Rebirth of counterattack power less

Chapter 179 Gao Xiaoxin's Decision

"Until now, you still want to find an ordinary person to rely on?"

What Gao Xiaoxin said instantly drew Feng Xuan's attention back. Looking at his serious and handsome face, Feng Xuan frowned almost imperceptibly. Damn it, he actually remembered what he said that day. Wasn't he drunk at the time? ...Then that kiss also... "Don't look at me with the eyes of a villain, I admit that I remember what you said, but I don't know what happened afterwards, Feng Xuan, I don't know what kind of injury you have suffered , I don’t know what Lei Ting has done to you, but in my heart, you are a very special friend, before that person appears, let me temporarily rely on you.”

Seeing his doubts at a glance, Gao Xiaoxin took his hand and said seriously, to Feng Xuan, if he said that he had no evil thoughts at all, it would be a lie, but more should still feel distressed, he hoped that one day he could Being truly happy is like laughing carefree under the Christmas tree in Sapporo.

At that time, he only wanted to help him as much as possible, but now, he wanted to temporarily replace Lei Ting to protect him, at least not to let Xu Shaoyin hurt him in the slightest.

"Hehe...I said it last time. None of you can be my reliance. Years of forbearance have taught me to rely on my own efforts to fight for it. Young Master Gao, don't let me hear about guardian reliance again. topic, otherwise please never appear in front of me again.”

Smiling and pushing his hand away, Feng Xuan resolutely turned around, it was for his own good, and also to prevent himself from sinking, many feelings started from pity, he didn't want Gao Xiaoxin to get involved again, at the same time, once there is support, people will He will become lazy and weak, and when one day the young master's pity disappears, his reliance will also disappear. At that time, he will be doomed, and he will never have the strength to stand up again.

"phoenix…"

Looking at his back, Gao Xiaoxin moved his lips, and finally endured it, maybe he was really wrong, what Feng Xuan needs is not to rely on, but to accompany him, like Haiyuan and the others who quietly accompany him by his side. Giving him warmth and encouragement should be what he wants most, right?

"Before protecting others, you must first make yourself strong. If you want to protect Fengxuan, think about what you should do first."

Wen Nianyun didn't know when he sat across from him, still sluggish, only those peach blossom eyes sparkled and flowed with flowers, so deep that it seemed to suck people in.

"Brother Yun..."

He is a little more familiar with him than the others, because his eldest brother Gao Mingxin grew up with him and Lei Zhen, and he often came to their house when he was a child. Until about ten years ago, he and his eldest brother had a big argument in the middle of the night. Since then, Gao Xiaoxin has never stepped through the gate of Gao's house. Facing him, Gao Xiaoxin will always be an immature child.

"Brother Yun really likes Fengxuan?"

After a while, Gao Xiaoxin put away those messy thoughts in his mind, Gao Xiaoxin changed the subject, Wen Nianyun raised his eyebrows, leaned lazily on the chair, and narrowed his eyes slightly: "Don't count on me, I was rejected not long ago, Feng Xuan You should know better than me what you want, Xiaoxin, I remember you are already 26, right? It’s time to grow up, think carefully about what you should do, don’t hang around sensual places all day, Mingxin is very worried about you.”

It's his friend's younger brother that he is willing to say these things. If it were someone else, he wouldn't even have the desire to sit with him. Mingxin has suffered too much these years. As the eldest brother, he is not only responsible for the prosperity of the entire Gao family , but also set a good example for his younger brothers and pave the way for them. No one has thought about him or asked him what he really wants. Within a limited range, he will definitely help if he can.

"Brother...Brother Yun, there is a question I have always wanted to ask my brother, but I dare not ask, for fear that he will be sad. Can you answer me?"

His eyes flickered, knowing that no one would hear their conversation, Gao Xiaoxin deliberately lowered his voice. This matter has been hidden in his heart for many years. Every time he sees his eldest brother, he wants to ask, but every time the words come out of his mouth Bian swallowed it back abruptly, for fear that the elder brother would be sad.

"what's up?"

He probably guessed it a little bit, and Wen Nianyun's thoughts started to wander, paper can't contain the fire, Mingxin probably wouldn't have imagined it in his dreams, but his favorite youngest brother has already noticed it, right?Perhaps this kid is the most suitable person for the Gao family to engage in politics.

"Who is Xiu Jie?"

After getting the answer, Gao Xiaoxin asked directly. Hearing this, Wen Nianyun froze almost imperceptibly, and closed his slightly narrowed eyes. How many years has he heard this name?Xiu Jie, this name is a taboo among them, no one dares to mention it lightly.

