Chapter 36 Introspection
Chapter 36 Introspection
From the Tiandou Great Soul Arena to walking back to the academy, Tang San kept replaying the entire process of today's match against Tianshui Academy in his mind.
For him, this is not as simple as a draw.This was the most difficult battle in this qualifier, of course it was because the opponent's martial soul fusion skills were exceptionally strong, at the same time, this difficulty was also because he was suppressed from the very beginning.
Tang San clearly realized that it was his own reasons that led to the disadvantage of the entire team.Shui Binger's initiative restriction destroyed his original plan.At the same time, it also allowed him to see the power of other control system soul masters.Next will be the promotion match, which is a stage for individual performances, but the finals after the promotion match will still be a team battle.
Any soul master has flaws, and I am no exception. Only by making up for each other through the cooperation of the team can the strength of the soul master be brought out to the greatest extent. The soul master academy elite competition is also an important reason for focusing on team battles.
He didn't think much about the olive branch thrown by Emperor Xue Ye, that was not what he wanted to think about now.What he needs more now is to figure out how to better help his team and how to make himself stronger.
Tang San has always been a persistent person, and he was like this in the Tang Sect in his previous life.This is still the case.Therefore, after returning to the academy, he immediately proposed to the master that he would retreat for a period of time again.To clarify some issues.
Grandmaster knows Tang San quite well, and also understands that for Tang San, now is an important period.As long as he can break through this barrier in his heart, he will become more mature and more terrifying.At this time, no one can help him, and the only one who can help him is himself.Only when you figure it out and understand clearly, can you better understand your own problems.Even if it is a wise man like the master, talking too much at this time will not do any good.Everyone's inner barriers are different, no one knows where other people's problems lie, and Tang San's problems can only be solved by Tang San himself.
Seeing Tang San's back gradually go away, the other six of the Shrek Seven Monsters couldn't help feeling a little lonely.They also understood Tang San's feelings at the moment. Although today's battle was not the most difficult since the formation of the team, for Tang San, it was a battle that was truly suppressed.They could completely understand Tang San's mood at this time.
"Xiaolan, don't you...don't you go with Xiaosan? Don't you go see him?" Oscar looked at Tang Lan who was standing beside him in surprise and worry, just watching Tang San go away, but had no intention of following Tang Lan at all. .
Aren't they together all the time?Why suddenly...
But Tang Lan just shook his head and said, "No, what he needs now is the space and time to be alone." After finishing speaking, he kept silent and didn't explain a single word.
The master coughed, and drew everyone's attention to himself, "Okay, Tang San is going to retreat, and the next month will be your time to recuperate. Passing the high-intensity competition in the previous month, for you all Everyone has different degrees of benefits. But this is far from enough. I think you have all seen that in this world, you are not the only geniuses. When Tang San met an opponent who restrained him, you also The same will be encountered. You are a whole, if you want to defeat Tongji and win the final victory, then you have to pay more. Therefore, I decided to conduct a period of training for you again during the next one-month rest period. Intensive training. What are your expressions? Stand up for me. If anyone has resistance, I don’t mind doubling his training volume.”
The screams resounded simultaneously in the depths of the Shrek six monsters' hearts.Tang Lan couldn't help but twitch the corners of his mouth.At this moment they suddenly envied Tang San.At least, Tang San, who is in seclusion, no longer needs to accept devil training...
The retreat location Tang San chose was Liu Erlong's wooden house in the woods.A quiet environment and a quiet world are the most suitable for his cultivation.
Two days had passed since returning here, but Tang San still sat there blankly.He has never practiced, and his mind is always shrouded in a cloud of fog.He couldn't think of where his problems appeared, and he didn't know where he should develop.He even doubted whether the control line he had been following was wrong.
In two days, Tang San thought a lot, but the more he thought, the more confused his mind became.
Two days and two nights passed, and he never even took a rest.I didn't eat anything, and the whole person spent quietly in this hazy state.This painful feeling kept raging in his heart.He didn't even know why he was suffering.
Since the day he became a soul master, he has always stood at the top of his peers.Lan Yincao is not a powerful martial soul, or even a waste martial soul, but under the guidance of the master, his strength has never been inferior to those soul masters of the same age with powerful martial souls.Even stronger than each of them.As time went by, Tang San even forgot about his own Blue Silver Grass problem, and always put himself in the same position as those spirit masters with powerful spirits, and even had a sense of superiority.However, when he calmed down to think carefully this time, he found that if it wasn't for the eight spider lances attached to him, if it wasn't for the support of his companions all the time and the soul rings he had obtained through luck, maybe , I am nothing.
