Dust is like a city

Chapter 104 Reunion

In this reunion after a long absence, there was no sadness as imagined, no tears in the eyes, and no fierce disputes.As if the past had really passed away, the four of them just sat quietly in the corner of the bar, chatting with each other about the current situation, the chat was not very enthusiastic, but there was no silence, as if it was really It's just a group of friends catching up.

Among the four people, Jiang Gao was the one who talked the least. Except when Chen Qianchen came over at the beginning, he said "You are here, Qianchen" as a greeting, he hardly participated in the following topics, and the rest chatted from time to time. About his work, about music, about TV dramas, about movies, all kinds of embarrassing things that happened to him and other actors' interesting things, only Jiang Gao, he just poured himself a glass of wine, saying nothing. hair.

In the past, Jiang Gao was the best drinker among the four. Even if Chen Qianchen was in charge at that time, his expression did not change when he drank half a catty of baijiu. He spoke quickly and urgently, even though the light in the bar was not good, Chen Qianchen found that the other party was already showing some pretense.

Chen Qianchen couldn't help but turned around and asked Yu Yang: "A Yang, are you and Jiang Gao living in the same dormitory now?"

Yu Yang shook his head: "No, we are all independent artists now, not a group, so we don't live together."

Chen Qianchen frowned slightly: "Aren't the neighborhoods the same?"

When Jiang Gao asked this question, he frowned imperceptibly, and Yu Yang just nodded: "Yes, our company has many artists, and the distribution is relatively scattered."

Chen Qianchen glanced at Jiang Gao: "Then you should drink less, lest you get drunk at night and no one will send you home."

The reason why Chen Qianchen said this is because the four of them are not like before. They used to go back together no matter where they were, even if one or two got drunk, it didn't matter. But now the four of them have gone their separate ways, and many things have changed. Now, it can't be like the past, in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, let's remind you.

Reminding others is also equivalent to reminding yourself.

>>It's not what it used to be.

However, as soon as Chen Qianchen's words came out, Jiang Gao's gloomy expression eased a little bit. He didn't respond, but looked up at Chen Qianchen, with eagerness and anticipation in his eyes.

Chen Qianchen was taken aback for a moment, and immediately turned away from looking at him.

But even if he didn't look at it, for some reason, Chen Qianchen could still feel the gaze staring at him closely, because it was too hot, like a poisonous snake spitting out a letter, making Chen Qianchen feel uncomfortable all over.

Anyway, after drinking for three rounds, Chen Qianchen said: "I'm going to smoke a cigarette, you continue."

"When did you start smoking?" Jiang Gao suddenly said.

Chen Qianchen was taken aback. In fact, he really didn't have the habit of smoking. The reason why he said this was that he planned to go out to get some air and didn't want to come back too early. Jiang Gao suddenly asked in a serious tone, which made him a little embarrassed, and said embarrassingly: " Uh... I used to sing to protect my throat, but now I don’t sing anymore, and I smoke one or two occasionally.”

"Don't come back too late, there are still several bottles left unfinished." Yu Yang smiled.

Chen Qianchen patted him on the shoulder, and left the table first.

Jiang Gao stared closely at Chen Qianchen's back, until he disappeared around the corner, he suddenly stood up suddenly, startling Lu Zhexiao: "Brother, what's wrong?"

Jiang Gao glanced at the two of them and said sullenly, "Go to the bathroom."

"Oh, be careful." Lu Zhexiao kindly reminded the other party, seeing that the other party drank so much tonight and smelled so heavily.

Yu Yang did not speak.

Jiang Gao nodded, pulled away his chair and walked out. He has always been a good drinker, but today's step seems a little light.

With two people missing, the atmosphere suddenly went down a bit. Lu Zhexiao just took the wine and drank it absent-mindedly.

"Today you only talk to brother Qianchen most of the time, so you have nothing to talk to me?" Yu Yang looked at the other party and smiled.

Lu Zhexiao turned his gaze to Yu Yang, and said with a serious expression: "...Actually, I have a question to ask when I meet brother this time."

"You said."

