother Chen is very