I have a Secret

Chapter 144 What It's Like To Be Broken In Love

Jiang Long's first love was at the age of 26, that is, three years ago, he fell in love with his first love at first sight, with big eyes and long eyelashes, a small cherry mouth and oval face, when he smiled, his eyes curved into crescent moons, and there were two small dimples, it was just like him dream lover.

At that time, Jiang Long hadn’t opened a roast duck restaurant yet. He was just an ordinary white-collar worker with a monthly income of more than [-] but less than [-]. This salary was considered to be a little above the average monthly income of C City, and he was enough for himself. After living expenses plus rent and other expenses are deducted, you can still save a sum of money.

When you fall in love, what flows through your fingers is no longer time, but one more thing, money.

There are too many places where money is needed, some visible and some invisible, and there is no way to keep an account. Think about how much money will be spent in a week and a month.

When the credit card in the wallet was maxed out and I received a text message notification, I realized that the cost was a bit high. I wanted to save a little, but I still couldn't save it.

Money, if you don’t have it, you can make it again. Anyway, you can’t save yourself a rich person by living frugally. You have to be able to make money. Jiang Long will not quarrel with his first love because of money. He picks up more private goods and stays up all night. Just a little bit.

Young people can fight hard, in Jiang Long's view, both of them are fine, you like me, and I like you, this is more important than anything else.

Jiang Long had been with his first love for a year, and he borrowed money from Huang Dan twice, once when his first love's friend came to play in C City, and once when his first love's relative came to visit her in C City, and entertained her with delicious food and drinks.

In the final analysis, it is to save face, for the first love, and for Jiang Long.

Jiang Long can't make people feel that his first love has found a boyfriend, and his quality of life is not as good as that of a person, so let alone his first love can't hold his face, he will be embarrassed.

Beating a swollen face to make yourself fat is something that most people will do once or twice in their long lives, and if they don't do it, it will be like a waste of time.

A person's first love, no matter what age they come in, will be at a loss, greeted with red faces, all the internal organs are pressed into the honey pot, and the breath is sweet, what will it be like in the end? It depends on God's will.

People who are in love have a negative IQ, whoever says they are in a hurry, don't listen to this, feel very good about themselves, better than ever, and death is worth it.

Jiang Long is very kind to his first love, as long as he has it, he will give it without saying a word, without frowning, the password is all the other party's birthday, and the end result is that he was cheated out of the money in the card and ended up with no money Pay the rent and end up living on the streets.

It was agreed forever, but one ran away first, and before running, he stabbed the other in the heart severely.

Jiang Long was in a daze for a long time. He thought about the days he spent with his first love. Both of them were happy. do that.

It's okay to break up if you don't like it, what's the matter with being behind your back?It's so immoral.

Jiang Long never thought of calling the police. After he calmed down, he treated his first love with the greatest kindness. It was not that he couldn't help it, he wouldn't do that. It must be because he had some unavoidable reasons and it was too late to say goodbye to him. goodbye.

Although Jiang Long has no news of his first love so far, he unilaterally kept some beauty in that relationship, otherwise it would be too pitiful and sad.

Jiang Long's current girlfriend is Lin Xiaoxiao, who is completely different from his first love in terms of personality and appearance.

The first love is Xiaoniao Yiren, with a sweet and delicate appearance. Lin Xiaoxiao is carefree and decent. She often encourages Jiang Long when he is in a low mood, like the sun always comes after the wind and rain, and he will get up wherever he falls. The sentence, although a bit vulgar, but comfortable.

Jiang Long and Lin Xiaoxiao are good friends. They have known each other earlier. At first, it was an ordinary relationship between a patient and a nurse. Up to this year, it has been almost seven years, and they have been dating as boyfriend and girlfriend for more than a year.

After so many years of not calling, Jiang Long was taken in by Lin Xiaoxiao after his first love failure in his life. The two got along day and night, exposing other sides other than friends.

Probably feel real and relaxed.

Officially becoming a couple, Jiang Long and Lin Xiaoxiao's way of getting along has not changed much.

The feeling of falling in love for the second time is different from that of the first love, Jiang Long will not feel that he is floating in the air, and his heart is very at ease.

That year, Jiang Long's mother had surgery on his eyes. Lin Xiaoxiao had to take care of other patients during that time. Be good to her and not disappoint her.

Before Jiang Long’s roast duck restaurant opened, he was entangled and hesitant in various ways. He was worried that the market would change too much if he quit his job and found it again. Help him take that step.