"At that time..." Lu Zhexiao looked at Yu Yang, "Why didn't you tell us you were leaving?"

Yu Yang smiled wryly: "Zhe Xiao, you are still young and don't understand the interests involved between the company and the company."

"I'm not young anymore." Lu Zhexiao interrupted him, "I understand what you want to say, I just want to ask you... When you left... did you think about us? Did you think about being left behind? Brother Qianchen? Do you know how difficult he was going through during that time? Neither you nor Brother Jiang Gao came to ask...you...don't feel sorry for him?"

Yu Yang looked at Lu Zhexiao and shook his head in his heart, thinking that this child is still just a child.

An adult's world focuses on interests, but what he is struggling with is those dispensable feelings.It's too young after all...

"To Brother Qianchen, I really wasn't kind enough... But I really had no choice at that time." Yu Yang sighed softly, "But Zhe Xiao, who is more sorry to Qianchen than me, is it? Brother Jiang Gao... I couldn't speak because of the company, but Brother Jiang Gao could... But as a lover, he also concealed Brother Qianchen, right? Rather than questioning me, maybe you should go Question him."

"Wait...what did you just say?" Lu Zhexiao's eyes widened suddenly, "What... what lover...?!"

"Ah..." Yu Yang looked as if he had just reacted, "By the way, I forgot that you don't know..."

"You said... Brother Yu Yang, did you just say...?" Lu Zhexiao asked in disbelief.

Yu Yang sighed helplessly: "So they didn't tell you? I also discovered it by accident...Brother Jiang Gao and Brother Qianchen... have been dating for about a year..."

"How...how is this possible?" Lu Zhexiao shook his head. The news hit him a bit hard. Are the two brothers gay?They have been together day and night for so long that he hasn't noticed it.

Yu Yang shook his head helplessly: "So... there are a lot of deceptions in this world, isn't it? Sometimes lies may be better than the truth... right?"

Lu Zhexiao shook his head, his mind was slightly confused, but he still said: "No, this matter has nothing to do with yours, you...you haven't answered my question..."

Yu Yang smiled softly: "Zhe Xiao, I taught you a lot when we were in the previous group. But now I'm just telling you the rules of survival in this circle. In this circle, true and false are true and false. We may have all cheated, but not all out of malice, I hope you can understand... don't blame me, and don't blame Brother Jiang Gao, look at the four of us, we are all developing very well now, aren't we?"

"..." Lu Zhexiao didn't speak, but it was still difficult to accept.

"Do you have to go back to the time when the four of us couldn't talk, and we couldn't have any communication on social networks?" Yu Yang patted him on the shoulder, "As long as you know that you are fine now, that's enough Now, look, your album is also out, brother Qianchen has also entered the big screen, from now on we... will still be friends like before."

>>Best friends like before.

Lu Zhexiao suddenly raised his head and asked, "Brother Yu Yang, back then... did you feel that the other three of us were holding you back?"

Yu Yang was taken aback for a moment, then smiled warmly: "Why?"

Although there is a special smoking area here at HEART, Chen Qianchen doesn't really want to smoke, he just wants to take a few breaths of fresh air, so he bypasses the backstage and walks outside from the back door of the HEART bar.

The space outside the back door is not big, and there are usually some groceries from the bar. Except for the staff who occasionally come to move things, basically no one sets foot here. It is very quiet. I remember that it was because Jiang Gao, as a public figure, was unwilling to be in the public smoking area. Smoking just found such a place.

The summer night showers have not stopped, but the rain has become much smaller, and it is estimated that it will stop after a while.

The air washed by the cold rain was a little cool and damp, and the raindrops hit a small puddle in the distance. If you listen carefully, you can hear a little drizzling sound.

Obviously living in this downtown area, it is really rare and quiet.

Standing under the eaves, Chen Qianchen closed his eyes and felt the wind blow some fine rain on his face, which was very cool and comfortable.

And in the next second, he suddenly felt someone hugging him from behind.

