light in the north

Chapter 173 Dirty Suzhou Creek

Aaron lay motionless on the bed for 2 days without eating anything. This negative depression had completely controlled him. In the end, there was no other way, and the hospital simply started to infuse him with nutrient solution.

This was the case when Tan Zifan came over. He talked to Aaron, but Aaron still didn't respond.Only then did he realize that his condition might be a little serious, and what Zhang Yunfeng meant was that Aaron might be suffering from a disease called bipolar disorder.

Tan Yufan has never heard of: "Bipolar disorder?"

Zhang Yunfeng explained: "It means that the mood is high for a while, and the spirit is extremely excited. It is depressed for a while, and the melancholy of depression is to the extreme."

Tan Yufan: "I didn't see when he was excited?"

Zhang Yunfeng: "According to you, his personality is originally a depressive and quiet type. Then when he is excited, he may not be able to sleep all night long. His brain is extremely active, and his thinking ability and action ability are extremely strong. There may also be a little more than usual.

Tan Zifan thought about it for a while, he didn't know what happened to Aaron sleeping at night, but looking at his deep dark circles, he could also predict that he was insomnia.However, the excitement is really hard to detect, but thinking back to when he was still a sophomore in high school, the conversation between the two of them basically consisted of what Tan Yufan said, and Aaron nodded, or just said one or two words to express the meaning, but never When Beiguo chatted with him, Aaron's words could be regarded as whole paragraphs.

And the mission to Burberry that day was indeed a bit thrilling and exciting. He should have been under a lot of psychological pressure, shooting, fleeing, and seeing Shen Bei's excitement...

But once you get sick, you can't stay sick forever.Tan Yufan spent so much energy raising him, no matter what he had to complete the task well.

"It's best for him to rest now, and he can no longer do tasks that are very intense and stimulate his spirit."

Out of consideration for the patient, Dr. Zhang expressed his views cautiously to his boss Tan Yufan.

But Tan Yufan couldn't wait too long, he asked: "What is his worst consequence?"

Dr. Zhang: "Because he hasn't given him a series of psychological counseling, so he is not very clear about the patient's state, but the general bipolar disorder will eventually commit suicide or have a tendency to hurt others.

"Then will his consciousness be awake?"

Dr. Zhang: "He will know what he is doing, but he can't control his emotions when they come."

Tan Yufan knew what he was doing: "It's good that he knows what he's doing."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and entered the room again, sat down, and called out, "Aaron?"

Aaron acted as if he didn't hear it, and still didn't move much.

"The box you snatched last time is empty, and you have been exposed long ago. All our plans have failed."

"I sent you to study, I helped you avoid Eiji, I made your father suffer from syphilis, I gave you house money and a company, what do you need from me? Play dead in bed?"

"You said you saw Shen Bei."

When Tan Ningfan said this, he saw Aaron's head twisted, and the eyes of the two matched.

"I'll take you to see him."

Tan Yufan said.

There seemed to be a layer of tulle in Aaron's eyes, light and sad.He stood up slightly: "You know where he is."

"He's dead." Tan Yufan said, "At least, he wants others to think he's dead."

The light in Aaron's eyes went out again.

He lay back to the place before, immersed in his own world in the original posture.

He knew that Shen Bei was still alive, but none of them believed it.No matter how ambiguous what they said, there was no way for Shen Bei to bring it in front of him.

Aaron once thought about suicide. He thought of his mother and felt too sick.The appearance of being swelled by blisters to the point of bursting, unrecognizable and full of maggots is too disgusting.So he had no way to pick up the knife and let himself die like this in the end.

In his life, he has never enjoyed the happy youth of a normal child, nor can he die miserably in the end.

So he chose sleeping pills in the end, and died peacefully, at least with a whole body.

But this kind of thought was on the verge of collapse again and again, and it was pulled back again and again.

Shen Bei once told him: Death is really terrible.

He also said that the garbage in this society is enough for him alone.

