My claws must be on it

Chapter 226

Shangzhixin saw Lou Ke struggling half-dead for a long time with his own eyes, and he really didn't feel touched, but sometimes he felt that it would be better to just kill him?

Only on the day when the building guest left, she suddenly thought about a question.She thought: this is not going to work. With her own personality, it is impossible for her to fall in love with Lou Ke.

Lou Ke was raised in a gentle and graceful manner, and received the education of imperial supremacy. If he ranks the important things in his heart, it is probably the king, the clan, and himself, and then it is the turn of everyone else.

She may like Jinjiao, but that doesn't prevent her from using her to protect the clan.What if Jinjiao is not the princess?Now she is kneeling at the emperor's feet and begging to rectify the name of the general's mansion, and then Feng Fengyueji will be her heir, and then she will feel guilty and treat it as a rebellion and deathbed.

But coincidentally, Jin Jiao is Shang Zhixin, so everything has changed, and the guilt for her lover has expanded to a frightening and heart-wrenching level, because "the king is the first".

She said, if life can bring about a new moment of joy...then what is life?She can be cruel to herself, let alone others.

So she used to have to rebuild a piece of heaven and earth for the Lou family through death and humiliation, but now she can endure it being destroyed by Shangzhixin almost as a joke, because Jinjiao has become the first, and she is her "monarch"— —And Lou Ke never thinks she is kind, she knows her own cruelty.

It's not that she doesn't care about Lou's surname, she's willing to trade a dirty body for the future of the Lou family, and it's not that she doesn't respect her relatives—she's just asking the Lou family for what she demands of herself, and everything must be based on business and innovation.

So she was attacked on both sides, and she was sincere to both sides.She dug out her heart and offered it to Shang Zhixin, but Shang Zhixin didn't care about digging out her brains to Lou's family, but Lou's family scolded her why she didn't give them all the corpses and let them rank first.

But the Lou family only thought that they didn't get enough, and didn't want Lou Ke to ignore them.After all, she is only one person, and she has worked very hard.

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Shang Zhixin ruthlessly laughed at her embarrassment, thinking that she brought Lou Ke out of the prison, was this the end for her?

If they want to fall in love, the focus is not on Lou Ke but on themselves, Lou Ke is completely under her control.But Shang Zhixin is too strange, she seems to have no love at all.This is a very contradictory point: Jinjiao has the ability to love others, and the person who can fall in love with the identity of "Jinjiao" is Jinjiao, and Shang Zhixin dismisses it.

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But although the logic is clear, it seems that something is wrong——then Shang Zhixin suddenly remembered, why should she consider "I can't fall in love with Lou Ke if this continues"?

Why did she let herself fall in love with Lou Ke?

Do you have vague expectations in your heart?Does she have any affection for the tenant?Impossible, she clearly understands her cruelty.

She teased the tenants that they treated her as a pastime, and that she would marry a noble empress, which was actually a lie.

She can't sleep with anyone, even if it's fake, even if that person is completely attached to her and loyal to her - anyway, she has the power to do whatever she wants.Then when it comes to descendants, she will never let anyone give birth to her children. The word "descendants" makes her feel sick.

The Shang surname seems to be the power exchanged for conscience. The blood of indifference and tyranny flowed in the imperial capital of the past dynasties-and Shangzhi has reached its peak.

So where did this inexplicable thought of trying to fall in love with Lou Ke come from?Shang Zhixin fell into this ignorance again.

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If Lou Ke didn't know how Shang Zhixin was doing for a long time, Shang Zhixin didn't care about Lou Ke anymore. Anyway, as long as he knew that she was not doing well, Shang Zhixin didn't care.

However, I have received several reports from the frontier that the surnamed alliance was blocked at the Qingxi pass and hesitated to advance. The number of checkpoints in Louke's main battlefield was used to report success, and the rest of the places also responded, and the war was reversed in one fell swoop.

It may feel weird to listen to in other places, but it is completely fine in this world:

Lou Ke's vicious voice has been heard for a long time, and he is already a famous murderer.What's more, this is not a world of "humans" at all, and blood has turned everything into a monster—since one person has the possibility of slaughtering the country, which genius can turn the tide

Too normal though.

But even so, there are still not many people available to the court, and the rebellion can only be regarded as "internal troubles", and there are also legendary "foreign troubles". The demon realm in the north needs to be guarded all year round.

So the business bank set out for the imperial conquest.Anyway, she has a heart soaked in blood, and war has always poked her itchy spot.

But just this once—she was hurt.

When the right iron teeth approached her, she clearly felt that she could escape!But something controlled her and made her hesitate for a moment... She didn't understand why she hesitated, the killing instinct was engraved into her bone marrow, and she hesitated.

