Chapter 266 I will accompany you even if you die.
Chapter 266 I will accompany you even if you die.
Jin Rui hugged He Dazhuang, and sat like this all night.
When He Dazhuang woke up the next day, it was Jin Rui's haggard face.
He Dazhuang was stunned for a long time, wondering if he was dreaming, and closed his eyes again, wondering why this dream was a little different from the usual one?
There was a soft touch in his eyes, and He Dazhuang froze instantly. This was not a dream.
In an instant, all perception seemed to return to where it should be. He Dazhuang clearly felt that he was now in Jin Rui's arms and held by him.
So how long has Jin Rui been here?
He remembered that when he passed out, all he saw were Butler Jin and little Nuonuo.
correct!Little Nono!
He Dazhuang suddenly opened his eyes, pushed Jin Rui away and wanted to run.
Jin Rui hugged him tightly, his eyes were red, and he asked hoarsely, "Where are you going?"
He Dazhuang was taken aback by Jin Rui's appearance. Before, Jin Rui had red eyes and grabbed him and asked him where he was going.But at that time, Jin Rui was furious, like a wild beast, he would pounce on you and bite your neck off anytime and anywhere, making you uncontrollably afraid.
But now he asked him where he was going with the same red eyes, but there was only grievance left.As if he was afraid of being abandoned by his master, he looked at you aggrieved, afraid that you would throw him away.
He Dazhuang stared at Jin Rui, feeling a little sour all of a sudden.
Yesterday's Jin Rui was much better than today's. Although his face was a bit haggard, he also lost a lot of weight.But it still can't affect his temperament at all, he is still the aloof Young Master Jin.
But now, with bloodshot eyes and a haggard face, the whole person exudes a decadent and sad atmosphere, giving people a feeling that life is hopeless.The hand that was holding himself was like holding the last straw, his eyes were full of despair, but they were full of hope.
He Dazhuang suddenly thought, what made that aloof Young Master Jin become like this?
Is it yourself?
He actually knew the answer in his heart, but He Dazhuang didn't want to admit it.
He has been avoiding Jin Rui's feelings for him.Because he felt from the bottom of his heart that the two of them were impossible, so he avoided Jin Rui's feelings, isolated Jin Rui's kindness to him, and ignored his inner feelings.The reason is that I don't want to have a future with Jin Rui.
He thought that if he died, Jin Rui should give up.
However, when I heard that Jin Rui was going to have a ghost marriage that day, I didn't know how I felt.A little happy, a little crying and laughing, but more, it is also distressed.
He didn't understand why Jin Rui was so obsessed with himself, what was so good about him, that Jin Rui was worth it?
It was the same when he saw Jin Rui yesterday, his heart ached when he saw Jin Rui like that.
After experiencing so many things, his heart has long been very different from before.
This year, because of his heart, he couldn't have too many emotions.So he got used to enduring his emotions, let his feelings become indifferent, well, he didn't care about everything.
However, he seemed to have done it, and his emotions became a lot colder in a year.Now many things seem to be unable to arouse his emotions, so he often thinks of the things he and Jin Rui were together, things that he didn't want to think about before, but now sometimes he is bored and recalls them several times.
And it was these memories that reminded him of many things about Jin Rui's torture to him.
It's not that Jin Rui treated him badly, it's just that he was good. After the things he did, he let himself be wiped out.
Just like if a person greets you every day, you will feel that it should be done.But if one day that person slaps you, you will remember that slap for the rest of your life, and you will not ask why he slapped you, and you will instantly erase all the good things he did to you before.
And he, at the beginning, obliterated all the good things about Jin Rui.
So in this day-to-day life, he recalled Jin Rui's kindness, and gradually confirmed his feelings for him.And as I proved myself, the feelings that could be hidden in my heart also slowly sprouted and grew up.
So when he sees Jin Rui like this now, he has no disgust, no fear, no panic, only a touch of distress.
Seeing the pleading person sitting on the bed looking at him, he stretched out his hand to touch Jin Rui's thin face unconsciously. on his own face.
Looking at him without blinking, he whispered over and over again, "Little Zhuanger..."
He Dazhuang was a little uncomfortable by his yelling over and over again, staring at Jin Rui's face and asked, "How have you been this year?"
Jin Rui grabbed his hand and said like a wronged child with red eyes, "No, not at all. I can't hold you, I can't sleep. I can't see you, I can't eat. I lie I said to myself that you are still alive, you just left angrily, and you will come back after a while. They all said I was crazy, but I know, you will come back. But I still want to come to you several times, but I can’t let go of my promise Nuo. Every day is so uncomfortable, I miss you so much, miss you so much."
He Dazhuang listened to Jin Rui's choked voice, but finally couldn't hold back, and stretched out his hand to hug him gently.
