Reborn Cheng can't bear it

Chapter 183

But Qi Bo is not a worry-free person, he came to the palace to find Concubine Lian, now that he is here, if he can't see Concubine Lian, then why did he come?

So that night, he took advantage of the shift change and walked around the gate of Qinghe Palace.

He actually wanted to guard the Qinghe Palace specifically, but the guards in the harem took turns, and no one had to watch over there. His hope was quickly wiped out.

The only thing he can do now is to sneak around outside, but he can't get in.

Ever since Concubine Lian saw Qi Bai, she began to feel restless.

She actually expected Qi Bai to suddenly appear in front of her, but she was afraid of being discovered.To put it bluntly, this is what it looks like to do bad things. I am worried that I will be found out for doing bad things, so I appear very anxious.

It was getting late, and Concubine Lian was pregnant again, thinking that Qi Bai would not come, but the tiles on the roof moved, and a black shadow jumped in.

She didn't panic, because it was within her expectation.

"Lian'er, I finally see you again."

"It's really you." Shen Qinglian hugged Qi Bai and sighed, "Do you know how scared I was when I saw you today? Why are you so bold? You know that this place is dangerous, but you still came here."

"Yeah. I know it's dangerous here, but I'm still here." Qi Bai hugged Shen Qinglian tightly, "Lian'er, I know you're doing it for my own good, and I know you want me to be safe. But in my It seems that rather than living in such a sneaky way, I would rather be in a dangerous situation, and I will be with you."

"You are so kind, you are the best person I have ever met...better than my parents to me."

"I will also be good to you in the future, to you and the child."

As soon as she heard the word "future", Shen Qinglian panicked.

She lost her mind just now, and now after hearing these two words, her mind quickly came back, telling her that what she did now was wrong.

She quickly pushed Zeppel away.

"No, we have no future."

"Why is there no future?"

"I am His Majesty's concubine, I am His Majesty's woman."

"But His Majesty doesn't love you, His Majesty doesn't like you, why do you continue to insist?"

"This is what I must do. I have no choice but to persist. Do you think that I am in the palace now is my business? You are wrong, this is our family's business. If I do something wrong , not only me, my family will also be implicated. Do you think I want this? If possible, you know that I don’t care what I think, and I will go with you, wherever I want, as long as I can leave the palace, as long as It's good to be with you."

"But, as long as you want, I can take you wherever you want, and I can take you out of the palace."

Shen Qinglian shook her head: "You think too much. Have you ever thought about what will happen to my family if I leave the palace? I have worries, do you understand?"

"Then you don't want to be with me? You know that Feng Linyu doesn't like you..."

"Don't be like this, don't be so loud, I beg you." Concubine Lian covered Qi Bai's mouth, "Don't be like this, okay? I really can't leave the palace. Although I like you, there is absolutely no way I can leave Here. I beg you, I beg you, don't push me, please?"

"Okay, I won't force you, don't be afraid, you are pregnant now, you are pregnant, you can't be emotional, you know?"

"Ok, I know."

In Qi Bai's arms, Shen Qinglian's mood was complicated.

She knew what she was going to do next, and she knew that the child in her stomach would soon be lost.

Although she was very reluctant to give up her and Qi Bai's child, she also knew that this child must not be kept.

This child does not belong to Feng Linyu, if he stays here, he will definitely be discovered in the future.

If she let the child drop now, she could still use this to frame Ye Haocheng, and let Ye Haocheng's child, and even Ye Haocheng himself accompany her child to leave this world.Since this child is destined not to be born, and destined not to exist in this world, let this child do one last thing for her as a mother.

She is full of guilt now, but she can't tell Qi Bai about it.

She was worried that if Qi Bai knew about this, she didn't know how crazy she would be. She could only know what happened and then let Qi Bai know about it.

It's a pity, but it's impossible.

"What are you thinking? I think you seem to have something on your mind?"

"Yeah, now that you're here, I'm worried that if someone finds out, what should I do?"

"Don't worry, I'll be leaving tomorrow morning."

In fact, compared to these, Qi Bai was more worried about Shen Qinglian's situation.

He was probably the only person other than Feng Linyu who knew that Shen Qinglian and Feng Linyu had no relationship, even Shen Qinglian herself didn't know this.

So he was worried that Feng Linyu would dispose of Shen Qinglian at some point...