Lin Xiaoxiao participated in everything from finding a location, negotiating rent, recruiting chefs and waiters.

On the day of opening the store, Jiang Long cried with excitement, and Lin Xiaoxiao cried too. Both of them were full of tears, and they were full of hope for life and the future.

Ten days ago, Lin Xiaoxiao quit her job as a nurse and became a clerk. Everything went smoothly, but she felt that it was inconvenient to go back and forth from her residence, so she went out alone to find a single apartment to live in.

Because of that matter, Jiang Long even quarreled with Lin Xiaoxiao. He didn't want to live alone, and said that he could pick him up sooner or later. She firmly disagreed, saying that trouble was not a matter of a day or two. In the end, he compromised with her.

Jiang Long has a plan for next year, which is to open a branch store. He has discussed it with Lin Xiaoxiao. At that time, he will find a bigger house, relying on the company, and they will move together.

In addition to opening a shop, Jiang Long also has a wish. He wants to get the certificate with Lin Xiaoxiao next year and give her a home. After all, they are not young, so they should plan for the future.

Last class reunion, the whole class came, but unfortunately Lin Xiaoxiao didn't show up because of temporary errands, Jiang Long didn't ask for a marriage, and it was Christmas in a few days, the atmosphere was very good, he thought that this time he would definitely ask for it.

It doesn't matter if you change careers, the nurse is too tired, and Jiang Long knows that she is working hard.

Just tonight, Jiang Long came out of the shop early, went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of roses, went to Lin Xiaoxiao's apartment, fried steak and got red wine, carefully prepared a candlelight dinner, and waited for her to come back to give her a surprise.

The apartment is very close to the company, just two traffic lights, but Lin Xiaoxiao never came back. Jiang Long called her, originally wanting to ask her if she was working overtime at the company, but heard something vaguely, so he asked her where she was.

Lin smiled and said she was at home.

At that time, Jiang Long's eyes darkened, and he sat on the sofa unsteadily. He asked her which home she was in, maybe because of something in the afternoon, she went back to her hometown?

Lin Xiaoxiao said which home it could be, isn't it an apartment?Her tone of voice was the same as usual, and she couldn't hear anything wrong. She asked where Jiang Long was, but Jiang Long didn't speak.

There are many reasons for a person to lie, including good intentions and malicious intentions, but lying to one's lover, saying that he is at home when he is clearly not at home, if there is nothing in it, only a fool will believe it.

Jiang Long smiled and said to Lin, I'm in your apartment, you come back, let's meet and talk.

It wasn't long before they met, relatively silent.

When Jiang Long left, Lin Xiaoxiao said sorry to his back, just these three words, nothing else.

At that moment, Jiang Long had already reached the doorknob, and he backed away again. He must give a decent explanation for breaking up, right?Whether it is only now that it is not suitable, or whether you think that you have not worked hard enough and failed to meet the expected value, you can say these things.

In the next half an hour, Jiang Long and Lin Xiaoxiao opened up and said that the two of them have always been calm, no hysteria, no throwing things, we are all adults, and there is no way to end the quarrel, it is not good for anyone .

The word "miscarriage" was like a thunderbolt, which exploded in Jiang Long's mind. He didn't know what he said later and how it came out.

I vaguely remember crying, crying loudly.

No matter how tiring the hard days were, we survived together, and now that life is getting better, why can't we go on?Can only share suffering, not joy?Jiang Long couldn't figure it out.

Jiang Long has talked about two relationships, and each time he will go all out, treat someone well without reservation, and completely dedicate himself. He thinks that is necessary, and it is also the minimum sincerity and respect.

But it failed both times, and the last time hurt him the most, and even took a small life on his shoulders.

Jiang Long was in great pain when he lost his love, but Lin Xiaoxiao supported him behind him, never leaving him, encouraging him to comfort him, telling him that life is still a long way to go, and there are many people and things to come across. Smile back away and ignore him, he will fall down.

Lin Xiaoxiao is Jiang Long's salvation. He empties out all the haze and gloom in his world, and puts in flowers and sunshine. He can't imagine a life without her in the future. He can't live without her, and he can't accept it. pain.

No plans, no future, all of a sudden lost energy.

What the child did was dig a piece of flesh in the wound and sprinkle a lot of salt.

Jiang Long didn't want to commit suicide at first. He wanted to be alone for a while, so he bought a bag of beer and went up to the top floor. Sitting on the edge, legs sticking out of the guardrail.

