surname teacher

Chapter 50 Ding

"Oh, so my uncle came to your house to ask you for advice last night, Uncle Liao?"

"That's right, he humbly asked me for advice in my room all night. He went home alone early in the morning. I guess he went to talk to your aunt. Sure enough, neither of them will come back for dinner at night. , I suddenly called in the afternoon and asked me to pick you up from the old house and take you to school tomorrow morning..."

"Then what are they going to do if they don't go home for dinner tonight..."

"Hey, don't ask me too much about this kind of thing, just go upstairs and sleep after playing games..."

At the moment at home, they were sitting together in the living room of Jin Heng's house, talking secretly. Today, Liao Feiyun went to the old house to pick up the young master Changming back to the city for the couple who haven't come home yet, so at this moment Lying on the sofa with this child, playing games and trying to slander an uncle who is not here at the moment.

Jin Changming, who was confused by Liao Feiyun's words, nodded in doubt. After waiting for a few seconds, the clever boy suddenly smiled and said,

"Oh~~ I see haha, the two of them are actually going out on a date, right? My aunt is really amazing, she finally got my uncle out haha..."

"Cut, I don't know who will fix who until the end. Your uncle just looks at it and doesn't say a word. In fact... forget it, why do I talk to you about this... eh, let's talk about you Who is the boy's surname? He has been helping your mysterious male aunt to plot against your uncle all day long, and he has poured you ecstasy soup..."

Liao Feiyun's puzzled murmur made the young master Changming laugh immediately, and after shaking his head and thinking carefully, he smiled sincerely and said,

"That's not true. I'll only go to whoever treats my uncle well. My mother said that it's not easy for my uncle to like someone. If this one runs away, there won't be another one in the future, so of course I want to love someone." try to help them..."

"Hey, the little words are still quite slippery... But when did Jin Shu tell you this?"

"She told me when I was dreaming. I have had a lot of dreams recently. I also dreamed that when my uncle was young, he was going to a place with a baby in his arms, but I'm sure it must be Not me, but also my father, my father is tall and handsome, and there are many people who can't see his face kneeling on the ground and calling him... what is it called..."

The game console in his hand fell to the ground without holding it firmly. Liao Feiyun, who was just asking casually, stared palely at the child who said those words unconsciously in front of him. After taking a look, Liao Feiyun hurriedly looked aside and coughed, then said with a frown and a speechless expression,

"... What kind of messed up TV series are you watching again? Children, don't think about it all day long... What's broken, your father is not a bowl, but he can break it, just his kind of smelly and shameless..."

Because I was a little emotional, I didn't notice that it was still in front of the child, so I scolded a certain bastard who had died long ago. Liao Feiyun's words made Jin Changming bow his head with a complicated expression After all, no matter how precocious and sensible, in the final analysis, children of this age still think about things like life experience from time to time.

But Liao Feiyun almost watched him grow up since he was a child, so it is impossible to lie to him casually about this kind of thing, so the child lowered his voice and asked a little sadly and disappointedly,

"Ah... so, it turns out that my father is really a bad person... No wonder my uncle and grandpa never told me about him... Did he not want my mother and me... and threw us away... Uncle Liao , can you secretly tell me..."

Talking bad about his father in front of his son, of course Liao Feiyun didn't want to do such a wicked thing, but seeing Jin Changming staring at him pitifully, he frowned and remained silent for a long time. He hesitated and said,

"I told you, you can't turn around and tell Jin Heng..."

"Why?"

"He won't let me tell you these things... Got it... He's going to get mad at me..."

"Okay, I promise not to tell my uncle..."

"...Well, so don't tell your grandpa and your uncle that you had this kind of dream, they don't want to mention it more than anyone else, and your grandpa didn't know many things at that time Well... Just remember one thing for now, your mother is a good woman, she gives her all to her children, family and lover, but your father is a person who is so shameless, he has a very good character has a problem……"

"Why... why is there a problem with your character..."

"How can there be a problem with character? Your uncle was only a teenager at that time, and this bastard found a bunch of people to harm your uncle, and ruined the lives of your mother and even many people. The most important thing is that your uncle has lived so hard for so many years. If you don’t blame others, you can blame your father and his grandsons. Fortunately, Jin Heng managed to save his life by fighting hard. All the consequences have been borne by one person... So if you dream of these gangsters or gangsters in the future, just spit in their faces, you're welcome, these scumbags have no good things..."

