Can I still save it? [Transmigration Book]

Chapter 58

Su Yunjing's heart is like a reamer, but he can't break down, Fu Hanzhou is still sick.

Back then, Su Yunjing's hand was only scratched with a knife, and Fu Hanzhou's agitated spirit almost lost control.

Not to mention crying in front of Fu Hanzhou now, it will only aggravate his condition.

Seeing Fu Hanzhou, who was biting his teeth and cheeks tightly, with an extremely painful expression, but carefully wiped his tears away, Su Yunjing quickly restrained all his fragility.

"I'm fine, I'm fine, I was worried about you just now." Su Yunjing asked Fu Hanzhou distressedly, "Is it cold?"

Su Yunjing was afraid that Fu Hanzhou would come here alone, and knowing that he was particularly afraid of the cold, he took a coat from Fu Hanzhou's closet before going out.

Putting the coat on for Fu Hanzhou, Su Yunjing leaned over and buttoned the coat buttons one by one.

Fu Hanzhou was still shaking, and he didn't know if it was cold or he was hallucinating again. His lips were pale and his face was still covered with dirt.

There is a lot of humidity in the mountains. Fu Hanzhou dug such a deep hole, and the soil was damp.

Su Yunjing held his face and brushed off the dirt.

Fu Hanzhou's face was cold and his hands were cold, Su Yunjing covered him with his hands for a while.

The corners of Xiao Kujiao's eyes were red, and the dark pupils were full of water vapor, tears were about to fall, and the wet eyelashes kept trembling.

The expression was still so painful, panting lowly, and a whimper-like sound came out of his throat.

Fu Hanzhou thought that he had disappeared from this world, that he had completely left him.

Seeing him like this, Su Yunjing's heart ached so much that he hugged Fu Hanzhou, trying to pull him out of the nightmare and pain.

"Cold boat."

"Cold boat."

Su Yunjing stuck to Fu Hanzhou's face and kept calling his name to make him feel his presence.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here."

The anxiety in my heart was slowly calmed down after feeling the warmth of Su Yunjing's body.

Fu Hanzhou stretched out his stiff and cold hand, and grabbed Su Yunjing's clothes.

Su Yunjing took Fu Hanzhou down the mountain. On the way, he didn't say a word, but held onto Su Yunjing's clothes tightly.

After finally getting down the mountain, Su Yunjing used the mobile app to call a car.

The location here is too out of the way, and it is the middle of the night, everyone is afraid of danger, so no one has been taking orders.

The mountain wind in April was still biting, afraid that Fu Hanzhou would be cold, Su Yunjing hugged him all the time, covered his ears and face and rubbed his face gently.

Fu Hanzhou leaned on Su Yunjing's shoulder, his long eyelashes drooping, like a tired bird, after flying tired, it finally found a tree to rest.

Su Yunjing and the others waited for nearly an hour, and finally a car took the order.

Sitting in the warm carriage, Fu Hanzhou nestled on Su Yunjing's neck, impatiently asking for his temperature and body smell.

Su Yunjing could feel that Fu Hanzhou seemed to be sniffing himself.

Some time ago, Xiao Kujiao was very sensitive to the smell on his body, and she couldn't change the shampoo.

Now this body has changed, and the shampoo and soap used are different. Su Yunjing doesn't know what Fu Hanzhou is smelling.

The driver in front glanced at both of them through the inside mirror.

The lights in the car were not turned on, and the driver couldn't see their facial features clearly. He could barely see the shadow leaning on him shaking, wondering if he was sick.

The driver looked down at the phone order and confirmed with Su Yunjing, "Go to Huaxin Hotel?"

"Ah."

The driver chatted with Su Yunjing, "My friend keeps shaking, he is sick, do you want to go to the hospital?"

Su Yunjing dealt with him, "It's just a little cool breeze, and it will be fine to go back to sleep."

Seeing that Su Yunjing was not interested in chatting, the driver concentrated on driving and stopped talking.

Fu Hanzhou was still holding onto Su Yunjing's clothes, almost half-hugging him, as fond of clinging to him as before.

Su Yunjing clearly felt that Fu Hanzhou's attitude had changed. Although he still didn't speak, the sense of familiarity returned.

These days Fu Hanzhou didn't reject him, but he never took the initiative to get close to Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing had a bad premonition, Xiao Kujiao seemed to...recognize him?

Even if he didn't recognize him before, Su Yunjing will have a hard time tonight. How can he explain that he knows Fu Hanzhou is here?

