mousepad-d2 Chapter 241 If You Stop Crying, Then Love
Chapter 241 If You Stop Crying, Then Love
After working in front of the computer for several hours, after finishing chatting with Fengxuan and the others, Haiyuan stretched out and left the study room. He didn’t see Lei Zhen in the living room, and thought he had already gone back. He disappeared without a sound, but when he opened the bedroom door to wash up and go to bed, he saw Lei Zhen lying on the bed and already asleep, not even covered by the quilt.
There was some surprise. Normally, Lei Zhen wouldn't sleep with him. Does he want to come tonight again?
Thinking of this, Haiyuan couldn't help laughing at himself, yes, they haven't been together for a long time, and he didn't touch him when he was sick last time, maybe he came here specially to do that thing this time?Fuck, no matter how much you know in your heart that he and he are in that kind of relationship, and there is nothing else, but this heart just doesn't feel good.
Sighing deeply, he walked over and pulled the quilt to cover him. Looking at the handsome face softened by his deep sleep, Haiyuan couldn't help but sat down on the edge of the bed, reached out to touch his face, and carefully traced his fortitude with his fingers. The outline of the character's face, the eyes are gradually blurred, it's only been a few years, why does it feel like they have been entangled for centuries?
Lei Zhen is a man of few words. His strong family background endows him with a domineering and strong character. However, unlike Lei Zhen, as long as he does not touch his taboos, he treats him very well, pampering him like a son. Silently pampering him with everything, after a few years of rebellion, he gradually knew that as long as you don't always provoke him verbally, he will always treat him.
And compared to other powerful men who have three wives and four wives, who build golden nests and silver nests everywhere, Lei Zhen has been the only one outside these years, and there is no need for special investigation. It can be seen that such a man is easy to fall in love with, but this is also the only thing that makes him sad. Every time he shows a little love, he will immediately cut it off mercilessly, directly Or indirectly warn him, threaten him, after seven or eight years, he thinks he should get used to it, but... if the heart can be controlled artificially, then there will not be so many idiots in the world, even if he is in the Star Palace I have practiced my skills, and I can hide my true emotions anytime and anywhere, but sometimes it is inevitable that there will be cracks due to emotion, and then... "Why don't you let me love you, you should know, I never destroy The meaning of your family is that you just want to love you quietly in the dark. Why are you always so cruel? If you don’t let me love you, can you stop being so nice to me? Just treat me as a tool to vent your desire, then I won't be in such pain, and I won't love you any more."
With his thumb rubbing against his provocative thin lips, Haiyuan murmured in a low voice, tears of sadness rolled down his eyes unconsciously, dripping all the way down his cheeks onto the quilt, and only at this time did he dare to speak his mind unscrupulously. If he had a choice, he would rather be cruel to himself, at least he would not fall in love with him, hypocritical, right?perhaps!This is the truest thought in his heart.
Tears blurred his vision, heartache hindered his keen insight, Haiyuan was completely immersed in his own world, he didn't even notice when Lei Zhen opened his eyes, until he sat up and pinched the tears off his face, Haiyuan just looked at him in a daze, but couldn't recover for a long time, the tears fell even faster, did he hear it?
"Don't cry, I didn't hear anything."
This is basically the 300 taels of no silver here. Unexpectedly, Lei Zhen also has such a cute side. Normally, Haiyuan would have laughed, but now he just feels more uncomfortable in his heart. How can he not love it?
"That's enough, I beg you, Lei Zhen, don't be so cruel, can you? You have enslaved me for the rest of my life, and I have no right to refuse. If you don't let me love you, I will try my best to control it, but my heart is not a stone." , she will throb because of your kindness to me, and she will fall in love automatically and spontaneously, which cannot be controlled by my consciousness, do you understand?"
Haiyuan collapsed, he just grabbed him and cried and yelled regardless, he really didn't want it, really... Lei Zhen was stunned for a moment, feeling an inexplicable pain in his heart, in his memory, he used to be sharp and rough, Every time I confront him, let him tidy up a few times and he can behave well for a while, and after a few days, he will germinate in a solid state. At that time, he also felt annoyed, but he never thought of letting him go. Repeatedly for many years, As he grows older and more experienced, he may be completely disappointed. He gradually becomes clear and self-sufficient, and will not easily show his weakness in front of outsiders. Solved it by himself, he can be said to have witnessed his growth along the way.