Accompanied by the cold smell of alcohol, Chen Qianchen knew who the visitor was without turning his head. He hurriedly tried to break free from the opponent's embrace, but Jiang Gao imprisoned him even tighter.

"Qianchen, Qianchen..." The alcohol-smelling voice breathed in Chen Qianchen's ear, and Jiang Gao's tone seemed to be a little choked up, "I miss you so much..."

"Jiang Gao, why are you crazy! Let me go!" Chen Qianchen said angrily, but he didn't dare to speak too loudly for fear of attracting the staff here.

"You can come today, I'm really glad to see you again." Jiang Gao gently stroked Chen Qianchen's neck.

"Jiang Gao...I'm done with you, I just didn't want to spoil Zhe Xiao and Yu Yang's happiness." Chen Qianchen's voice was a little cold, "Please respect yourself."

"You're talking nonsense... you obviously... still care about me..." Jiang Gao roared.

Chen Qianchen was terrified by his yelling, looked around worriedly, and made sure no one was attracted, so he couldn't bear to break away from Jiang Gao.

Because Jiang Gao was drunk, his strength was not as strong as Chen Qianchen's at the moment, so he was pushed away several times, and he fell directly on the concrete floor outside. The rain on the ground immediately wet his clothes and pants.

Chen Qianchen was slightly taken aback, but he did not expect this to happen. He took a step forward and said in a blunt tone: "I'm sorry...but please really don't do any rude actions..."

Jiang Gao lowered his head and said nothing, as the rain fell on him.

Chen Qianchen reached out to him, trying to pull him up from the ground.

But he didn't expect Jiang Gao to force Chen Qianchen down the moment he grabbed his hand.

Chen Qianchen was completely unprepared that a drunk person could still have such strength and suddenly made such a sudden move. He only felt a "boom" on the back of his head hitting the hard and cold rainwater ground after a while of rotation, and that was really painful. His eyes turned black, and Venus burst out.

And Jiang Gao has turned over and sat on Chen Qianchen's body, pressing him under him, and said: "Qianchen... I have been thinking about you for the past half a year... let's start again..."

After finishing speaking, taking advantage of Chen Qianchen's fainting fall and before he started to resist, he immediately leaned over and kissed him.

Chen Qianchen only felt a strong smell of alcohol entering his mouth. He pressed one hand against Jiang Gao's chest, raised his other hand and slapped Jiang Gao hard across the face.

Jiang Gao was beaten with his head tilted to one side, Chen Qianchen took advantage of this gap to quickly push him away, leaving him a long distance: "Jiang Gao, you are such a fucking bastard!"

Both of them rolled in the rain, so it seems very wasteful now, Jiang Gao roared: "Qianchen, I am sincere... I know I am a bastard, but I only found out after I left you... you It's my favorite person... I... don't want to lose you, let's start over, shall we?"

Chen Qianchen sneered: "You were the one who was going to leave at the beginning, don't you feel ashamed when you look back now? Jiang Gao, let me tell you, stop here, don't make me look down on you..."

"Even if you look down on me, I still have to say, I just like you!" Jiang Gao said loudly.

When they were dating, Jiang Gao didn't think he liked Chen Qianchen much.At that time, Chen Qianchen was nothing more than a close friend who was always together... a bed partner, or a friend with benefits, but it was a little further than both.

Although she was with Chen Qianchen purely because of the company's ban on dating, she couldn't find a girl to date.But during the year he was with Chen Qianchen, Jiang Gao asked himself and never cheated, let alone slept with other men.If there was no turmoil about Yu Yang's termination of the contract, maybe they could go on for a longer time.

When he left at that time, Jiang Gao really felt nothing, new company, new development, what is it to abandon a lover who is too ordinary to be ordinary?He will definitely find another girlfriend or boyfriend in the future, it doesn't matter.Although Chen Qianchen is not bad as a lover, he is gentle, considerate and considerate, but there are a lot of them on the street with his condition, and he, Jiang Gao, will definitely find better ones in the future.

But after really leaving, Jiang Gao found out in despair... that everything was not as he expected.