Su Yunjing was very upset, afraid that if he exposed his vest, he would be punished by the system.

If he were to leave this world again, what would Xiao Kujiao do?

When they arrived at the hotel, Su Yunjing paid the fare with his mobile phone, and got out of the car with Fu Hanzhou.

Fu Hanzhou has a special status now, even in a small third-tier city, he may be recognized by fans, after all, he is now a very popular citizen.

Su Yunjing said to Fu Hanzhou, "You wait for me here, and I will check in."

Fu Hanzhou was still clutching Su Yunjing's clothes. Hearing Su Yunjing's words, he subconsciously tightened his strength, lowered his eyes, and hid half of his face in the shadows.

Su Yunjing was not in a hurry, and patiently explained to him, "We can go back to the room together after we get the room card, and then order a takeaway, are you hungry?"

Fu Hanzhou shook his head.

Xiao Kujiao must have not eaten all day, and Su Yunjing has not eaten this day, and his stomach is wrinkled and uncomfortable.

Su Yunjing had no choice but to say, "I'm hungry. I'm either waiting for you to come back or looking for you all day. I haven't eaten anything."

Fu Hanzhou lifted his eyelids, and then slowly let go of Su Yunjing.

"I'll be back in a while, you wait for me here obediently, don't go in, don't let people recognize you."

Su Yunjing raised the collar of Fu Hanzhou's windbreaker, covering half of his face.

After entering the hotel, Su Yunjing booked a room on the second floor, and Fu Hanzhou couldn't take the elevator, so the floor they lived in couldn't be too high.

After booking the room and taking the room card, Su Yunjing and Fu Hanzhou went up the second floor from the walking ladder.

After entering the room, Su Yunjing turned on the air conditioner first, and then helped Fu Hanzhou take off his coat with stiff fingers.

Su Yunjing didn't dare to let Fu Hanzhou take a bath. He didn't eat for a whole day, and it would be troublesome if he fainted from hypoglycemia.

After ordering two takeaways, Su Yunjing removed the loose gauze from Fu Hanzhou's hands, and called the hotel staff to bring alcohol and bandages.

This kind of common medicine for external use is usually prepared in hotels.

Fu Hanzhou's wound was stuck together with the bandage, and when Su Yunjing unwound the gauze, he would inevitably tear the wound.

Even though Su Yunjing was very careful, the wound still bled a little, and the skin was stuck off by the gauze, revealing the scarlet flesh.

Su Yunjing's heart twitched, and he frowned and asked Fu Hanzhou softly, "Does it hurt?"

Fu Hanzhou shook his head.

The staff brought over the gauze and medicine, and Su Yunjing cleaned the area other than the wound for Fu Hanzhou in the bathroom.

After washing, Su Yunjing began to apply medicine to Fu Hanzhou.

Su Yunjing lowered his eyes, his eyelashes were colored orange by the light from the hotel, like the color of morning glow, warm and soft.

Fu Hanzhou looked at him infatuatedly.

After Su Yunjing bandaged the wound, when he raised his head, he met Fu Hanzhou's infatuated eyes. His heart skipped a beat and he avoided it unnaturally.

Just as the takeaway was delivered, Su Yunjing got up and went to the door to get the takeaway.

After dinner, when Fu Hanzhou went to take a bath, Su Yunjing asked him to give him the clothes he had taken off.

Su Yunjing ordered dry-cleaning on-site service online. He came out in a hurry this time, so he only brought a cold-proof jacket for Fu Hanzhou, and forgot to take a change of clothes.

Fearing that the bandages on Fu Hanzhou's hands would get wet when he took a bath, Su Yunjing put a bag on him and simply took a shower, so the wound would not be inflamed.

Su Yunjing tied a plastic bag on Fu Hanzhou's hand, and the other party lowered his eyes, and his eyes were firmly locked on him.

Feeling Fu Hanzhou's gaze, Su Yunjing's unnatural feeling came again.

A few days ago, Xiao Kujiao often looked at him like this. Su Yunjing obviously adapted well, and he didn't know what he was being hypocritical now.

Fu Hanzhou went into the bathroom, and Su Yunjing sat on the sofa in a daze.

The sound of water in the bathroom was like dense drumbeats, stimulating Su Yunjing's eardrums, making him a little irritable.

Originally, Su Yunjing thought that when Fu Hanzhou came back from outside, he would have a good talk with him about their future relationship.

Su Yunjing didn't want to blow up his vest, and he didn't dare to tell Xiao Kujiao blatantly that he just heard the words.

