I don't want to be the male lead [Transmigration Book]

Chapter 78 I Will Still Love You For Eight Years

Not everyone has the courage to say "I have two dads".

Not everyone can have the courage to introduce to others: "This is my husband, we are the same gender."

Even if emotions and finding a partner have nothing to do with outsiders, in the hearts of outsiders, talking about private matters is the biggest relationship.It will not change at all because of what kind of person you are.

Just like when people talk about Turing, they will inevitably talk about his emotional history.

Turing is known to anyone who studies computers.His great contribution has not diminished his different sexual orientation at all.

Song Yi understands this. From when he discovered himself, to taking the first step, and then to the current situation, he has learned a lot about related things, and he has made considerable psychological preparations.

He also knew that sooner or later he would face this hurdle at home.

If he and Lu Huai can't make it, he will never tell his family members, keep this matter in his heart silently, drag it down day by day, until the people around him change from married to divorced, there is always hope.

But he and Lu Huai got married, so he wanted to tell his family.

Be mentally prepared, not to mention his mother's cold disagreement, he can't even stand his mother saying these words in a normal calm tone.

The closer you are to someone, the easier it is to hurt someone.

Or get hurt.

Not a single word of emphasis.

Song Yi's eyes were red, and he tried hard not to let his tears fall.He is actually not a very crying person, but every time he meets someone important in his heart, he always easily becomes a crying bag.

"There's no need to continue." Song Yi's voice was a little choked up, and he tried to force his tone to become normal, "I know."

Seeing her son like this, Song Yi's mother sighed in her heart.

She had already made a prediction, and when it really came to Song Yi's showdown with her, her mind buzzed.The perennial teaching habit allowed her to start the education mode quietly, but she was as sad as her son in her heart, so sad that she didn't know what to do.

Song Yi's vision was blurred, he didn't cry loudly, instead he used all his eloquence in debate at this moment.

He is very similar to his mother, no matter how flustered he is, he tries hard not to lose his composure.

While letting his tears fall, he talked about himself and Lu Huai.

"I liked him since I was in junior high school. He didn't know that at all. I don't do that to other people. Men and women are not interested in that aspect, so I'm interested in him. Later in high school, I always sent him messages and went to It is estimated that it will be exposed after meeting in university.

"I'm not playing around, and his personality is not playing around. We have seriously considered how to live in the future. In fact, we haven't posted it locally, so we went to big cities. Neighbors and neighbors in big cities don't know each other. People care about that."

Song Yi could no longer see his mother's face clearly.

He seems to have returned to the long-distance running field. The world in front of him is completely invisible, but his instinct and obsession in his heart keep him running forward.

"I also know that this kind of thing is not guaranteed. In case of breaking up one day, the two families may basically not communicate with each other. But isn't it the same when falling in love with a girl?" Song Yi couldn't hold back, choked up, and said I can't take it anymore.

"It's still different." Song Yi's mother, who was thinking more, rubbed her son's head, "Forget it, don't cry."

She handed Song Yi a piece of paper: "No matter how much others talk about many things, it will be different if you haven't experienced them."

There were only the two of them in the room, and Song Yi took a piece of paper to wipe his tears, but he didn't feel ashamed for the time being.

"What about Lu Huai's family? You are all only children." Song Yi's mother's voice softened a lot.

Song Yi nodded, then shook his head: "I don't know. It's still a little far away from graduation."

Originally, Song Yi didn't intend to say it so early, but things have come to this point, and it's just delaying time for him to cover up.He covered up more, but hurt more people.

Song Yi's mother didn't reveal that she had a foreknowledge long ago, she just said something trivial.

Finally, when Song Yi calmed down and stopped crying, she was ready to end the conversation between the two of them this time: "I will tell your father about you. You and Lu Huai are still young, so don't worry too much about many things." Make a decision early."

Song Yi nodded his head.

Although he didn't know what his mother said about making a decision too early.

Everything that should be done has been done, and there seems to be nothing major for the two of them to decide.

When he returned to the room, Song Yi felt that his brain was a little bit overwhelmed while holding the phone.

It should be said that the whole situation was much better than expected, but his performance was too embarrassing.

Song Yi is now relying more and more on Lu Huai, he didn't think much, turned on his phone and started sending messages to Lu Huai: "Are you there yet?"

Lu Huai: "Well, I just packed my luggage."

Song Yi called a communication request, a voice call, not a video call.

Lu Huai answered the phone and made a little joke: "Miss me so soon?"

"Yeah." Song Yi threw himself on the bed, buried half of his head in the pillow, and his voice was muffled.

"What's wrong?" Lu Huai heard something wrong.

Song Yi: "I'm out."

After hearing this, Lu Huai answered smoothly: "Oh, I came out of the closet a long time ago."

