learning to be human every day

Chapter 70

Xia Yun blinked his eyes, a tear rolled down his long eyelashes and splashed on his fingers, he pursed his lips tightly and said nothing, but looked at him stubbornly and sadly with red eye circles.

Like a meteor that spanned thousands of years, it arrived unexpectedly and fell heavily into his arms.

Lu Yuanfei has experienced the baptism of bullets, facing the vicious thugs, fighting to the death, seeing the devastation after the war, being injured, bleeding, thrilling, difficult and dangerous, how many times he has survived the desperate situation, but never like this, Just a quiet gaze made his whole soul tremble.

Then he threw away his helmet and armor, and was defeated.

"Don't cry." He frantically wiped away Xia Yunze's tears, but he didn't expect to wipe more and more, his figure was reflected in his eyes like clear springs, rippling with broken sadness and fear.

"Afraid that I will bully you?" He, a rough and rough guy, really couldn't figure out those delicate thoughts that were hesitant to talk, so he could only guess one by one.

Xia Yun shook his head, thinking that his fingers were rough, so he pulled a tissue to cover his eyelids.

Lu Yuanfei stared at the water stains on the paper, moved his throat, and asked again: "Afraid I will blame you?"

He shook his head again, and let out an uncontrollable sob, which almost made him lose control on the spot.

Lu Yuanfei remembered what he said just now, frowned, and asked in disbelief: "Are you really afraid that I will leave you?"

It hasn't been long since they confirmed their relationship, and on the second day after being intimate, even if they are worried about the relationship between the two, they don't have to think so far and their emotions jump so fast!

Xia Yunze actually nodded, took down the soaked tissue, and looked at him with red eyes, as if waiting for an answer or asking for a promise.

It is really a wonderful flower to be entangled in breaking up during a passionate relationship.

Lu Yuanfei got angry for no reason, rubbed his head, and asked him with restrained anger: "Do you have no confidence in me, or in yourself?"

Xia Yunze flinched from his scorching gaze, wanted to nod but didn't dare, bit his lip aggrievedly, and two tears welled up in his eyes again.

I just want a guarantee that I will never give up, if I don't want to give it, why do I want to beat him back?

The more he thought about it, the more sad he became, with a lot of melancholy, and he began to complain about himself and his life experience, and he was about to open the gate to release the water.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Lu Yuanfei didn't care about the three sevens and twenty ones, so he leaned over and kissed first.

The passionate and domineering kiss dispelled a little bit of sadness, Xia Yun grabbed his skirt, sniffed, and the way he looked at him made him feel that he was the number one heartbreaker.

When an iron-blooded tough guy meets a glass-hearted crying bag, no matter how many battles he has experienced, he can only raise his hands to surrender. Lu Yuanfei slowed down his tone and tried to calm him down: "Don't cry, you can tell me if you have any concerns. Don't put too much pressure on yourself."

This road is not easy to walk, he is alone and unfettered, but the little coach has parents and relatives, and his parents expect him to get married and start a career as soon as possible. For three years, Xia Yunze's sensitive and delicate character is caught in the middle of a dilemma, making troubles. A little emotion is inevitable.

But since he is determined to spend the rest of his life together, he will not let Xia Yunze bear all the criticism and accusations alone, Lu Yuanfei held his face and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I will find a way to make my uncle and aunt accept us. "

Xia Yun opened his mouth, with hesitation and struggle in his eyes, he hesitated to speak, his face flushed, and finally managed to force out a sentence: "Don't leave me, don't hate me."

Lu Yuanfei took a deep breath, feeling that he was not telling the truth, but now is not the time to extract a confession, nor is it an occasion to present the facts and make sense.

"How could I hate you?" Lu Yuanfei whispered softly on his red eyelids, "You don't know how cute and attractive you are, do you want me to prove it to you?"

A hand covered his thigh, rubbing it back and forth maliciously, the temperature could not be transmitted through the winter clothes, but it still aroused slight tremors.

Xia Yun, on the other hand, was irritated by his hot breath and unbridled movements. With a blushing face, he pressed his hand and said angrily, "In the car... no."

"Why?" Lu Yuanfei himself was also emotional, forcing him into a corner with nowhere to escape, his voice was hoarse and seductive, "Go to the back seat, huh?"

Xia Yun, on the other hand, was dizzy and out of breath. Grasping the last sliver of clarity, he pushed him away with all his strength, and stammered, "The police...will come...to post the ticket..."

There is no one who can spoil the scenery more than him. The car is parked on a remote side road, let alone the police, there is not even a ghost in the middle of the night.

Lu Yuanfei let go of him with an aggrieved face, sat back and held the steering wheel, imagining that there was a disobedient little coach between his fingers.

There was nothing to say along the way, and the sudden urge to get home has almost dissipated. The two of them took a bath and changed their pajamas, and finally got together again under the big quilt. Come over.

Psychological pressure makes people tired, and it's obvious on him. Lu Yuanfei didn't dare to do it too hard because he was worried about his depression. He was as gentle and restrained as possible. Yun Ze yawned and fell asleep shamelessly.