The cold wind blew on his face, like being scraped by a knife blade, and it hurt a little. Jiang Long took out his mobile phone and called his best friend Huang Dan. He had a lot to say, but he couldn't get through, so he called Liu Feng. Mouth full of wine and talk, the preface does not match the afterword.

Jiang Long asked Liu Feng, what is the picture of a person alive?Why are you so tired?

Liu Feng happened to be strolling nearby, planning to buy hot pot ingredients and go back to eat hot pot tomorrow. He saw a group of people gathered downstairs and looked up, and he did the same. But he didn't know what was wrong, so he had a bad premonition, and quickly asked where Jiang Long was.

Jiang Long said he was on the roof.

Liu Feng fed him a few times, and the other end indicated that the phone was turned off. He was so frightened that he rushed into the building and pressed the elevator to the top floor to have a look. Good guy, it really was Jiang Long.

At that moment, Liu Feng's calf trembled. He didn't dare to get close, and he didn't dare to disturb Jiang Long. Instead, he called Huang Dan in a hurry, and when he couldn't get through, he called Chen Yue directly.

When Huang Dan and Chen Yue arrived, there was already a large circle of people downstairs, and the police were also setting up air cushions. There were many discussions, and the scene was chaotic and noisy.

Others can't think about jumping off the building, no matter what the reason is, it's nothing to watch, why do you have to stretch your neck to look at each of them, pointing from time to time, and don't be afraid that if you are unlucky, others will hit you when they fall.

Chen Yue grabbed Huang Dan's arm and rubbed it a few times, "Don't panic, he's still on the roof, it's fine."

Huang Dan asked, "Where is Lin Xiaoxiao? Have you been contacted?"

Chen Yue shook his head, "I can't get through the phone, and there is no one in the apartment. The security guard said that she went out after Jiang Long, and I don't know where she went."

Huang Dan strode into the building, "Try to find her."

Chen Yue said, "I've told you, don't worry, I will tell you as soon as I hear about her."

Liu Feng was talking with several policemen, and he showed his ID card. He caught a glimpse of Huang Dan and Chen Yue coming up from the downstairs, and ran towards them in a hurry, panting, "Mom! Yes, you guys are here!"

Chen Yue asked in a low voice, "What's going on?"

Liu Feng said he didn't know, and he scratched his head, "I guess Jiang Long might have encountered some kind of problem, so he came upstairs when he couldn't think about it."

Chen Yue's voice was caught in the whistling wind, "Isn't this nonsense? It's okay. Who would come here and sit on the side? No matter how strong the wind is, it can blow it down. Lin Xiaoxiao hasn't contacted him yet. , She doesn't know what's going on."

"Fuck, I didn't get in touch? That's over, it's hard to handle, it's probably not a family matter, it's a relationship problem, such as Lin Xiaoxiao's cheating, it's very possible, didn't he not come when he proposed last time? "

Liu Feng wiped the sweat off his face, sweating all over in the winter, "Jiang Long is thin and tall, with white hair, graduated from a famous school, the business in the store is better than mine, and we will open a branch next year. What about me? I’m dark and fat. I’m a bachelor. No one cares about putting money on my body. My parents divorced a long time ago. Both of them live a happy life. No one cares about me. Should it be me?"

He clicked his tongue, "Tell me, does this person have too much and is easy to be insatiable?"

Chen Yue stopped Liu Feng from continuing, he held back the yellow ticket that was about to pass, "Don't scare Jiang Long, let's discuss it first."

Huang Dan's eyes fell on Jiang Long, "He's sitting in a dangerous position."

Chen Yue frowned, lowered his voice a lot, "It's because of the danger, so we should be more cautious."

Liu Feng blurted out, "Listen to Chen Yue, Chen Yue is someone who has experienced it."

Chen Yue's expression changed instantly, and when he wanted to speak, Huang Dan rushed ahead, "Liu Feng, what do you mean by that?"

Liu Feng slapped himself in the face, and he pretended to be stupid and said in a daze, "What? I didn't say anything. Hey, how can we coax Jiang Long down? Let's quickly think about a countermeasure."

Huang Dan didn't ask any more questions, he glanced at Chen Yue, and then went to talk to the police.

Under that glance, Chen Yue even forgot to breathe. He waited for Huang Dan to move away a little, then raised his foot and kicked Liu Feng's leg, "If you don't speak, no one will treat you as dumb!"