Su Yunjing thought about pretending that he also likes men, and he is also greedy for Fu Hanzhou's body. Since the other party also has this intention, it is better to take advantage of the trend and get together.

Who knew that before returning to Xiao Kujiao, he rushed to blew himself up, and didn't know if Xiao Kujiao had doubted his identity.

Now Su Yunjing didn't dare to act rashly, and naturally he didn't dare to take the initiative to bring up this matter. He wanted to see how Fu Hanzhou reacted first, and then act accordingly.

Jiang Chunian didn't know that Su Yunjing had found Fu Hanzhou, fearing that he was worried about Xiao Kujiao's situation, Su Yunjing took the initiative to call to report that he was safe.

Su Yunjing didn't tell the truth, but just told Jiang Chunian that Fu Hanzhou had returned, and now he went back to his room to sleep.

Jiang Chunian had no doubts, and he was relieved to see that Fu Hanzhou was fine.

"It's good for him to come back. I'm almost done with my affairs here, and I can go back tomorrow. I've really troubled you these two days. I want to talk to you about salary and your future job when I go back."

This time I went abroad to check my legs, saying it was a holiday, but Jiang Chunian didn't have a day to rest peacefully, and I kept thinking about this matter in my heart, for fear that Fu Hanzhou would have an accident.

Fortunately, there is Su Yunjing this time.

Thinking of Su Yunjing, Jiang Chunian not only became deep in thought.

Jiang Chunian did not expect Fu Hanzhou to accept Su Yunjing so quickly.

Now Su Yunjing probably knows that Fu Hanzhou has a mental illness. Before that, Jiang Chunian did a simple investigation on Su Yunjing.

Jiang Chunian didn't care too much about the comments from outsiders. Judging from his contact, he was very careful, and he seemed to be a bit confused about Brother Fu.

Going back this time, Jiang Chunian wanted to find out his details, see if he was worthy of trust, and whether he had other purposes for approaching Brother Fu.

If he really had a purpose, then Jiang Chunian had no choice but to take some measures, no matter what, he couldn't expose Brother Fu's condition.

Su Yunjing knew that Jiang Chunian's so-called 'talking about salary' had a lot of meaning, so he couldn't help but feel a headache.

Xiao Kujiao still has a lot of mess here, and Jiang Chunian has to be added.

After hanging up the phone, Su Yunjing pressed his temple hard.

Fu Hanzhou came out of the bathroom wearing a white bathrobe, with a wide open neckline revealing a clear and delicate collarbone.

The black hair covered with water drops fell casually, and the long ink-like eyelashes were also damp, making them look extraordinarily soft.

Su Yunjing watched the water drop by drop from Fu Hanzhou's hair. Without thinking about it, he got up and took a large towel from the bathroom, and covered Fu Hanzhou's head.

Seeing that his hand was injured and it was inconvenient for him, Su Yunjing naturally wanted to help him dry his hair.

Seeing Su Yunjing walking over with a towel, Fu Hanzhou bent down slightly in a tacit understanding.

Su Yunjing didn't think so at first, but when he saw the overlapping shadows cast by the two of them on the wall, he suddenly groaned in his heart, what a fucking dick.

Is he actually such a basic person!

Su Yunjing's heart was extremely broken, and he wondered why the well-behaved little Kujiao suddenly bent over.

In the novel, Xiao Kujiao is the second male lead, and he likes women, so how could he get mixed up with this little cannon fodder who hasn't mentioned a few words in the book.

Only now did Su Yunjing realize that maybe it was because of his overly intimacy without distance and boundaries that gave Xiao Kujiao some illusion.

When he met Fu Hanzhou, Xiao Kujiao was only seven years old, and every time he washed his hair, someone had to teach him how to avoid getting shampoo in his eyes.

At that time, Su Yunjing had a very close relationship with him, and they often took a bath and slept together.

Fu Hanzhou clings to him, and he also wants to take care of him more, so he is naturally very close.

For Su Yunjing, Fu Hanzhou grew into a teenager suddenly, so when Su Yunjing got along with him, it was still the way he got along with him when he was a child.

Su Yunjing suspected that Fu Hanzhou was crooked, and it was purely because he had unknowingly raised him crookedly.

Just as he was in doubt because of this, the other party suddenly put his chin on Su Yunjing's shoulder.

Fu Hanzhou's slender and cool neck was close to Su Yunjing's, like two mandarin ducks crossing their necks, their ears rubbing against their temples.

Su Yunjing froze in place.

"I miss you so much."