But when she came back to her senses... she found that her memory was broken, followed by a severe headache.There was only one thought in my mind: the fire in the prime minister's mansion, Lou Ruosu's disappearance, and that charred corpse.

"Sister Lou...?" She spat out these words from between her lips and teeth in astonishment.

The tone was clearly still gloomy and sick, and there was a bit of a girl's daze in it—she suddenly couldn't tell whether she was Jin Jiao or Shang Zhixin.

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Lou Ke walked quickly through the layers of heavy doors, his face was as stiff as iron to cover up the trace of deep worry and panic, and there was still a trace of blood in the military uniform that he would not be able to change in the future.

The moment she received the letter, she dropped everything and went back to the imperial capital.She was worried... Even if she knew that Shang Zhixin was fine, it didn't prevent her from feeling flustered.What Shang Zhixin said before is right, falling in love with the monarch will be her eternal shackles—the pain and struggle are given by her, so I have to work hard to enjoy it.

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The waiter opened the door, and she suddenly saw the face of the young emperor again.

Shang Zhixin sat on the bed, his hair was scattered on his shoulders, his face was slightly pale, his lips were pale, and his forehead was wrapped with a bandage.She was rarely quiet, but she was not panicked or sick. Her eyes were between fury and helplessness, as if she was waking up from a light sleep.

She raised her head when she heard the sound, and met Lou Ke's eyes, with starlight in her eyes.

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Shangzhi gritted his teeth and sneered: "Sister Lou, you are indeed alive."

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Lou Ke gasped, and helplessly felt the ringing in her ears, the words hit her nerves and made her ache: "...the Lord."

"Sister Lou, they said you lied to Gu. They said that your name is Lou Ke and that you are a member of the General's Mansion. Gu was injured and lost his memory, and he forgot a lot of things." Shang Zhixin said, his head crooked like a child, and his voice was soft, but the more he said Afterwards, the eyes became colder, and finally approached the murderous emperor again:

"They said that you approached Gu in order to steal evidence, and then burned down the prime minister's mansion, and then disappeared in front of Gu. Gu felt a headache."

She supported the bed, and the other one beckoned to her: "I don't believe it. Come."

Lou Ke suddenly relaxed after confirming with his own eyes that she was fine. At this moment, he only felt lucky and relieved, and being held accountable was a trivial matter.

She let out a breath, and wanted to kneel in front of her, but under her gaze, she sat down beside her again.

Shang Zhixin hugged her body, using his fingers as a comb, and gently combed her hair: "I want to hear you say it... You know, I only believe in you."

Shang Zhixin's amnesia brought her back to her childhood.She remembered that she and Lou Ruosu were deeply in love, but Lou Ruosu claimed to have some important things recently, so she ignored her a little bit, as long as this period of time passed, they would be equally good.

But all she waited for was the news that the palace change was over and that she was called back to succeed her.She was at a loss, and suddenly learned that the death of her parents was all for her to pave the way. The grief and fear almost overwhelmed her.

The child back then always thought that she had something to rely on, but when she looked back, she found that the person who was always standing behind her was gone.She wanted to seek asylum from Lou Ruosu, but in the end she only got the false news that "Lou Ruosu died in the fire of the general's mansion".

She was a sweet and playful girl—just a girl, and the successive blows drove her almost crazy.But she thought she would die with no one to rely on, and then found that the human creature has great potential: she wanted to get back

Building customers can't do it...Business

Zhixin stimulated the power of the blood at this moment.

——Since then, the monarch has awakened.

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"Yes. I'm a liar." Lou Ke looked at her directly and said, "I've never been called Lou Ruosu. I'm the daughter of the guilty minister Lou Guan. She changed her name and surname to enter the prime minister's mansion just for revenge. When I met you It was unexpected by the minister—"But only because I found out that your identity is unusual, I deliberately approached you, cheated your feelings, and used it to achieve my goal.

She paused suddenly.

It wasn't that she didn't dare to continue, she found that the more she talked, the more painful the expression on Shang Zhixin's face became.

She covered her head, as if she wanted to retort furiously, but in the end she just suppressed it and said softly: "Go ahead."

Lou Ke suddenly remembered what she was told before she came in: "The Lord has a deep obsession with you after losing his memory, so telling her the truth by others will stimulate her headache...she only believes in your words."

When Shang Zhixin first woke up, he rejected everyone, but only said "Sister Lou", as unapproachable as a cub of a ferocious beast.

She would only listen if you told her about Louke—but the story of Louke and her was a deception.After listening to the prime minister's words, she almost passed out holding her headache, and repeated "I don't believe it" through gritted teeth in rage.

As far as the current state is concerned, it has been calm for a long time.

...So Lou Ke suddenly couldn't continue.

