Song of Light and Shadow

Chapter 140 Chapter of Light [Green Black] (Happy Green Rose)

"What kind of flowers does Midorima-kun like?" Heizi stopped suddenly when passing by the flower shop, and looked at the blooming flowers and gently asked Shinichiro Midorima who was walking beside him.

Midorima frowned, he didn't like delicate things like flowers, although sometimes he had to buy a certain type of flower for morning divination, but no matter what, it would feel awkward to hold in his hand.

"There's nothing I like." Midorima pushed his glasses calmly.

"Mr. Lujian, you are so cold-blooded." Heizi looked up at Lujian and said calmly.

"Why is it cold-blooded not to like flowers?!" Midorima's eyes twitched.

"For some reason, I feel like this..." Heizi said calmly, looking at Midorima, whose face was full of black lines.

"Hey..." Luma was speechless.

"I think it's enough..." Heizi closed his eyes, opened them after a while and said softly.

"Is it okay? This will probably be the last time..." Midorima said with a calm expression, but her hands in the pockets of her white coat were clenched and trembling.

"Well, it's not good to cause trouble for everyone. It's enough... I didn't expect to come out from there, so I am very happy now." Heizi turned around and squatted down, looking at the untrimmed rose that had hit the bucket Hua, suddenly showing a surprised expression, stared at one of them and said, "The green one."

Luma heard Heizi's irrelevant words, but didn't react for a while, "Huh?"

"Green, rose." Heizi pointed to the only emerald green rose among the large fiery red roses in the bucket and said, "Green."

"There is no need to emphasize it twice..." Midorima saw that Kuroko was staring at the green rose with a look of wanting it, sighed slightly, walked into the store and said to the clerk: "Please give me the green rose." Rose."

"Eh? Green?" The clerk looked surprised, quickly put down the scissors in his hand, and walked to the door. After seeing the small green rose in the bucket, which was really hard to find at first glance, he was quite surprised. I scratched my head in embarrassment, turned around and said to Midorima with a smile: "Ah, I'm so sorry, I didn't want to enter the green rose. After all, tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and no one would be willing to buy green ones, so I originally booked all of them. Red, the person who bought it may have made a mistake. If you really want to buy it, I will give you half price."

A few minutes later, holding a beautifully packaged single sunspot of a green rose, she walked quietly beside Midorima, and suddenly said after a long time, "It's really great..."

"Huh?" Midorima looked at Heizi.

"It's nothing." Heizi smiled, but his pale face made Midorima a little uneasy.

"Go back quickly." Luma quickened his pace, and Heizi could only keep up, but after two steps, he suddenly fell to the ground.

Straight, with no buffer at all, the whole person is attached to the ground.

It hurts to hear a thud.

"Heizi!" Luma hurriedly ran to Heizi's side and hugged him.

so light!Midorima gritted her teeth, she hasn't hugged Kuroko for a long time, so even the weight is about to disappear from her hands...

"It's okay, let's go back. It's just a little blood." Heizi raised his hand to wipe the blood on his forehead, and said calmly, "It's great that the flowers weren't crushed."

"What do you care about flowers at this time..."

"Of course!" Heizi suddenly raised his voice, which startled Midorima.

Seeing that Midorima seemed startled by his own voice, Heizi pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "I can go on my own, please let me go."

"No." However, Midorima flatly rejected Heizi's request, and under the strange eyes of everyone, holding Heizi who was holding a green rose in his hand, he walked to the side of the road and hailed a taxi.

"Mihuatian Hospital." Midorima yelled at the driver in a panic after placing the sunspot, and the driver was so scared that he stepped on the accelerator and started driving at a fast speed.

"Mr. Midori, your expression is terrifying..." Heizi leaned on the back of the rear seat, his body tilted slightly.

Seeing this, Midorima reached out and stroked Kuroko's head, letting Kuroko lean on his shoulder.

Closing his eyes, it seemed that the somewhat tired Heizi was breathing steadily.

Lowering his eyes, the eyes behind the glasses contained self-blame and unwillingness.He doesn't want to be like this, why, why is it a sunspot? !Does God not have eyes?There are so many villains in the world who can live freely, why let such a disease haunt Heizi!

It's not fair!

"It's okay, Lujian-kun, it's okay..." Heizi raised his hand and gently covered Lujian's trembling and clenched fist, "Thank you...Lujian-kun..."

"I have nothing to thank you for." Midorima clenched her lower lip.

"No, thank you, Hua..." Heizi slightly opened his eyes, looking at the green rose that was about to bloom in his hand.

