strong attack meets stubborn subject

Chapter 189 Can't Do It...

The suit, which was originally brand new and flat, was now densely wrinkled, and was randomly rolled into a ball and thrown on the ground.

Although the weather at this time has come to spring, wearing a thin shirt alone will still feel a little cold.

However, Tang Yi was very repulsed by this suit in his heart. He would rather blow some cold wind than wear this suit he specially prepared for the engagement.

Zhao Yue walked over slowly, without calling out to Tang Yi, and after reaching Tang Yi's side, she gently sat down beside Tang Yi.

"Tang Yi, why are you here?" Zhao Yue asked.

Tang Yi turned his head slightly, his eyes from crying were still a little red, his cheeks were a little tight and dry with tears, Tang Yi looked at Zhao Yue who was sitting beside him, a little surprised that what Zhao Yue asked in the first sentence was this , but Tang Yi still answered honestly, "Because it's quiet here."

So it is!Zhao Yue nodded, she thought this place was special to Tang Yi, that's why Tang Yi chose to meet her here.

"Tang Yi, what happened? Why don't you suddenly want to get engaged?" Zhao Yue asked, thinking that Tang Yi was still full of joy to greet her in the morning, Zhao Yue's mood was a little unstable, but she tried her best to keep her tone calm and peaceful.

"Yueyue, I want to tell you some truthful words. Although you may be angry and blame me, I still want to tell you my thoughts frankly." He kept telling Zhao Yue everything, he didn't expect to get Zhao Yue's understanding and forgiveness, he just wanted to express his apology to Zhao Yue with his truest feelings.

"Tang Yi..." Zhao Yue looked at Tang Yi with a sad face, frowned slightly puzzled, sighed secretly, and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you first."

Glancing at Zhao Yue with a little gratitude, Tang Yi put his eyes on the calm lake in front of him, looking at the sparkling and clear lake water, Tang Yi said slowly: "Yue Yue, it's not that I suddenly don't want to get engaged, I never thought about getting engaged in the first place, or even starting a family with any woman in my life."

"Why?" Zhao Yue couldn't help asking, she felt that Tang Yi's words seemed absurd and incomprehensible.

"Because I fell in love with a man!" Tang Yi said directly.

"What? Tang Yi, how could you..." Zhao Yue turned pale with shock, covered her lips with her hands, and looked at Tang Yi in disbelief, "Tang Yi, what do you mean, are you, are you gay? "

"I'm not..." Tang Yi shook his head, but the next moment he smiled wryly again, and said, "I used to hate homosexuality the most, but I didn't expect that one day I would fall in love with a man. If, Falling in love with a man is gay, so I am it!"

"Tang Yi, when did you fall in love with a man..." Zhao Yue couldn't accept such a result, but after hearing Tang Yi's narration so clearly, Zhao Yue could only accept the reality.

"Yueyue, I'm sorry, I lied to you." Tang Yi looked at Zhao Yue and apologized with self-blame, "I fell in love with him before I knew you."

"Then why are you still with me? Since you like men, why did you approach me and why did you agree to get engaged to me? Tang Yi, are you kidding me?" In an instant, Zhao Yue's emotions became a little intense, Staring at Tang Yi sadly, he complained loudly.

Tang Yi lowered his head guiltily, bit his lips, and explained in a deep voice: "Yueyue, I really didn't mean it. I didn't want to do anything to hurt you, but I didn't expect to hurt you in the end."

"Why, I ask you why?" Zhao Yue cried, clutching Tang Yi's hands tightly, crying with blurred eyes.

"Because my dad..." Tang Yihui shook Zhao Yue's hand, showing helplessness, "Yueyue, you know my brother's situation, so my dad hates this kind of thing. My brother and My dad has been fighting for decades, but my dad has not been able to understand my brother's thoughts, which is why my dad is not close to my brother until now."

Tang Yi grinned bitterly, and continued: "Yueyue, do you know that my father taught me since I was a child that I must never learn from my brother, and I must not be infected with this kind of virus that likes men, it will be spurned by others. I've always thought so, and demanded this from myself, but I didn't expect..."

Tang Yi's face was pale, and his lips trembled, "I didn't expect that after I was in my 30s, I finally met my love, but it turned out to be a man."

"Tang Yi..." Hearing Tang Yi say that this was his love, Zhao Yue couldn't help but burst into tears, "Why, how could you do this, how could you treat me like this. Do you know that after 28 years, I also I finally met you, a love that belongs to me. But, you actually said that you love someone else, how can you make me feel so embarrassed!"

