guarding you for seven years

Chapter 114 Chapter 7 Year 7

And I just want your love. --- Bian Yang

The seventh year NO.7

When Xiao Zi woke up, it was dawn, and Xia Lu had just fallen asleep, her brows were tightly frowned, her sleep was restless, and she was curled up together.

Xiao Zi covered her head, and slowly sat up from the bed. After a few minutes, she finally came to her senses, and turned her head to see Xia Lu curled up next to her.Xiao Zi was taken aback, why is Xia Lu here?where is this

Xiao Zi looked around, only to find that it was a hotel. She drank too much yesterday, so she couldn't remember how she came to the hotel. She vaguely remembered that Xia Lu called her and came to find her.

Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu quietly, Xia Lu's face was very tired, she should be very relaxed when sleeping, but Xia Lu was tense, Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu distressedly, complaining why she drank so much and made Xia Lu It really shouldn't be for Lu to take care of herself all night.

The Xia Lu who was asleep lost her former aura and indifferent temperament, Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu greedily, the hotness in her eyes made her heart beat faster.Now, Xia Lu is beside her, sleeping peacefully next to her, just like before, nothing happened between them, everything is like going back to six years ago, but, those imprints in the bottom of my heart, Can it really be erased?

Xia Lu suddenly opened her eyes, just in time to see Xiao Zi staring at her, Xia Lu woke up instantly, and sat up from the bed, "Are you awake? Are you uncomfortable?" Xia Lu asked with concern.

Xiao Zi looked directly at Xia Lu's clear eyes, and his own shadow was reflected in those smart apricot pupils. Xiao Zi could see clearly his messy hair and pale face, as if he could see Xia Lu's heart clearly. of myself.

Xia Lu was a little flustered, Xiao Zi's eyes were too enthusiastic, Xia Lu was wondering if Xiao Zi was still drunk, and just about to ask to pour Xiao Zi a glass of water, Xiao Zi's entire face quickly approached On Xia Lu's face, two warm lips touched together.

Xia Lu looked at Xiao Zi blankly, the face close to her, eyes slightly closed, her small nose touching the tip of her nose, the smell of white tea and mint lingered together, creating a stirring freshness.

Xia Lu felt her heart was about to jump out of her throat, she didn't even know how to breathe, Xiao Zi's hair stroked her face, the itching feeling made her feel like a dream.

The morning sun shines through the orange curtains, and the whole room feels warm and cozy. There are two people sitting cross-legged on the big pure white bed, and their intimate good morning kiss makes Xia Lu's mind go blank.

She blurred the person in front of her for a moment, she felt that the person in front of her was not Xiao Zi, but the familiar smell of white tea, mixed with the smell of wine last night, made her sober, it was true, everything in front of her was true , the person who kissed him really wanted Xiao Zi.

Xia Lu's hand holding the bed sheet was getting tighter and tighter, her fingers were numb, and her fingertips were painful. This pain was also stimulating her brain. She wasn't dreaming, she was awake now.

Xiao Zi slowly raised her head to look at Xia Lu, her red lips still had her breath, her face turned red instantly, and then began to burn hot, like a hard-boiled egg.

Their eyes met, neither of them knew what to say or what expression to show, Xia Lu was still in a state of mind wandering, she needed a little time to accept what was happening before her eyes.

Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu's face, and remembered the scene of Xia Lu and Bian Yang talking and laughing a week ago, and felt a throbbing pain in his heart.Xiao Zi reached out and hugged Xia Lu's shoulder, which was as thin as before.Xiao Zi put her head on Xia Lu's shoulder and said hoarsely, "Xia Lu."

From last night until now, Xiao Zi said these two words the most. She didn't know why she wanted to call her name Xia Lu. She had never felt that this name was so magical that she was willing to fall into the abyss.

Xia Lu's fingers trembled slightly, she slowly raised her hand, and caressed Xiao Zi's back, "I'm here." Xia Lu softly uttered two words, the shock in her heart was withdrawn little by little, and her rationality slowly returned to her head.

Xia Lu patted Xiao Zi's back lightly, comforting and gentle, but there was a chill on her neck, and she felt Xiao Zi's tears flowing into her neck, was she crying?

Xia Lu wanted to push Xiao Zi away to have a look, but Xiao Zi hugged Xia Lu's neck tightly, not letting Xia Lu see her face full of tears at this moment. At this moment, she must be very embarrassed and ugly No, she didn't want Xia Lu to see herself like this.

Silence spread between the two, Xia Lu could only feel that her clothes were wet from Xiao Zi's tears, and her heart felt as if she had fallen into an ice hole, she wanted to say, Xiao Zi, don't cry, what do you want? So, I depend on you.

But she couldn't say it, Xiao Zi didn't want to hear such words, she could even feel Xiao Zi's inner struggle, she didn't experience it personally before, but today, she really felt it, Xiao Zi's pain was not No less than her.