"I'll buy you as much of this kind of thing as you want!" After arriving at Mihuatian Hospital, Lu Jian gave the driver a piece of [-] yuan and didn't even bother to ask for change. He quickly picked up Heizi and ran back to the ward.

"First shift, prepare the ventilator immediately, and second shift, prepare the bottle and booster." After carrying Heizi to the intensive care unit, Midorima quickly ordered.

Seeing Kuroko's large red spots starting from his neck and struggling to breathe, Midorima was so heartbroken that he almost suffocated.

A year and a half ago, after Heizi suddenly fainted during a game and was sent to the hospital, he was diagnosed with a rare lupus erythematosus pneumonia.He had long felt that Heizi seemed to be unwell, especially when some strange red marks appeared on his body, but Heizi said that it might be an allergy, so he didn't pay any more attention.At that time, Heizi just often felt weak, and he just thought that Heizi was not physically strong enough.However, if you pay more attention and check earlier...

Walking silently to the corridor, Midorima punched hard on the wall.

As a doctor, he is too unqualified.

"Doctor Lujian, the consultation experts have arrived." A nurse quickly walked to Lujian and said.

"I see." Midorima regained his stern expression, pushed his glasses, now, he must do everything possible to save Heizi, he doesn't want Heizi to leave this world!

However, looking at the so-called experts who looked embarrassed in front of them, Midorima wanted to beat them all to the ground.Is a doctor who gives up hope still called a doctor?It's not an incurable disease, why do they all look hopeless? !

"If you undergo stem cell transplantation, you will recover soon." Midorima once again put forward his own proposition.

"Doctor Midorima, it's not that we don't understand, but the blood type of the sunspot patient is p-type, and you also know that there are very few people in the world who have such a blood type. Let alone the mismatch, it is difficult to contact the other party. In the end, whether the other party is willing to donate stem cells is also a problem. Doctors are not omnipotent, they can only do their best..."

"Nonsense! There must be more than this one method! There must be more than..." Holding the documents in his hand, Midorima almost cried out in pain.

Why is this...

Looking at Lujian who refused to admit it, the experts all looked at each other helplessly and got up to leave, leaving only Lujian silent in the conference room...

After waking up, Heizi opened his sore eyes, staring at the pale ceiling, in a daze.

Breathing was a bit difficult, but not so difficult that it was suffocating.Looking sideways at the pile of instruments beside him, he wanted to laugh for some reason.Now he probably lives only by these cold machines.

I moved my fingers, it should be because I lost the nutrient solution, so I gained some strength.Heizi sat up with support, took off the respirator and looked around.

After coming out of the meeting room from the green room to the ward, seeing that Heizi wanted to get out of bed, he walked to Heizi angrily, pressed his shoulder immediately, and said in a cold voice, "What are you doing! Why are you even taking off the ventilator?" down!"

"It's gone..." Heizi tiredly stretched his eyes and looked at Luma, who seemed to have a double image in front of him, and said, "It's gone..."

"What's missing?" After putting Kuroko on the bed, covering the quilt, and putting on the ventilator again, Midorima asked with a sigh and pushed his glasses.

"Qiangwei..." Heizi leaned on the ventilator and took a deep breath, his complexion improved a bit.

Lvjian raised his forehead, Heizi didn't even care about his life because of a flower, so he was naturally dumbfounded?

"Lie down obediently." Glancing at Heizi, Midorima looked around, but didn't see any flowers in the ward, maybe they fell somewhere on the way to send Heizi, "I'll help you find it, absolutely don't leave without authorization, Did you hear that?"

After watching Heizi nod, Midorima left not very relieved.

I searched along the way, but still didn't find any flowers.Was it picked up by someone?If this is the case, it is better to buy a new one.

Thinking of Midorima, he turned and walked to the office to change clothes and go to the flower shop, but when he entered the corner, he found a green rose that had fallen there, so he walked over and bent down to pick it up, and at the same time he heard a familiar voice from the reception .

It was the voice of the person who Zeng Jin made him fight for the first time.

Now, what else is he doing here? !

Is it...

Thinking of the possibility, Midorima immediately hurriedly walked behind the man with dark red hair who was still asking, and said indifferently: "Get out, you are not welcome here."

"Lvjian?" The man turned his head, was a little surprised at first, then as if he just remembered, he said to himself: "This is also a hospital under the Lujian industry..."

"I said, you are not welcome here, Vulcan." Midorima restrained herself from doing anything, but even the little nurse at the side could tell that Midorima was really angry, exuding a frightening air all over her body field.