Every soul ring of my own is better than others in terms of quality.But in the previous confrontation with Shui Bing'er, his soul skills did not have any advantage at all.Perhaps this situation should have appeared long ago, but in the previous games and battles, I have been covering up this gap with tactics.And when the flaws of the Blue Silver Grass were exposed, Tang San immediately realized his own problems.
A truly powerful soul master of the control system must not only be able to control, but also have a certain ability to attack with soul skills.Those with martial soul fusion skills like Shui Bing'er are the best.But, is his own Blue Silver Grass okay?Even if he already possessed the ten thousand year spirit ring at level [-], he would not have any advantage against Shui Binger without using the external spirit bone.
If the previous opponents lost to him because of their strength, it would be better to say that they lost because of their own calculations.Once you encounter an opponent whose strategy is not inferior to your own, your flaws in control will be exposed immediately.This is still on the premise that I have taken the Star Anise Mysterious Ice Grass and Blazing Fire Apricot Jiaoshu.If he didn't have the two kinds of fairy herbs, his flaws would be exposed sooner, and even Huo Wu could easily defeat him.
Why, why is this happening?Will all my years of hard work be in vain?
Tang San knew very well that the inherent deficiencies of the spirit would gradually show up with the increase of spirit power.
No, absolutely not.Blue Silver Grass is not a good spirit at all, and now that he is still young, it is still too late to give it up.
Tang San couldn't help thinking of his other spirit, the Clear Sky Hammer.That is the inherited martial soul of the Clear Sky School, which ranks first in the seven major sects of the mainland soul master world. If he had chosen to cultivate the Clear Sky Hammer, then his current strength is definitely not just like this.will only get stronger.Just look at the folding fan in Xiaolan's hand now, that tyrannical attack power is simply unstoppable among soul masters of the same level.
The more he thought about it, the lower Tang San's confidence in the Blue Silver Grass became, and his heart felt as if it was overwhelmed.All kinds of chaotic thoughts made him feel a little crazy.
It's been two days and he hasn't cultivated. This was unimaginable for Tang San in the past. He is so diligent.However, now he doesn't have the slightest feeling of wanting to practice.
"Little monster." The dark green figure appeared in the courtyard outside, and the sudden voice woke Tang San from the vortex of pain.
Perhaps it was because the energy consumed these two days was too great, although the voice sounded familiar, Tang San couldn't distinguish the identity of the person at once.Standing up, Tang San walked out of the wooden house. After sitting for too long, when the dazzling sunlight shone all over his body, his body couldn't help shaking.
"Little monster, what's wrong with you?" The dark green figure came to Tang San almost in the next instant.A slender but powerful hand clasped Tang San's shoulder directly, and the mellow spirit power entered through his body with a bit of domineering and wildness, which lifted Tang San's spirit a bit.Only then did he see who was coming.
The one who suddenly appeared was none other than Dugu Bo, the honorary dean of Shrek Academy and one of the powerful Title Douluo.
Dugu Bo looked at Tang San suspiciously.Right now Tang San's appearance was a bit scary, his hair was messed up, his face was unshaven, his eyes were even bloodshot, and he looked completely decadent.
"Old monster, you're back." With a forced smile, Tang San's soul power circulated on its own, allowing his stagnant blood to flow smoothly, and he stood firm.
Dugu Bo was puzzled and said: "Little monster, what's wrong with you? Didn't you feel fine when I left? It's only been a few days? Why did you become like this? Go, go in first."
Pulling Tang San into the wooden house, Dugu Bo's expression was a bit serious, he could of course see how bad Tang San's mental state was at this time.As a powerful Titled Douluo, he knew very well about the cultivation situation of soul masters. Tang San's current situation was extremely dangerous. Once his spirit broke down, he would either go crazy or be completely devastated.
"Little monster, tell me, what happened to shock you like this? As far as I know, you little monster has always been a monster among monsters. Could it be that you met someone worse than you? Someone who wants a monster?"
Looking at Dugu Bo, Tang San's eye circles suddenly turned red.His situation at this time, even the master would never have imagined.After all, except for Tang Lan, no one knew that Tang San was a man of two lifetimes, and his thoughts were far more than those of his peers, and it was precisely because of this that it was easier to get into a dead end.But Tang Lan, as a person of his peers, apart from support and trust, could not give him some guidance and comfort that only belonged to the elders.
