Because I am dumb, I speak with strength

Chapter 80 Wishes.

The door was pushed open, and the lights in the room were brightly lit.

Yu Li went in to change his shoes first, followed by Yu Bin, and put his shoes neatly in the shoe cabinet.

"Dad, call me fat, what's the matter?"

"This peripheral soundtrack is really good, Jiang Zhao is very powerful." Yu Bin said, Yu Li nodded, his chest slightly puffed up, looking a little proud.

"Drink some warm water?"

nod.

Yu Li sat cross-legged on the sofa, took a sip of Wen Baikai from his father, and the warmth spread from his lips to his limbs.Yu Bin sat down on the single sofa on one side, sipped his saliva, and said, "Today's dishes are a bit greasy, right?"

"It's okay." Speaking slowly, you can basically match every word, Yu Li said: "Let Dad, it's a waste of money."

Yu Bin held the cup in both hands, and smiled for a while with downcast eyes.

The atmosphere was weird, Yu Li saw it, he twisted on the sofa and said: "Dad has Sen Mo, if you want to tell me."

"A little bit, but I'm afraid you won't be happy, and I don't know how to say it."

"What's the matter?"

Yu Bin was silent: "I don't want to make you sad or unhappy, Yu Li." He looked directly at Yu Li and said, "But I must say this, if you have anything to say, you can communicate with me directly , let's not lose our temper, okay?"

nod.

"I don't want you to talk to Teacher Cai."

Straightforward, but Yu Li seemed to be thrown into a boulder in his heart. He was stunned for a while, straightened his shoulders slightly, and said, "Touch for God."

"Because I don't like the people in that project, I don't want you to get in touch with them, I'm worried they will bully you." He uttered the lie he had already made up in one breath, with no fluctuations in his expression or tone, "If you want to It’s not impossible to enter the research institute, follow me and learn things with me, that’s fine too.”

"Napapapao to take over Mr. Cai's project Ma."

"No."

Yu Li looked at him, and was stunned for a while, Yu Bin's expression was still calm, but the hand holding the cup was trembling slightly: "I can't steal other people's projects."

"That." Yu Li forced himself to calm down, slowing down his speech: "I don't accept it."

The father and son confronted each other, but it was Yu Bin who looked away first.

Yu Li said: "I don't accept, baba, oh, the reason, I have my own things that I want to catch, and I want to be with Teacher Cai."

Yu Bin tightened his lips: "I won't be happy if you go to our research institute."

Yu Li's tears fell down all of a sudden.

He lowered his head, Yu Bin's hands trembled even more, he glanced at Yu Li hastily, it took him a long time to get up, took the tissue and handed it to him.

The voice suddenly dropped: "Yu Li..."

Yu Li took the tissue and wiped her face vigorously, the tip of her nose and face flushed red: "I'm still vegetarian, I don't accept it, Papa's, the reason."

"But Su, Papa, if you're not happy, I don't have to go."

Yu Bin clenched his fingers tightly.

Yu Li stared at him without blinking: "But, I will, very unhappy."

"Yes, very sad, very sad."

"Because Dad, he used my debt to Dad to hurt me."

He got up from the sofa and walked towards the entrance without looking back, Yu Bin hurriedly stood up again: "Yu Li."

Yu Li had already opened the door, and walked out quickly. He wiped his face in the elevator, and tried to act as nonchalant as he walked out, so as to prevent other people in the community from seeing anything.

Walking out of the community, the wind whistling between the buildings blows away the wetness on his face in an instant.

A white car was heard ahead, and there was a person standing in front of the car, and Yu Li stood there looking at him.

The other party also straightened up slightly.

Then, he opened his arms, and Yuli rushed into his arms like a rocket launcher, hugging his waist tightly.

Yu Li didn't make a sound when he laughed, and even more silent when he cried. Jiang Zhao handed him a lot of tissues along the way, but Yu Li still looked very sad.

Jiang Zhao didn't ask why, and Yu Li didn't say either.Grief is a very exhausting thing, and by the time he got home, he had fallen asleep leaning against the co-pilot.

Jiang Zhao opened the car door, gently carried him down and put him on his back, closed the door with one hand, carried the gift, and got on the elevator.

Yu Li has always been a serious person in everything he does. He is studying, being happy, and being sad.Jiang Zhao put him on the bed, lying next to him, and saw a flood in his dream as soon as he fell into a dream. He searched carefully, and finally found the source of the flood at the top of the mountain.

Classmate Yu Li sat on the top of the mountain, silently pouring water into his eyes, his mouth was flattened like a corn scald.