"I just came to see Heizi." Vulcan explained, but Midorima didn't intend to listen to Vulcan's explanation at all. He stared at him coldly and said, "I told you to get out now. You left Heizi back then, and now you are still with him." What face come back."

Vulcan frowned, looked at Midorima, sighed and said: "I said, did you make a mistake? Heizi and I are just ordinary friends, and I have already returned to the United States long before that, Heizi's I only found out about my illness after returning to China, so I came to see him now. It seems that I have done something to offend Heizi."

Although I knew Kagami was an idiot, I didn't expect to be so stupid.At that time, Heizi really relied on Vulcan, and after Vulcan left without saying a word, although he looked calm, he was actually helpless to a certain extent.

Also suffered from such a disease during that time.

Now the culprit actually said he was innocent? !

Midorima was so angry that he forgot that this was a hospital, so he punched Vulcan in the face and knocked Vulcan down to the ground.

Looking at the surprised Vulcan, Midorima's eyes were as cold as ice, and he said in a deep voice, "You bastard who didn't even realize Heizi's intentions, don't let me see you again!"

"What the hell are you doing... Heizi?"

Feeling a light touch on the back, Midorima froze, and slowly turned her head away.

Heizi was standing behind him supporting the bottle rack, looking into his eyes very calmly with a pale face.

"Mr. Lujian, have you found any flowers?"

"Hey, Heizi, this is..." Vulcan got up and looked at Heizi's open skirt.

Large patches of fiery red patterns are printed on the skin, like bloody roses in full bloom, coquettish and dazzling.

"Didn't I tell you not to come out!" Midorima clenched her fists and her face turned cold.

"Because Mr. Lujian hasn't come back yet..." Heizi said calmly.

"Okay, I see." Midorima pushed his glasses, held Heizi's hand, and led Heizi to the ward.

"Hey, Heizi!" Vulcan called out hastily.

Heizi stopped in his tracks, turned his head, looked at Vulcan with a little doubt and asked, "Excuse me, who are you?"

Vulcan froze in place, watching Heizi disappear from sight under the leadership of Midorima, and did not move for a long time...

"Mr. Lujian, the person just now knows me. Who is he?" Heizi asked in a low voice after being carried back to the bed by Lujian.

"An insignificant person." Midorima put the green rose in the vase, and replied indifferently. Affected by the illness, Heizi's memory has been damaged a lot.

"Oh..." After lying down, Heizi slowly closed his eyes, but suddenly opened them again, looking at Luma.

"What's the matter?" Midorima felt a little uncomfortable being watched by Heizi.

"Does Mr. Lujian like me?" Heizi asked suddenly.

"Eh? Why all of a sudden..." Midorima was taken aback by Heizi's illogical question, her cheeks felt a little hot.

"I like Mr. Lujian very much." Heizi replied seriously, "I like it very much."

"Stop talking nonsense..." Lu Jian's heartbeat was about to come out of his throat, but he deliberately put on a cold look, "You are tired."

"I know, Mr. Lujian." Heizi raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and said softly, "I'm probably going to die soon. I know."

"Stop talking nonsense." Midorima frowned, "I won't let you have trouble."

"It's okay, I know." Heizi said calmly, "I'm actually very afraid of death, and I still am. I can't sleep well every night. I always feel that I may not be able to open my eyes the next day. Breathing is also very difficult. Difficult, sometimes you need to open your mouth wide." Slowly, Heizi said calmly, "But now, for some reason, I slowly accept it. I will die. So, it doesn't matter anymore. At least for now There is Midori-kun by my side. So it doesn't matter...Because I like Midori-kun, sometimes I think, it's great, it's my disease and not Midori-kun, it's really great... "

Midorima looked at Kuroko, biting her lower lip tightly.

"So, Lujian-kun, it's great to meet you." Heizi raised his head slightly, looked at Lujian, and smiled slowly, weak but brilliant.

"Idiot...why do you like it or not..." Midorima let go of her clenched fist, lowered her head, and kissed the breathing mask Heizi was wearing, "I have fallen in love with you a long time ago."

"Sure enough, Mr. Lujian is very cunning..." Heizi moved his lips under the breathing mask and spit out syllables, "This is what it is..."

Midorima sighed, unfastened Kuroko's breathing mask, and blocked Kuroko's lips like artificial respiration.

The scorching breath flowed in the body, Heizi felt it was difficult to breathe, but more he felt a kind of sweetness close to death, it would be good if he died like this, Heizi closed his eyes, thinking calmly.

"I won't let you die... definitely not..." However, after the deep kiss, Midorima gently bit Heizi's earlobe, licked and said in a low voice, "If you dare to give up now , I will probably go after you."