Liao Feiyun seemed really a little angry, so he unconsciously remembered Jin Heng's withdrawn look in the upstairs study two years ago, not seeing anyone, Jin Changming's eyes were red for a while, and he nodded vigorously. If I dream of these villains bullying my uncle again in the future, I will definitely beat them all over the place.

Seeing that the kid was finally comforted by him, Liao Feiyun, who half-frightened and half-coaxed him, was a little relieved, and then he patted his head and said helplessly,

"Okay, okay, hurry up and take a shower and go to sleep, you just pretend you didn't hear what I told you today, and if you are obedient in the future, you will be doing your uncle a favor... By the way, you have to let go of the homework you have to hand in tomorrow Where is it, put it in your schoolbag quickly, don’t forget to bring it..."

"Well... then I'll go up, Uncle Liao... good night to you too..."

Jin Changming, who was in a very depressed mood, quickly got up from the sofa and ran upstairs after saying this. Liao Feiyun didn't stop him when he saw this, but just said to be careful when going upstairs. The young man from Martha sighed, and curled up on the sofa alone, looking at the side, and muttered in a low voice,

"Oh, it's a pleasure to scold, but what's the use of being an afterthought here now, what should have happened in the first place happened... Sister Shu, even if you just talk to me casually, when will ...Come and walk in my dream too..."

……

In the well-lit western restaurant, there are beautiful camellias and delicate dishes on the elegant tablecloths.

Leaning against the white flower wall by the floor-to-ceiling windows to maintain the most private space, Gentiana Qin, who rolled up his shirt cuffs and exposed a small half of his wrist bone with blue blood vessels, was eating something on the plate in front of him, waiting to notice Jin Heng sitting in front of him. It seemed that he had a bad appetite, and he frowned several times in a subtle manner, before Qin Geng raised his head and raised his eyebrows at him with a smile and said,

"Why do you have to accommodate me today, you obviously don't like western food."

"I remember that you came with me a long time ago, and that time you had a better appetite than before."

"..."

"So as long as you like it, don't worry about me."

It was the first time that he would express such thoughtfulness and consideration with Gentiana Qin so clearly. The two people in a good atmosphere did not continue to discuss this topic, and Jin Heng and him rarely met since they officially lived together. I went out to eat out, and it's been a long time since the two of us had a formal date alone like today.

Just at this time, it is said that Mr. Zhao Xiaolan, a restaurant shareholder who is also a friend of Jinheng, asked his staff to bring them a bottle of very expensive red wine over the phone, and Jinheng himself did not like to accept such expensive gifts. Frowning, he just wanted to refuse directly, but then he thought of something, and he took the initiative to ask Qin Gentian in front of him.

"Would you like a drink?"

"I'm fine, but this is also a good intention from your friend. Don't always think about everything and don't want to refuse it. Others will feel very embarrassed. Next time, you can just give him something in return. "

Qin Gentian's suggestions always sound very appropriate, at least when he props his head up and smiles casually, and the way he speaks lazily to give a little advice is indeed very attractive, and it is a kind of man who can still get along with the people behind him even though he is a man. The special beauty of the flowers on that wall perfectly blending together.

Then I realized later that Gentiana Qin seemed to have a kind of scent that could be vaguely smelled, but it was faintly smellable. After a while, Jin Heng, who didn't take this to heart, nodded in doubt and returned. said to him.

"kindness."

After the two discussed it like this, the bottle of expensive red wine was finally accepted. After the waiter in the restaurant sobered them up, Jin Heng and Qin Geng, who usually rarely drink alcohol, took advantage of the good atmosphere to talk for a while and then drank some It's just that Gentiana Qin obviously drank very little, and the lips and the back of the neck began to become brighter with the alcohol, and even tinged with a hint of lust.

And just when Jin Heng was about to suspect that he was not feeling well in some way, the man with a smoky blue silk-like coquettish charm in his eyes suddenly raised his fingers and pressed his powdery cheeks. He closed his eyes and pursed his lips thoughtfully.

"what happened to you?"

"It's okay. I haven't been feeling well recently. I'll get some medicine tomorrow and I'll be fine."

"Then I will find time to accompany you tomorrow."

