Chapter 56
Chapter 56
At four o'clock in the afternoon, the heavy snow continued to fall, and the snow on the road was already covering our feet!Mao Xiaochuan rode an electric bicycle, slowly moving forward along the wheel marks on the snow that had been pressed out by the vehicle in front.
He has been thinking about what the fat man told him just now, about Li Xiaowei.It was not his responsibility that Li Xiaowei lost his love, but he was also responsible.
Because he said that to Li Xiaowei...''
And what the fat man said just now, Li Xiaowei doesn't like Jia Jie, which means that Li Xiaowei likes someone else.And now, Li Xiaowei was broken in love... So, who was he in love with?
However, it was obvious that the two of them would be wrong.Mao Xiaochuan realized that he was indeed wrong. He didn't even know who Li Xiaowei said he liked, so he said that, which made Li Xiaowei sad!
But what should we do?Should he go back and apologize to Li Xiaowei?Do you want to go now?However, I am still on the road, how can I go back?If he went back, what would Yuan Xin do?
Mao Xiaochuan fell into the chaos and couldn't extricate himself, even Yuan Xin who was sitting behind him didn't know when he stretched out his hand to wrap his waist.
Yuan Xin squeezed Mao Xiaochuan's fleshless waist through the thick cotton coat with one hand.
"Hmm... Hey, what's the matter?" A slight pain spread to Mao Xiaochuan's nerves, and finally, Mao Xiaochuan realized the current situation.He was riding an electric bike, and Yuan Xin was sitting in the back seat of the bike.
"Don't pinch!" Mao Xiaochuan said, his body moved twice unconsciously, and the car body also shook twice.
"You're distracted!" Yuan Xin's voice came from behind him, accompanied by the sound of rustling snowflakes falling to the ground.For some reason, Mao Xiaochuan suddenly felt that Yuan Xin's voice was particularly nice in this snowy day.
"Oh, I'm sorry!" Mao Xiaochuan replied immediately.
"It's okay!" Yuan Xin said.
"That... I think..." Mao Xiaochuan said hesitantly, "I should apologize to Li Xiaowei!"
"..." Yuan Xin didn't speak, and sat quietly on the back seat.
Mao Xiaochuan thought he was listening to the following, so he continued, "I did something wrong and said something wrong. The fat man told me just now that he said that Li Xiaowei was broken in love, and it was all because of my mouth!"
"Say, can we go back now?"
Yuan Xin tightened his arms around Mao Xiaochuan's waist, "Don't go back!"
His voice was still the same as usual, but Mao Xiaochuan felt that he was a little angry, so he explained, "If you don't want to go back, you can go home first, you can ride a bicycle anyway, don't worry about me. I Take the bus back to school, and then... I won't go to your house tonight!"
"..." Yuan Xin remained silent.
"Hey, why don't you talk anymore?" Mao Xiaochuan opened the front cover of his helmet and raised his voice by one decibel, "How do you feel?"
"No!" Yuan Xin's cold voice came from behind him.
"Why?" Mao Xiaochuan opened his mouth and asked.
"What did you go back and explain to him? Li Xiaowei is not a girl, so do you have to use this method to comfort him?" Yuan Xin asked him back, his tone was obviously a little impatient.
"..." Mao Xiaochuan was choked by him all of a sudden, and he felt a little uncomfortable, "If you're not a girl, don't you need to comfort me? Or, do you think I act like a girl? Look Are you not used to it?"
"I didn't mean that..." Yuan Xin blinked, with a look of helplessness on his face, "Of course I didn't mention you! Don't..."
"I think that's what you mean!" Mao Xiaochuan raised his tone unconsciously. He didn't know why, and suddenly felt a little wronged, which is rarely seen in the past, or even if he was wronged. , He is rarely exposed in front of outsiders.
"I'm really not!" Yuan Xin repeated seriously.
"Then you just said 'Li Xiaowei is not a girl, do you still have to ask friends to comfort him like this?'" Mao Xiaochuan thought carefully about Yuan Xin's words just now, and it can be said that he was digging every single word.
"If I need friends to comfort me when I'm sad, do you think I'm a girl?" Mao Xiaochuan suddenly became more and more angry.
"You are not!" Yuan Xin's voice was full of helplessness.
"Then what do you think I am?" Mao Xiaochuan's nose soured.He always felt that Yuan Xin treated him like a girl.