Heizi chuckled, rubbed Lujian's face slightly, and said quietly: "It's really not like what Lujian-kun would say... If it was Lujian-kun, he should say 'as you like'... "

"I'm never casual about my own things." Midorima added another small piece to Heizi's gap between the many red spots on his neck, "Since I've already said it, there's nothing to worry about. I won't let you die, absolutely not."

"Well, I believe you..."

Heizi slowly closed his eyes.

Three months later.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Heizi..." Midorima hugged Heizi whose body was slightly cold.

"It's okay, I'm not angry at Midorima-kun at all. Because I already knew the result, so it's okay." Heizi is no longer the usual calm expressionless, but gentle enough to make people tremble smile.

"What should I do... What should I do..." Midorima tightened her arms helplessly, not wanting the person in her arms to disappear, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't feel the real feeling of holding him in her arms.

"Mr. Lujian, can I be self-willed once?" Heizi raised his hand, caressed Lujian's cheek, and the corners of his mouth turned up slightly.

"Whatever you want, I will give it to you, so... don't leave me, don't..." Midorima grabbed Heizi's hand violently, put it on his lips and kept kissing lightly, but there was no feeling on his lips. to any temperature.

"Hold me." Heizi said softly.

"Huh?" Midorima was taken aback, thinking she had heard wrong.

"Hold me." Heizi repeated, his voice more firm than just now.

"Really...is it okay?" Midorima flinched for some reason, always feeling that such a sunspot seemed to be saying goodbye to something.

"Hmm..." Heizi's hand trembled slightly, but after a short pause, he kissed Midorima's lips proactively.

Lips and tongues intertwined, sucking, as if to plunder everything.At the beginning, Midorima was still watching Heizi's face carefully, for fear that something might happen to him. After all, it was a lung disease, and his breathing was not smooth, so since the first kiss, he has been patiently not letting himself touch Heizi.

However, when Heizi's hand covered his body, his reason and everything were wiped out with that gentle touch.

Turning over and pressing Heizi under him, desperately demanding a deep kiss.The long patience, the long love all broke out at this moment.The tip of the tongue rubbed against the mucous membrane, exuding heat, causing a sweet moan to overflow from Heizi's lips.This made Midori more excited.

Taking off Kuroko's clothes, rubbing the slightly dry skin with the palm of his hand, Midorima's heart twitched slightly, the touch that should have been smooth has now become dry...

Why...why is Heizi...

Midorima increased the strength of her hand, as if she wanted to rub Heizi into her body, and rubbed Heizi's chest.

"Hmm..." Heizi let out a cat-like cry after being stimulated, but it soon turned into a big gasp.

Midorima bit her lower lip tightly, her teeth embedded in the flesh without letting go.

He knew too well in his heart that this kind of breathing would be tantamount to exhausting the few remaining lives... The bacteria in the air would enter the lungs...

He is personally pushing Heizi to the end!

"I have nothing to do with you." Heizi stretched out his hand to gently wipe away the tears overflowing from Lujian's eyes, "Mr. Lujian can cry, it's so rare."

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"Well, I know, I also like Mr. Luma." Heizi tightly grasped Luma's back.

"I'm going to cum..." Midorima lowered her head abruptly, covering Kuroko's lips.

Luma felt that the torrent in his body was rushing faster and faster, advancing and retreating as Heizi's waist rose and fell, and finally the strong wind blew up, and a scorching torrent gushed out, sprinkled on Heizi's warm body.

"Thank you...Mr. Lujian, I love you...Don't see you again...If you dare to chase me, I will hate you..." However, Heizi's figure became more and more blurred. The red spots look like roses in full bloom at this moment, wrapping the sunspots and gradually disappearing.

"Heizi!" Midorima yelled, sitting up from the bed.The whole body has been soaked.

Panting heavily, Midorima covered her face.

Two months ago, the memory of that night has appeared in his dreams countless times, repeated, vivid, cruel...

"Damn! Damn! Damn..." Tears that could not be suppressed slipped from between her fingers, and dripped on the water-blue quilt, leaving dark marks on it.

Under the moonlight, the only green rose in the vase on the bedside table gently fluttered its leaves, making it beautiful.

"Mr. Midori, be happy. I will be by your side...so when the time comes, scatter my ashes into the water and put this rose in it. In this way, I will be very happy."

Last words, last smiles.

"What kind of happiness...Damn...Sunspot...Sunspot..." Midorima's voice echoed in the empty room, hovered, and drifted out of the window.

How can I be happy without you.