Reborn Cheng can't bear it

Chapter 239 Confession 1 Everything

Shen Qinglian has been in a low mood recently.

Or it can be said to be very low.

She felt that Qi Bai's attitude towards her had changed, became different, and could even be said to be completely different from before.

In the past, Qi Bai talked softly to her and came to accompany her every night, but now Qi Bai sometimes does not come, or he only comes occasionally.

Shen Qinglian asked him what was going on, but Li You was very serious, he said that it was because he had to stand guard at night, and he used to stand guard during the day, so he only had time to come at night, but now that the time was changed, he naturally I don't have time to come here often.

Shen Qinglian felt that these were all excuses, she felt that Qi Bai had something to hide from her, maybe she didn't know what she was doing outside, or felt that her relationship with her had faded, she didn't like her, and she was bored.

Excuses can be found anywhere, and she can't find them casually.

It is impossible for her to go out for a stroll at night, so how could she go to find Qi Bo specifically to see if he is on guard at night?This is simply not realistic.

It would be nice if she had a court lady she could trust, but Hongying... how dare she trust Hongying?

If Hongying knew about this matter, it would be equivalent to letting her parents know about it.

That night Qi Bai came, and Shen Qinglian planned to ask him what he meant.

"You're finally here." Shen Qinglian said lightly, "Do you know that you haven't come to see me for five days?"

Zeppel sat down wearily.

"I know. I have been on guard at night for five days, so I don't have time to see you."

"Are you sure you really went to stand guard?"

Qi Bai frowned: "Otherwise what do you think?"

"I thought you were tired of me, did I think you were avoiding me?"

"You think too much."

"Am I thinking too much? Or do you not want me to speak out what is in your heart at all? Who am I to you? I am your ****, and you don't need to be responsible for me at all. The relationship between the two of us was very good before. , that's because we haven't known each other for a long time. Now that we've been together for a long time and get along for a long time, you think it's boring, don't you? Qi Bo, let me tell you, I'm yours, and you don't want to Want to throw me off!"

"Are you my man?" Qi Bai sneered, "I think you are wrong? Are you my man or His Majesty's man?"

"you……"

"You are Concubine Lian, you are His Majesty's concubine, you belong to the emperor, now you say you belong to me, don't you find it ridiculous?"

"So you still mind about it?"

"Yes, I do mind. As a man, I want to have a beloved woman, and I want to be with her steadily. I can tell you this, if I find a girl who is willing to marry me, we both Personally, I would be happier than I am now. But I gave up a lot for you, for you, I even gave up my family. Do you know how long I haven’t seen my family? I’m still in Daddy On the list to be killed, my family is the same. Every day I worry about whether my family will be found by your father, and I also worry about whether my affairs with you will be discovered by others. You only think that I may be in Lie to you, can you think about me? Can you think about what kind of life I live every day? Can you imagine how much pressure I bear every day?"

Shen Qinglian didn't speak.

In fact, Qi Bai didn't lie to her, Qi Bai is indeed very busy recently, he is busy making money, so he stands guard day and night, just want to make more money so that he can leave the palace.

He admitted that after he knew what Shen Qinglian had done before, he was indeed very angry.But this kind of anger didn't last for a while, because he found that he really loved Shen Qinglian too much, and he felt that he couldn't let her go, so he started planning.

Shen Qinglian said before that she didn't want to go with him because he couldn't give her a stable life, so if he made a lot of money, if he could give her a stable life, he could take her away?

If you say you don't want to be hunted down, it's actually very simple.

They were hunted down in the South Vietnam Congress, but wouldn't it be good to leave South Vietnam?They can go to Dongji country, they can go to Beiyan country, there are so many places they can go, it is not difficult for them to go far away.

After all, this majesty doesn't like her either, so he thought that since she was a woman he didn't like, Feng Linyu would definitely not waste time looking for her.

Probably in Feng Linyu's eyes, these women walked one by one, but he felt relaxed.

So in fact, what they have to worry about is only Shen Qinglian's father, as long as they can't be found by Shen Qinglian's father, their situation is actually safe.

But Shen Qinglian never thought so. Shen Qinglian said that she was timid, but if she was timid, she would not have done that kind of thing in the first place.

She is actually very courageous, it just depends on whether she is willing or not.

But now whether he wants to or not, making money is very important to him.

If you can't make enough money, you basically can't do anything.