After hearing this, Song Yi thought that Lu Huai didn't understand what he meant, so he repeated and added his own words: "I mean, I told my mother about our relationship."

Lu Huai understood what he heard, but he didn't expect Song Yi to blow him up too... If Song Yi came to the door later, would Song Yi's parents take out a feather duster and beat him?

"Hmm. How did your mother react?" Lu Huai asked him.

University teachers should be quite open-minded.

Song Yi thought about his mother's reaction, and didn't know what to say: "It's much calmer than I imagined... I don't agree with it, but I didn't say anything."

Thinking of this, Song Yi felt a little sad again.He felt so dissatisfied.

Lu Huai made a sound of closing the cupboard door, and then he said: "Well, when I said it, my parents responded well. Maybe people have seen everything when they are old. It's not unusual, the only thing is that we are afraid that we will have a difficult life in the future."

Song Yi: "!!"

When Lu Huai said this, Song Yi realized that he wanted to go astray just now: "Did you tell your parents? When did it happen? Why didn't you tell me?"

"It's a bit early, I just said it by the way. I told you that you will definitely be under pressure, so I turned around and told your parents impulsively." Lu Huai could almost guess Song Yi's behavior.

Song Yi grabbed the pillow, and with all his strength, the pillow was deformed.

He had just cried and was very sensitive, but now he couldn't stop crying: "I didn't expect that." I didn't expect that Lu Huai would get to know his family earlier than him, and he didn't expect that Lu Huai didn't tell him the reason. Thinking that Lu Huai loves him more than he imagined.

Once the emotion is out of control, basically there is no brain.

After a while, Song Yi wiped his tears with a tissue, and kept repeating a sentence.

"Lu Huai, I like you."

"Ah."

"I like you."

"I know."

"I like you."

"Me too."

While talking, Song Yi wanted to laugh.

Today I went to pick up the plane, and when I came back, I was in ups and downs again. Song Yi and Lu Huai fell asleep while lying on their stomachs after talking about it, and they didn't hang up their phones.

Lu Huai turned on the computer to read the news these days, and didn't listen to Song Yi's words for a while, and called Song Yi's name twice in a low voice.

got no response.

It's a bit early to go to bed now, but Lu Huai is reluctant to wake Song Yi up.Song Yi always likes to hide all kinds of thoughts in his heart. Sometimes when he thinks about it carefully, he feels that he is very boring.

Song Yi has been here for so many years, afraid that once he exposes his heart, he will be lost forever.

Lu Huai hung up the phone, looked at the interface for a while, and then sent a message to Song Yi.

Lu Huai: "I love you."

Like to love, let nature take its course, and it will pass quickly.

It's a pity that Song Yi is sleeping soundly now, and he won't see this until he wakes up.

Looking at so many various news on the computer, Lu Huai's mind was full of Song Yi.

Two people living in the same city live like a long-distance relationship.

At this time, he was a little envious of Gu Jiaye who lived in Fang Shufeng's house. If there was a house for two people, even if it was a little smaller, he would think it would be wonderful.You can live together, get up together in the morning, go to bed together at night, and eat together.

It's like going back to when they were students.

Being able to be together almost 24 hours a day.

Even Xiao Zhang and Ye Tinghan, who were only in the same school, are envious of Lu Huai now.

At night, Lu Huai put his phone on the bed, plugged it in and fell asleep.

In the early hours of the morning, Song Yi, who accidentally fell asleep, woke up in a daze, and found that he was lying on the bed without washing, and his mobile phone was put aside.

He remembered that he was still on the phone, took the phone and glanced at the messages on the phone.

At a glance, he saw the love words Lu Huai sent him.

Song Yi curled his lips, his nose sore.

How could this man do this?

Song Yi replied to the message and said exactly the same thing.

He went back to the bathroom, took a combat shower, and gave his face a good wash.

He was still crying before going to bed, and now he is not in a high mood. Song Yi saw in the mirror that his eyelids were slightly swollen, which was ugly.

Lu Huai has basically never been ugly.

Song Yi thought Lu Huai was too kind.

He listened to what his mother said before, but when he thought of Lu Huai, he felt that those worries in the future were no longer worries.What's wrong with people making a fuss about him?What happened to him being tagged?

Lu Huai didn't mind, Lu Huai told his family one step ahead of him, he liked Lu Huai for so long, why he couldn't compare to Lu Huai in actions and words.

He likes it first, he pulls people into the pit first, and he doesn't want to let go of it no matter what.

Song Yi went back to the room, lay on the bed, and sent another message to Lu Huai before falling asleep again.

Naive and stubborn like a child.

Song Yi: "I have loved you for eight years now, and I will love you for another 80 years."

The author has something to say: Ah, there is a knife in the sweetness, and sweetness in the knife QAQ