Cannon fodder beauty master awakens

Chapter 144

leave tomorrow?

Pei Xiangyun gave a slight "click" in his heart: "Are you going back to Yandu?"

Jiang Yi nodded: "When I came to Longxi earlier, the capital of Yan was not at peace. When I go back this time, I think..."

He coughed lightly: "Forget it, I won't tell you this, you stay in Longxi well, don't let me down."

Pei Xiangyun licked his lips and said softly, "Aren't you going to take me back this time?"

"Why take you back?" Jiang Yi glanced at him, "No, it's all things I can handle alone."

There seemed to be something stuck in Pei Xiangyun's throat, which made him uncomfortable.

After a long silence, he said softly: "Understood, then will you come back?"

Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment, but he didn't give him an accurate answer.

These days, he felt more and more that his body was not as good as before, and the symptoms of heart palpitations and headaches became more and more obvious, which obviously gradually matched the symptoms of poisoning that Guan Yangui said.

Is there still a chance to return to Longxi?

Jiang Yi didn't know.

But he could only pretend that nothing happened, and tried to keep Pei Xiangyun in Longxi, so that he could feel at ease when he was cleaning Yandu, and he didn't have to worry about being attacked.

"Perhaps, it's hard to say..." He said slowly, "Why do you ask these questions?"

Pei Xiangyun lowered his eyes, tightly clutching the wooden flute that he finally cut out: "I will miss you."

"Why do you miss me?"

Jiang Yi rolled up his collar, and looked at the brightly lit tent not far behind him: "Aren't you doing well now? They are willing to get close to you, and you don't feel as lonely as before. In the future, if you immediately If you have achieved meritorious service, you can be promoted to an official rank, so your future should be good."

"But I don't want those."

Pei Xiangyun is still stubborn: "I'm not willing to do these things because I want to be promoted to the throne and win fame, but because..."

Just because you want me to.

"Others want it, why don't you want it?"

Jiang Yi narrowed his eyes and showed a sly smile: "Then what do you want? I saw that the Holy Majesty had favored you earlier, and he might marry the princess to you. There is no precedent for letting the general be a consort. you--"

His words stopped suddenly, and he looked at the rebellious student who dared to cover his mouth with some surprise.

"I don't want this either."

Pei Xiangyun gently released the hand covering his lips: "Master clearly knows what I want."

"It's all just admiration when I was young."

Jiang Yi didn't seem to know that what he said was no different from Ling Chi, and slowly said: "When you grow up, you will know that your feelings for me are not liking or love, but because I brought you up, you have never touched me. It’s just a matter of men and women, that’s why I misunderstood my own thoughts.”

When he said this, his voice subtly paused, and became a little softer: "At that time, you will know that it is very good to be promoted to an official position, and it is also good to marry a woman you like. It is really childish to be so persistent."

Pei Xiangyun's breathing became rapid, and his brows and eyes were heavy as if the haze had been suppressed.

He frowned slightly, grabbed Jiang Yi's wrist abruptly, and forced the man to put his palm on his heart: "Then what's going on?"

Jiang Yi raised his eyes without knowing it, and met the gloomy eyes of the wolf cub: "Huh?"

"Every time I see you, my heart beats so fast, it makes my chest feel hot..." His voice was very low, "You tell me now that this is all an illusion of my innocence, right?"

That gaze was so scorching that Jiang Yi didn't dare to look directly at him for the first time, but avoided the wolf cub's stare, and said in a low voice, "It's normal for you to be blind to your own heart, if you are a fan of the authorities."

"Is it normal?"

Pei Xiangyun's hand clasping his wrist trembled slightly, and even his voice was a little more aggrieved: "In two lifetimes, I only kept you in my heart, but now you tell me that it's because I'm ignorant, I'm a child nonsense, is it?"

"You want to get rid of me, you don't want me anymore, right? I can change what I did wrong, but please don't just leave like this, okay?"

The melancholy in Pei Xiangyun's eyes is mixed with panic and fear. It seems that the nightmare left behind by someone in the previous life is chasing after him again, clamoring to drag him into the abyss called "Despair".

Jiang Yi was forced to feel the man's powerful beating heart, bumping into his palm one after another, but it was more like the blood from his wrist extending all the way to his chest and abdomen, which made his heart ache.

"No, you're right."

He sighed softly, but before he could continue speaking, a tear fell on his wrist.

Pei Xiangyun blinked, as if he wanted to hold back his tears, but he couldn't do it at all, tears rolled down from his eyes uncontrollably.

He let go of Jiang Yi's hand, filled with sadness and grievances that seemed to be unable to hold back anymore, and surged up like a dike: "I've already made up my mind, when all the dust settles, I'll go back to Yandu or you come to Longxi. Every day you take me to practice calligraphy, and I will go to the school field with you to race horses. When spring comes, we will go to Xiangzhou to see peach blossoms together. I really waited for many, many years, I..."

I even naively thought that this was the closest I was to those good dreams, so close that I could reach out and touch them.