"kindness."

The two of them brought the topic up to this point, and Gentiana drank some water afterwards, and seemed to suppress the uncomfortable feeling that made him feel uncomfortable.

And before coming up, he had already told the waiter at the door not to disturb him at any time, and Qin Gentian, who was quietly enjoying the moment alone with him after the meal, looked at the night sky outside the window and lost his mind for a while, until he realized that he was close at hand. Jin Heng seemed to be looking at himself, so he narrowed his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth slightly to meet the young man's gaze.

"I found that your patience and memory are very good. Are there so many old books in Mr. Lu's house that you reorganized and silently wrote over the years?"

"Well, occasionally when I'm free."

"But wouldn't it be very troublesome to rearrange those Yuefu, Medicinal Classics, and History books? Wouldn't it take a lot of effort to re-architecture the date?"

"It's fine to follow them in their original order, and things that can be solved with a little more time will not be particularly difficult."

"Is this what Jin Shu taught you?"

"She is really good at this kind of stuff, but she never let me get in touch with it, and even if I ask her, she will be very repulsive or nervous."

"Then why are you now..."

"She is gone, and there are some things that must be continued by her. It is not me who will do it, but someone else will do it. I just help her complete some things that I haven't finished in time."

This answer always sounded a bit pointy, Qin Gentian was not sure whether Jin Heng was implying something to himself, and then suddenly thought of another thing they talked about before, Qin Gentile just tilted his head as if thinking something He thought for a while, then suddenly put his fingers on the table and tapped, and asked him a question with a half-smile.

"Then how did you guess...Feng Zhichun is actually my biological mother?"

This question came suddenly, but Jin Heng was not completely unprepared.

At least the reason why he decided to tell Qin Geng about all this frankly today shows that he already has enough confidence to let the person in front of him tell the truth to him, so after thinking about it, Jin Heng doesn't have too many extra emotions on his face Still looking calmly into his eyes, he slowly opened his mouth and said,

"I wasn't sure about it before...but I've been to her house a few times, and every time she mentioned you, her attitude was very strange. If she just abandoned you as a foster mother who temporarily adopted you, she wouldn't be as nervous and anxious as she is now I was very sorry, so I asked someone to go to the shelters you stayed in before and asked roughly, and I was able to confirm the exact year. She must have abandoned you when you were very young, and later You were re-adopted for some reason, but you shouldn't have known about it in the first place, and what happened after that made you what you are now."

To some extent, Jin Heng's guess was almost in line with the situation at that time. Sitting in front of Qin Jia who was sitting alone, he didn't say anything for a while. After waiting for a long time, he said something with an indescribable expression. The corner of his mouth recalled again,

"It's almost like this. When she first took me back, I really didn't know that she was my mother. I called her Auntie on my lips, but in my heart I really hoped that she was my biological mother."

"What happened next?"

"Nothing happened, it's just that her husband doesn't seem to like me, and it can be seen that I don't want to be so obedient and sensible on the surface. In fact, I tried very hard to show a normal person in front of them, but It's a pity that not everyone likes me like you... a year or two later they had their own son, and everything started to change. Once I really didn't like the child, just I boiled some boiling water and picked him up again. During this period, I didn't know what I wanted to do, maybe I really wanted to kill him..."

"But after the water was not boiled, she would come back, so I just pretended nothing happened and continued to stay at her house. Sometimes when I went out, I deliberately stole something and stuffed it in a corner in order to cause their family to be arrested by the police. When I was in a bad mood, I continued to use some means to torment their two sons, but as time passed, they discovered what kind of person I really was. They wanted to send me away, and then I deliberately used it in front of Feng Zhichun. The knife cut my face and neck, making their old neighbors think that the couple is abusing me and throwing me away..."

It is really not easy to admit this kind of vicious and terrifying thoughts to someone you like and care about. At least Qin Gentiana tried to maintain a relatively normal mental state in front of Jin Heng before.

But obviously, he was alone in the dark many years ago, and he was extremely selfish in the face of everything, not the kind of person who could be kind and selfless enough to be sympathetic even in a bad environment.

On the contrary, more often, in order to satisfy his hysterical and hopeless heart, he is always very twisted and dark, and even wants to snatch something from others that he has never owned all the time.

"Have you seen a psychiatrist? They didn't find anything wrong with you?"