Liu Feng dodged skillfully, "I didn't do it on purpose. Besides, there is no impenetrable wall in the world. Do you think you can keep this from him forever?"

Chen Yue sullenly said, "That can't be mentioned today."

"Didn't you see that he was worried about Jiang Long? How many things can he bear?"

Liu Feng held his breath in his throat, and he said embarrassingly, "Then what to do, I've said everything."

Chen Yue was addicted to cigarettes, he put his hands in his pockets and fumbled for nothing, only to realize that he didn't wear a five-pointed star when he went out, and he became more restless.

"Forget it, let me take one step at a time."

A policeman asked Huang Dan and Chen Yue about their identities and said, "Since he is an old classmate, you should persuade him not to make extreme choices out of impulsiveness. There is still a long way to go. Go back, take a shower and sleep for a while." Thinking about what happened tonight tomorrow, I will feel ridiculous."

People sit too far in front, and they will fall if they don't pay attention. The police can't rush over, so as not to arouse the tension of the other party.

Huang Dan took out his hand from his coat pocket, "Jiang Long."

Jiang Long, who turned his back, turned his head, his eyes were full of confusion, "Huang Dan, you're here."

Huang Dan took a few steps closer, "What are you doing?"

Chen Yue saw him walking forward, and instinctively followed him, not leaving a single step.

Jiang Long's nose was covered with tears, his expression was strange, and his mouth was full of alcohol, "What are you doing? Why are you all here? I just came up to drink a few bottles of wine... No, where is my wine? Where's the wine?"

Seeing him move his body, several people present raised their hearts to their throats, but no one made a sound.

Jiang Long grabbed his hair and muttered to himself, "The wine is gone, my wine is gone."

Liu Feng licked his dry lips, "Then what, I'll treat you to a drink, we won't go home until we're drunk."

Jiang Long said yes, but he didn't come down, "Let me tell you, I'm very funny, really, it's so funny."

"The night before my first love took my card and left, I had dinner with me. I didn't notice anything wrong with her. I also told her that it would rain tomorrow, and I would pick her up after work. This time too, I didn't notice anything lol There is no problem with laughing, if it didn’t happen tonight, I would still be let go of my marriage proposal in a few days.”

Sure enough, it was because of feelings.

Huang Dan avoided the beer bottle at his feet, "I brought Lin Xiaoxiao here, you tell her."

Jiang Long shook his head vigorously, his eyes were red, "I've said it, we've said everything we should say, she has someone else in her heart, and she doesn't like me anymore."

Liu Feng couldn't help interjecting, "Isn't that great? Starting tomorrow, you can have someone else in your heart."

Huang Dan glanced over, Liu Feng closed his mouth and made a movement of zipping.

"Your store is running well, which means you have the right way to manage it. You have had two relationships, which means you have personal charm. Jiang Long, don't make wrong decisions just because you can't figure it out for a while."

Jiang Long twisted his neck back to face the sky, "It all failed."

Huang Dan pursed his lips, "That's not enough fate."

Jiang Long choked up and said, "I can get through this, and I can be here today because of her taking care of me. Without her, I don't know what to do, I can't imagine..."

Liu Feng turned his head and wiped his eyes, damn it, how can you say it's so pitiful, isn't it just broken love?No one missed it.

Chen Yue was thinking about Huang Dan wholeheartedly, for fear that he would get out of his control, and wherever the other party bumped, he would be the one who hurt him the most.

The roof was quiet for a while, Huang Dan said, "You have us."

Jiang Long slumped his shoulders and wept bitterly, "My parents regard Xiaoxiao as their daughter-in-law. If they know that I broke up with her, they will kill me."

Huang Dan said, "I think your parents don't want anything to happen to their son compared to losing their prospective daughter-in-law Lin Xiaoxiao."

"Besides, the prospective daughter-in-law will have one, and it must be the one who is more suitable for you."

Jiang Long shook his head again, "The child is gone, this matter is a hole, it won't get better."

Huang Dan and the others were shocked, how could there be a child?

"When she told me that she had a child, I was both surprised and happy, but she said that the child was aborted, and the call was made in April. At that time, she said that something happened in my hometown, and I was busy with the business of the store, so I didn't ask about it. If I Just pay more attention to her."

Jiang Long's painful self-loathing, "Blame me, it's my fault, I only care about the store."

People who drink too much are confused, can't speak clearly, and the words here and there are very fragmented and sound difficult.

