He always asks me to send propositions [End Times]

Chapter 25 The Human Perspective

When he returned to his apartment, he threw the spoils of war on the sofa, thinking that tomorrow would be the weekend, Tan Mo turned on his self-satisfaction mode.

Turned on the stereo and started playing rock and roll.

The sound insulation effect of this kind of apartment is very good. It is said that even if you have a party, you will not disturb the neighbors.

After opening a bottle of beer and boiling a pot of hot water, Master Kong started to cook braised beef noodles.

At this moment, the doorbell of his apartment rang.

Tan Mo glanced at the time, twelve o'clock in the morning, there will be visitors at this time?Is it a human or a ghost?

Turning on the video phone, Tan Mo was stunned, it was really walking too much at night and encountering ghosts!

Because the person outside the door is none other than Luo Qingyun!

He was wearing a loose gray plaid pajamas. Under the collar of the pajamas, part of his collarbone could be seen clearly. Jade.

It is because of his hypocritical temperament that many people forget that he is a fusion with a high risk factor.

Tan Mo folded his arms and looked at the screen coolly, and gave a smirk—why is he here?

Anyway, I just don't open the door, if you have the ability, you stand until dawn!

Luo Qingyun, who was outside the door, put one hand in her pocket, approached the camera with a smile, and mouthed: I know you're watching.

Tan Mo had no choice but to open the door.

"Captain Luo, what's the matter?"

Luo Qingyun's eyes froze slightly, her lips curled up: "So you live next door to me."

His voice echoed softly in the corridor, with a soft ending, giving Tan Mo the illusion that the other party was coaxing him.

"what do you mean?"

You live next door to me, doesn't that mean I live next door to you?

Luo Qingyun turned her face sideways, her eyes glanced over Tan Mo's shoulder, and landed on the instant noodles on the table: "Tan deputy team will eat this at night?"

Tan Mo didn't answer him, "The Luo team didn't come to visit the neighbors late at night to establish friendly relations, did they?"

After all, I didn't bring any biscuit fruit.

"I did come here to establish a friendly relationship. After all, late night rocking hurts the neighbors' feelings." Luo Qingyun said with a good temper.

"Isn't it? The sound insulation here is such that no one can hear it..." Tan Mo suddenly realized that Luo Qingyun was really not alone.

He is a blender with superhuman hearing.

Realizing this, Tan Mo smirked inwardly, it's not my fault that your hearing is better than others.

"I'm sorry, Team Luo. I didn't know you lived across the street, so I was being presumptuous, sorry."

Tan Mo narrowed his eyes and made a smirk, and was about to close the door, but Luo Qing Yun immediately locked the door.

His movements seemed random, without shaking his shoulders, but he was so strong that Tan Mo clenched his teeth and couldn't close the door.

"Tan Mo, if you think that turning up the rock music to the maximum can make me move automatically, you are too naive." Luo Qingyun said.

Oh, I was seen through.

Tan Mo still had a smirk on his face: "Captain Luo, what are you thinking? In terms of rank, if you want to move, I will move."

"I will complain to the management committee." Luo Qing Yun's tone was gentle but completely businesslike.

If you complain, you can complain, it doesn't prevent me from listening to rock and roll.

"I'll complain to you for watching small movies on the stereo in the apartment. Are you a bold school who likes multiple people performing together, or a graceful school?" Luo Qingyun asked.

"You...you turned black and white!"

Tan Mo has never watched short movies, and there is no other reason. When he first came into contact with this stuff, he clicked on a link on the Internet when he was young and ignorant. One look... He had nightmares for several nights, not only wanting to wash his eyes, but also his brain.

Because the first experience reached the ceiling and went online, Tan Mo never watched short movies again.

"Everyone likes to hear stories where black and white are reversed." Luo Qingyun replied.

Tan Moxin thought that if Luo Qingyun really complained like that, the management committee would definitely take it seriously!There is a gossip center there, spread it to him when the time comes, and the whole Yinwan City will know that he turns up the speakers at home to the maximum and watches small movies to cheer himself up!

At that time, if you jump into the Yellow River, you will not be able to wash it.

"Then can you be quiet?" Luo Qingyun asked.

"Everyone has different hobbies. Since you can't appreciate rock and roll, I won't force it. Respect each other." Tan Mo was still thinking about his face that was about to be ruined.

"Talking about the deputy team..."

"Huh?" Tan Mo simply brought over the noodles, and started to eat it loudly at Luo Qingyun.

"Originally, if you won this exercise, I would like to ask you a question."

"I'm sorry you lost, so I don't have to ask." Tan Mo started to drink the noodle soup, but he would definitely be so curious that he couldn't sleep, "Forget it, you should ask."

"I heard that you didn't hate me so much before, why do you do so now?"

Tan Mo was stunned for a moment, he never thought that Luo Qingyun would care about this issue.He also thought that Luo Qingyun would use his connections to investigate, but he didn't expect Luo Qingyun to ask such straightforward questions.