Jiang Zhao didn't sleep much all night, because he was afraid of being drowned in his tears in his dream, so he just watched his little classmate pout the whole night, still groaning in his sleep.

Funny, but also distressed kissed his lips.

Dr. Yu also didn't sleep all night. He tossed and turned in the middle of the night, and finally took a taxi in the early morning and came to the residence of the two children.

When he came to the door, he put the box in his hand on the ground without knocking, and then sat on it, silently dazed.

It wasn't until the milkman arrived early in the morning that Jiang Zhao came to open the door and saw him.

Yu Bin looked very cramped, "Yu Li...he, is he still sleeping?"

"Sleeping." Jiang Zhao opened the door and said, "Come in, you should wake up soon."

Yu Bin nodded, Jiang Zhao reached out to help him bring the box in, and said, "What is this?"

"A little information." Yu Bin said, "Can I wash my face?"

"of course."

Jiang Zhao opened the kitchen and started cooking, Yu Bin quickly washed his face and came out, Yu Li hadn't gotten up yet.Jiang Zhao said casually: "Uncle Yu, if you don't go in and take a look, maybe you've already woken up, and you can't get up."

"Also, forget it, he probably doesn't want to see me."

"No." Jiang Zhao cracked the egg into the pot and said, "Even if I am unhappy, I will never miss seeing you."

Yu Bin hesitantly pushed open Yu Li's door, the person on the bed moved slightly, Yu Li glanced this way, and then sat up abruptly.

The father and son looked at each other in silence, Yu Bin turned around and went out again, took out his own suitcase, cut the tape nervously, but suddenly withdrew his hand, and got cut by the knife.

Yu Li immediately jumped out of bed, ran to find a band-aid and iodophor, and carefully wrapped his fingers.

"Thank you." Dr. Yu blamed himself very much, while Yu Li had already stepped back slightly, looking at him silently.

"I, I thought about it all night and felt that yesterday's reason is really not valid." Yu Bin said: "But, I don't know how to tell you about this matter, the real reason."

Yuri was silent.

Yu Bin opened the box, got up and handed him one of the file bags, and said, "You and Jiang Zhao are both so smart, I must have guessed some things halfway, for example, the two of you are not children of conventional reproduction."

Even though he had already guessed it, Yu Li's heart still trembled unavoidably when he saw his father who had been calling him for many years say this sentence.

He sat down on the floor mat beside the bed, took the file bag, and went to see his father hesitantly.

"Maybe, it will exceed your expectations."

Yu Li opened the file bag and pulled out a yellowed paper from it. On it was a pre-application document, which showed that 30 years ago, someone proposed a research plan on mold computers, but the application was rejected because of the funds in the institute. Insufficient, insufficient to support such scientific experiments.

Then there was another application a few years later, which explained in detail the several stages that the mold computer needs to go through, such as mold selection, cultivation, growth, observation, to maturity, to simulate human brain thinking, and then to language deciphering.This time, the application was rejected again.

But no reason was given.

Yu Bin said: "Let me briefly talk about the background at that time."

"The proposal of the mold computer originated from a whim of a senior at first, but after theoretical research, my group found that there is indeed a close ideological connection between the mold group, for example, a spore landed on With suitable land, it can be stretched over time. The largest fungus found on the earth has grown to [-] hectares in the tropics. The survey found that the [-] hectares of fungi came from the same A spore, in other words, if we cut a piece of tissue from our side, the whole group will respond because their brains are interconnected."

Yu Li nodded, he also knew about this.

"You should also know that bacteria is also a kind of organism. Although it is different from plants and animals, when we eat it, we often feel that the taste of bacteria is a bit similar to meat."

nod.

"So, the bacteria are constantly growing, using the unique law of symbiosis, and countless brains are running at the same time, which means that they may indeed have the same thinking ability as humans. This theory was confirmed at that time, so there will be Later applications. But at that time, our country was very poor, and it was impossible to agree to this kind of whimsical research, even if the predecessors who proposed later made the entire plan, it still failed.”

"The reason for the second proposal is that the science of our country was seriously backward at that time. You have studied history and understood how cruel the war was at that time. The research on mold computer simulation of the human brain is likely to make our country's science advance by leaps and bounds." At that time, many scientists who wanted to participate in this project had high hopes for it, but the rejection was actually considered by the authorities, because from the perspective of the plan, the time span is too long. When the mold computer is developed, we are afraid The country has been destroyed, so even if there is money, it is impossible to invest in this area."

"Do you know Jingshuo, what is the purpose of establishing the school?"

Shaking his head.