"I'm sorry, Yueyue, I'm really sorry!" Tang Yi closed his eyes with self-blame and pain, his palms tightened slightly, Tang Yi continued: "Yueyue, I know I was wrong, but it's because I don't want to Keep going wrong, I don't want to hurt you any more, that's why I ran away from marriage."

"I'll ask you why you want to get engaged to me. Since you like men, why do you want to be with me! Tang Yi, why are you doing this to me?" This is Zhao Yue's first deep relationship. The first person she really fell in love with, one can imagine how sad and angry Zhao Yue is at the moment.

"I said it because my dad..." Tang Yi closed his eyes in pain, "My dad knew that my brother would never be able to get married and have children, so my dad put all his expectations on me, My dad used to urge me to get married, and also forced me to go on a blind date, but because I really didn't have feelings for the other party, this matter was put on hold. Later, I fell in love with a man, and I didn't even want to get married. But My dad has always kept this matter in his heart. Every time I hear his urging, I can only perfunctory. I also want to tell my dad the truth. Whether he agrees or not, I want to be with the person I love. Together. But my dad has heart disease, if I tell him about it, he will die of anger, he will really die of anger. So, I dare not! "

Hearing this, Zhao Yue could also understand Tang Yi's heart. Even so, it could not relieve her inner pain.

"I originally wanted to keep procrastinating. When there is a suitable opportunity one day, I will confess to my dad. I will tell him little by little, and try to make him accept this fact. However, something happened later, and I I was forced to break up with my lover. At this time, my dad fell ill and was hospitalized. After he woke up, what he said to me was to beg me to get married and have children as soon as possible to carry on the Tang family. Otherwise, he said he would If you don't rest in peace, you will have no face to meet the ancestors of the Tang family."

Seeing Zhao Yue's surprised expression, Tang Yi twitched the corners of his mouth in agony, and said with a hoarse wry smile: "I never imagined that in my eyes, the majesty is as majestic as a mountain, and my father, whom I respected and relied on since childhood, would actually humble himself I begged me. I really had no choice, so I agreed to him. I thought this matter would come slowly, but I didn't expect to meet your parents in the hospital. My father is worried about my marriage, yours My parents were worried about your marriage, so they hit it off immediately and wanted to bring the two of us together, so they provided convenience for us everywhere."

Speaking of this, Zhao Yue also understood that his parents had clearly stated this to her, and that she and Tang Yi could get together had a lot to do with their parents.

"Yueyue, at first I was conflicted and in pain, but then I figured it out, and I made up my mind to forget that person, and I also wanted to have a new start with you. Half of my engagement came from me. Half of Dad's expectations come from my heart, I want to live a good life with you and treat you well for the rest of my life."

"Then why can't you do it!" Zhao Yue cried bitterly, with a sad voice, after a while, Zhao Yue choked, looked at Tang Yi with hazy eyes, and begged softly: "Tang Yi, I can understand what you said , I know the pain in your heart. If you can make up your mind completely and we are still together, I will love you well, and I will help you forget that person. "

"No..." Tang Yi shook his head, his voice full of pain and affirmation, "Yueyue, I also thought I could do it, so I dared to agree to get engaged to you. But when I got closer, I realized that I couldn't do it at all. I love him, I can't forget him, and I'll never love anyone else in my life but him."

"Tang Yi, you bastard!" Hearing this, Zhao Yue's emotions completely collapsed, crying and cursing angrily, and at the same time, he slapped Tang Yi's face uncontrollably.

With a crisp sound, burning pain spread across Tang Yi's cheeks. Tang Yi suffered from the pain, but he didn't even frown. "Yueyue, if hitting me can relieve your anger, you can hit me whatever you want."

"Tang Yi!" Zhao Yue called Tang Yi's name bitterly, clenched his fist and beat Tang Yi's chest hard a few times, but the next moment he lay on Tang Yi's chest sadly, crying out in pain .

Tang Yi patted Zhao Yue's back lightly, allowing her to vent her emotions. After crying for a long time, Zhao Yue stopped crying with sobs.

At this time, Tang Yicai said softly again: "Yueyue, you are a good girl, I know what you want, but I can't give it to you. I don't want to deceive you again, and I don't want to delay your life, so I want to Stop this before we get engaged."

"Tang Yi, I hate you, I hate you..." Zhao Yue lay on Tang Yi's chest, clutching the clothes behind Tang Yi's back with both hands, trembling with pain.

"I know, Yueyue, I'm sorry..."

"Woooo..." Zhao Yue cried and shook her head sadly. No, Tang Yi didn't know that she hated him because she loved him!

But in fact, Tang Yi understands everything...