"A little thing as beautiful as Fengxuan. He is also one of our comrades in arms. He admires your elder brother Mingxin very much. You should know that Mingxin was colder than Xiaozhenzi when he was a child. He didn't smile much. My biggest My only interest is to challenge his facial nerves, but... who would know, I didn't see his smile, but I saw his tears first, and he shed tears at Xiu Jie's funeral."

Those young soldiers used to mess around in the army. Xiu Jie met at that time. He was very weak, really weak. He failed every assessment. The army originally didn’t even allow him to be a conscript. He thought it was fun, so he blocked the order privately. From then on, Xiu Jie became their little follower, practicing hard while providing them with fun. Of course, it was just for fun and did not involve any physical relationship.

No one would have thought that he would fall in love with the most indifferent Gao Mingxin, but Gao Mingxin is the eldest son of Gao, and shoulders the responsibility of keeping the family prosperous. He was about to marry a young lady from a big family. On the day of his wedding, Xiu Jie committed suicide in his own home. When they arrived, he had already turned into a cold corpse.

"He's dead? Brother loves him very much, right?"

It would be a lie to say that he wasn't shocked. Gao Xiaoxin originally thought that Xiu Jie had just left, but he didn't expect...he should have thought of it a long time ago. If Xiu Jie is still in this world, how could he not find him with his elder brother's ability?He divorced his sister-in-law for so many years, the reason why he didn't want to remarry should be because of this Xiujie, right?When he was 20 years old, he saw his elder brother kept calling his name when he was drunk, so he vaguely knew that his elder brother was a man who was suffering from love, but he had no chance of redemption.

"Whether you love or not is a thing of the past, Xiao Xin, don't add to Ming Xin's burden."

Standing up and walking over to pat him on the shoulder, Wen Nianyun paced out, so love must be held firmly, God will not give a second chance to those who don't know how to cherish.

"and many more."

As if making a decision in an instant, Gao Xiaoxin stood up suddenly, caught up with Wen Nianyun at the corner of the stairs, stood in front of him and said seriously: "Brother Yun, I want to join the army, please help me arrange it, it's best not to let me My brother knows."

"Hehe... decided so soon? Don't think about it again?"

With a ruffian smile, Wen Nianyun raised his eyebrows to confirm that he did not disappoint him. If a person has something he cares about, he will work hard. Although it is too late for him to join the army now, his physical fitness is good, and he has He and the Gao family took care of it, and it is not impossible to become a general before the age of 40.

"No, Brother Yun is right. Before protecting others, you must first make yourself strong. From childhood to adulthood, no matter what I want, my parents and brothers will send it to me. As the youngest in the family, I don't have to do anything, and I don't need to bear any responsibilities. The only task is to play the world and have fun.

But Fengxuan let me see a different side of life. When he said that what he wanted was not a powerful person, but someone who could support him when he was sad and giggle with him when he was happy, I was so shocked that I didn't even know what to say or do, so I could only change the subject while holding back my drink.

After hearing the love story of my eldest brother, I also want to do something for him. Of course, Feng Xuan is also responsible for it. His refusal let him know that what he wants is not protection, but companionship. I want to grow up with him. Please, Brother Yun, don't rely on the power of the family, but only rely on my personal ability, Gao Xiaoxin, I want to see how far I can go. "

It takes a lot of courage to say these words, especially for a pampered young master like Gao Xiaoxin. I have to say that Wen Nianyun looked at him with admiration. They grew up in the army when they were young, and when they formally entered the army It is inevitable that he still wears the halo of his ancestors, and he can easily reach the top, but he chooses to abandon all cheats. He really wants to try hard, right?

"Okay, report to the garrison tomorrow, and practice under Lei Zhen's subordinates. When the time is right, I will transfer you to other provincial military regions for training."

As his elder brother's best friend, Wen Nianyun wanted to help no matter what, but he still left him a way out. If one day he regretted it or couldn't bear the hardship, he could get him out of the garrison at any time.

"Yes, thank you, Brother Yun."

Gao Xiaoxin clenched his fists quietly, he is not stupid, he knows Wen Nianyun's intentions, he will not let him have that chance to let him go, absolutely not.

On the stairs, Lei Ting, who had rushed over from the company after receiving Song Chengze's notice, just heard their conversation verbatim. Gao Xiaoxin's determination shocked him, but what made him throb more was the words he said , the back of the hand resting on the handrail of the stairs was covered with veins, and the tiger's eyes slowly closed. It turned out that what he wanted was so simple. No wonder he was not interested in giving him a diamond watch every time. The slightest bit of happiness, maybe he was wrong at the beginning... In the eyes of outsiders, Feng Xuan is a noble and kind prince, and in their eyes, Feng Xuan is the most popular and famous in the Star Palace, but in fact, he is just an ordinary man longing for happiness. What you want is not money, fame and status, but just the most ordinary trust, understanding, respect and support!