After wearing the book, the villain wants to die

Chapter 269 Ye Zhen's inner demon: Mo Chen, I don't deserve you to love me...

"I, I'm fine," Ye Zhen endured the pain and explained to Mo Chen, "I just want to eat something."

"Shut up!" The little nurse pointed at Ye Zhen, "Don't you know what's going on with you? You still eat hot pot with your body? Can your stomach take it? Oh, you don't want to use a knife to hurt yourself or use medicine now Self-torture, don't want to drown yourself, ask for drowning, learn to eat yourself to death, right?"

Ye Zhen's cold sweat flowed down, but it was because of the pain. In fact, his ability to bear pain was already very strong, and ordinary pain was nothing to him.

However, it may be that during this period of time he wanted to open up a little. After he had the desire to live, he couldn't even bear this pain.

"Stop talking." Mo Chen's face turned cold. It's fine for him to be scolded, but to scold senior brother?

"Has the doctor not come yet?" Mo Chen held Ye Zhen's hand and squeezed it lightly, "Why so slow?"

The little nurse was frightened by Mo Chen's aura, and she didn't dare to speak anymore. For some reason, she could see the murderous look in this handsome guy's eyes!

"The horse... will be here soon," the little nurse's eyes lit up, seeing the doctor as if she saw a savior, "Director, Ye Zhen didn't commit suicide, this time she simply ate her stomach."

The director's complexion didn't get any better. He had seen many people who wanted to die, but none of them was like Ye Zhen. No matter how hard he tried, he could be rescued in the end.

It's like you can't die.

However, he didn't think there was anything wrong with Ye Zhen's physique. He even felt that it was only because Ye Zhen subconsciously wanted to live that she couldn't die.

Since there is such a strong desire to survive, why does a good young man have to toss himself.

Moreover, the psychiatrist also said that Ye Zhen's spirit is fine...

"Nonsense." The director inspected Ye Zhen's body, his face became even more ugly, "Your stomach is bleeding, what is the difference between this and suicide!"

bleeding?Mo Chen's face was pale, would he bleed after eating such spicy and spicy food?

"The family members go out first," the director looked at Mo Chen coldly, "Ye Zhen needs further inspection."

Mo Chen really wanted to stay by Ye Zhen's side, but he also knew that doctors in this world were not allowed to be watched.

The method of using threats will not work either.

Finally, an operation was performed. After the operation, Ye Zhen, who thought he would never have to go back to the hospital, stared blankly at the snow-white wall in front of him. Why did he suddenly have this idea?It seemed that after meeting Mo Chen, he no longer wanted to die.

It’s weird.

Sensing his senior brother's attached eyes, Mo Chen's heart was as sweet as honey.

In reality, the seniors have never shown such emotions, and the seniors have always had the attitude of "it's the same with you or without you".

This time, it was the first time that Mo Chen felt that he was needed.

This is the brother's dream, perhaps, the brother cares about him more than he imagined.

"Senior brother..." Mo Chen couldn't help but get closer, so many days had passed in the dream, and he had never made out with his senior brother, he was too thirsty.

He was so thirsty that he wanted to throw his brother down.

"I'm a little hungry." Ye Zhen didn't notice Mo Chen's emotions, but touched his stomach and muttered, "I want to eat, meat."

Forcibly suppressing the desire, Mo Chen took a deep breath and persuaded, "You can't eat meat yet, brother, please bear with it for now, okay?"

In fact, in the dream, whatever you eat has no effect on reality, but the brother in the dream will definitely suffer.

Mo Chen didn't want to make his senior brother uncomfortable.

"alright, that's fine."

Ye Zhen turned over, unwilling to look at Mo Chen anymore.Even the back is full of anger.

Mo Chen was about to be spoiled by the cuteness of such a senior brother, the senior brother in front of him seemed to have turned into a small one, making him want to hold him in his arms and love him dearly.

But Ye Zhen didn't get angry for a long time, because he suddenly found that there was no movement in the room, so he turned around quickly, fearing that Mo Chen would leave suddenly.

But seeing the man leaning against the bed, holding his chin and looking at him with a smile in his eyes, Ye Zhen's face suddenly turned red.

"You, why do you like me all of a sudden?" Ye Zhen held back for a while, and finally asked the question she wanted to ask during this time.

How could a person like him be liked by such a gentle person?

"I don't like it," Mo Chen shook his head, "Brother, I love you, if you have to ask me why, I don't know how to answer, anyway, I just want you."

Such a casual answer came out of Mo Chen's mouth, but it seemed very serious.

Ye Zhen's heart was pounding, and he hadn't known him for long, how could he feel his heart beating?

Is it because Mo Chen is too handsome and gentle?

"I, I don't deserve it," Ye Zhen shook her head, "I don't deserve to be liked by you."