"It was encouraged by the authorities, hoping to select a group of people with real good brains, who could become the country's sharp weapon. In that era, nothing was important, as long as you had a good brain, even if you acted a little bit arrogantly, and the three views were a little ahead. , are not a problem, the important thing is to dare to think, dare to rush, can really promote scientific progress."

"So, Jingshuo has continued like this. When the school was first established, the atmosphere of the school was actually even more terrifying. It was a mess at that time. People with guns were needed to contain the fierce competition. It's normal. It can be said that many of the school are crazy. By my time, the school ethos has changed a lot, because strength is paramount, and after I entered the school, I received a lot of preferential treatment."

Yu Li listened very seriously, but Yu Bin was in a daze for a while, and then continued: "I learned about the mold computer when I was in high school, and I was very curious about it, because I understood that the authorities rejected it due to the long time span. The reasons for this study, I also have a lot of whimsical ideas."

"Look at the next information."

Yu Li immediately opened it, and sure enough, he saw an extremely immature theory, which indeed seemed to be written by a high school student.

"I proposed that if the study of molds simulating human brain thinking must start with the selection of suitable spores, then why don't we simply start research from the human body?" Yu Bin said: "If it is very difficult to manufacture a machine that simulates the human brain , then, it shouldn’t be a problem to create two human brains, right?”

"Why can't we do the opposite, instead of simulating the human brain with the law of mold symbiosis and then deciphering the language of the fungus, but directly create two human brains, edit the law of symbiosis into their genes, and dozens of brains together Thinking, isn’t it equivalent to having the calculations of dozens of mold computers? Does that mean that both the speed and quality of calculations may be doubled by dozens of times.”

"It was just a casual thought at first, but someone took it seriously. A senior recognized my statement, thinking that this is indeed a great possibility to solve the lagging science at that time."

"I was awarded the honor of Jingshuo Star. At that time, I felt that I was omnipotent. I asked the principal to get me a private laboratory, and faced those who ignored me because my human research was unethical. , I invited Jiang Xian together, and we decided to study this theory carefully, and we tried to create...artificial cell eggs."

"It's not because human experiments are unethical, but because we want them not to be at the mercy of human genes, we want them to be just a biological computer, and not allowed to have the selfish emotions that humans should have."

"At that time, we were all too young. We thought that as long as they were not of the same kind, using artificial cells to create a few ruthless brains, as long as the brain was not needed, this would not violate the laws of human beings... maybe."

"Of course, we can't succeed." Yu Bin said: "After we went to university and started to conduct other experiments, this matter was completely dropped."

"You give up, but some people don't give up." Jiang Zhao appeared in front of the door at some time, Yu Bin nodded with a wry smile, and said: "After my concept was proposed, it aroused a wave of scientists' interest. At that time, Science has ushered in the most difficult time. We are in war, force is completely suppressed, and people are bleeding and dying every day on the battlefield. Perhaps it is because of this consideration that the concept I proposed back then was turned out by the authorities.”

"In our sophomore year, Jiang Xian and I were called to the tutor's office."

A project called "Smart Angel" fell into the hands of two young people.

"We were told that we can continue our research in high school, and Jiang Xian and I will be fully responsible for this project."

"At that time, we were very excited. After the practice and study at the university, we were far more handy than in high school. We produced a total of [-] cell eggs, but only two had symbiotic reactions."

Yu Li remembered that dream, he was soaked in the water, a pair of eyes looked at him gently.

"I don't know how much you know about Greek mythology. In the paintings of Giovanni Battista Tiepolo, the cherub is just a small head, a child's face, a halo on the head, and no body."

What the authorities mean is to keep the brain and have two biological computers.

"At that time, Jiang Xian and I both developed feelings for the cells and eggs. We looked at them and thought that they obviously had human brains, but they couldn't run and jump like humans... We felt shuddering."

"So, Jiang Xian and I submitted the explanation unanimously, thinking that the Chi Angel has a torso, which can work better for the authorities. At least, it can save the effort of deciphering, and it is easier to create an existing species than to create a brain. , perhaps because of the urgency of the war, the authorities agreed."

"Junior, we officially started cultivating these two cell eggs."

"In our senior year, our tutor sent us a message that it was not safe to keep the Zhi Angel together, so Jiang Xian and I each took a cell egg and left to find a new habitat with the permission of the authorities."

"Then, I was admitted to graduate school. In that year, we developed newer weapons with our own strength, and had the right to speak at the United Nations conference."