Huang Dan comforted, "The child's matter is over, he returned to heaven, everything is fine."

Jiang Long sat motionless, the next moment, everyone saw his shoulders trembling and crying.

On the top of the building, there is only the cry of an ordinary man who is almost 30 years old, for his lost love, and for the child who did not come to this world.

Liu Feng said in a low voice, "Lin Xiaoxiao is too insignificant, she hides such a big matter from Jiang Long, if you say she hides it, just keep it from her, the rotten stomach is fine, why did you say it when we broke up? Isn't this harmful? If it were me, I would be stimulated."

"A needle in the bottom of a woman's heart can't be seen or caught, and it's the same with men."

Chen Yue said, "That has nothing to do with me."

Liu Feng, "..." Yes, you don't love men and women, but you only love your yellow list.

Jiang Long cried bitterly, and his emotional ups and downs were obviously not so great.

Huang Dan took the opportunity to say, "Uncles and aunts are sensible people. They know that you are sad too, so they won't blame you."

Jiang Long turned his head, "Really?"

Huang Dan hummed, "Really, I'll go back with you when the time comes."

Jiang Long's eyes widened, "Go back together... Okay, my parents like you, they have always liked you, they think you are better than me, and asked me to learn from you."

Huang Dan said, "Come here, let's have a drink and have a good chat."

"have a drink……"

Jiang Long stood up from the edge, and when he was about to step his feet in, he suddenly lost his footing and fell backwards uncontrollably.

This happened so suddenly that the people behind had no time to take countermeasures.

The nearest Huang Dan rushed forward subconsciously, but was grabbed by a big hand and thrown behind him in the blink of an eye.

Chen Yue threw himself forward, but missed Jiang Long, and watched him fall on the air cushion.

If it falls off the wrong side, it will die on the spot.

Chen Yue's mind was full of the scene of Huang Dan rushing to pull Jiang Long, his heart was beating so fast that his eardrums hurt.

Huang Dan found that Chen Yue was still lying there, and he sensed something was wrong, "Chen Yue."

Chen Yue panted heavily, his voice changed, "My legs are weak, don't come here."

Liu Feng and a policeman stepped forward and pulled Chen Yue away from the railing.

"You were so desperate just now, why are you so cowardly that you can't stand up now?"

Chen Yue's hands were trembling constantly, and his expression was extremely terrifying. He growled and cursed, "Can you fucking shut up?"

Liu Feng muttered, and he pulled Huang Dan's sleeve, "Chen Yue seems to be crying, you can hug him, I'll go down and see Jiang Long."

There were only two people left on the roof.

Huang Dan touched Chen Yue's face, "Why are you sweating so much?"

Chen Yue said hoarsely, "Scared."

Huang Dan wanted to pull Chen Yue up, but was pulled down instead, lying on his chest.

"Did you hear that? My heart beats almost as fast as the drums."

Huang Dan said, "Sorry for making you worry."

Chen Yue laughed, "I'm not worried. I have nothing to worry about. Anyway, if you fall, I will definitely follow."

"As for my parents, I can only serve them as cows and horses in the next life to repay their kindness in nurturing them."

Huang Dan felt uncomfortable hearing this, he hooked Chen Yue's neck and pressed his lips against it.

Chen Yue frowned and pushed the man away, annoyed, "I'm not in the mood now, don't kiss!"

Huang Dan said, "Then we won't kiss."

Chen Yue's forehead twitched, he was aggrieved and angry, "Damn, I was scared to death by you, I'm still shaking, I can't even stand up, can't you coax me?"

Huang Dan said, "Good boy."

Chen Yue pushed forward, "That's it?"

Huang Dan kissed Chen Yue's right cheek, and then kissed his left cheek.

Chen Yue enjoyed it very much, and the corners of his lips rose a little, and his face turned blue again when he thought of that scene.

Huang Dan could see what he was thinking, "Jiang Long is not usually a negative person, and he would not be tempted to commit suicide. He just drank too much and thought wildly."

Chen Yue sneered, "I can see it too. You have been his only friend these years. I know you care about him and value the friendship between you, but next time something like this happens, you should stay away from me." , do you hear me?"

Huang Dan said, "I heard you."

Chen Yue swallowed his saliva, he couldn't laugh or cry, "Honey, what should I do, my hands are still shaking, I'm really scared by you."

Huang Dan held Chen Yue's hand and rubbed against the callus in his palm. It hurt and itched, "It's okay, don't be afraid, I'm fine."