Mo Chen's nose soured, "Brother, it's not like this. If I have to say it, I don't deserve it. You are such a good person and deserve better, but I am not willing to let go."

"You, don't cry." Ye Zhen was stunned, all right, why did Mo Chen cry?

"Brother, you are really good," Mo Chen said with a sob, "I am sorry for you."

Ye Zhen looked at Mo Chen with complicated emotions, wondering why he took the blame on himself, it was really strange, how could someone treat him so well?

"It's not like that," Ye Zhen shook her head, "I still have someone in my heart, and I can't seem to forget it."

Vaguely, Ye Zhen always felt that he had forgotten something, as if there was an important person whom he forcibly forgot.

"It's okay," Mo Chen sniffled and smiled, "Brother, I don't care, as long as you have me in your heart, I can accept it."

"Why are you so stupid?" Ye Zhen showed a sad face, reluctantly twitching the corners of her mouth, "You will regret it."

"I don't regret it." Mo Chen shook his head and touched the corner of Ye Zhen's mouth, "Brother, if you don't want to laugh, don't laugh. In front of me, you don't need to do anything you don't want to do."

Mo Chen forcibly entered his life like this, and when he was finally able to leave the hospital, Ye Zhen found that Mo Chen followed him all the way home. Although he was reluctant, Ye Zhen still said, "It's been so many days, you still go home Take a look, you can see me anytime you want."

"I don't have a home here," Mo Chen smiled flatteringly, "Brother, can you take me in?"

"Then, your work..." Ye Zhen asked hesitantly, "Even if you are on vacation, it should be over."

"I don't have a job either," Moji said aggrievedly, "Brother, I'll do the laundry, cooking and housework for you, please take me in."

Ye Zhen always felt a little reckless to treat such a handsome guy as a housekeeper. He didn't think that Mo Chen had no home or job. When we met for the first time, the strange clothes this man was wearing looked like they were custom-made , must be very expensive.

Mo Chen might just want to accompany him.

Ye Zhen looked at her slightly fleshy arm and lowered her eyes, "Well then, I can still afford you."

Mo Chen stayed like this.

This kind of life is peaceful and comfortable, but Ye Zhen always feels that something is wrong. Mo Chen's long hair became short one day, but he didn't know when Mo Chen cut it, as if it was out of thin air. disappeared like that.

It doesn't seem right, it doesn't seem right anywhere.

Ink dust should not be like this.

Ye Zhen shook her head, trying to get rid of that weird thought, but the sense of disobedience lingered in her heart, and she was reluctant to let go.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Mo Chen has been with his brother in the dream for about half a year, and now he feels that it doesn't matter if he doesn't go back. Anyway, it's a year in the dream, and it may be just one night outside the dream.

But here, the seniors are very clingy, and there is no group of chattering juniors and sisters from Qianjue Palace.

Even when the dream was about to shatter, Mo Chen kindly "glued" it together.

It may be possible to wait for the first half of the year.

"I just feel that everything here is unreal," Ye Zhen stared blankly at Mo Chen, "Shouldn't I be dying? How can I live well? Mo Chen, I'm dreaming now, right? You're just me A person who came out of a dream, otherwise, how could someone treat me so well?"

"No, senior brother, no, I am real." Mo Chen's heart tightened, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I am real, senior brother, I really love you very much."

Nesting in Mo Chen's arms, Ye Zhen's eyes were a little dull, is he real?

Is ink dust real?

But why, everything around me is so illusory?

"Brother!"

Mo Chen looked at Ye Zhen's eyes that were slowly becoming foggy in horror, cursed secretly, and said a formula, and the whole world centered on them slowly collapsed.

Ye Zhen thought to herself, all of this is indeed a lie...

-

"Brother, wake up!" As soon as Mo Chen opened his eyes, he quickly looked at the senior brother beside him, and found that the senior brother's eyes were closed tightly, his face was in pain, and his expression was even more uncomfortable than before.

It was that dream!

"Damn it!" Mo Chen thought that after the world in his dream was destroyed, he and his senior brother would be able to come out, but he didn't expect that his senior brother would be affected too deeply...

All I can do now is to re-enter the dream and pull my senior brother out!

It was the first time that Mo Chen regretted so much, regretting that he prolonged the dream for a momentary desire.

If the dream was allowed to shatter naturally, the senior brother might have returned long ago.

However, the premise of this is that he does not change his dream.

If he didn't change it, it would be to let him watch his brother's pain with cold eyes.

No!

Mo Chen thought for a while, and suddenly, a red thread slowly appeared in front of his eyes, and the other end of the thread was wrapped around Ye Zhen's wrist...

Mo Chen bit the blood from his fingertips, making the red thread even redder. After a slight burst of light, the red thread disappeared in front of his eyes again.

