Dust is like a city

Chapter 209 Despair

On the way back, Huo Rongxuan's face was very gloomy, the atmosphere in the car almost dropped to freezing point, and Chen Qianchen couldn't care about the other party's emotions, because he was also in a mess.

He really didn't understand that it was Huo Rongxuan who clearly disliked him, and now he was the one who said he wanted to reconcile.

But why can they reconcile?Where is his grandfather?Is there no obstacle now?If it is so easy to separate or get back together, why did the two break up because of this matter?

It is really inexplicable and capricious.

The car did not drive to Chen Qianchen's house. After all, Li Huan didn't know the location of his house, so he drove directly back to Huo Rongxuan's residence after receiving Huo Rongxuan's order.

"Get out of the car." Huo Rongxuan said in a cold tone, opened the car door and got out first.

Chen Qianchen looked at the high-rise apartment and frowned deeply. He had a bad impression of this place, and he had ordered Yuan Xiaomian to pick him up tomorrow, but now it seemed that there was no other way, and he would have to call again later. Give Yuan Xiaomian a call and remind him not to make a trip in vain tomorrow morning.

Chen Qianchen followed Huo Rongxuan into the apartment building, and as the elevator went up, the atmosphere between the two became more and more tense.

No one spoke, only the elevator door opened, and Huo Rongxuan walked to the door of his house to enter the password lock and press the fingerprint prompt.

With the opening of the door, the modern lighting system in the room spontaneously turned on, illuminating the room with a crystal clear light.

Chen Qianchen looked at the room and clenched his fingers tightly to suppress the uncomfortable feeling in his heart.

The impression that I had a big fight with Huo Rongxuan here that day was too deep, and I managed to convince myself to forget it. At this moment, those scenes seemed to appear in front of my eyes again, not to mention the atmosphere between the two of them is so bad now. will repeat itself.

"Come in." Huo Rongxuan looked back at Chen Qianchen who was still standing at the entrance, and said coldly.

Chen Qianchen looked up at him, but didn't move.

Huo Rongxuan finally couldn't bear it, walked over and grabbed his arm, almost pulling him into the room with a "pull" motion, and then quickly closed the door.

The loud "pop" when the door closed made Chen Qianchen couldn't help but glance at Huo Rongxuan. Huo Rongxuan was rarely such a violent person, and he didn't know when he couldn't control his temper, but Chen Qianchen's heart Instead, he calmed down a bit, he wasn't afraid, he had nothing to fear long ago.

Huo Rongxuan looked at Chen Qianchen, and said, "You can say now, what do you think of me?!"

Chen Qianchen said calmly: "I regard you as my boss."

"Chen Qianchen!" Huo Rongxuan yelled his name angrily, "What do you mean? You are not an artist of Xingcheng now... What kind of boss do I consider you...you..." At this point, Huo Rongxuan suddenly changed the subject, " Heh, I almost forgot... Anyone who can give you money is considered your boss, and he is the one you want to please... Right?"

Perhaps it was because he had already suffered such humiliation before, but this time Chen Qianchen was not angered, he just said: "I'm sorry... I didn't expect Mr. Huo to mean that, if you knew..."

"How about if you know?" Huo Rongxuan looked at him.

Chen Qianchen looked up at him, then lowered his head: "I will think about it..."

For a true relationship, there are too many things to consider.Chen Qianchen is no longer as naive as before, thinking that he can still get a true love in this circle, thinking that if he is careful, he can live with Huo Rongxuan longer and longer.

Now he understands too well that if you can't get something, you can't get it, and it is better to give up than to force.

He has never thought about who he will fall in love with for a long time, and he no longer expects a real relationship, so if he knew that Huo Rongxuan was serious before, he might really think about it, no matter what the result is, at least he You have to give an answer that is worthy of you.

"Consider?" Huo Rongxuan laughed angrily, "It turns out that you don't hesitate in ordinary money relationships, but I like you and want to be with you but you have to think about it... Oh, Chen Qianchen...you are so honest..."

Chen Qianchen looked at Huo Rongxuan, he knew that Huo Rongxuan was really sad, there were some tears in the eyes of the other party who was extremely angry.

"I hold a heart in front of you...you treat me like this...?" Huo Rongxuan grabbed Chen Qianchen's shoulder and shook his head.

Chen Qianchen looked away: "I'm sorry... I don't know..."

"Can't you feel it?!" Huo Rongxuan roared, "Can't you really feel how I treat you?"

Chen Qianchen didn't speak, his heart was ups and downs at a loss.

Can't you feel it?no.

More or less, he can actually feel Huo Rongxuan's thoughtfulness in many details, and even because he understands it, he understands that it was something Huo Rongxuan couldn't do before, and he is really good to himself. It's just... He didn't dare to think deeply about such thoughtfulness.

There are too many reasons why I dare not think deeply...

Seeing that Chen Qianchen remained silent, Huo Rongxuan smiled and said, "Chen Qianchen...you are so hard-hearted..."

>>It turned out that no matter how much I did, I couldn't impress him.