Shang Zhixin gritted her teeth in pain, making her feel a little dazed, the upturned corners of her eyes and slightly frowning eyebrows dotted her pale face - suddenly it was as if she had come back from another life.

"...Then out of safety considerations, you lied to Gu that you were Lou Ruosu, and set fire to the Prime Minister's Mansion to cover up your false identity, right?"

Lou Ke was startled, and suddenly found the strangeness of the words: Shang Zhixin was leading her to shirk her guilt... In other words, she didn't want to believe that Lou Ruosu lied to her not only about her identity, but also about her feelings.

She looked at Shang Zhixin in astonishment.

Shang Zhixin was looking at her stubbornly, as if impatiently urging: "Answer me alone." Repressed dazed reluctance to believe—once she gets the same answer from Lou Ke, her fragile protective film will be destroyed. Cracked, revealing hysterical sadness.

"Chen..." Lou Ke tried to answer, but suddenly paused.

She suddenly raised her head and said: "I want to come back to look for you...I want to look for you after I rectify the Lou family's name," she said those four words one by one:

"To tie the knot."

Slightly hoarse but calm and determined, without the slightest hint of guilt.

Since Shang Zhixin wants to think that they have always been in love - let her think that they are in love.If the dirt never came between them...would she feel better?

Shang Zhixin looked straight at her, his eyes shone with a frightening light, as if he wanted to use that light to stare at her.

Lou Ke continued frankly: "But I still deceived you and helped my Lou family with your convenience. It is my fault, and the crime of deceiving the emperor is unavoidable."

"God punish the sin!"

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Shang Zhixin suddenly felt a sigh of relief in his heart—but he burst out with murderous aura, turned over, and kicked her on the shoulder with the momentum, white gas was everywhere, and the huge impact threw her heavily to the corner of the wall without any resistance from Lou Ke .

"You really dare to lie to Gu!"

It can be said that he was so clear-eyed that a moment of relaxation flashed in those eyes.Shangzhi Xinyue breathed a sigh of relief... The words she heard when she woke up were too terrifying, so she knew that something must have happened between herself and Lou Ruosu.It doesn't matter if you hide your identity from her and take advantage of her...

As long as she loves her, as long as Lou Ruosu never wants to abandon her - that's fine.

So Lou Ke really deceived her according to her will.

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But the ridiculous "to be united forever"...almost shocked the faces of other people who knew the details!

They thought: Louke, how dare you?

... Louke himself smiled wryly and thought:

Come on, you are so courageous, you still dare to say such things.

Suppressing the fishy and sweet smell, she got up and worshiped: "The Lord atones for sin."

Shang Zhixin rubbed his throbbing temples, impatiently picked up the teapot and threw her: "Get out."

The guest didn't hide, and was drenched all over with tea leaves, bowed again, got up and retreated.

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She doesn't know where she came from being so bold, she only knows that the new state of the business is very wrong.

Ashamed of Shang Zhixin, she naturally thought many times how she got here during the period when she "disappeared".

And now it seems that she is in pain.The grief of the death of her parents, the bewilderment of the precarious empire... and the heart attack of being deceived and abandoned by her lover.

Her wanton and cruel smile was gone when she lost her memory, replaced by a rage... a rage that wanted to hide her vulnerability and escape the embarrassment of reality.

She knew that the devil did not come from one breath.Before becoming a devil, Shang Zhixin needs to walk many steps alone.

And with her appearance just now, she seemed to be suffering from a headache all the time, and the moment she told her the truth, she would be crushed by severe pain... She couldn't be honest at this time.

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At this point, no matter how chaotic the demon realm in the northern border is, the coalition forces can breathe again... and the only protector, Shenlouke, has returned to the rear.

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The colleague then sighed at her: "You shouldn't do this."

Lou Ke asked back: "Why?"

The colleague replied: "The Lord will always remember." And when she remembered, it was the time for Lou Ke to bear the anger: if a person like Shang Zhixin is deceived twice, the result of that person can be imagined : The unformed corpse in prison is her lesson from the past.

Lou Ke smiled lightly: "It is because the Lord will remember that I dare to deceive her again."

"You...?" The colleague said in a daze: "You know what will happen to you—" He stopped talking suddenly.

She knew that she had done amazing things, and the poor person in the whole thing couldn't be Shang Zhixin who was deceived twice - when she didn't recover her memory, Lou Ke lied to her, but she was relieved that when she recovered her memory, she recovered her personality, then He is an evil god who will never be sad, and the unlucky one will be Lou Ke.

Lou Ke doesn't doubt that she will regret coming to this world at that time, so she has to do things before she has no regrets... Now even if she is afraid of regrets, she will not regress.

She squinted.

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Lying can temporarily stabilize the Lord's physical condition, and only she will pay the price.

She doesn't mind paying the price.