Use blood as a medium to force cause and effect.

He can't change the past, but, at least in his dream, he will protect his brother.

All of this, he must get rid of the demons of his senior brother!

Chapter 270 Mo Chen: Call Brother Chen.Ye Zhen: Chen... Brother Chen.Ye Zhen's inner demon, completely

Ye Zhen, an 18-year-old who graduated from high school, curled up on a small bed. Since his parents passed away in a car accident, apart from leaving him a large inheritance, it was a huge house.

Only his house.

When his sexuality was exposed in the second year of high school, he was immediately isolated. Except for one or two girls who were willing to talk to him, everyone else was like hiding from trash, unwilling to get close to him.

Because there is another reason, the person he likes is senior Shen Zhiwei in the third year of high school.

The man of the school, Ye Zhen's liking, is a stain on Shen Zhiwei to others.

The senior always has a lofty attitude, but occasionally he will give him a smile.

But Ye Zhen fell in love with him hopelessly. Maybe it was because Shen Zhiwei went to see him on behalf of the whole school after his parents died in the first year of high school.

It's clearly just a task of the senior - Shen Zhiwei is the chairman of the student union.

But Ye Zhen felt that the senior came to comfort him specially.

This misunderstanding is an abyss beyond redemption.

The senior should also know what he was thinking, but he didn't react too much. After all, he graduated soon.

All that was brought to Ye Zhen was a desperate high school career.

Fortunately, after the college entrance examination, he will never meet those people who hurt him again.

"Bang bang bang!"

A loud knock on the door came from downstairs, Ye Zhen froze and couldn't help hugging herself even tighter.

He obviously lived alone, why would someone knock on the door?

"Bang bang bang..."

The knock on the door continued, and Ye Zhen's body trembled a little, but he still got out of bed and walked down the stairs. The security of this community should be considered reliable, right?

And, he did too, he's an adult, don't be afraid!

However, Ye Zhen was stunned when he saw the person outside the door in the surveillance system. How could it be a man?

"You, who are you looking for?" Ye Zhen opened the door and looked nervously at the tall man in front of him.

"I'm looking for you," Mo Chen looked at the nervous senior brother, his immature face softened his voice, "Zhen'er, I'm here to find you."

Zhen... Zhen'er?

Ye Zhen's face turned red, why did this man call him that?

However, he is really handsome. If Senior Shen is as noble as elegant ink painting, then the man in front of him is as luxurious and aggressive as he is beautiful.

It was the first time for Ye Zhen to see such a good-looking person in reality, and she couldn't help being stunned.

"Who are you?" Ye Zhen's mind was muddled. When did he know this kind of person?

"I'm Mo Chen." Mo Chen's fingertips moved, but he couldn't control it. He reached out and rubbed Ye Zhen's fluffy hair. "It's your——future husband."

Ye Zhen was completely dumbfounded.

He didn't come back to his senses until the man approached his home majestically and even began to undress.

"I don't know you," Ye Zhen's face turned pale, "If you dare to mess around, I, I will call the police."

Ye Zhen even wondered if some of his relatives found out that he liked men and spent a lot of money to find such a handsome man to seduce him.

"But I know you," Mo Chen said aggrievedly, "I came here for you, Ye Zhen, I was born for you."

Even though he knew that this man was telling lies, Ye Zhen was still bewitched at that moment.

Such a man seems to be so sincere no matter what he says.

In fact, Mo Chen also wanted to proceed step by step, but he really couldn't wait any longer. He should have come to look for senior brother yesterday, but he spent a whole day yesterday, learning about senior brother's past in a dream...

Now, he just loves his senior brother well.

"I don't believe it!" Ye Zhen squeezed the phone tightly, her fingertips turned white, "Get lost, or I will call the police!"

"Everything I said is true." Mo Chen raised his hand and shook it, "Now, you can look at your wrist."

Ye Zhen followed Mo Chen's line of sight, and saw a red thread, one end was tied to his wrist, and the other end was tied to Mo Chen's finger.

Ye Zhen's eyes widened suddenly. He didn't let this man approach him at all. Could it be that he tied it up when he touched his head just now?

Ye Zhen was startled, and wanted to tear off the rope, but unexpectedly, his hand went through the rope, and he couldn't touch it at all!

"Look, there is a red rope between us," Mo Chen looked at with a smile, "Brother, you are mine."

"Senior brother?" Ye Zhen looked at this man who was obviously a few years older than him in surprise. This title always made him feel weird.

"Cough." Mo Chen accidentally called out the title in his heart, his face turned red, "Anyway, I belong to you, we met before, so you are my senior brother."

What does it have to do with the title "senior brother" before?

Ye Zhen was almost dizzy, and asked tentatively, "You are older than me, I, I can't call you by your name, what should I call you?"