And the appearance of Dugu Bo somewhat restored Tang San's emotions, especially the feeling of spiritual sustenance.
"Old monster, can you tell me. If my soul power reaches level [-], will I still be ahead of Tongji like I am now?"
Dugu Bo frowned, "Why do you ask such a question? Little monster. What about your original confidence? What hit you? You should understand how important confidence is to a soul master. If you practice You don’t even have the most basic confidence, and you don’t believe in yourself. Then, you won’t be able to make any progress in the future.”
Tang San smiled bitterly and said: "But, I don't know what to do. The spirit I cultivate now is just Blue Silver Grass. Although I have already reached the fortieth level, but with the increase of level, Blue Silver Grass' weak It will be revealed more and more clearly. From now on, can I really rely on this martial soul to compete with other soul masters?"
Green light flickered in Dugu Bo's eyes, staring at Tang San scorchingly, "Continue talking."
Tang Sandao: "The reason why I am considered strong among my peers is not because of how strong my martial spirit is, but because I have a better spirit ring than ordinary spirit masters, and even have eight external spirit bones and eight spiders." The existence of the spear. You should have seen my second martial spirit a long time ago. I don’t need to hide anything from you, my second martial spirit is the Clear Sky Hammer of the Clear Sky School. I have been thinking now, if I cultivated If it's the Clear Sky Hammer, then, will the situation be different? Now I have a fortieth level of spirit power. I only need four suitable spirit rings, and I can bring up the strength of the Clear Sky Hammer's spirit. It is far stronger than the current Blue Silver Grass. Although I am not yet 15 years old, I have already put in too much effort in cultivation. I don’t want my efforts to be wasted on such useless weapons as Blue Silver Grass Soul. What's the point of that?"
Who is Dugu Bo?Who can become a powerful titled Douluo is not extremely smart.From Tang San's simple but excited words.He has gradually understood the problem Tang San is facing at this time.
Waving his hand to stop Tang San from talking, Dugu Bo stared into Tang San's eyes and said seriously: "Little monster, do you know why I always regard you as a monster among monsters?"
Tang San froze for a moment, "Is it because of my knowledge in using poison?"
Dugu Bo shook his head and said, "That's just a small aspect. What's more important is because of your Blue Silver Grass."
Tang San's pupils contracted violently, looking at Dugu Bo, deep doubts appeared in his eyes.
Dugu Bo said indifferently: "That's right, Blue Silver Grass is a waste martial soul, and it is the most famous waste martial soul. In the past, almost anyone who owned Blue Silver Grass as a martial soul would have no chance to practice. However, What about you? Tell me. What happened to you when your martial soul was awakened? I heard from the master that you are born with full soul power, right?"
Tang San nodded.
"What does full innate soul power mean? It means the foundation of a martial soul. Even my granddaughter who inherits my Jade Phosphorus Snake martial soul is only at the seventh level of innate soul power. But you are at the tenth level, and you can still practice blue." Silver grass. What does this mean? It means that your blue silver grass is different. That is not a simple blue silver grass. I can also guess who your father is. Think about it, with your father's With background and strength, will he combine with someone who only has ordinary blue silver grass? If it is ordinary blue silver grass, will it give birth to a little monster like you with twin martial souls?"
Tang San naturally couldn't listen to Dugu Bo's saying that he was innately full of soul power.Because he always believed that it was the result of his hard training of Xuantian Kungfu, and it was not given to him by the Blue Silver Grass martial spirit.What's more, what I awakened at that time was a Clear Sky Hammer, even if the martial soul really endowed me with a certain amount of soul power, it should be the Clear Sky Hammer.
However, what Dugu Bo said later surprised him a little.That's right, my blue silver grass is indeed a bit different, although it is not as good as Xiao Lan's, it is still fundamentally different from ordinary blue silver grass.Especially not long ago, when I and Xiaolan came into contact with the wild blue silver grass in nature.That throbbing came from his martial soul itself.It's just that before him, no one has cultivated to the present level with the Blue Silver Grass, and Tang San didn't know whether this was the situation that the Blue Silver Grass should appear.Dugu Bo's last sentence touched him the most, and it was also an important question in his heart all along.
As a direct descendant of the Clear Sky School, and one of the most outstanding powerhouses, would his father combine with a person who only possesses the blue silver grass, the scrap martial soul?Could his Blue Silver Grass be really ordinary?My own and Xiaolan's martial spirits have the same source, and Xiaolan's blue silver grass is so peculiar, does it also prove that her own blue silver grass is not that simple?
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