But where is the garbage in Shen Bei?He has faith, does some bad things, but never kills.

Aaron knew that Shen Bei was not dead, so he couldn't die either.

He once hid in his room alone and watched a banned movie, "Suzhou River", the work of the sixth generation director Lou Ye.It tells about a pure and lovely woman named Peony.

She fell in love with a man named Ma Da, but Ma Da was obsessed with ghosts and teamed up with friends to kidnap Peony.After Peony found out, she jumped into the dirty Suzhou River to commit suicide.

Before committing suicide, she told him that she would turn into a mermaid and go to him again.

The remorseful Ma Da began to look for this woman everywhere. He searched and searched, and found a woman Meimei who was very similar to Peony, but Meimei liked a photographer.Ma Da told her the story of him and Peony, but found that although Meimei resembled Peony, she was still not that Peony, so he left again,

Keep looking, keep looking, don't know if it's hallucination or real, he finally found Peony, he

The two of us faced each other again. At that moment they were drunk, and when they were the happiest, they fell into the Suzhou Creek and both died.

Meimei saw the ending and hoped that the photographer would love her so much, so she left the photographer, but the photographer did not love her in the end.

The story ended so bleakly.

In a way, Aaron felt like he was in that movie.Childish, confused, confused, remorse, love, hate, death.

He also wanted to find him, and kept looking for him, finding death.Just like the motor and peony in "Suzhou Creek".

So he can't die yet.

If you want to die, you should die with Shen Bei in the end.

"Want to visit Shen Bei's cemetery?" Tan Yufan said, "I'll take you there."

However, this sentence was not implemented quickly.One is that it takes a certain amount of time for Aaron's body to get out of bed and walk, and the other is that the Tan family has recently had a series of numbness.

The troubles were not big, but they were all over the place. One problem was solved and the other got up again. Tan Yufan was so busy that he hadn't had a good night's sleep for several days.The higher-ups began to investigate Lian Jie again, thinking that he was the son-in-law of a government official after all, so they were extremely careful recently, but there were problems with the two real estate properties under him.

Just right, the two real estates were transferred from Yinger to a small company before, but Tan Yufan didn't check these problems, and it wasn't a big deal, so he let his subordinates take over. Who knew that the two places were demolished before Now the private houses are in trouble again, and there are big economic loopholes.

When he found out that these two properties belonged to the Shen Gang before, his heart skipped a beat.The little chicken that couldn't fly before has become a bird that can fly, and it dares to trip Tan Yufan.

So Tan Yufan was very clear in his heart.

Jiang Nan and the others definitely want it, but they definitely don't want his life.Because Jiang Nan had already been exposed to them, but Ying Er did not find anyone to assassinate him, so why did they want him and what did they want him for?How to humiliate him is still a problem.But this guy has a big appetite, what is a Jiang Nan, they seem to even want the Tan family.

Just because Shen Bei is 20 years old? Just because Yinger is 26 years old? I want to be the number one in Chongqing.

I have to say that these people dare to think and dare to do.However, based on these two incidents, Tan Yufan knew that it would not be so easy to deal with these little birds.

Young people are creative, so they thought that Tan Yufan was too old to play hide and seek with them.

After several months passed seemingly peacefully, Tan Yufan took Aaron to Shen Bei's cemetery.

I specially picked a very good weather. It is still a bit cold in winter, but the sun is out.The weak light shone down, leaving only a thin temperature, which seemed useless.

In the sky of Fengyun, the sky will turn from blue to blue-gray, and it is vast, divided into small pieces by tall buildings.And this piece of land is far away from the urban area, so the sky here is still complete and the sun can be seen.The surrounding greenery is very good, there are many trees, like a small forest.

Very comfortable.

Tan Yufan stepped on the path paved with bluestone slabs, and brought Aaron closer to the tombstone with Shen Bei's name engraved bit by bit.

Aaron was very calm in his heart, and he didn't have many extra emotions, and he didn't speak along the way.