"Junior Brother" almost blurted out, Mo Chen settled down, shyly, with an expectant face, whispered, "You can call me Brother Chen."

Ye Zhen always felt that the person in front of him was taking advantage of the opportunity, but he looked older than himself no matter what, so it was normal to be called "Brother", right?

"Chen... Brother Chen."

Ye Zhen blushed half as soon as he called out this title.

Mo Chen gasped, this stimulation was too much, he couldn't stand it at all!

"You, what's wrong with you?" Ye Zhen felt that Mo Chen's expression was weird, as if he was constipated.

"It's nothing." Mo Chen pinched his thigh fiercely, so as not to let himself hug the immature boy in front of him on the spot.

His senior brother is so kind, even if he doesn't know himself in the dream, he still trusts him unconditionally.

Mo Chen immediately stopped.

Ye Zhen also found it strange that he believed Mo Chen without any reason.

Perhaps, this is his delusion, in despair, he is delusion that there is a god to save him.

Even if the person in front of him is a dream, he still wants to indulge in it.

He wants to be drunk.

-

Mo Chen thought for a long time before he realized that the way to get his brother out of the dream was to let him untie his knots and face everything he had suffered.

But how easy is it?

Senior brother's dream within a dream is a gray patch, if senior brother's eyes are stained with this color again, he will sink even deeper. If he has been stuck in the dream and can't get out, Mo Chen can't even imagine that senior brother will become what kind.

"Zhen'er," Mo Chen touched Ye Zhen's temples, "When shall we go for a walk?"

It's been a month, and the brother has been staying at home all the time. Even if he eats, he still orders takeaway, and he is not allowed to do anything at all.

Mo Chen loved him, so he followed him.

It's just that if I don't go out again, I don't know when this dream will be forced.

"I don't want to go out." Ye Zhen smiled flatteringly at Mo Chen, "We'll just stay at home, just the two of us, okay?"

Ye Zhen is sure that Mo Chen is just a person he imagined, a lover who satisfies all his dirty fantasies.

He was afraid, afraid of Mo Chen appearing in the sun, afraid of being seen by others, afraid of being told by others that he was the only one by his side from beginning to end.

There is no Mochen, nor his lover.

He would rather rot in this house, with his lover.

Mo Chen didn't know what Ye Zhen was thinking at all, but seeing his senior resist so much, he felt a little worried.

"Then let's ask your friends to come and play, shall we?"

Ye Zhen froze, why, why did Mo Chen push him out again and again?

Although he has no friends.

"I don't want it!" Ye Zhen suddenly pinched Mo Chen's arm, with a sharp tone, "Are you leaving me? Do you not want me anymore? Why do you have to push me away, why?!"

Mo Chen didn't expect that he just made a suggestion, and the senior brother would react like this.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Mo Chen hugged Ye Zhen tightly, patted his back, kissed his ear, and then said softly, "That's not what I mean, I'm just afraid that you will be lonely .”

"I only want you." Ye Zhen's voice was full of attachment, "As long as you are, that's enough."

These words were like a knife piercing into Mo Chen's heart. He couldn't imagine what the senior brother had experienced in the days without him.

How did such a sensitive and suspicious person grow up to be indifferent to everything?

"I will never leave," Mo Chen said with a light smile, "I told you, I was born for you."

The ghosts are like a miasma, and the eyes become fascinated.

Ye Zhen thought, even if it was fake, it was worth it.

Mo Chen touched Ye Zhen's temples, feeling a little worried, his senior brother is so immature, when will he be able to eat meat.

Moreover, it seems that the senior brother still doesn't believe him, he doesn't believe him, but he is still attached to him.

Mo Chen looked at the red line on his finger and curled the corner of his mouth, no matter what, with his protection on the left and right, let him take the senior brother to change this dream together.

Even if I stay here with my senior brother for the rest of my life, why not?

However, Mo Chen failed to fulfill his wish.

On the 20th birthday of the senior brother, the world collapsed.

"Brother!" Mo Chen grabbed Ye Zhen's arm in horror, "You, don't be afraid, I..."

"I seem to remember something." Ye Zhen stared blankly at Mo Chen, and suddenly hugged him tightly, "Don't leave me behind."

"Brother," Mo Chen calmed down, "I won't abandon you."

-

When I woke up this time, I was in a strange place.

Mo Chen turned his head quickly and saw the senior brother who was sleeping next to him at a glance. Fortunately, the senior brother seemed to be waking up soon.

"What are you doing!"

Ye Qingmeng's voice came from the top of his head, Mo Chen looked at his black lines, Zhang Er couldn't figure it out, how could he appear?

Seeing his expression, Ye Qingmeng became angry, "You have been trapped in the illusion for three whole months, if I hadn't tried my best to ask Mozun for a favor, you would have died trapped in the dream!"