once had a boyfriend

Chapter 216

Su Yi used her clumsy acting and wording skills to embellish what she said just now without much effect.She has already said her words, how to take back the spilled water.Her words have hurt my pure and young heart.

However, Su Yi didn't tell me any more substantive key clues, and just used the sentence "actually I don't know, I'm not familiar with it" to perfuse me.This makes me very upset.

After meeting Su Yi, I felt a heavy heart.When Su Yi said that Qingqing and I were very similar, I had for a while assumed that Qingqing and I looked alike.

From the first time I met He Tian Ge Ge, I always felt that he paid attention to me at that time, otherwise he would not have made acne noises at me in the first place.So in this way, maybe it's because I look so similar to his ex-girlfriend that I attracted his attention? ! !

It is reasonable to say that, because as a guy with a normal orientation, He Tian would be a bit perverted if he stared at a boy from the beginning.That's why I thought he might be a pervert.But if I use Qingqing and I as an explanation, it seems to make sense...

This made me feel very uncomfortable.Although I look fair and clean, pure and lovely, but I don't look like a girl! !It seems that it can only be explained that Qingqing looks more neutral! !

But on second thought, if there is nothing wrong with He Tian Ge Ge's orientation, with his personality, he should prefer soft girls~

This matter has been running in my mind for a long time, which makes me feel very gray and not beautiful.Originally, because of He Tian Ge Ge's sudden internship, I was still brooding about it, and this incident made me decide to continue the cold war for a while longer.

He Tian and Ge Ge didn't know what was wrong with me, and he couldn't be bothered.But these days he is already too busy to even take care of me.I think he should be thankful that I'm not a girl. If I were a girl, I would probably explode......

The days when He Tian and Ge Ge went out early and returned late did not last long, and then another change occurred.Because Company A is far away from the school and passes through the bustling downtown area, it is impossible to drive.So every morning I have to get up early to squeeze the subway.So after a few days, He Tian Ge Ge, who was not used to crowding the subway, decided to temporarily check in and moved into the staff dormitory of Company A.

When He Tian Gege told me about this, I wanted to flip the table, but I didn't.I slammed the door without saying a word, I thought my reserved performance was enough, and He Tian Ge Ge should comfort my emotions anyway, but I was out in the cold wind for a long time, and when I came back, they had already carried me The box left.

Suddenly feel heartbroken...

Not warm, not considerate, not understanding, so it would be strange to find a girlfriend! !The example of He Tian and Ge Ge tells us that being handsome is useless, and it is difficult to find a girlfriend if you have a bad personality.It was a coincidence that I was targeted by him as soon as the freshman year started, and He Tian, ​​who was trending towards natural bases, turned to harm me instead.

After that, I calmly analyzed the matter. Company a is a well-known software development company in this city. In previous years, it also recruited interns from schools in this city, but the number was pitifully small.I know that it is not easy to go to company A for an internship. It has to go through layers of screening, and it is rumored that there are many special requirements.And the exact identity of the seniors and sisters of the year was not revealed, it seems to be a secret that cannot be passed on.

It is quite good to be able to go to company a for an internship.If He Tian and Ge Ge had told me earlier, I wouldn't have said anything against it.What makes me uncomfortable is that he didn't mention a word before, and suddenly said that he was going to practice.It gave me a feeling of being a bystander, so I didn't care about it.

After not opening the forest, there is another special not opening the forest, because people don't know what you are doing or not.This is really infuriating.But anger is anger, after He Tian Gege left, I still have to regulate my emotions.

Since then, I seldom answer his calls, and when I do, I don't speak much.He Tian and Ge Ge asked me strangely, what happened recently...

Logically speaking, my EQ, He Tiangege, is still good~ Something has happened recently, why do I feel that my EQ has dropped all of a sudden.Don't even know what I'm doing?I still asked this question on purpose, in fact, he felt that the previous things were not important...

In fact, after thinking about it calmly, I am indeed a little bit like that.I'm not Xiaoguliang, so it's not good to be so narrow-minded.So I have the ability to self-regulate my emotions. A man should aim everywhere and focus on work. Why do I have to worry about him not telling me this in advance?

When I think this way, I feel that I am detached, my soul has been sublimated, I feel that I can cultivate into a fairy, and save all living beings...

However, He Tian said something again, which made me flip the table immediately...

"By the way, the little boy with me is quite cute..."