>> Not even the simplicity of monetary benefits to impress him.

>>It was the first time that he treated a person with all his heart and soul, but he didn't want it at all.

Chen Qianchen closed his eyes tiredly: "You never believed me, did you?"

The reason why they don't want to think about it, maybe it's because neither of them really trusted each other, not to mention Huo Rongxuan's speculation about his own personality, even Chen Qianchen himself, he never had any trust in this relationship, he always felt that One day they will be separated, and this has never changed in his heart.

The only time I had a little bit of hope and delusion to go on forever was when I faced my parents.

He hopes that one day his relationship with Huo Rongxuan will be accepted by his family, and that one day he can bring Huo Rongxuan home together, and the family will be happy.

But then what?

What followed was Huo Yong's return to China, the unfair conditions and Huo Rongxuan's leaving without saying goodbye.

Everything shattered, at that time...

Thinking of this, Chen Qianchen felt a little downcast, what's the point of talking about feelings now?The relationship between him and Huo Rongxuan was broken at that time, and it was irreversible.

"Huo Rongxuan... Forget it." Chen Qianchen sighed, "It's no longer possible between the two of us... Let's stop worrying about who is right and who is wrong, just let it be, okay?"

"What do you mean...?" Huo Rongxuan looked at him, his eyes were full of water because of anger, "What do you want me to believe in you! You have been like this since before, you don't say anything...you let me What do I believe in you?"

Believe what?

What a great question.

Let Huo Rongxuan believe that Chen Qianchen is a good person?Do you believe that everything he did was forced?Believe that he loves Huo Rongxuan deeply?

Chen Qianchen himself did not believe these things.

He is not a good person for a long time. He used to set Jiang Gao up because he likes Huo Rongxuan in order to prevent Jiang Gao from getting in the way. To deal with Yu Yang, he can rely on Xingcheng, and he almost looks down on himself, so how can he count on Huo Rongxuan.

But once, he was really sincere, whether it was for dreams or for love.

But it's just the past, it's too late to say anything now.

"It's too late..." Chen Qianchen felt very tired, "Between the two of us, it's too late... It's my fault, I shouldn't have looked for you again... We were separated, but I provoked you, mine Wrong...sorry..."

"So?" Huo Rongxuan looked at him sadly, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"Let's separate... let's not see each other again in the future, and don't meet any more." Chen Qianchen said weakly, "I will still pay back the money I owe you, and the others... the emotional ones will still be paid." Forget things that are not clear, let's... let them all go..."

After Chen Qianchen finished speaking, he planned to leave.

This exhausting relationship, let it go with the wind.

"Stop!" Huo Rongxuan, who was standing still, suddenly shouted, "Don't leave!"

Chen Qianchen stopped in his footsteps, but he didn't look back.

Huo Rongxuan smiled coldly: "Since we are in a money relationship in your eyes, can you leave without my consent?"

"... Huo Rongxuan?" Chen Qianchen was startled.

Huo Rongxuan took a step forward, and firmly clasped Chen Qianchen's wrist, "You owe me more than just money?"

Chen Qianchen pursed his lips and did not refute. He knew that what Huo Rongxuan said was correct. Apart from the money, he also accepted Xingcheng's love. If he really wanted to count it, he actually didn't know about it.

Huo Rongxuan said with an uncertain expression: "Since you have to pay off the debt, shouldn't you play your role well?"

"...You..." Chen Qianchen looked at him in surprise.

Huo Rongxuan directly pulled him to the side of the sofa and pressed him hard on the sofa.

Chen Qianchen kept a sullen face and didn't speak, just looked at Huo Rongxuan.

It was here last time, Huo Rongxuan almost raped him, so what about this time?Probably can't hide.

"When will your debt be paid off? I'll decide!" Huo Rongxuan's tone was cold, and he leaned over and kissed Chen Qianchen's lips.

Chen Qianchen didn't struggle too much, he let Huo Rongxuan open his body, let all the kisses fall, and let this man gallop on him.

There are indeed too many things that cannot be explained between them, no matter how they are still wrong, no matter how they do it, no matter how much they love, it is still wrong.

This is a doomed dead end, Chen Qianchen only feels hopeless.

It was too late, there was no way out.

He just felt that his heart was sinking continuously, like his fallen self, who didn't know what kind of dark abyss he was going to sink into.

So desperate.

But he was not the only one who was desperate, Huo Rongxuan was also there.

For Huo Rongxuan, Chen Qianchen is a support point for him. Everything he has done, the path he has taken today, is all because of him, and his changes are all because of him. If Chen Qianchen is lost, the pain in his heart Somewhere seemed to be collapsing, and he couldn't bear it.

His only thought is that he cannot be lost, and he must be kept by his side, no matter what method is used.

However, no matter how I kiss, how I hug, how I ask for it, the temperature left in my arms is getting weaker and weaker.

He was so weak that he could hardly grasp it, and his heart was so painful that it seemed that he was about to shed tears in the next moment.

"You don't want to run away..." he said, "don't even think about it."

>>You are mine.

>>My world.