Dust is like a city

Chapter 151 In the Snow

Although Huo Rongxuan was sent to Canada by his grandfather, since the Huo family also has a lot of businesses abroad, he is also idle and basically stays working in the villa. The winter in Canada is particularly cold, so he is basically not very Going out, Huo Si and Huo Shi came with them because of the winter vacation, but the children are always restless. In City A, although there will be university in winter, Su Bai and Pure are fundamentally the same as Canada. There is no comparison, so they always want to go out and play.

Most of the time, Mona, the maid of the villa, took care of them, but because of his grandfather's absence, occasionally Huo Rongxuan would take time out to accompany them for a while, watching them build snowmen, Huo Si was not particularly keen on such things, But because Huo Shi likes it, he reluctantly stays with this younger sister.

"It would be great if Qianchen was here." Huo Shi would complain like this sometimes, because in her opinion, both Huo Rongxuan and Huo Si kept a cold face all year round, and the person who treats her the most kindly is always Chen Qianchen, and only Chen Qianchen will She has been pampering her like this, but she has never seen Qian Chen since her grandfather came back.

"Brother Rong Xuan, when will Qianchen come back?" Taking advantage of his grandfather's absence, Huo Shi went to ask Huo Rongxuan.

Huo Rongxuan was sitting on the bench by the side of the road watching her play, but suddenly he was a little stunned by this question, and he said after a while: "He won't come back."

"Ah? Why?" Hearing such an answer, the little girl showed panic and disappointment on her face.

Huo Rongxuan thought for a while and said: "Because he is a star, he will be very popular, and then he will be very busy. After he is busy, he will naturally not come back."

"But no matter how busy you are, you have to go home, right?" Huo Shi bit her finger and said.

"But we are not his home." Huo Rongxuan rarely stroked the frustrated little girl's hair.

Huo Shi was slightly stunned: "Ah... Qianchen also has her own family, right?"

"Well..." Huo Rongxuan recalled the conversation with Chen Qianchen that day. He remembered that Chen Qianchen said that he would choose to continue on that road for his family, so... After all, that place is where Chen Qianchen belongs. For people whose definition of "family" is very vague, it is quite difficult to understand. Huo Rongxuan sometimes thinks, if his parents are still alive, what would it be like today?Will you force him to marry?Even in the form of physical marriage?

It's a pity that they left too early, so early that my impression of them was almost blurred except for the photos, and the last memory was just the back of my mother against the light telling me to do my homework before leaving, and then they went Did not come back either.

From then on, he was left to grow up alone in this cold big family, helpless. In order to survive in this iron-blooded family, he began to learn to disguise himself with indifference when he was a teenager, in order to let his uncle treat him He is unsuspecting. He has shown that he only likes men since high school. You know, a big family like the Huo family doesn't need a gay heir at all. Only in this way can he continue to stay in the family without being caught by his Uncle sent away.

Now that Huo Rongxuan himself can't tell whether he really liked the same sex or just changed his sexuality because he pretended for a long time, but these are not important now, the important thing is that he is finally in power now.

It's just... still doesn't seem to be enough.

Huo Rongxuan stared at his palm, frowning slightly.

"Who is that person?" Huo Shi beside him suddenly asked.

Huo Rongxuan raised his head, followed Huo Shi's gaze, and saw a figure standing quietly in the snow from a distance.

That person has a fair and beautiful face, he is an out-and-out beautiful boy, standing in the snow looks like a landscape.

But Huo Rongxuan frowned even deeper, because this person was none other than Ke Yinian.

It was almost evening, Huo Rongxuan called out to Mona who was standing at the gate of the garden, telling her to take the two children home first, while he looked at Ke Yinian, wondering why he appeared here.

After meeting Huo Rongxuan's eyes, Ke Yinian showed a sweet and shallow smile. He was only 24 years old, and he had a baby face. This smile made this winter scene youthful.

But Huo Rongxuan stood there without moving, just stared at him from a distance, his dark eyes showed no emotion of joy or anger.

Ke Yinian walked up to Huo Rongxuan step by step on the soft white snow: "Don't you ask me why I came here?"

"Who told you that I'm here?" Huo Rongxuan asked him without emotion.

"It's not important Rong Xuan." Ke Yinian shook his head slightly, "The important thing is that I came to find you."

Huo Rongxuan smiled coldly: "Yinian, why are you still looking for me? You don't really think that Chen Qianchen and I will be with you again if we have no chance?"

Hearing what Huo Rongxuan said, Ke Yinian said, "You know, I informed your grandfather?"

"Being able to get in touch with my grandfather, and knowing that I'm here, must be your manager's fault?" Huo Rongxuan continued expressionlessly.

"It's none of Hansen's business. I begged him. If you're not happy, come at me." Ke Yinian said, "Rong Xuan, there's only one reason why I did this, I just want you to see clearly It's just Chen Qianchen, you see, when he is in the same position as me, his choice is the same as mine, so you shouldn't speak ill of me because of him, should you?"

"So what if it's proven?" Huo Rongxuan looked at him indifferently.

Ke Yinian shook his head: "No, I know it will be difficult for us to go back, I just don't want our relationship to be so stiff because of Chen Qianchen..."

Huo Rongxuan took a deep look at Ke Yinian: "Our relationship is not stiff because of him, it's just that there is no need to contact us after breaking up..."

"No..." Ke Yinian shook his head, "If he hadn't appeared by your side when I came back, then you wouldn't be so heartless, would you?"