Chen Yue's throat rolled, "If I didn't hold you back a second later, I can't even think about the consequences."

Huang Dan frowned, "Don't make that kind of assumption, even if you didn't hold me back, I wouldn't jump over the railing..."

Chen Yue covered his mouth, "Okay, ancestor, don't talk about it later, let me go, or I won't be able to get up tonight."

Huang Dan took his hand away, "How about I carry you down?"

Chen Yue said disgustedly, "Forget it, I am 1.9 meters faster, and you are only 1.8 meters. You don't usually exercise. The only physical energy you consume every day is to cooperate with me to do exercises. How can you carry me?"

Huang Dan twitched his mouth.

Chen Yue touched Huang Dan's waist, and asked solemnly, "Kiss me."

Huang Dan said, "Didn't you just want it?"

Chen Yue brought him to his chest, "I want it now, hurry up, and give me some power of love."

Huang Dan said, "The power of love can be transmitted from the mouth? Isn't it heart-to-heart?"

Chen Yue twisted his face, shook his head and sighed, "Baby, you can't even find another one with a lantern."

"..."

Huang Dan touched Chen Yue's thin lips, stretched out his tongue and brushed his lips, "I'm in."

Hearing these words, Chen Yue tensed all his muscles, "Speak clearly, ancestor."

Huang Dan didn't respond, but just stuck his tongue into Chen Yue's mouth, and was hooked as soon as he entered.

After kissing for a while, Chen Yue's three souls and six souls came back, and he was pulled by Huang Dan to stand up, feeling that he had walked through the gate of hell, without any danger.

Huang Dan patted the dust on Chen Yue's coat, "I will remember what Liu Feng said, and you can tell me yourself later."

Chen Yue's complexion changed, "Actually, it's nothing, he's just talking nonsense."

"You know what kind of person Liu Feng is. He's startled and he's not in shape."

Huang Dan didn't speak, just looked at Chen Yue.

Chen Yue looked away, "Go down, Jiang Long fell from such a high place, I guess he was quite scared."

Huang Dan said, "I won't confess before getting married..."

Chen Yue interrupted abruptly, "You won't marry me?"

Huang Dan glanced at him, "Marriage is a must, that is, you are not allowed to touch me on the wedding night, not even once."

Chen Yue, "..." is too much.

Lin Xiaoxiao didn't show up until Jiang Long was sent to the hospital. If Liu Feng hadn't spotted her in the crowd, he probably wanted to leave quietly and didn't plan to show up.

Huang Dan called her aside, "How did you make such a fuss?"

There was a bitterness on Lin Xiaoxiao's face, "Huang Dan, you haven't been in a relationship, you haven't liked anyone, no matter how much I tell you, you won't understand."

"In the most difficult time, I was able to accompany him and help him through the difficulties. During that time, I also wore away my feelings for him."

Huang Dan has someone he likes, but he doesn't understand the meaning of Lin Xiao's joke.

Lin smiled and said, "I don't know when, the topic between me and him only revolves around the roast duck restaurant, and we have nothing else to talk about."

"I tested him in April, what if he had a child, he said at the time that we would talk about it later, and then he went to call the client for dinner, and the matter was left alone."

Huang Dan frowned, "The child is gone, he is very sad, you can tell him directly at that time, or mention it afterwards, but you didn't do anything, smile, you are making an excuse for yourself to give up Jiang Long .”

It was the first time he used a stern tone, on such a thrilling night.

"You don't have feelings for Jiang Long, and you don't know how to tell him, so you keep procrastinating. If he didn't accidentally find out tonight, you still won't show up for the marriage proposal in a few days. Just find any reason to deceive him. The so-called starting point is for his sake."

Lin Xiaoxiao's face turned pale, she wiped away her tears and said softly, "I've known him for so many years, there's nothing I can do, I won't hurt him."

"As for that child, I had a stomachache and took medicine at that time, so I can't keep him. If Jiang Long uses a little bit of thought, he can realize that I didn't carry him while taking medicine."

Huang Dan fell silent.

"He's still a child, and I'm old enough to take care of him. I also think he's immature."

Lin Xiaoxiao lowered his eyes, "When two people are together, one day they will get bored, but I didn't expect that day to be faster than I imagined, and I also didn't expect that I couldn't make it through."

Huang Dan found that Chen Yue was looking at him, and there was something distressing in his eyes.

He took off his coat and put it on his wrist, and his hand secretly hooked Chen Yue's hand underneath.