half life slave

Chapter 136

When Rong Yu was able to sit up, Shen Hui sent someone to pick him up. He was heavily guarded and heavily guarded along the way. When he returned to the palace, he didn't even stop at Qianqingmen's own residence, and he was surrounded by everyone In Qianqing Palace, all the daily necessities are well arranged in the dormitory, and the attention given to him by the person who is eagerly looking forward to his return makes people seem to feel what it means to be eager to see.

After all, it was just a little flesh injury, and Rong Yu's body was not weak. He had been paying attention to cleaning the wound, and under Shen Hui's care, he recovered quickly.It's just that Shen Hui took care of him day and night, and from time to time showed a little trepidation, lest he would be dissatisfied.

The emperor blindly catered to him, his heart was tired, and others looked even more tired.Ke Rongyu had something in his heart, and he didn't want to get entangled, so he simply let Shen Hui toss, no matter how considerate the other party was, he still couldn't help showing a disinterested, boring expression.

When he was able to walk as usual, he went to the Supervisor of Rituals to deal with supervisory affairs more often, and the world turned upside down for a while. As he expected, Shen Hui took advantage of his assassination to clean up the dignitaries of the family and deal with many officials involved.Rong Yu thought that his affairs should also be put on the agenda, so he personally went to the cabinet to get the report for the day, and then sandwiched the book he had written. Shaking hands.As I walked and thought about it, I felt more and more helpless and ridiculous.

Shen Hui didn't let him bother, dismissed the rest of the people, and taught him to sit opposite him.Then I read the book by myself, and personally approved it bit by bit.It's a pity that those notebooks all look the same, and you can't see the words on them, so you can't tell which one is written by yourself.

There was no words for a while, and the atmosphere was quite quiet. Shen Hui raised his head for a while, and suddenly asked with a smile, "After seeing off Lin Sheng that day, why did you think of going to Xiyuan?"

Rong Yu twitched his brows, looked at him and said, "I want to see if the swallow's nest under the eaves of Chengming Hall is still there. It was my fault that I forgot to tell you."

"Where did you come from? Your mind is just a coincidence." Shen Hui didn't take it seriously, and could always find reasons to praise him, "But when did you become so self-willed, and when you think about it, it's not like you usually do group."

Feeling a little queasy in his heart, Rong Yu thought for a while and said, "I have finished writing the plaque of Chengming Hall. It is placed on the bookshelf in my room. Didn't you say you want to change it... If you think it can still be read , can be changed at any time."

"It's fine if you bring it to me tomorrow. If there's anything wrong with it, how bad can your writing be?" While speaking, Shen Hui had changed several memorials.

A heart flickered, raised his throat, then fell down, staring at his face, and guessed, his face should be pale at the moment.

Restless, but he couldn't let him see it, Rong Yu got up to get some tea.When he lowered his head, he found that what he brewed today was Yangxian tea.The past struck unexpectedly, and he remembered the sleepless night he and Shen Hui had spent together many years ago.

If time could turn back, if water could turn back, even if he experienced unbearable, despair, hesitation, and sadness again...he would still accept the person behind him at his desk, as long as he could be with him for one more day.

There was a bang, which interrupted his thoughts. It was the sound of closing the memorial, and his heartbeat seemed to have stopped. He heard the people behind him ask, "Why did you go to Xiyuan?"

This opening sentence is unique, and he breathed hard, the most anxious waiting has passed, and he is confident that he can deal with everything that follows.

He turned around, met Shen Hui's inquiring eyes, and replied, "Go and see the swallows in the corridor, because I won't see them again until next spring."

Shen Hui's eyes were clear and deep, and there was no expected anger inside. He looked at him calmly, and then said calmly, "You want to go to Nanjing, but I won't let you go."

Rong and held his lips, with an unyielding attitude, "Then I will ask for another order until you agree."

Shen Hui pondered, with a rare look of bewilderment, "Didn't you say you would always be with me?"

This sentence is the most heart-wrenching, Rong Yu replied leisurely with a smile, "I did. But later I found out that I will make too many people dissatisfied by being by your side. Those people are all against you. For the most important people, you can't leave them, but you can leave me."

Shen Hui shook his head, "You are the most important person, don't worry, they have been suppressed by me, and they won't make trouble anymore. And the second brother, are you worried about my relationship with him, he is my son , as long as he wants this seat, he will never dare to disobey me..."

Rong Yu interrupted him with a wave of his hand for the first time, and said slowly, "I'm not worried about these things. I'm just scared and tired. With you here now, the crown prince can't tolerate me, let alone in the future? I don't want to die I don’t even want to be deprived of the right to ask for death. I didn’t dare to think about this before, and I even thought I wouldn’t be afraid, but the last time the incident happened, I was severely injured at the feet of the emperor. Looking back, I know, I'm still afraid."

"I don't blame the prince, and I don't want you to blame him, but at least I can hide. If I leave, after three to five years, the prince and those who hate me in the court will gradually forget it. On that day, they will not remember even more, then I can die in peace. So I beg you, let me go, just take pity on me, and make the rest of my life safe and peaceful."

Shen Hui listened in a daze, and didn't say a word at first. Thinking about Rong Yu's words, he probably still felt incredible, "You don't believe me? I said I would protect you. At least after I said this, I didn't, it didn't count. I broke my promise."