Jiang Yi stared at him blankly, completely unexpected that Pei Xiangyun would plan the future of the two of them so clearly.

Pei Xiangyun seemed to realize that he was looking ridiculous, so he wiped his face with his cuff indiscriminately: "I'm sorry, I offended Master, and I won't..."

His words stopped suddenly, his eyes widened in disbelief, and his body froze in place.

Jiang Yi gently pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips, and when he raised his eyes, there was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth: "Idiot..."

Pei Xiangyun seemed to be overwhelmed by this kiss, he didn't understand why the previous self was clearly declared "no hope", and the next moment he got such a soft kiss from that person.

Jiang Yi sighed and whispered: "I planned it all, but you really..."

After planning to break off the specious relationship with Pei Xiangyun tonight, he will not know how to be with other men or women in the future, and he has no chance to control it.

There was only one refusal from the left and the right, but in the end, he still couldn't calm down.

How stupid.

I don't know if he is talking about Pei Xiangyun or himself.

It's clear that the two of them have no future in the future, it's clear that they can push Pei Xiangyun out of this enchanted fire pit, it's clear...

It was clear that he had made up his mind to crush Pei Xiangyun's sincerity, but in the end his heart softened.

"Master, I..."

Jiang Yi suppressed the bitterness between his brows and eyes, and when he raised his eyes again, his expression was the same, and he gently wiped the corner of his lower lip with his fingertips.

Pei Xiangyun stopped with his hands in the air, not knowing where to put them. He wanted to go up and hold him in his arms, but he was afraid of offending the teacher. It was really a dilemma.

There was silence between the two of them, and Pei Xiangyun didn't wake up until a piece of white fell on his shoulders: "Master, it's snowing."

After he finished speaking, he subconsciously licked his lips, and gave Jiang Yi a sneaky look as if hinting.

"Well, it's snowing..." Jiang Yi said softly, "I'm going back."

Pei Xiangyun was anxious, but he didn't know what to say to let the teacher explain his actions just now: "Master, is there anything else you want to tell me?"

Jiang Yi looked at him playfully for a while, then said slowly: "When I'm not in Longxi, you have to listen to the general, don't act impulsively, be careful in everything, and if you're not sure, write a letter and send it to Yandu, you know?"

Pei Xiangyun nodded: "I know."

"and also……"

Jiang Yi pressed his knuckles to his lips: "Be careful in handling things, think twice before acting, and don't offend others. No matter how annoying the imperial envoy from Longxi is, you can't lose your temper at him, because it's easy to fall into trouble."

Pei Xiangyun gave a "hmm", and finally stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms, rubbing his lips against his neck: "What else?"

"I forgot to tell you last time, I asked a blacksmith in Yuzhou to make a silver gun..." Jiang Yi let him hold it, "It should be ready in a few days, remember to get it."

The hands around his waist suddenly tightened a little.

Pei Xiangyun took a few deep breaths, and said "um" in a low voice: "What else?"

"Gone."

The two are now very close to each other, breathing intertwinedly with each other, and there is a bit of warmth in the coldness.

Pei Xiangyun raised his eyes to look at him, but met a pair of peach blossom eyes with a smile: "There is only one night left, and it would be a waste of time to chat for a long time."

He noticed that the wolf cub was suffocating, and then he became hotter and hurried: "Master, I don't understand what you mean."

Jiang Yi gave a "tsk" and narrowed his narrow eyes: "What are you pretending to be, don't you want to?"

When these words fell into Pei Xiangyun's ears, it was like a spark burning in his heart.

There was still a bit of rationality in his eagerness, and he only carefully hugged the man all the way back to his sleeping tent.

After the curtain was lowered, the kiss that had been restrained for a long time finally fell on Jiang Yi's lips.

The lights in the tent were dim, Pei Xiangyun raised his eyes to look at the teacher, and only caught a glimpse of the red corner of his eye.

He felt a little thirsty, and it took him a few tries before he could barely make a sound: "Master, is it okay?"

Jiang Yi leaned against the bed, pinching his chin with his hand: "If I say no, can you stop?"

Pei Xiangyun seemed unable to restrain his feelings, but still nodded his head: "Master is not willing, students will not exceed the rules."

"Why do you call me master at a time like this?"

Jiang Yi felt awkward when he heard him yelling like this: "You..."

"Then what am I calling?"

Pei Xiangyun put another kiss on his lips: "Master tells me to shout whatever I want."

Jiang Yi heard him yelling master by master, until the side of his ears went numb: "Be good when you get a bargain."

Pei Xiangyun smiled: "I just want to treat you well, I will listen to everything you say."

The entanglement of their hair reminded Jiang Yi in a trance of Li Taibai's phrase, "The Immortal caresses my head, and my hair will last forever."

Longevity?

How to live long and how to live long?

He pulled his thoughts back, and his heartbeat was a little fast, which made people feel a little more drowned out of thin air.

Jiang Yi raised his hand to stop Pei Xiangyun's movement: "Wait a minute."

Pei Xiangyun's face was clearly full of emotions, but he still responded obediently.