Fu Hanzhou's voice was very soft, with a trill, as if he had suppressed a certain emotion to the extreme, the calm before the explosion.

"I miss you so much." He hugged Su Yunjing violently, pinning Su Yunjing tightly between his arms.

The black eyes under the long eyelashes gradually became crazy, as if there was a ferocious beast that urgently needed to rush out and bite.

"I miss you so much." Fu Hanzhou buried himself in Su Yunjing's neck, rubbing against him, absorbing his warmth and smelling his scent.

Su Yunjing's heart trembled.

Listening to the phrase "I miss you so much" he kept repeating, each sound became hoarse, Su Yunjing knew better than ever that this person had been waiting for him for many, many years.

Su Yunjing has been by Xiao Kujiao's side with all his plans and has not stayed for two years.

But the other party has been waiting for him to come back for 20 years in his more than 20 years of life.

Fu Hanzhou didn't know the date of Su Yunjing's return. He just waited for him because of his longing for Su Yunjing and his attachment to him.

He really misses him, misses him so much.

Fu Hanzhou hugged Su Yunjing vigorously, as if he wanted to embed himself with Su Yunjing.

Su Yunjing was a little uncomfortable being strangled, and his neck gradually became wet.

The cool liquid fell drop by drop, each drop hit Su Yunjing's heart.

"Don't cry."

Su Yunjing held Fu Hanzhou's face in distress, and kissed him lightly on his tear-wet eyelashes.

Fu Hanzhou's drooping eyelashes lifted slightly, and a tear hanging on them slipped down. He looked at Su Yunjing with misty black eyes, filled with crazy thoughts about him.

Su Yunjing's lips followed his tears all the way down, and finally pressed a kiss lightly on his thin lips.

Holding his face, the tips of his noses are pressed together.

Su Yunjing's eyes were warm and melting, like a ray of light on a spring day, sprinkled into Fu Hanzhou's heart, driving away those dark, restless, and violent emotions.

"I thought about it seriously. I don't think gender is a problem. If you mean that, then I'll be with you and I will be together in the future."

As if afraid that Fu Hanzhou would not understand, Su Yunjing spoke very slowly.

He felt that Fu Hanzhou had guessed his identity, so he hugged him and said 'I miss him very much'.

Even if the windows on that floor are paper thin and will be pierced by the wind, Su Yunjing can't say that.

Therefore, he could only tell Xiao Kujiao vaguely that he was not leaving, and he would not leave in the future.

Moreover, gender is no longer an issue for him.

As soon as Su Yunjing finished speaking, Fu Hanzhou pushed him onto the bed.

When he leaned over to press him, the powerful male hormones rushing towards his face made Su Yunjing subconsciously want to escape.

Su Yunjing is completely fine emotionally.

But it doesn't mean that the body can accept this situation of being suppressed by men all at once.

Afraid that Xiao Kujiao would think too much, afraid of irritating him, Su Yunjing kept telling himself.

let him kiss.

Just let him kiss, I can't do without a piece of meat.

Su Yunjing lay stiffly on the bed with his eyes closed tightly, like a small animal in suspended animation.

Fu Hanzhou's kiss came down, to Su Yunjing's surprise, it was not the aggressive kiss this morning.

Instead, like Su Yunjing just now, gentle and superficial.

Fu Hanzhou traced Su Yunjing's facial features with his hands, and kissed the corners of his eyes and brows lightly.

The man finally came back.

For Fu Hanzhou, the world with Su Yunjing is his motivation to live.

So he doesn't care whether this world is real or illusory, as long as Su Yunjing is here, then he will stay here.

Because his belief is Su Yunjing.

This level of intimacy is completely within the scope of Su Yunjing's acceptance, and his body is not as tense as before, and he opened a slit to look at Fu Hanzhou.

Fu Hanzhou rubbed the tip of his nose against Su Yunjing's, and lowered his head to bite his lips.

The soft tip of the tongue slowly licked along the line of Su Yunjing's lips, as if eating a piece of candy.

He didn't pry open the gap, but just sucked Su Yunjing's lips lightly.

Su Yunjing's back felt numb, starting from the tips of the ears, and slowly, the entire pinna was burning red.

At this moment, Su Yunjing suddenly felt that Fu Hanzhou's slow torment was better than being tough to make him more comfortable.

The red marks spread from the ears to the neck.

Fu Hanzhou kissed along the blush, and lightly pecked at the tenderest skin on the tip of Su Yunjing's ear, his movements were extremely gentle.