"!!!!!!"

"Someday I will introduce you..."

"Get out!! No need!!!"

I yelled and hung up the phone decisively.Really... pissed off baby! !Tell me that other little boys are cute!Bully me if I have a better temper! !

I was so angry that I didn't even eat supper, and I couldn't sleep because I was hungry.And they actually hung up on me suddenly, and they didn't call to comfort me after that.It seems that he is busy developing a romantic relationship with that cute little boy! !

Thinking of this, I feel a little sad. After all, I have known He Tian and Ge Ge for a long time.Generally speaking, what is written in that kind of novel is to have sex as soon as you confess your love, so I am still too conservative... Should I change my thinking...

I suddenly felt that I shouldn't think so. Didn't someone say that although the physical connection is close, it is far less than the distance between the heart and the heart.Although in this era, there are fewer and fewer pure things, but I think they still exist.

I hate the kind written in the book, because I love you, so I miss you so much.I think it's just the lowest kind of love, and it's also the most common.There is nothing to sublimate.This kind of love can also be done by another person.But many people can only love one person in a lifetime, that is a kind of spiritual emotion, that feeling is only for a certain person, and there is no second person in the world.

I told my eldest cousin about my point of view before, and I was immediately slapped twice.

The eldest cousin said that Plato and other things have long been outdated, and it is better to keep up with the trend of the times.However, after so long, I still can't do what my cousin wishes.

This is the difference in thinking between people.Maybe no one can change anyone's mind, and in fact there is no need to do so.

He Tian Gege once said that he didn't want to do anything to hurt me.Although I replied with some silly words at the time, I was still very moved in my heart.No matter what he said at the time was sincere or deliberately confusing me, I feel very relieved that he can say it.

My cousin once taught me that men are carnivores, and if they are not satisfied for a long time, they are likely to cheat.At that time, I felt inexplicable, I am also a man, why do I have such a bland taste~

However, for a moment, I imagined that He Tiange Ge has always been interested in all kinds of beautiful girls on campus.I have always been very satisfied with this point, He Tiange Ge never looked sideways at any beautiful girl.

Therefore, I was very suspicious of He Tiangege's nosebleed incident, and He Tiangege said it was just a coincidence.Usually, He Tian Gege doesn't like to look at girls, so it is very possible that it is a coincidence.

but! !It's not the first time that He Tian Gege praised a man in front of me! !

The former cosplay designer Hua Yang, the boy who was intern with him this time, and the boy who I saw by chance twice and commented casually...Suddenly found that He Tiange Ge is really not normal! !

All along, I don't look sideways at girls, but I like to evaluate the boys I meet.In the beginning, the reason I found for He Tian Ge Ge was that he had been cheated on and stimulated, so he didn't trust women a little bit.But this can't be the reason why he likes to evaluate men! !

That Qingqing has always had a sense of mystery, and He Tian and Ge Ge are not willing to mention her matter.Is there any hidden secret in it?Could it be that Qingqing was just a cover from the beginning?Is He Tian and Ge Ge really having an abnormal orientation? ! !

This thought made me feel a little better.Because if my idea is true, then I may have been hooked from the beginning...

It is true that I am so innocent and cute, and no one has ever hated me. Although I am a little clever, I am not a bad-hearted person.In the beginning, he acted like he hated me so much, but now that I think about it, it really doesn’t make sense~ Could it really have something to do with my appearance like Qingqing?Does that mean that He Tian Gege planned it early in the morning...

Thinking about it this way, I feel that my values ​​have been shaken a little. Could I, He Tiangege, be so scheming?I don't think so... so I tried my best to overthrow my idea.

Sometimes thinking too much will inevitably give you a headache.Now that He Tian and Ge Ge have gone to practice, I should also speed up a little bit.But I don't think it is possible for me to go to company a for an internship.I don't have the right major, and I don't have the expertise in that area. I probably won't pass the initial internship test of Company A.

However, with the idea of ​​giving it a try, I sent a resume to the recruitment mailbox of company a.By the way, I also voted for two other companies, waiting for news together.

There are very few courses now, basically preparing for graduation in advance.Of the several subjects that require examinations, only one is closed-book, and the others are open-book.This feels a lot easier.

The test report card of the last semester came out, and my grade is No.9.The head of the grade group also gave me prizes, a thick notebook, a gorgeous pen, and a coupon for the school canteen.