Let's talk about love, okay?

Chapter 36 Doctor Hug

Shen Yang looked at the provocative messages sent by Yuan Hua, and laughed out loud. He felt a sense of disobedience for listening to elementary school students pretending to be adults. However, when he walked into the bedroom and lay in the middle of the group of pink leopards, Shen Yang laughed. not coming out.

Hey, if Yin Ning hadn't brought it up, he would have almost forgotten that Yuan Hua had compromised with his stepfather and agreed to use the "right of primogeniture" in exchange for choosing his own future, and what his stepfather did in the later period can really only be said "" Rogue" to sum it up.

If so, who is helping him?

How could he even pave the way to enter X University? !Could it be the father who failed to win Yuan Hua's custody and married the head of the jade girl that countless teenagers dreamed of?

If someone was actually taking him, who would it be?

Shen Yang couldn't figure it out.He is a technical worker engaged in business, and the world of those people is far away from him, so far away that even if they turn a corner to find a relationship and ask him to take care of their health, he may not necessarily agree.Just like back then, in fact, he would agree to Yin Ning's request only because of the name of "living fossil". Others are not "living fossils"!

Shen Yang thought for a while and then gave up. He couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't figure it out.It seems that these twists and turns in "reality" can only be explained to him by a shrewd and brilliant person like Yin Ning!

"Qin Shi - Mingyue - Han Shiguan -"

Shen Yang fell into a drowsy sleep, and when he heard the alarm clock ringing, he woke up instantly. This night was chaotic, he seemed to have had a lot of dreams, and he seemed to be half asleep, and he had no dreams at all. He couldn't explain clearly, so he put on his glasses and walked out In the bedroom, he prepared to take a shower as usual.

When passing by the door, he walked over and opened the door unexpectedly.

Outside the door, Yuan Hua was raising his hand, ready to knock on the door.

Seeing that he had already opened the door, Yuan Hua was overjoyed, and drifted in, and put the breakfast in his hand on the desk familiarly.

"..." Shen Yang's gaze followed Yuan Hua's figure, drifted from the door to a corner of the living room, and returned in a blink of an eye.

"?" How did you come back?Why didn't you sit down?

"Yeah—" Yuan Hua rushed to Shen Yang's side in a few steps, hooked his neck, gagged his mouth, and kissed him silently.He closed his eyes comfortably, while kissing, while touching his neck, touching his cheek, touching his ear, touching his hair like he did yesterday...

"!" This is too fast to learn!Shen Yang was caught off guard by the kiss, and was pushed back a few steps by him, leaning against the door.This kid!Obviously feeling Yuan Hua's urgency, Shen Yang smiled secretly, and pushed him a few times, but he couldn't push him away, so he could only touch his chest comfortingly and smooth his back.Through the thick winter coat, he patted him lightly on the back, signaling him not to worry, and quietly waiting for him to suck his lips like a fish.fool!After finally feeling that he was slowly relaxing, he freed his mouth and whispered in his ear: "Don't bite, you are hungry, do you want to eat me?"

"Hmm..." Yuan Hua imitated him, leaning half on his shoulder, rubbing against him eagerly like a hungry wolf, humming incessantly, and begged in a low voice: "Doctor, why don't you hug me, hug me?" ..."

"Fool!" Shen Yang pushed a step, pinched Yuan Hua's face lightly, and asked with vacant eyes as if confirming: "Are you sure you want the doctor to hug you?"

"..." Although Yuan Hua wanted him to hug him very anxiously, in fact he wanted more, many, many, but he didn't dare to nod indiscriminately when he heard this question. He instinctively felt that this question was extraordinary, But for a while, I didn't understand what he meant, he was a doctor, and the doctor was him!

"Heh..." Shen Yang chuckled, before he could answer, he stretched out his hands and pulled Yuan Hua into his arms, letting him lean on his shoulders, gently stroking his head, his neck, the back...

This hug is like the tolerant and warm embrace from his mother, and also the safe embrace from his father. Yuan Hua couldn't tell whether it was the hug from his father or his mother, but after a while, his eager enthusiasm slowed down under his touch. Slowly calm down, as if the anxiety just now didn't exist.

"..." Yuan Hua's heart was still in Shen Yang's arms. At this moment, he suddenly understood what the question meant just now. The doctor's hug was warm and soothing, calm and calm, with a sense of calm and security. ...Holding his indescribable enthusiasm and restlessness that cannot be buried!

"..." Shen Yang couldn't help laughing, before he came back to his senses, he dodged first, quickly stepped into the bathroom, closed the door, and quickly locked it, making sure that no one from outside could rush in and lose his temper with him, before laughing loudly laugh it out.

