Scholar vs Colonel

Chapter 73 My Past

After Su Beiming left, Wang Chong sat on a chair, his upper body lying on the hospital bed, his head resting on his arm, and he tilted his head to look at Xiao Mo who was sleeping. He fiddled with Xiao Mo's fingers with his right hand, half-mumbling He said to himself: "What's wrong with you? What did Yuan Liang tell you to make you like this? My past?" At the end, Wang Chong buried his face deeply in his arms, feeling somewhat confused. : If it had something to do with my past, Xiao Mo shouldn't have passed out suddenly. It's more like a certain point in my past suddenly stimulated him to cause him to faint.After thinking about it, the only thing that stimulated him was suicide.Wang Chong quickly thought of Xiao Mo's mother. Could it be that his mother committed suicide?

At this time, Xiao Mo's fingers moved slightly, and his deep magnetic voice came from his ear, "We changed back?"

Wang Chong raised his head in surprise, "Are you awake?!"

"Hmm." Xiao Mo stretched out his hand to touch Wang Chong's cheek, and caressed the scar at the corner of his eye with his fingertips seemingly unintentionally, "Scared you?"

Wang Chong's eyes trembled slightly, and he raised his hand to hold Xiao Mo's hand that was caressing his face. His cheek arched in his palm like a kitten, "Do you know how this scar at the corner of my eye came from?" It's nonsense, it's better for me to tell you all the truth myself.

Xiao Mo's heart trembled, and he gently stroked the scar at the corner of Wang Chong's eye with his fingertips, and asked softly, "How did you get here?"

"I accidentally knocked on the corner of the table." Wang Chong lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on the whitish bed sheet, "My parents divorced in the second year of junior high school, and they formed new families soon after. My father became my younger sister's father, my mother became my younger brother's mother, and I became a complete orphan. When I entered the third grade of junior high school, I began to live in school, and my studies became more and more burdensome. I felt like a spinning top. I was whipped non-stop, turned endlessly, and could not stop for a moment. I also began to suffer from insomnia and sleeplessness at that time. At first, I could sleep for a few hours after taking a sleeping pill, but gradually the dose changed from one to one. I increased from two pills to three or four pills, and I still couldn’t sleep all night. I was too tired and sleepy, so I swallowed more than ten pills in one breath that day. The relationship between the effect of the medicine , my consciousness finally gradually began to blur, and the drowsiness swept over me, so I wanted to climb into bed and sleep, but my feet didn't listen to me, and I couldn't move a step, and then I fell forward unconsciously. The scar was left when I hit the corner of the table. When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital. They said that the students in the next dormitory heard the noise and came to see me. I was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment and saved my life. Later, I was diagnosed with moderate depression, and my parents arranged to stay in the hospital for half a year." After the words fell for a long time, Wang Chong slowly raised his eyes to look at Xiao Mo, He said every word very seriously: "I didn't commit suicide, I just wanted to sleep that day, that's all. Really." Wang Chong smiled at Xiao Mo pretending to be relaxed, "Is it with Yuan Liang? Say something different?"

This smile hurt Xiao Mo's heart fiercely, he pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly.When Wang Chong asked, "Do you know how the scar at the corner of my eye came from?" Xiao Mo knew that he had guessed the real reason for his fainting.The person he likes is too smart, Xiao Murduo hopes that he can be more stupid, more selfish, and treat himself better.

Xiao Mo pressed his lips against the corner of Wang Chong's eyes and kissed them delicately. The tip of his tongue lightly licked the shallow scar with endless heartache. The tip of the tongue rolled up the other's tongue and sucked it, so entangled that he wished he could swallow the other party.When he let go, Wang Chong had already knelt on Xiao Mo's body with his legs apart, and their breathing seemed to be entangled.Wang Chong wrapped his arms around Xiao Mo's neck, lying on Xiao Mo's body like a boneless little lazy cat, with his chin lazily resting on his shoulder, and asked in a hoarse voice: "My elementary school god, still go to class ?"

"Go." Xiao Mo wrapped Wang Chong in his arms, slipped one hand into Wang Chong's school uniform from the hem of his clothes, and stroked his back, "The 15th of next month is my mother's birthday. Would you like to visit the grave with me? I want my mother to meet you."

Wang Chong tightened his arms around Xiao Mo's neck, "Okay."