LCO originally had many other big names and popular artists. After signing him and Yu Yang, the company can be regarded as a big fan of Yu Yang, but for itself... it doesn't care, just follow what is written in the contract, He was given a lot of variety show resources.

Yes, it just looks like a lot, but in these variety shows, he has always been a supporting role, never a protagonist.

It takes seven or eight hours to record a program each time, but when the editing comes out, his shots are only sporadic.

What makes him even more uncomfortable is that variety shows need some laughs, and their supporting roles are just to set off the protagonists and provide these laughs. Even if Jiang Gao is not good at this, the producer keeps asking him to tell something. It's embarrassing, or show some beauty, or give him the script and ask him to perform some funny scenes.

When he was in ATCITY before, as the captain, he never had to do these things. It was always his members who needed to be active in variety shows, and he only needed to sit lightly. But now everything is different, Jiang Gao I feel that I perform in front of people like a clown every day.

The acting career has stagnated, and he has a premonition that he will either become a comedian in the future or be abandoned by the company when the contract expires.

Jiang Gao's pressure is also increasing, and he gets drunk almost every night.Occasionally some girls in the nightclub would hook him up, but after spending the night, they would act like a baby and ask him for this or that, more because they hoped that he could open the back door for them to pass the LCO interview.

Jiang Gao felt extremely uncomfortable, and since then he began to miss Chen Qianchen.

That once gentle lover, when the four of us ate together, he would always pass the menu in front of him, and when he was too lazy to order, he would help him order when he knew his own taste, and would persuade him to drink less, and occasionally drink too much No matter how late he would cook himself hangover soup, he was obviously a very assertive person, but he also obeyed his own words.Looking back now, the days when I was by Chen Qianchen's side were really the most relaxing days for me.

He is better than any lover I have ever had.

Realizing this, Jiang Gao missed Chen Qianchen more and more, and finally summoned up the courage to call him one day.The result in exchange was naturally hung up.

It's not that Jiang Gao doesn't understand how hateful he was back then, and it's only natural for Chen Qianchen not to forgive him, but...he feels more and more that he really loves him.

When he saw the flood of false rumors on the Internet, he couldn't help but support Chen Qianchen.

He's such a good guy, he shouldn't be tainted by these rumours.

At that time, Jiang Gao also thought, would Qian Chen see his Weibo when he went online?If he saw it... would he forgive himself a little bit?

Some time ago Yu Yang told himself that Jiang Gao was really excited when the four of them got together.

Chen Qianchen willing to come?He is willing to come? !Does that mean that he has lost a little bit of grudge against himself?

He was very excited, but when he really saw Chen Qianchen coming, he felt uncomfortable, because the guard and alienation in Chen Qianchen's eyes were so obvious.

During the party, the three of them kept talking, chatting about each other's careers, Zhe Xiao released an album, and Yu Yang and Qian Chen's TV series were about to be broadcast, and now they are all on the big screen.Everyone develops so fast and so well, only he is so useless and has always been a clown.

Jiang Gao felt extremely uncomfortable. He felt that he needed an outlet to vent tonight, otherwise he would really go crazy.

"Qianchen..." Jiang Gao's voice was hoarse in the rainy night, "I don't believe you don't like me anymore...you are angry with me, right?"

>>It's only been half a year, I still love you, how could you not love me anymore?

Chen Qianchen looked at him coldly: "I really just don't like you anymore, and I can't even imagine that I would have liked you before."

Jiang Gao's actions tonight really disappointed Chen Qianchen.The ending of this relationship was not beautiful, and now it is even more fragmented.

"No... Qianchen..." Jiang Gao shook his head in pain, the effect of alcohol made his mood fluctuate a lot tonight.

Chen Qianchen didn't intend to pay attention to him any more, and tried to stand up with his hands propped up, but at this stall, Jiang Gao saw a red mark on the collarbone of Chen Qianchen's torn clothes when he was pulled down just now.

Could it be... hickey? !

It was his mouth that he forcibly kissed just now, so it must not be left by him.That……? !

"You have someone else, don't you?!" Jiang Gao suddenly asked in a vicious voice, his eyes were red.