The most difficult moment should be over, he has enough courage to face the bleakness, Rong Yu raised his head and laughed, "If someone impeaches me, you will dismiss him from office, or simply kill someone. What about a group of people? Yichaotang Have you finished killing? Just like the crown prince, he is your son, the only heir of Dayin, if one day you have to choose between him and me, will you choose me?"

Shen Hui's eyes widened suddenly, but Ke Rongyu didn't want to hear his answer, so he continued, "I can't expect you to do too many things that violate the rules and regulations for me. This is not a question of belief or not, but... . . . I still know myself."

"You still don't believe it," Shen Hui smiled softly, "You always think that I will be like Li Sanlang, for the sake of power and power, I can throw away all the vows of all alliances."

"There's nothing wrong with that! The emperor is a person who shoulders the responsibility of the world, not an ordinary man and woman who bears a love oath. You are admired by the world, congratulated from all directions, and enjoyed by your people. Of course, you can't do it when they need you. , only choose to be loyal to my own feelings. Besides, this analogy is wrong, Li Sanlang and Concubine Yang have been married for more than ten years, I ask myself that I can't compare."

He gritted his teeth, and could hear the voice of blood dripping from his heart, "There is no such deep emotion between us."

After the words were finished, the hall was completely silent. The two sat and looked at each other, but they each felt what it means to be far away from each other, and they could no longer find the warmth of a blind date like before.

"It's all right, but it's a pity that you're not me." Shen Hui smiled again, and sighed calmly, "Having said so much, are you determined?"

Rong Yu nodded solemnly, "Yes, I must leave."

"What if I choose a child from the clan and make him his heir?" Shen Hui asked him with a smile, as if he was talking about a very common thing.

Rong Yu raised his eyes and sighed, "Then I have to leave even more! I can't bear you to do these things for me. You have degraded your wife because of me, and your brother is because of me...and your father...if Plus your son... It's even more difficult for me to face. I, Lin Rongyu, are just an insignificant minister, how can He De be loved so wrongly by you, I really dare not accept it anymore. "

Shen Hui swayed and leaned halfway on the chair. The person in front of him had a pale and thin handsome face, and even his usually clear eyes looked a bit sad. He looked at it, his heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe, but he was calm He said, "Your assassination is indeed very dangerous. If the wound is wrong by a few points, you will die."

He suddenly brought up this topic, taking it as a point, Rong Yu said yes, "This life is taken back, but there is no guarantee that I will be so lucky next time."

Shen Hui snorted softly, "When you were assassinated in front of your mansion, the imperial guards and people from Xichang watched helplessly. It's a witness! Your plan is actually foolproof."

There was a wild jump in his chest. Now that he had made it clear, there was no point in covering it up. Rong Yu said calmly, "The emperor wants to punish the crime of deceiving the emperor. I accept it. I have indeed committed a capital crime."

"Capital crime?" Shen Hui shook his head, laughing a little nervously, "You are trying to survive, and you have killed so many political enemies, the prince has to back away from the edge in order to protect himself. How beautiful you are, so good Courage, I have always valued you in vain."

After pondering for a moment, he calmed down and said again, "I actually admire this courage. Now you have to leave now. What about your ideal? Don't you realize it? The monarch and his ministers work together to open up the ideal of a prosperous age. Is it not what you want?"

If the temptation of love does not come, I will lure him with ideal career, and he will remain unmoved, "Long live God is the master, you should be clear, in fact, I am not the right person, I have too many worries, and I have made too many enemies. It is a failure of the Holy Grace."

With such determination, the conversation finally fell silent. Shen Hui looked at the ground thoughtfully, and smiled slightly for a long time, "I see, it's for me after talking for a long time. Say you are tired, you are afraid, you dare not, you can't, It's all excuses. Lin Rongyu, you are here to make my name famous. When will you be selfish?"

His heart is like a mirror, he can see clearly, and he hit his heart knot lightly, Rong Yu suddenly felt a sense of emptiness, Shen Hui always understood his mind so well, so why bother to say anything else.

"But this is the person I like." Shen Hui smiled sincerely, his eyes sparkling, "I am no longer a teenager, and I can live or die because of love. You are right, being an emperor is You can't be too willful. But this is not important, the important thing is you. I have been trying to protect you with the status of emperor, but it backfired. Instead, I put you on a more dangerous cliff and let you bear the hatred attacks of so many people. I don't I should show my liking, but I can’t do anything about it myself, this is the most helpless place, even I have to accept my fate.”

He frowned, the light in the depths of his eyes dimmed, and slowly fell on his cheeks.Maybe he felt that he was losing his composure, or maybe he didn't want the other party to feel too sad, so he stood up and turned his back to Rong Yu, "I can let you go, not for my reputation, but for my promise, to protect you well, to give You are free."

When the dust settled, just saying such a calm sentence would only make the person let go, his clothes trembled.All the struggles were concealed under the slightly undulating back.

Ke Rongyu suddenly understood some things—for example, the sun rises and the moon sets, the stars move, and in the endless wilderness of time, there is such a person who just happens to understand your complete soul and understand all your perfections.Because of his existence, life becomes complete, and there is no other expectation.Half life ups and downs or half life scattered, it turns out to be worth it.

Laughing silently, tears were winding down the corners of his eyes.