"The conservatives launched more severe attacks, criticizing me and Jiang Xian, and the authorities also believed that there was no need for the Zhi Angel to exist anymore. Moreover, the leader who made the crime was demoted under the anger of the crowd, and he decided to erase himself. Made a bad decision, launched an attack on my laboratory, and tried to bury me, and a group of researchers, with the Zhiangangel."

Yu Bin dug out another file bag, and said: "It's far away, this is Yu Li, I want to tell you about the original manuscript setting..."

Yu Li grabbed his hand and said, "And then."

Jiang Zhao also said: "The laboratory, has it been attacked?"

The children were attracted by that past, Yu Bin couldn't continue speaking in advance, he calmed down a bit, and said: "I was bombed."

The young scientists who were with him hurriedly covered him and removed the petri dish, "We'll go out to find them, and you leave with the child."

"I'm leaving, how about you?"

"You are smarter than us, we don't regret dying, but if you lose your life in this party struggle, it will be the greatest loss to the scientific community!"

"Also, the child needs you. We are not sure what will happen when he leaves the petri dish. Only you can protect him and raise him up."

Yu Bin said calmly: "He just wants a cherub, so give it to him."

"It's fine if he's really a cherub." A young researcher pointed to the baby in the transparent petri dish: "Doctor, you can see clearly that he has grown hands and feet now, are you sure you want to hand over the fate of a child to me?" Into the hands of a bureaucracy?"

How much I hoped that the Cherub would succeed when I approved it, and how much I wanted it to die after being demoted.

And if it's just for destroying it, it's fine, who knows what will happen to the Cherub if it falls into his hands.

Maybe they could chop off the cherubic limbs and leave the behavior of the brain.

"We watched him grow up little by little, observing that he gradually changed from a small cell to being like all babies..."

"We wish him well."

Yu Bin was convinced, he turned and left.

Before the young researchers had time to watch him go away, they were buried in the ruins of another laboratory.

The leader told the crowd that the cherubs had been wiped out, and Dr. Yu, the Frankenstein, had escaped, but he would hunt them down with all his might.

"Then how did you escape that hunt?"

"It's very simple." Yu Bin smiled, and said, "Find a fish bigger than that leader, and just eat him."

Someone brought out Yu Bin's previous scientific achievements and gilded him and the dead researchers. People who have been cured by anti-cancer needles and people with cancer patients in their families will naturally regard Yu Bin as a god.

And those who persecute the gods naturally deserve to die.

It was so easy to say, but Yu Li knew that those years were by no means as simple as described in words.

Otherwise, Jiang Xian, who used to be obsessed with scientific experiments with his father, would not give up research, and Yu Bin would not have the status in the scientific world today.

"My dad said that being nailed to the pillar of shame refers to this incident."

"Yes." Yu Bin said, "He should have had the same experience as me."

"Yu Li, Jiang Zhao." He said softly: "When we first studied you, we really just wanted a brain, but later, when you grew arms and legs, we all realized that you are just ordinary people. child."

"However." He looked at the file bag that was pulled out just now, and said, "The background of this story still leaves traces on you, and it is difficult to erase."

"I put Yu Li in the countryside, followed my grandfather, and didn't let him have more knowledge, just to let him be an ordinary person, but by accident, I had to bring him to the city... Unexpectedly, It ended up being that way.”

He handed the original manuscript to Yu Li and said: "I came here today to tell you, Yu Li, the mission of promoting scientific progress is written in your genes. I don't want you to participate in the mold computer because I don't want you to follow Go as I set, I hope you can live out your own life."

Yu Li lowered his head and saw the drawing from 20 years ago. At that time, he was just a small cell egg, but someone had predicted his appearance from childhood to adult.

There is also his genetic setting on it, because it is a manuscript, so it looks very wordy.

For example, you can't drink alcohol, because drinking alcohol will damage the brain function, and the brain is the most precious organ in the human body.

For example, I love learning so much!Like research, love the country, love the family, love life, and strive for the development of science!

For example, the smile is super cute, and you can always look at life like a child, and maintain the power to heal yourself at any time.

For example, you are very good, but you have to dare to speak up, you will not wrong yourself for any reason, and you will be happier if you are honest with others and yourself.

like……

To be smooth and successful all your life, everyone you meet is kind, everything you meet is beautiful, and your sincerity will never be let down.

Yu Li raised her wet eyelashes, tears filled her red eyes: "This, it's not like, researcher, it's hard to set up."

"Yes..." Yu Bin looked ashamed: "Father's wish for the child."

Yu Li looked at him for a while, then slowly straightened his face.

"Peck thousand is my birthday. Could it be that this, coming to the former 20 years ago, I can't accept the feast."