From childhood to adulthood, the number of times he was liked was really limited.To not be disliked by others, or even liked by someone as outstanding as Yuan Xin, he felt that he was dreaming.
However, Yuan Xin's liking is obviously different from the kind of liking he imagined.From the way Yuan Xin looked at him, Yuan Xin kissed him, Yuan Xin hugged him... At least, he felt that Yuan Xin never saw him as a boy.
He doesn't have many friends, so the friendship between boys is not deep.Before meeting Yuan Xin, he had good friends who could be called friends. One was Li Xiaowei, and the other was probably Fatty.
It's just that Fatty is a person who often cheats his teammates, and Li Xiaowei is too gentle and kind.The friendship he imagined between buddies is the kind that fights together, drinks together, plays together, enjoys the same blessings and enjoys the same difficulties... the kind that is often seen in movies.
He thought about many kinds of friendship and brotherhood, but he never thought about this... relationship between him and Yuan Xin!At this moment, his heart is in a mess.
"You are the one I like!" A small but firm voice slowly entered Mao Xiaochuan's confusing auditory nerves.
"I like you!" Yuan Xin continued, his hands holding Mao Xiaochuan's waist tightened, "Also, I have never seen you as a girl!"
"...Then what are you..." Mao Xiaochuan was stunned, he felt that his waist was strangled tightly by two hands, he could hardly breathe, so he held on to the handlebar with one hand , pulling Yuan Xin's arm that seemed to be welded with steel with one hand.
"Hey hey... puff..."
The head of the electric car turned twice, deviated from the original track, and slid a few times on the thick snow-covered road.In addition, the road surface was too slippery, and after a few thrilling shakes, the body finally couldn't bear the resistance and fell down, and the two people on the car were thrown out.
"Ahhhh..." Mao Xiaochuan screamed, and rolled out like a ball.
Fortunately, they were walking on a wide road with few vehicles, and the snow on the ground was thick enough, Yuan Xin reacted quickly enough, the hand holding his waist was still tightly wrapped around his waist, and the car was still on the road. Without falling down, Yuan Xin fell down and hugged him and ran out.Therefore, the two did not seem to have suffered any substantial injuries.
Rolling into a ball on the snow, Yuan Xin hugged his waist with one hand and his head with the other, holding him tightly in his arms.
Apart from taking a bite of snow, Mao Xiaochuan was fine.
"Are... are you okay?" After the two stopped, Mao Xiaochuan happened to be lying on Yuan Xin's body, and Yuan Xin's body was placed underneath.
"It's okay!" Yuan Xin lay on his back on the snow, with one hand still tightly tied to Mao Xiaochuan's waist, his expression was quite calm.
"It's fine! Just now, thank you... ah..." Mao Xiaochuan opened his mouth and spit out a mouthful of snow foam.He took a deep breath into his hands, rubbed his hands together, pressed the snow, and climbed up from Yuan Xin.
Just as he was about to reach out to grab Yuan Xin, he saw Yuan Xin propping up the ground with one hand, and jumped up from the ground lightly and neatly. Before Mao Xiaochuan stood up straight, he had already stood firmly and stretched out his hand He helped Mao Xiaochuan who was about to fall again.
"Thank you!" When Mao Xiaochuan was thrown just now, he was still a little dazed in his mind. He was standing on his feet a little weakly. After Yuan Xin pulled him like this, he could only lean on him softly.
"It's okay!" Yuan Xin let him lean in his arms, supported his shoulder with one hand, and patted the snow foam on his coat and hat with the other hand.
Mao Xiaochuan was standing next to Yuan Xin, his head was wrapped in a hat, and his face was almost pressed against Yuan Xin's chest.Yuan Xin's palm lightly patted on the back of his shoulder, and Yuan Xin's even and powerful breathing came from his ears, and what he smelled in his nose was the smell of the first heavy snow in winter.
"..." Mao Xiaochuan closed his eyes and sniffed it vigorously. He suddenly felt that the smell of the snow was so unique. It was mixed with the initial throbbing of young people. It was nervous and apologetic but at the same time it made people The taste of excitement...
He has never smelled this kind of smell, and he has never felt that such a snowy day is so peaceful and ethereal like today.
"Is it cold?" Yuan Xin came from above Mao Xiaochuan's head with his low and pleasant voice.
Mao Xiaochuan stood beside Yuan Xin. He shook his head, raised his head slightly, and looked up from Yuan Xin's chest. What caught his eye was a beautiful chin...a sharp-edged mouth, a high bridge of nose, and then Above is the pair of soul-stirring deep eyes.