After all, no man can be generous enough to help another man raise a child, and that child was born with that man and his daughter.

It is impossible for an ordinary man to be so relieved, let alone Feng Linyu is still the king of a country, let alone Feng Linyu is still His Majesty.

As the emperor, how could he wear this green hat?

Sighing, he hugged Shen Qinglian and fell asleep, in fact, Qi Bai didn't close his eyes until Shen Qinglian fell asleep.

He kept thinking about it, couldn't sleep, and didn't know what to do.

Early in the morning, before dawn, Qi Bai left.

Qi Bai's movement of leaving was very light, so light that Shen Qinglian didn't even notice it, and so light that Shen Qinglian even suspected that seeing Qi Bai last night might be just a dream, not real at all, maybe Qi Bai didn't enter the palace at all. .

If possible, she really would rather that Qi Bo didn't enter the palace, she really would rather that Qi Bo was outside all the time, otherwise she didn't know what to do, because her current situation was too embarrassing.

Early in the morning, Mrs. Shen arrived.

"I see that you look good today, is the nausea still serious?"

"It's better."

"Better? Then... are you ready to lose this child?"

"Now? Isn't it going to be a while?"

Mrs. Shen shook her head: "It's impossible, they will go to war in a while."

"Isn't that just right? Your Majesty is away from the expedition, and there is only Concubine Lin in the palace. Wouldn't it be more convenient for us to frame Ye Haocheng? If His Majesty is in the palace, He will still speak for Ye Haocheng, but if His Majesty is not in the palace, then we think Anything can be done, isn’t it the truth?”

"Yes, I thought so too. But there is a piece of news that you may not know yet. This is what your father said, and he just found out about it not long ago."

"what news?"

"Ye Haocheng will accompany His Majesty on the expedition."

"What? You said Ye Haosheng would go too?"

"Yes, he will go." Mrs. Shen's tone was very heavy, "So now I have to hurry up, there is no other way."

"Why did he go?"

"The one who is going to fight this time is Beiyan. Ye Haosheng is from Beiyan. He has a certain understanding of Beiyan. Let him go and hear that he is a military adviser. Apart from him, no one is suitable for this position."

"But he's from Beiyan, let him go now, then I'm not afraid that he will..."

"As long as His Majesty trusts him, who would dare to say no?"

"Your Majesty trusts him..." Shen Qinglian smiled wryly, "Yes, Your Majesty does trust him. Even if Your Majesty doesn't trust everyone in the world, he will definitely not distrust him."

"Then this matter is settled like this. If you think of a way, you must let Ye Haosheng lose this child. If this child is gone, even if the adult is fine by then, his body must be very weak, and I'm afraid he won't be able to do it again. The battlefield. This is the best situation. After all, if he goes to the battlefield, the relationship between the two of them will definitely become better and better if he goes to the battlefield for a long time. You may think it is a bit exaggerated to say a word, But even if this child is lost now, if he goes to the battlefield with him, then maybe when he comes back, he will have a new child in his stomach immediately, do you want that?"

"No, I will never let that happen."

"That's good. Are you sure you can do it? Are you sure you can make his child..."

"Mom, don't worry, I can do it."

"That's good, you find a good time, and don't make any mistakes."

"When are they going to march?"

"Less than a month, probably only ten days."

"So fast."

"What, is there a problem?"

Shen Qinglian pursed her lips and nodded resolutely: "I can do it, no problem."

"That's good." Shen's mother patted Shen Qinglian's hand, "Don't worry, although this child is gone, you will have other children in the future, and there will be your and His Majesty's children, that is your true love." Your child. Mother understands that you must feel very complicated if you are told not to have this child now. I am also a mother, and of course I know the pain of abandoning a child. Although this child has only existed in your body for a month, but After all, he is also a piece of meat in your body. You can't give up this piece of meat so easily. It's normal. But you have to know that keeping this child will only make you miserable The future life is frightening, understand?"

"Yes, I know."

Mrs. Shen paused and said: "By the way, after Qi Bai came to see you that day, do you know where he went?"

Shen Qinglian pretended not to understand anything: "He just left, he left the palace."

"Really? Are you sure?"

"Mom, what happened? Why do you ask this question?"

"To be honest, your father wanted to find him, but he disappeared."

"Missing? What do you mean by missing?"

"I just couldn't find it, and his family members don't know where they are. I'm afraid they were placed outside by him."