"You have to promise me one thing..." Jiang Yi kept his voice steady, "If you promise, I..."

He deliberately didn't say the second half of the sentence.

Pei Xiangyun nodded slightly.

Jiang Yi stroked his cheek with his fingertips: "I will never allow you to object to what I want you to do in the future, can you do this?"

The wolf cub pressed the back of his hand, and his mind was rare: "But just in case you want to hurt yourself, or..."

"It will never be excessive."

Jiang Yi looked at him quietly, and his tone was a little more persuasive: "After tonight, you will completely belong to me and have the right to be at my disposal. Are you willing?"

"As long as it doesn't hurt you, I'm willing."

Pei Xiangyun pulled the corner of his lower lip, showing a restrained smile: "I will always stand by your side unconditionally."

Jiang Yi narrowed his eyes: "You swear..."

Pei Xiangyun didn't understand why the teacher sneered at his oath a few days ago, but suddenly wanted him to swear tonight.

But just now he promised the teacher that he would obey his orders unconditionally, even though Pei Xiangyun had doubts in his heart, he still raised his hand and swore.

Jiang Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and took the initiative to place a kiss on the lips of his rebel, successfully burning the fire in Pei Xiangyun's heart even more.

"Hurry up..." he said hurriedly, "I...um..."

"Master, I don't have grease here."

Pei Xiangyun's voice was low, his face was flushed, and he said in embarrassment: "You will get hurt, forget it this time, wait for the next time, next time..."

Jiang Yi looked at him fixedly, his voice hoarse: "Really?"

Pei Xiangyun hesitated for a while, then nodded.

"It's okay..." Jiang Yi's voice was as soft as a whisper, mixed with a bit of bewitching meaning, "Come on, don't worry."

"There are relationships……"

Pei Xiangyun caressed his brows and eyes, and there was a bit of guilt in his voice: "In my previous life, I didn't prepare grease. I was a fool at that time, and I hurt you. I'm sorry."

Jiang Yi tilted her head slightly and let him kiss her, but her eyes hidden in the dark were not as passionate as what he said.

On the contrary, clarity and calm accounted for more.

Pei Xiangyun didn't notice his strangeness, and still said in a whisper: "You have to hurry tomorrow, if I treat you like that again, you will be too stupid."

Jiang Yi sighed softly: "You will regret it."

"I will not."

Pei Xiangyun's attitude is quite firm: "If I hurt you, I will regret it."

Jiang Yi glanced at him with a bit of complexity in his eyes: "You will really regret it."

But Pei Xiangyun stubbornly wanted to treat him tenderly, and branded his tiny kisses on people like an enclosure, and then stopped suddenly when the kiss reached his wrist, looking at the red rope with some surprise.

He coughed lightly, and the joy in his heart swelled beyond words: "Has Master always been wearing this safety buckle?"

Jiang Yi gave a low "hmm", but he still couldn't calmly face everything that was about to happen, and covered his eyes with his wrist: "There's so much nonsense."

The night wind suddenly blew past, blowing the curtains, creating a somewhat wavy pattern.

Pei Xiangyun hugged the man in his arms, looked at the teacher's red ears, smiled and kissed the man's scar.

"Last time, I told Master that it was very comfortable, but Master still didn't believe it..." Pei Xiangyun wiped his hands and stroked his ear tips, and felt the person in his arms flinch suddenly, "How does Master feel right now?"

"That's it, there's nothing to be comfortable about."

After Jiang Yi finished speaking, he realized that his voice was hoarse, and turned around angrily: "Sleeping..."

With a smile hidden in Pei Xiangyun's eyes, he said in a low voice: "When I'm ready next time, I will never let Master down. Can Master agree?"

"what ever."

The man's voice was a little muffled, as if he was really sleepy.

Pei Xiangyun sighed contentedly: "Master actually likes me, right?"

He held his breath and concentrated for a while, but only heard Jiang Yi's steady breathing, so he shook his head helplessly, covered the brocade quilt, and got off the bed lightly, preparing to solve the problem that he had been uncomfortable for a long time.

Just as his figure disappeared behind the screen, Jiang Yi slowly opened his eyes in the darkness, and the emotion just now had disappeared.

just acting...

Who can't act, who can't act?

idiot……

After being tricked, he happily helped count the money.

Jiang Yi chuckled mockingly, but felt his eyes sore.

I can't even ask for "I like you", Huan/good is also given, but I still insist on being good to him.

He didn't even want the sex in front of him to seduce him, he would rather feel uncomfortable than hurt him.

Thinking of this, he felt that Pei Xiangyun was stupid and pitiful, and he deserved to be mercilessly used and deceived by him while holding a sincere heart, but a warm tear fell from the corner of his eye.

There is probably no other person in the world who is so stupid but treats his own good wholeheartedly.

After knowing the truth, according to the traitor's temperament, he should hate him.

Then hate him.

It is easier to hate a dead man than to love a dead man.

The author says:

The dog in the previous life: forced to be imprisoned;

Dog in this life: Master QAQ, don’t leave me alone