"No, who would care what happened to me in that situation? Feng Zhichun regretted that he took me back. It might be better if I were to die outside and never have these things happen..."

"and then?"

"Then... I left, but I still insisted on causing some trouble for their family every day. Sometimes I threw stones in their yard, and sometimes I intentionally moved her husband's bicycle parked at the door. Bad, but one night when I went back, I found that the yard of their house was opened from the outside. I didn't know what happened, so I opened the door and walked in to have a look, and then I saw my The adoptive mother, or my biological mother, her husband and son are lying in the yard, and three people with knives in their hands are about to escape..."

Obviously, there is no need to talk about the latter matter. Jin Heng did not ask in detail until here. After all, in that age when information was relatively closed, a murder of a child who was not yet an adult would definitely cause a huge sensation. It is almost impossible to be over-fermented by the media.

And considering Qin Gentiana's current age and the many years he spent in prison, Jin Heng frowned subtly for a while, and then looked at him hesitantly for a long time and asked,

"How did you adjust yourself during those few years in prison? Your current state is actually not the same as what you described..."

"Raising potted plants, knitting sweaters, didn't I tell you before... Sometimes it's too boring, and when you're not in a good mood, you'll do something else to pass the time. Occasionally, a person will reflect on the wall alone. It’s not that it’s not really normal, I’ll control it a little bit if I want to do it in the future, and I can’t scare people casually... But it seemed to scare you last time.”

Full of pictures, he described how he spent the worst years in prison in the worst mental state. Qin Geng didn't seem to care too much when he said this, and smiled inexplicably after he finished speaking.

And after tonight, it became clear why Gentiana Qin always behaved abnormally and weirdly in front of him. Jin Heng didn't particularly reject the idea that he always wanted to behave like a normal person in front of him, but There was an indescribable feeling lingering in my heart, and it was even a little difficult to describe carefully for a while.

"Is it troubled for someone like me who just expressed his love?"

"Fortunately."

"..."

"If you can manage to scare people like you do now without going out and only scare me at home, I don't really mind."

"..."

"Anyone who is kind and sympathetic will appreciate it, but if he is not kind, he has no sympathy. If he is in a bad mood, he will hide himself. People who work hard every day to learn not to hurt others also have their own shining points. Those who used to The matter is not your eternal stain, you are at fault, but your mother may not be able to shirk responsibility for you as she did at the beginning, I decided to be with you and live together for almost half a year, except that there is no married life, I think we have already It’s no different from any ordinary couple, so you should also have a little confidence in yourself and me, I like you more than you think, and I can’t do without you a lot.”

It is rare for Young Master Jin to talk so much with others. His words are not only quite serious but also a little cute. Qin Geng stared at him with a strange expression for a while, but he didn't show it lightly and took this matter lightly. Things got muddled.

The frowning Jin Heng saw that he was always silent, but slowly stood up from his seat, went to his Mr. Psycho and sat down straight away, and after a nervous tone said "Come here", he leaned down and walked away. By the window under the night sky, he gave Qin Gentian a kiss that was rare to take the initiative, but the process was quite good.

"Don't move."

"……kindness."

As if the metal tongue ring connected to flesh and soul accompanied Gentiana Qin being kissed by Jin Heng, it rubbed against the tip of the tongue and mouth of the two of them sexually, and Gentiana Qin, whose face was somewhat flushed, squinted his eyes and let out an inconspicuous groaning sound, Because of the spiritual satisfaction caused by the pain and torture, he couldn't even notice for a while that his finger bones were about to be pinched blue by his own hands.

And forcefully suppress the bloody thought of eating Jin Heng in one mouthful, or simply find a place where many people are watching them and give Jin Heng a perverted desire to give oral sex.

Enjoying this wonderful feeling of being a normal person and being cherished and liked forever by the person you like, Qin Gentian, who was greatly satisfied physically and mentally, took a while to feel Jin Heng hugging him tenderly, and heard the words in his heart. From the depths of the faintly burning heart fire, there was a distant and terrifying nursery rhyme that he could barely remember.

[The heart of the serpent, the oil of the lampstand. 】

[Who is crying, the doll's head. 】

[The rattle is spinning, don't listen to him. 】

[Be careful that he wants to eat you, the one who believes in him is the idiot—the idiot—]