Your Majesty, You Can't

Chapter 188 - Can't Kiss

Su Nuo gradually leaned down, his breath was intertwined with the hot and humid nostrils of his servants, making him involuntarily blush.

As if realizing that he was shrouded in a shadow, He Lanzhi couldn't help but frowned, and subconsciously pressed his thin lips into a line, as if he was guarding against something.

"Master Helan..." Su Nuo propped his hands on the edge of the bed, and whispered softly to the beautiful Prime Minister with black hair hanging on the bed, "Please forgive me for transgressing the rules..."

As expected, Master He Lan, who was in a deep sleep, did not give him any response.

Su Nuo closed his eyes and trembling lips slowly approached He Lanzhi, but found that when the tips of their noses touched each other, he could no longer kiss him.

"Why is this..."

Su Nuo opened his eyes in pain and looked at He Lanzhi, his eyes were covered with scarlet bloodshot eyes, and fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, no matter how hard he clenched his teeth, he couldn't bend down and kiss He Lanzhi. Lan Zhi couldn't control the trembling of her lips.

Lord Helan, with warm brows and eyes, slept soundly, and he didn't make any resistance, let alone a solemn murderous look that would make him tremble, but Su Nuo just couldn't continue to kiss.

The reason why he couldn't go on kissing was very simple, because his heart was telling him that he must never do this to Mrs. Helan.

Su Nuo propped himself up lowly, leaned against the edge of the bed and sat silently on the ground, stroking the jade box of ointment sent by the emperor with his calloused fingers, the expression in his dark eyes was full of sadness with bitterness.

He can't do this, because he has never expressed his heart, he is not qualified.

I am just a small guard, and I will never be able to express my love to Lord Helan as generously as the emperor.Moreover, he and Lord Helan are both men, and the identities between the two are too disparate, not to mention that there is such a kindness that is heavier than a mountain, blocking this emotion, all these are the reasons why he cannot express his heart.

Master He Lan meant too much to him.

If he hadn't met Master He Lan, he would always be a thug in a casino.In his whole life, he would never know these seniors who treated him like relatives, and it was impossible for his elder sister to live as happily as she is now, coming out of the casino, marrying a wife and giving birth to a son.

I don't know when, that man who used to be cold and gloomy turned into such a gentle and jade-like appearance now.Even if he wanted to poison him, he didn't care about anything, but let someone revive himself who committed suicide by taking poison, and tolerated himself with a broad mind.

It was Master He Lan who gave him a second life.

So he was afraid to confide his heart to Lord Helan, once he was rejected, he would no longer be able to stay by Lord Helan's side.

To experience the despair of losing Lord Helan once on the battlefield was enough to break his heart.

He grew up in the casino and watched countless games, so he knew that he was destined to be a loser as early as the beginning of this game.

From the moment he didn't have the courage to speak his mind, he had already suffered a crushing defeat.

It is impossible for a coward to win a gamble.

As soon as he learned that Master He Lan had returned, he rushed out of the training ground.No one knew how much he missed Master He Lan, and no one knew how much he wanted to see Master He Lan.

He once swore to God that as long as he sees Lord Helan again, even if it means sacrificing his own life...

However, when he rushed to the courtyard in ecstasy, he saw the pair of monarchs and ministers embracing each other standing among the flying dead leaves.

He watched with his own eyes that his favorite Lord Helan accepted the young emperor. As a loser, he had no choice but to leave alone, his mouth so bitter that he couldn't even say "You're back".

He cared about eating the emperor's jealousy, but the emperor never put him in his eyes.This emperor named Zhao Yin has always been so confident and proud. Countless chips piled up such an invincible man.The only one who is worthy of Lord Helan is the present-day sage.

In a game without any suspense, he, Su Nuo, lost too completely.

Although countless thoughts of imprisoning Master Helan flashed through his mind, he never dared to do so.

Because he was a coward, he was afraid of seeing Master He Lan's disgusting eyes.

Because he is a coward, he is afraid that Lord Helan will hurt himself because of this.

Because he is a coward...

So he could only fulfill his duties as a personal guard, guarding Lord Helan's bedside.

Su Nuo turned to look at the sleeping He Lanzhi, tried his best to ignore the stabbing pain in his chest, and personally applied the imperial ointment to the prime minister who was covered with hickey marks.

"I'm sorry, this subordinate is a coward." Su Nuo smiled wryly, his mouth full of saltiness, "But this coward can risk his life for you anytime and anywhere, as long as you don't suffer any harm.

"So please don't abandon him.

"You are really the only subordinate."