For him, apart from physical desires, it is more a matter of getting used to it, just like a couple who have been together for a long time, even if they have no relationship when they first get married, they will have an inseparable family affection after a long time, Haiyuan is to him Such a person, so he will never let him go in this life, but people are greedy. Since childhood, he has seen countless people go to jail or have their wives separated because of greed. How painful and uncomfortable, the main reason why every time he sensed his love, he cut it off cruelly, although Haiyuan is not the kind of greedy person, but he can't take any chance of humiliating Lei's family, this is his Being the boss of the Lei family has inherent responsibilities and obligations, but... watching him cry without image, heartache is not enough to describe his feelings at this time, he never thought that he would have such a fragile side , Is he going to continue?
To be honest, too many things happened during this time, which had a great impact on him, and he was also a little tired. He really wanted to be himself unscrupulously, but was imprisoned by his identity. Grandpa's attitude today proved that he knew The reason why he and Wen Qing didn't ask about the affairs outside was because he felt sorry for them. As long as they didn't get out of line, he wouldn't intervene. Could it be that he could be selfish for a while and let each other go?
Let's try it, if Haiyuan becomes more and more greedy by then, it will be the same if he solves him.
Once that kind of idea appeared, it seemed to take root in his mind, as if there was a devil's voice in his ears urging him to try, try, and when he reacted, he had already opened his arms hugged him.
"If you don't cry, then love."
Whispering in his ear, Lei Zhen said bluntly, apparently not very familiar, no, to be precise, he was also trying to take the first step.
"Ok?"
Haiyuan forgot to cry for a moment, and seriously doubted whether he was hallucinating, did he really say it just now?Can he let go of his feelings?
"Look at you, you're almost 27 this year, Lingling won't cry like you."
Pushing him away a little, Lei Zhen reached out and took the tissue paper on the bedside table, and gently wiped away the tears remaining on his face. After he said the words, he realized that it was not that difficult, and he felt instantly relieved.
"Those are not important, what you said just now, say it again."
Finally regained consciousness, Haiyuan waved away the hand he had wiped for himself, grabbed his arms excitedly, and looked at him nervously and expectantly with teardrops hanging from his eyes. Uncomfortable, he looked into his eyes and said affirmatively: "I said if you stop crying, then I won't care whether you fall in love with me or not in the future, but..."
"Lei Zhen..."
Before he could finish speaking, tears of excitement fell down, he finally didn't have to suppress himself anymore, it's great... "Why are you crying again? Uh..."
Seeing this, Lei Zhen hurriedly pulled out a tissue to help him wipe it off, but when he turned his head, Hai Yuan rushed forward and kissed his lips excitedly and savagely, without the usual tweaking and docileness, his flexible and wet tongue actively pried Opened his white teeth and drilled in, rolled up his tongue and brought it out to suck and lick him fiercely, biting him fiercely from different angles.
"Um…"
Lei Zhen's eyes darkened when he came back to his senses, and a trace of lust jumped in his eyes. He grabbed his waist with both hands and easily twisted him up and sat on his lap. He hugged him with his left hand and hugged his back with his right hand. Pressing him against him, the wide tongue seized the dominance, rolled up the uvula aggressively and teased, sometimes contained the teasing, sometimes got into his mouth and messed around, never letting go of any corner, and sometimes imitating sexual intercourse movement, thrusting deep into the depths of his throat with skillful thrusts.
"Um…"
Under his fierce attack, Haiyuan gradually couldn't bear it anymore, the moans that flowed from the deepest part of his throat were fragmented, sexy and seductive, he who took the initiative first, now he can only passively bear his madness, he has not had love for a long time The two of them were crackling and burning like dry wood and raging fire.
It is also very deep and affectionate.
"Whoosh..."
It was almost two hours after they stopped. They did it twice in a row. Haiyuan was so tired that he didn't want to move. He lay panting on his bare chest. Lei Zhen looked satisfied and hugged him. His hands drew circles on his bare and round shoulders one after another, and the room was filled with a long-lasting passion.
"Zhen, thank you."
After a long time, Haiyuan lay on his chest and closed his eyes contentedly, that was enough, he didn't ask much, and after getting in touch with Sister Qing twice in a row, he also liked her very much, as long as he was allowed to love him like this, that's all. Really, they don't need to divorce, and he doesn't even need to respond to him, just pamper and pamper him like a father like before.
"Ah."
Lei Zhen originally wanted to continue talking about him, but let him make it clear so as not to cause trouble in the future. After thinking about it, let's forget it. All they need now is snuggling.
For his reticence, Haiyuan has long been used to it. At this time, he has never been satisfied, with a happy smile on his face. Everyone's love is different, and this is the love he wants.