He began to wonder if the time flow of the two people was different. He had just tasted the marrow on this side, but he had already had a seven-year itch on the other side?

Xia Yun hugged his boyfriend's arm and slept until dawn. He felt that the other party wanted to withdraw his arm and turn over to get up. In his arms, he tried to use close-fitting tactics to stick the person under the blanket.

"Don't make a fuss." Lu Yuanfei said with a smile, and gently twirled his earlobe with his fingers, "It's time for me to get up and do morning exercises."

Xia Yunze's eyes were half-opened and half-closed, and he was still awake, so he murmured in a long nasal voice: "Don't leave me..."

Such a spoiled child, who can bear it?

Lu Yuanfei half-cooked on the spot, and instantly became full of energy, so he just kept on doing nothing, holding down the little slob and doing morning exercises together.

You don't have to get up for morning exercise, and exercise on the mat is more fascinating.

Xia Yun, on the other hand, let him fiddle with it in a daze, and impatiently posted it without even trying to resist or refuse. He called his brother repeatedly in his mouth, mixed with small croons between the words, and the voices lingered deep into the bones. .

The result of keeping the boyfriend and breeder out of the house is that they have to cook instant noodles again to make do.

As Lu Yuanfei's fanboy, Xia Yun felt that his brother was perfect in every way, except that his cooking skills were rotten.

After the morning exercise, he originally wanted to cook, but he quickly asked, "Brother Lu, do you think I should practice buttocks", which made Lu Yuanfei go crazy again, threw him over, and pressed his respect A round of practice with the buttocks, he was out of his wits, and he was basically killed when he was full of guns.

The son-in-law of the newlyweds and honeymoon period is a bit overwhelming... Xia Yun supported his sore waist and came out to eat noodles. Lu Yuanfei thoughtfully added a cushion for him, and smiled at him, laughing so hard There is no reason at all, and only one sentence remains in my head.

If Lu Yuanfei knew that he was a lonely ghost wandering here, I don't know if that guy would dare to pick up a gun.

Xia Yun picked up a piece of chopstick noodles absent-mindedly, and while eating, let his mind wander to find a countermeasure.

Blame him for waking up, being cautious and trying his best to play the original owner, unintentionally blocking his own escape route, why not pretend to be amnesia through injury, come to forget all the past, no one should come to settle old accounts with him, such as relatives, friends, colleagues and classmates.

It seems that for the sake of the original owner, he will support his parents, but he doesn't need to have too many emotional ties, and then he can embrace his new life without distractions.

It's better than being tied up and worrying now.

He glanced at Lu Yuanfei's upright sitting posture and upright eyebrows, and silently dismissed the idea of ​​lenient confession.

A staunch atheist, a materialist fighter, would believe that his unimaginable time travel would be a hell of a thing, but Xia Yun dared not have such a naive idea, no matter how young and ignorant he was.

I'm afraid Brother Lu not only doesn't believe it, but also escorts him to the psychiatric department for registration.

Xia Yun recalled the documentary about the mental hospital he had seen on TV, and with a trembling of his hand, he pinched the poached egg in half and dropped it into the noodle soup with a "slap".

The soup splashed on his hands, and Xia Yun felt sad from it, wishing to plunge his head into the noodle soup as well.

While eating noodles, Lu Yuanfei admired the wonderful expression changes on the other side, regretting that he was merciful, which left him with the energy to think wildly.

He found that the little coach has been uncharacteristically since he left the boy, and became preoccupied from flying away. Looking at his raised orchid fingers, Lu Yuanfei secretly heaved a sigh of relief, thinking that the problem is not serious, at least the character design has not collapsed.

Just treat him as a syndrome of loss of body, and he will get used to it if he loses a few more times.

"Is it that unpalatable?" Lu Yuanfei looked at his unlovable expression, and couldn't help reminding him, "If you rub the noodles any longer, they will turn into porridge."

Xia Yunze suddenly came back to his senses, took a few mouthfuls and then pushed the bowl: "I'm full."

No wonder!This appetite was not even half of his usual, so Lu Yuanfei nodded to him from a distance, packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen to clean them.

Xia Yun, on the other hand, was a little guilty, and stuck behind him like a fart, opened the refrigerator and pretended to search for snacks, and asked tentatively: "Brother, if someone cheated you for money and sex, would you forgive him?"

Lu Yuanfei pretended that he was talking stupid everyday, and answered while washing the dishes, "Excuse me? I'll kill him."

Xia Yun shrunk his neck, stuffed a piece of sesame candy into his mouth, and bit it into two pieces with a "click".

Brother Bing's hands "clicked" on his neck like this, and he was going to be with this candy.

After washing the dishes, Lu Yuanfei walked up to him with wet hands, flicked his fingertips, and flicked the water droplets to his forehead, and asked with a smile, "Is the person you are talking about yourself?"

Xia Yun licked the sugar stains on his mouth, his voice was a little hoarse, his chest sparked like a prairie fire, and he said provocatively, "So what, you killed me?"

Lu Yuanfei held the back of his head with one hand, and kissed him viciously, until his legs went limp——

"Of course I'm going to kill you."