With money, he has confidence, no matter whether his plan can be realized or not.This is at least an opportunity for him.

But when he was fighting for the future of the two of them, Shen Qinglian actually found trouble for him here.

"Lian'er, you have to believe that my feelings for you are always there. If I don't have feelings for you anymore, why should I stay in the palace? What I told you before is not only for the present, but also for the future, and even for the rest of my life." , I will keep my promise, I will treat you well, as long as you don't take the initiative to let me go, I will be with you forever."

"Then what are you doing now? Why are you so secretive every day, and you don't even have time to see me?"

"What do you think I'm doing? Of course I'm thinking about our future."

"Our future."

"Yeah, although you are in the palace now, you still have a lot of things to spend money on. You can only help you if you have a good relationship with everyone and are very familiar with the maids and eunuchs around you. Otherwise, you think Who would be willing to do things for you unconditionally? You think that you are in the palace now, as if you have everything and don’t need anything. But you are wrong, it is because you are in the palace that you need those things more than others .”

"But you don't need to worry about these, my father will give it to me."

"Far water can't quench your near thirst. If you are in a hurry, do you still have to wait for your father and me to send money to the palace? You can't use anything the emperor bestows on you, unless it is silver. But has the emperor ever rewarded you with silver?" ? You don’t get all those statutes every month, and you can’t easily transfer other things to those court ladies and eunuchs, and you can’t let them change them. To put it bluntly, they are like waste. You earn some more money, what should you do when you really need it?"

Hearing what Qi Bai said, Shen Qinglian was very moved, very moved.

In addition to being moved, there is also guilt.

Because she felt that she had wrongly blamed Qi Bai, and she felt that it was her villain's heart that judged the gentleman's belly.

Originally, Qi Bo was thinking of her all, but now she has doubts and complaints about Qi Bo because he didn't come to see her often. If it were her, she would be angry too.

"Sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have misunderstood you, it was my fault." Shen Qinglian said guiltily, "Can you forgive me?"

Qi Bai sighed, turned around and hugged Shen Qinglian.

"Lian'er, I hope you can know that my heart for you is always the same as before, I love you very much. I am willing to do anything for you, and no matter what you do, I will not blame you." Qi Burton paused, "Actually, I know everything about that time."

"Know? What do you know?"

"I know you didn't want a child on purpose back then. I know you were using that child as a bargaining chip. You wanted to use that child to frame Ye Haosheng, but failed."

Shen Qinglian's expression changed immediately, she quickly pushed Qi Bai away, and looked at him warily.

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Am I talking nonsense, you know it in your heart. But even if I know the truth, I still choose to understand you. I can understand that no matter what you are doing, it is actually a means of survival in the harem. I can understand that if you don't If you do this, you may not be able to stay in the harem at all, so I won't blame you, and I won't blame you...Although I was a little concerned at first, but after all, your identity is here..."

"Who told you all this?"

It's good that Qi Bai doesn't mind this matter, but she wants to know who told Qi Bai this matter more than Qi Bai doesn't mind.

"Someone said that in private."

"Privately?"

"Don't care who the person is talking about..."

"How could I not care about it?" Shen Qinglian said anxiously, "Have you ever thought that if these people spread these words to the ears of His Majesty, Toffee or Empress, I will be in trouble?"

"I think Concubine Lin should already know about this. As for Your Majesty and Queen...they haven't come back yet."

"But they will come back sooner or later." Shen Qinglian took Qi Bai's hand and said, "You must tell me who spread the news, this is very important to me."

Qi Bai was a little hesitant, he didn't want to say it out, after all, he was his buddy, and the other one was a maid here...

But after thinking about it, he felt that Shen Qinglian's worry was indeed necessary, so although he struggled for a while, he still told the person who told him about those things.

Shen Qinglian silently wrote it down in her heart.

"Qi Bo, I admit that I did it on purpose at the time... I didn't dare to tell you later, I was afraid that you would be angry after I said it, and I was worried that you would leave me." Shen Qinglian hugged Qi Bai again, "I know you like that child very much, and you are looking forward to the birth of that child. But I didn't give that child a chance to see the world after birth. You must really hate me?"

Qi Bai sighed: "At that time, there was some resentment, but now I can understand you. I just hope that you can take good care of your own body, after all, this kind of thing is too dangerous. Have you ever thought that if it is really bad, What should I do if you have something wrong with you? Leaving aside your ambition, what else can you do if you have lost your life?"