Just because he didn't beat around the bush, Tan Mo suddenly felt a little more comfortable.

The sudden silence between the two can only be relieved by the voice of chattering.

"Because I am an inspector." Tan Mo put the paper bowl aside, lowered his eyes, "My value is determined by the goal."

"Gao Zhi made you realize your value?" Luo Qingyun asked.

Tan Mo smiled, and tapped on his heart, "Captain Luo, try to feel it from a human standpoint."

Luo Qingyun lowered her eyes, and smiled helplessly, "I tried to think about many problems from a human point of view, but the answers didn't seem very good. So I can only understand from my own point of view."

"If you stand on your own point of view, what is the answer?"

Luo Qingyun replied: "The target in your scope is not your end point. There are so many targets, Gao Zhi was chosen by you. So your value is not determined by the target."

"What's that?" Tan Mo asked back.

He really never thought that he could chat with Luo Qingyun at the door calmly, and even expected his answer.

"yourself."

You determine your own worth.

Tan Mo opened his mouth slightly, and suddenly the past that has been troubled for a long time, and the ideals that have been expected but failed, are comforted and freed.

He trapped himself, Luo Qingyun's simple answer actually felt a sense of relief.

Tan Mo tilted his head and smiled, "What you said just now, in my opinion, is from a human point of view."

Luo Qingyun's eyes were calm, but his fingertips trembled slightly.

"You're the first to say that."

This time it was Tan Mo who paused for a while, and he said by accident, "Good night, Luo Qingyun."

"Good night." Luo Qingyun nodded slightly, her gaze swept over Tan Mo's fingers.

Tan Mo closed the door, lowered his eyes and smiled.

She really never dreamed that she and Luo Qingyun could be neighbors.

But... the apartment will be vacated when his application for retirement is approved, and the higher ups should arrange another place for him to live with Lao Gao.The two retired people lay in the rocking chair together, slowly rocking side by side.

It's just that when the rebellious, resistant, and confrontational emotions calmed down, Tan Mo couldn't help but look back at Luo Qingyun's words: You decide your own value - if Luo Qingyun had treated him five years ago, So what will happen to him?

Maybe it will be like how I educated Wang Xiaoer, to find my own direction, come back strong, and then... cherish each other with Luo Qingyun.

If Luo Qingyun could always look at him from a human point of view.

Luo Qingyun returned to her room, leaned against the wall the moment she closed the door, and let out a slight breath.

He didn't try his best to find out about Tan Mo's past. His teammates in Beichen five years ago were gone, and he couldn't even find someone to ask if he remembered Tan Mo.

It is a kind of disrespect to collect materials everywhere to talk about Mo's past.

His only teacher, the one who taught him human emotions, once told him that to hear about a person is far less profound than to personally experience a person.

So, he patiently tried to understand him.

"Do you feel it from the standpoint of a human being..." Luo Qing Yun looked at her hand, opened it and then clenched it tightly, so hard that the bones creaked, "Then I can't hold anything."

As soon as he closed his eyes, what he saw was Tan Mo's finger wearing a small flower ring.

Luo Qingyun's vision is too sharp, and her memory is too good, she can't forget the momentary scene even if she wants to.

The flower was obviously a little wilted, but wearing it on Tan Mo's index finger did have a sense of belonging.

Rather than withering in the cracks of stones that no one appreciates, it is better to embellish the last trace of breath on Tan Mo's fingers.

Tan Mo's fingers are long but not slender. When they are bent, there is a sense of strength and neatness. The nails are neatly trimmed and the edges are rounded.Tan Mo is a person with very fair skin in the frontline field work. He probably cannot tan naturally, so the light blue blood vessels on the back of his hands are faintly visible, fragile... and faintly sweet.

There is a thin layer of calluses on his tiger's mouth. In addition to guns, he should also often use tactical knives.

Luo Qingyun raised her hand to cover her eyes, and her gloved fingers were embedded in her hair.

But the more I want to erase that picture, the clearer it becomes.

It was only today that Luo Qingyun felt Tan Mo's bullet head-on, it seemed to be able to penetrate everything in the world, it was both the starting point and the ending point.

And the index finger that pulled the trigger was wrapped around the flower Luo Qingyun gave him.

At that moment, Luo Qingyun had the illusion that the force that dragged him into the abyss was shattered by that shot.

Blood surged from the cold heart, and the noisy and crazy voices from another world in my mind gradually faded away.

His keen hearing has become a kind of secret and delicate comfort. He can distinguish the sound of Tan Mo's vocal cords trembling along with rock and roll, the sound of unscrewing the sprinkler water flowing through his body, and the sound of his steady breathing when he lay down.

All these reminded him that this was the human life he had longed for.

When Tan Mo's breathing became longer, Luo Qingyun finally fell asleep.