When Jin Rui said he came to him, he didn't know that he came to him because he was still alive.But...how could this person be so stupid.
Jin Rui buried his head on He Dazhuang's stomach all of a sudden, and choked up while holding He Dazhuang's waist.
"Little Zhuang, don't leave me, don't want me. I'm so fast, I can't hold on anymore. Please..."
He Dazhuang blinked his eyes, not wanting to let the tears fall from his eyes.Even if I can accept him, so what, he is in such poor health now, maybe he will die in a few years.
He can't be with him forever.
He never thought about staying with Jin Rui, not even yesterday.
But when he saw Jin Rui just now, he didn't know why, and his heart softened.
After all, he is too, and he can't let go of this person.
He said he didn't love her, but in fact, only he knew it in his heart.
Jin Rui didn't hear He Dazhuang's response, his whole body trembled, and he hugged He Dazhuang even tighter.It seems that if you let go a little bit, this person will disappear.
He Dazhuang lowered his head, looked at the top of Jin Rui's head, and looked at his originally dazzling blond hair, which now became as dull as others.
I stretched out my hand and touched it, but fortunately, it still feels the same as before.
Just... sighed, looked at the wall in front of me and said, "I'm not in good health now, and I won't be able to accompany you for a few years."
Jin Rui looked up at him all of a sudden, and said with tears all over his face, "No, no, I will find the best doctor in the world, and you will be fine."
He Dazhuang looked at the tear stains on Jin Rui's face, and his heart began to ache again, but he gritted his teeth and endured, slowly regulating his emotions.
He had never seen Jin Rui cry before, at most his eyes were red, even if he tried to hold on, he stubbornly refused to let the tears flow out of his eyes.
But now, the man with tears all over his face, why does it make people feel so distressed.
He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face little by little, and said softly, "If it can't be cured."
Jin Rui grabbed his hand, "It doesn't matter if it can't be cured, I will accompany you, wherever you go, I will accompany you. I will accompany you even if you die."
He Dazhuang's hands froze, he looked at Jin Rui and said with a smile, "What about Nuonuo?"
Jin Rui suddenly hugged He Dazhuang's waist like a spoiled child and said, "I don't care, I will accompany you. If you dare to die, I will immediately accompany you. So, if you are reluctant to part with Nuonuo, you must Get well soon, and live a long life with me." He Dazhuang looked at Jin Rui dumbfounded, touched his head and said, "Then I will try my best to live as long as possible."
Jin Rui laughed suddenly, hugged He Dazhuang's waist, looked at him and said, "Little Zhuang, let's go home, shall we?" He Dazhuang froze with a smile, shook his head and said, "No."
Jin Rui panicked all of a sudden, grabbed He Dazhuang's hand and said, "Why not? You still refuse to want me?"
He Dazhuang patted his head soothingly, "It's not that I don't want you, it's just that my parents can't accept you yet, and I don't want them to be sad."
He knows best how much He's father and He's mother dislike Jin Rui.Just ask who would like a person who ruined his family, even if Jin Rui didn't do these things, it still has something to do with him.So to say that Papa He and the others dislike Jin Rui is considered light. If possible, He Dazhuang can guarantee that Papa He would have killed the person in front of him long ago.
Therefore, even if he has Jin Rui in his heart, he will not make Father He and the others sad for Jin Rui.People are selfish, and he is no exception.
When Jin Rui heard that this was the reason, he immediately grabbed He Dazhuang's hand and assured him, "Don't worry, I will make them accept me."
He Dazhuang smiled and hummed, looked at Jin Rui who had become more energetic and said, "Then you go on, I am optimistic about you."
Jin Rui laughed all of a sudden, stood up and hugged He Dazhuang into his arms, pouted and said, "I want to kiss you."
He Dazhuang instantly rolled his eyes, why is this person so cute?
But before he could continue complaining, Jin Rui's kiss pressed forward.
The feeling of reuniting after a long absence made the two of them stunned for a moment. Apart from the overwhelming longing in their hearts, there was also a deep nostalgia.
But even so, the two of them were not unfamiliar at all, they caught each other's tongue skillfully, hooked Yun Jinrui, if he hadn't considered He Dazhuang's poor health now, Jin Rui really wanted to kiss this man forever .
But even if it was a little more intense, He Dazhuang couldn't bear it.
Jin Rui hugged the panting man in his arms, his whole body seemed to have returned to his place, and he came back to life in an instant.
And it feels so good to be alive.
After He Dazhuang calmed down, he pushed Jin Rui, and said with a bit of embarrassment, "I want to see Nuonuo. Jin Rui stretched out his hand to touch his head with a smile, and said softly with eyes full of doting." good. "
He Dazhuang hummed, pulled him, and walked out the door.
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