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha……"

"..." Yuan Hua beat his chest and stomped his feet, the doctor was too mischievous, he was almost suffocated to death!He wanted to kiss, to hug, to be more intense, they were already in love, although they hadn't talked for a few days, but he couldn't wait to show him his strength, he still wanted to push him against the wall...

But now he has completely calmed down!

Once again, he was tightly controlled by him before the outbreak!

Yuan Hua smiled wryly, looking at the closed bathroom door, listening to the provocative sound of running water coming from inside, he wished he could cry and faint in his dormitory!He's right, he's hungry, very hungry, but he hasn't eaten anything yet, he's eaten him to death!

In the hospital, Shen Yang stepped out of the elevator in good spirits as usual.Only this time, behind him was a family member of the patient who obviously had a little emotion. Those who didn't know it thought that Shen Yang had announced some bad news to the family members!

After changing into his uniform, Shen Yang rang the bell to inspect the ward on time. The doctors on duty on the floor followed behind him, and the nurses all stood in front of their respective wards, waiting for his order.

After getting out of the elevator, Shen Yang was completely immersed in his work and didn't even look at him.Yuan Hua stood outside the nurse's station, looking sadly at Shen Yang's back, wanting to cry without tears.

"Why are you staring at Xiao Yang?" Zhang Yi asked strangely.Although she has handed over the work, she didn't really lie down to rest and wait for delivery. She still came to work every day. Shen Yang wouldn't let her go around anyway, so she was left in the nurse's station, usually only doing some supervision. daily work.

"...Nurse sister..." Seeing someone asking him, Yuan Hua immediately said wronged: "The doctor bullied me."

"..." Zhang Yi was speechless.Hearing him give a general idea, he couldn't help laughing, and finally pointed at the backs of Shen Yang and his party, and said, "You go and see how your doctor works, and you'll know what he means."

"?"

"Don't get too close," Zhang Yi emphasized: "Don't listen to their technical jargon, don't eavesdrop on other people's illnesses, just keep your eyes, not your ears."

Yuan Hua didn't understand, so he nodded and silently followed behind the group of people, keeping his eyes on Shen Yang.

No, it's not that he doesn't blink, it's that he can't move his eyes at all.

Shen Yang led the team to the front, like an international supermodel, instantly crushing everyone around him.Because there was always a vague smile on the corner of his mouth, so while crushing others, there was no sense of distance at the same time. He was like a gentle angel, with his own holy light shining on the world.

It turns out that this is what doctors do when they face patients!Yuan Hua thought.

He answered every question, even if it was a meaningless "Can I really be okay?"He is decisive and calm. Seeing his face, the patients feel inexplicably more confident. He is so patient that he can keep half-bowing until the patient finishes saying "Have you eaten?", and then gently pulls the other person's hand, solemnly Answers... These are what he gave to patients as a doctor.

The more Yuan Hua looked at it, the worse his mood became.The doctor is too warm. In short, the doctor is a central air conditioner. He warms everyone, smiles at everyone, and gives everyone hope. Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva, but all people do not include him.

He was eccentric, and Yuan Hua became more and more frustrated.

"Understood?" Seeing Yuan Hua coming back in a daze, Zhang Yi thought he understood, and said, "Every day someone asks him, 'Doctor, you...'. As time goes by, he gets used to it."

He was used to facing everything as a doctor, not as himself, as a man to others.Even if this other person is his date, it is difficult for him to switch identities for a while.Especially when the other party doesn't help him switch identities.

This is what Zhang Yi wanted to express, but Yuan Hua didn't understand, he was still very sad, and speculated: "Are you saying that he treats me as a patient?" But he didn't think so, if the doctor treated him as a patient, Why doesn't he consider himself included in the "all beings"?He is firm, but the doctor is biased!

"I mean, you're treating him as a doctor." Zhang Yi shook his head, really wondering what the kid heard!She hated iron and said: "If you treat him as a doctor, he will naturally treat you as a patient. He will not refuse anything that is good for the patient's condition, because he is indeed a doctor, a very good doctor." So when he said "doctor hug", Shen Yang would hug him like a doctor.

"but I--"

"Yes, you are in a relationship. The person in front of you should be a man, Shen Yang, your lover, not a doctor. Understand?" Seeing that Yuan Hua was still confused, Zhang Yi shook his head again, he was too stupid !