Su Yunjing trembled non-stop, when the other party kissed him, he trembled, completely out of control of his own will.

Su Yunjing felt that all the water Fu Hanzhou used for bathing had entered his brain, and every time he shivered, there was a white noise in his head that was similar to the churning of sea water.

The strangeness of his body made Su Yunjing extremely devastated.

Just when I was about to tell Xiao Kujiao that it was almost done, the other party suddenly got up and went to the bathroom.

Su Yunjing is not in the mood to care about him, he is still too busy to take care of himself.

As soon as Fu Hanzhou left, Su Yunjing grabbed the pillow beside him, turned over and buried his face in it.

So irritable.

So fucking ashamed.

Is this what people do?

The sound of water in Su Yunjing's head didn't stop. It took him a while to realize something was wrong, and he poked his head out of the pillow, only to realize that the sound of water was also coming from the bathroom.

Fu Hanzhou just took a shower, at this time...

fuck.

Su Yunjing's head buzzed, and he immediately buried himself in the pillow again, his face was burning red.

Su Yunjing booked a standard room with two beds. The better suites are on the upper floors. Su Yunjing didn't want to climb the stairs, so he booked a random room.

After taking a shower, he chose a bed at random, lifted the quilt and went in.

Fu Hanzhou stood between the two beds, silently looking at Su Yunjing, as if asking him, which one does he sleep on?

Su Yunjing was somewhat embarrassed in his heart, after all, the relationship was not pure, and Su Yunjing thought that everything was not pure.

But he still vacated half of the bed for Fu Hanzhou and let Fu Hanzhou lie down.

Now that Xiao Kujiao's mood has just stabilized, Su Yunjing doesn't want to provoke him, and doesn't want him to misunderstand.

Su Yunjing just needs some time to get used to it. He doesn't dislike Fu Hanzhou's closeness, and he won't push him away like he did in the morning.

Fu Hanzhou finally had a smile in his dark eyes, turned off the light, and went to Su Yunjing's bed.

The bed in the standard room is not big, Su Yunjing and Fu Hanzhou are next to each other.

In the darkness, Fu Hanzhou leaned over, hugged Su Yunjing halfway, and put his face on his shoulder.

When Weiliang's hand poked in from the hem of Su Yunjing's clothes, Su Yunjing froze for a moment.

But the other party didn't do anything, the palms just pressed against his waist, as if to keep warm like before.

Just as Su Yunjing was about to relax, Fu Hanzhou asked him, "Who are you?"

When asking this question, Fu Hanzhou tightened his arms holding Su Yunjing, "It was you when I was a child, right?"

Su Yunjing's eyelids trembled, and he was terrified when he heard it.

He didn't know how Xiao Kujiao would suspect Lu Jiaming, why would there be such a guess?

Knowing that he would definitely go through this torture, Su Yunjing's neck stiffened, and he shook his head inch by inch.

Fu Hanzhou raised his eyelids and looked at him, "Isn't it you? Or are you...can't tell?"

Su Yunjing shook his head again.

Fu Hanzhou firmly believes in his own feelings. Since a person can change his soul once, he will definitely have a second time.

This is also the reason why Fu Hanzhou has survived for so many years. He just believed that he guessed correctly the first time, so he gambled for the second time.

Fu Hanzhou: "Can't you say it?"

Su Yunjing didn't speak, nor nodded, nor shook his head.

That just can't be said.

"What will happen if we say so?" Fu Hanzhou's lips trembled as he thought of a possibility.

"Will you leave? Will you leave?" Was it because he guessed it that he left him?

Fu Hanzhou hugged Su Yunjing even harder, his cheeks tensed, "You will leave again, won't you?"

"Will you come back again? How long, or ten years?" Fu Hanzhou's lower lip was trembling, looking a little nervous, "It's okay, I'll wait for you to come back, I'll wait for you."

Seeing that Fu Hanzhou was in a bad mood, Su Yunjing quickly comforted him, "I won't leave, I won't leave."

Su Yunjing kissed Fu Hanzhou's brow and eyes repeatedly, "I will always be with you, I will always be with you. It's just that this matter cannot be said, it is very complicated, and cannot be said."

"Then don't talk about it." Fu Hanzhou buried himself into Su Yunjing's neck.

He doesn't want to know how Su Yunjing got here now, as long as he stays by his side.

As long as he stays by his side, even if it's just a dream, Fu Hanzhou is willing to keep doing it.

Fu Hanzhou grabbed Su Yunjing, like grabbing a straw that would not let him drown.