"Even if he doesn't show up, do you think we still have a chance? Do you think grandpa will give you this chance?" Huo Rongxuan said, "I also thought that I was different from before, that the Huo family was all in my hands , but not... There are still too many things that I can't control..."

Ke Yinian was so sad that he couldn't speak, he came here today not to try to long for Huo Rongxuan's feelings, but to hope that the two of them would not be strangers, but when Chen Qianchen was mentioned, he couldn't help but want to refute Huo Rongxuan.

Because Ke Yinian always felt that Huo Rongxuan was more tolerant towards Chen Qianchen than he was towards himself, even though Chen Qianchen made exactly the same selfish choice as himself today, Huo Rongxuan never admitted Chen Qianchen's fault to his face.But he is so cold to himself, why?

Ke Yinian took a deep breath, adjusted his emotions, and said: "Okay, Rong Xuan, I didn't come here today to talk to you, I just wanted to see you, I hope that between us... At least I can still be like a friend. You are so indifferent to me, I really... It hurts..."

Huo Rongxuan turned his face away, he didn't want to blame Ke Yinian for anything, although Ke Yinian was not kind in this matter, but grandpa's intervention is a matter of time, Ke Yinian's move only brought the result ahead of time, But not blaming doesn't mean that he can still accept Ke Yinian like this. The first love in his heart was a pure and flawless young man, but now this person has changed a long time ago.

It's better not to see it, it's better not to read it.

"Let's go, I don't blame you for everything you did, but don't come to me again." Huo Rongxuan said lightly, "We are completely over, let's forget all about the past and after today. "

Ke Yinian's eye sockets were slightly moist, but he didn't say anything more.

It's not like he didn't think about such a result, and chasing this person to a foreign country was just the last fantasy in his heart, but it was a pity that it all came to naught in the end.

But it doesn't matter, as long as Huo Rongxuan doesn't love anyone anymore, that's all.

"I will never forget you in the past." Ke Yinian sighed softly, then turned and left.

Huo Rongxuan looked at his back as he walked away, feeling a strange sadness in his heart.

——For those who really loved once.

Ke Yinian slowly returned to his residence alone, his nose was still sore when he thought of Huo Rongxuan's last words.

Obviously they just met the right person at the wrong time and missed it. Why is the ending so embarrassing?

He sniffed and opened the door of the hotel, only to find that there was still only himself saluting in the hotel, not Han Hansen's.

Ke Yinian sighed slightly, feeling even more sad in his heart.

Before he came to Canada this time, he had a dispute with Han Hansen because Han Hansen asked him to stay in China to fight for the best actor at the Baeksang Film Festival, but Ke Yinian decided to give up this award because he got it from Han Hansen. According to news, Huo Rongxuan will not stay in Canada for a long time, and Huo Yong will be in China for only a few days. This is his only chance to meet Huo Rongxuan when Huo Yong and Chen Qianchen are not around.

"What's the point of doing this? Yi Nian, how long are you going to be obsessed with it? It's impossible for Huo Rongxuan to come back to you, and it's impossible for him to give you any protection. If you chase him abroad, he will be killed." Are you moved? I beg you not to be stupid, okay? You should think about your career now. Do you understand how important this award is to you? If you get this award, you will be able to become famous in the domestic film industry. Now that you have established a foothold, how many more years will you have to fight for if you don’t get it? Do you think that every year you will be given the opportunity to act in a movie directed by Lin Fengping?”

This is what Han Hansen scolded him before he went abroad.

How did I answer back then?

Oh yes, my answer at the time was: "Hansen, you don't understand, if I don't go to him now, he will be very disappointed in me, even if I am not with him, at least I can't let him down in me Extremely, I hope he can still remember me, just remember me, I only have this little request, Huo Yong will go back after a while, and I will have no chance to find him again."

"Then you don't want this award?" Han Hansen's face was full of disappointment and disbelief.

"Even if I stay and win the award, it's not necessarily me, is it?"

"But you stand a good chance of winning!"

"Then just treat me as giving up, even if I chose to leave Qiao Rongxuan back then..."

"What are you trying to do for someone who won't come back to you?" Han Hansen shook his head, "Yinian, it wasn't like this when you were abroad. You didn't have to face so many difficulties. Why did you become so stupid when you met Huo Rongxuan after you flinched?"

"You don't understand us!" My self retorted loudly at that time, "You don't understand if you haven't experienced it!"

After a while, Han Hansen said: "Yes, I really don't understand, forget it...you go to Canada, Yi Nian, I don't think I can help you, I wish you all the best."

"Hanson..."

So Han Hansen didn't come to Canada with him in the end. Although he sent him a message afterwards saying that the hotel room was still booked for him, he still didn't receive any reply from him for two days.

Looking at the empty room where he was alone, Ke Yinian felt desolate.

It is really hard for a Chinese to work alone in the foreign film industry, and Han Hansen has indeed accompanied him all the way through these difficult years. Since he returned to China, he has really disappointed him time and time again, right?Otherwise, with Han Hansen's character, he should have come over after a day or two of giving birth to him. After all, he is still his artist.

After hesitating for a while, Ke Yinian still called Han Hansen.

Forget it, give him an apology.

It's just that after the call was made, for some reason, there was only a shutdown prompt.

shutdown?how come?

Hansen would never shut down his phone.

Ke Yinian felt inexplicably uneasy.