In fact, this problem may not affect others so deeply, but for Shen Yang, who has been in the industry for ten years and has only asked for leave once for a personal matter, who takes "saving lives" as his own responsibility, and has a stronger sense of responsibility than everyone else , has a profound impact and penetrates into the bone marrow.

Because with that uniform on, he stopped treating himself as a human being.

In that uniform, he's a doctor.

Like his master, he strictly abides by the duty of a doctor and is always harsher on himself than others.So all the colleagues in a hospital call him Dr. Shen or Mr. Shen the same way they called Cao Yun back then, while the patients call him Doctor to show the difference.He will also change his glasses on purpose, using these small details to distinguish himself from the doctor.

But Yuan Hua didn't understand these things.

He didn't understand his strong sense of responsibility, nor his enthusiasm for this profession.

She disapproved: "You are too young to understand his heart at all."

"..." Yuan Hua was in a fog.I don't agree with her words, he is not young, he is already 25 years old!At this time, a family member of the patient came to the nurse's station, and Zhang Yi went to work, so Yuan Hua had to stand alone.

In fact, he really couldn't understand this question.

The doctor is his boyfriend, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with him letting the doctor hug him. The captain said that if you are in love, you can do that.But doctor...Yuan Hua didn't know what he should think, he felt awkward.He doesn't think the doctor treats him like a patient, because he treats his boyfriend better than the patients, but the doctor doesn't treat him like a boyfriend either.So he has to ask him, he has to ask to understand.

For five years, he has been calling him doctor, and it has never changed.He was a doctor from the very beginning, and they knew each other because he was a doctor. He didn't understand why "doctor" became an obstacle between them now?

Seeing that the other doctors had come back, but Shen Yang was nowhere to be seen, Yuan Hua walked towards the ward area. He wanted to find Shen Yang and ask him why.

They were lovers, they were in love, so why did he treat him like a patient? !

When passing by the familiar ward, Yuan Hua stopped suddenly, stood in front of Lin Xi's ward, and looked at the people in the ward through the glass window on the door.

In the ward, I don't know what the two said, but Shen Yang bent down, hugged Lin Xi in his arms, walked to the window, and the two looked out of the window together.

The two turned their backs to the direction of the door, Yuan Hua couldn't see what they said or what they were looking at, but saw Lin Xi leaning his head on Shen Yang's shoulder and rubbing his head emotionally, Shen Yang didn't refuse Instead, he hugged him even tighter.

"..." Yuan Hua's chest was a little stuffy, and there was a faint feeling of indescribable aggrievedness. Slowly, the stuffiness became a sentence, which lingered in Yuan Hua's mind: He hugged me like a parent, but he hugged me like a parent. hug him like a man.

My lover treats me like a patient but embraces his patient like a lover.

His chest was stuffy, and his heart ached, it hurt.

"Look, I said it all, the sun is extraordinarily warm today!"

"Doctor..." Lin Xi was forced to look out the window, he couldn't help but look, because the doctor hugged him with those strong arms, and he allowed himself to lean on his chest, listening to his steady and peaceful heartbeat, It was so sudden, and... too happy!

The environment of No. [-] Hospital is very good. This ward has a better view. When you look up, you can see the blue sky and light clouds. When you look down, you can see the morning sun and the sun. The old man with beard is doing Tai Chi.There is a wheelchair not far away, and an old lady is sitting on the wheelchair, looking at the old man with a smile.

"Did you see that? That old man is 75 years old!" Shen Yang raised his chin to gesture to the white-clothed old man in the Liujiao Pavilion, and said, "The old lady is suffering from Alzheimer's disease, which is what you often call senile dementia. She has long been I have already forgotten him, and I have forgotten that he is her husband, and I have forgotten that they have eaten and slept together in the past 50 years, and they have seen each other with their eyes open and closed."

"..."

"But every morning when she saw him punching, she would smile at him and say hello to him. The two of them got to know each other again, fell in love for a day, and lived a life where today repeats yesterday, and tomorrow repeats today."

Lin Xi listened to the steady voice beside his ears, his voice was also magical, like the distant sun vaguely hidden in the morning light, it was not warm at all, but it made people feel at ease.

"Life that keeps repeating," Lin Xi couldn't help but look at the two of them, and said awkwardly, "What's the point?"

"To the onlookers, it's a repetition, but to the old lady, she meets someone she falls in love with at first sight every day, and spends a pleasant day with him." Shen Yang smiled, hugging Lin Xi up, in case he Sliding down, he said again: "The old man will not find this day boring—"

"Of course it's not boring. He's with love."

"You understand it very well!"

"..." Lin Xi took a deep breath and sighed: "I'm not with love, not only not..."

He has nothing to love.