The goose-feather-like snow was still raging desperately, blocking Mao Xiaochuan's line of sight layer by layer.
A branch that was crushed by the thick snow and broke broke with a "pop..." and the snow powder covered it fell from mid-air, hitting the place where Yuan Xin and Mao Xiaochuan were standing.
The two didn't escape, so they were hit with snow all over their heads. At the same time, it seemed that there was also a heart that had been chaotic and had no sense of direction, belonging, and security.
"Are you okay? Why don't you talk? Is it cold?" Yuan Xin hugged the person in his arms tightly, he raised his hand and patted the snowflakes on Mao Xiaochuan's head indiscriminately, walking sideways while patting.
"It's not cold!" After Mao Xiaochuan finished speaking, he pressed his lips together tightly. He didn't know what to say now.There was a faint wave of excitement flowing around his body, which made his heart beat faster.
The two walked to the side of the electric car. Yuan Xin let go of Mao Xiaochuan and bent over to help the car up. Then, he held the handlebar with one hand and grabbed Mao Xiaochuan's arm with the other, and walked forward.
Turning off this street, the asphalt road is facing you. Dozens of large snowplows are working hard on the road, and the thick snow on the road has been cleared relatively clean.
Yuan Xin heaved a sigh of relief, turned around, and faced Mao Xiaochuan, "Let me ride this part of the road, you can sit comfortably and don't worry, okay?"
Mao Xiaochuan nodded. After thinking for a while, he raised his hand to reach Yuan Xin's right shoulder.There was still a thick mass of snow that had been smashed just now.
"..." Yuan Xin didn't speak, but quietly watched Mao Xiaochuan's movements.
Mao Xiaochuan took off the snowflakes on Yuan Xin's left and right shoulders and did not throw them away. Instead, he rubbed the snow with both hands. After a few strokes, a big snowball appeared in his hand .
"Do you like to play this?" Yuan Xin looked down at Mao Xiaochuan who had been silent for a while, feeling a little worried in his heart, thinking that he was still angry with him.
Mao Xiaochuan shook his head and nodded again. He finally raised his head and handed the ball of snowball to Yuan Xin, "Here you are!"
"Oh...thank you!" Yuan Xin didn't know why, so he reached out to catch the snowball, and then made a movement that he didn't even think of.He took the snowball under his nose and smelled it, and took a deep breath intoxicated.
For a moment, Mao Xiaochuan's heartbeat accelerated violently, his face was flushed, and he became extremely excited. He opened his mouth, and an indescribable excitement was about to burst out of his chest.
At this moment, he found that his heart was full, and he almost cried!
A voice kept jumping and screaming in his mind, and he couldn't help standing on tiptoe, reaching for the crazy place in his heart.
"Toot, toot..." A huge bus full of pedestrians drove up and stopped about three meters from where they were standing.A few men, women and children got off the car, and after about ten seconds, the car drove away again.
"Let's go too!" Yuan Xin's voice suddenly rang in his ears.
"En, um!" Mao Xiaochuan nodded again and again, and he grabbed Yuan Xin's cool hand that was exposed outside.
"..." Yuan Xin looked down at him, firmly held Mao Xiaochuan's hand, and put it in his pocket.
Mao Xiaochuan stepped into the back seat, he voluntarily hugged Yuan Xin's waist with both hands, and stared at Yuan Xin's thin but broad back with still blinking eyes.
"Sit still?" Yuan Xin's voice came from the front.
"..." There was no movement behind him. After several seconds, Mao Xiaochuan's voice came out, "Hmm!"
"Then we're going home!" Yuan Xin nodded.
The electric car carrying two big boys is running on this wide road. There is still white snow on both sides of the road that will not be cleared in the future. Under the gray sky, holy snow flakes are falling faintly.
For the first time in Mao Xiaochuan's 18 years of life, he felt a solid sense of security.In his memory, apart from his grandparents, apart from his mother... he could hardly find another person who could treat him like this.
The feeling Yuan Xin gave him was completely different from that of his grandparents and mother. As for the specific feeling, he couldn't tell... In short, it was a blurred feeling that could rekindle hope in a desperate heart.
However, thinking of this, Mao Xiaochuan felt guilty again.
Such a self, such a self with such bad deeds, how can I deserve those?His existence is like a contradiction!
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