Therefore, for two people in love, not only the one who pays will be hurt.The person who avoids love is the one who suffers the most.The person who gives at least clearly knows that he likes the other party, and he can give all he has to be good to the other party.And the person who is hiding has to keep convincing himself that none of this is love, even if it is a love that goes deep into the marrow, he still has to numb himself in the accumulation of time.

Xiao Zi wiped away her tears, looked at Xia Lu in embarrassment, her eyes were red like a rabbit, "I'm thirsty, and I'm also hungry." Xiao Zi said while sobbing.

Xia Lu took out a tissue and wiped off the tears on Xiao Zi's face bit by bit, "Wash your face, and then we'll go eat." The corners of Xia Lu's mouth raised a nice curve.

The two went to a breakfast shop near the school. Xiao Zi ordered a bunch of food. Xia Lu looked at Xiao Zi quietly. Kiss, Xia Lu can't help but want to touch her lips, but since Xiao Zi is still there, she can't show it too clearly.

Xiao Zi swallowed the last mouthful of soup contentedly, put the empty bowl on the table, and breathed a sigh of relief, "It's so delicious, I haven't eaten it for a long time."

Xia Lu only ate two buns, she has no appetite, she just wanted to look at Xiao Zi like this.

"I have a headache." Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu and said.

Xia Lu was taken aback, she was fine just now, why did she have a headache?

"I was drunk last night. Just now I was only concerned about being hungry. Now that I'm full, I feel a headache." Xiao Zi rubbed her temple, which was so strange, why didn't she feel any pain just now, why does it hurt so much now?

"So, don't drink alcohol in the future, your head will hurt after a hangover, go back and have a good rest." Xia Lu stretched out her hand to help Xiao Zi gently press her temple, Xiao Zi closed her eyes and leaned on Xia Lu's shoulder.

"Hey, that's right." Xiao Zi opened his eyes and looked at Xia Lu, "Why did you take me to the hotel yesterday? I must be very heavy after drinking too much." Xiao Zi asked.

The smile on Xia Lu's face froze, and the hand rubbing Xiao Zi's temple also stopped, "Last night, it was Sun Shike who carried you to the hotel."

When Xiao Zi heard this name, he was stunned for a few seconds, then slowly sat up straight, and glanced at Xia Lu, and the awkward atmosphere diffused between the two of them again.

"Then, did he say anything?" Xiao Zi asked in a low voice.

Xia Lu thought of her conversation with Sun Shike last night. She knew she couldn't tell Xiao Zi. She didn't know Xiao Zi's feelings for Sun Shike, and she didn't want to know, but she knew that Sun Shike loved Xiao Zi. If Xiao Zi had to marry someone, Sun Shike is the only person Xia Lu can recognize.

"No, I didn't say anything. Let me take good care of you. I also called your home and said that you slept in my house. Just don't say you missed it when you go back." Xia Lu wanted to see something from Xiao Zi's face. What, but there was nothing unusual about Xiao Zi's expression.

Xia Lu sent Xiao Zi home, and when they were outside the community, Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu and asked, "Do you want to sit up?"

"No, you should go home quickly and get a good night's sleep. I haven't been home all night, and my phone is dead. I have to go home and have a look." Xia Lu shook the phone in her hand.

"Xia Lu, give me some time, okay?" Xiao Zi held Xia Lu's hand tightly, even in the summer of August, Xia Lu's hand was still icy cold.

Xia Lu's heart moved, give you time?What's the meaning?Are you thinking about staying with me?

"Go back." Xia Lu said with a smile, she wasn't sure what Xiao Zi meant, and didn't know whether she should say yes or not.

"Xia Lu..." Xiao Zi hesitated to speak, then looked at Xia Lu's clear apricot eyes, felt a pang in his heart, and asked, "Bian Yang, do you live in your house?"

Xia Lu was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that Xiao Zi must have seen her with Bian Yang that day, "Yes, she came here to play."

"Then what's your relationship with her?" Xiao Zi asked in a low voice, she lowered her head and stared at the tip of her shoe, not daring to look at Xia Lu.

Seeing Xiao Zi's appearance, Xia Lu's heart tightened. Did Xiao Zi go to drink because he misunderstood her and Bian Yang?

"We..." Xia Lu said.

"Forget it, I'm going back. I'll call you when I have time. I have a headache now. You should go back quickly and take care of me, a drunk. I must have not had a good rest. I'll go in." Xiao Zi pointed to the community She was afraid of hearing from Xia Lu, "I'm with Bian Yang", she was afraid, especially afraid, that she would be completely out of the game.Therefore, she would rather not know anything, so that she might still have a glimmer of hope with Xia Lu.

Xiao Zi didn't wait for Xia Lu to speak, she turned around and left, Xia Lu opened her mouth, what's the relationship between her and Bian Yang?lover?no.alumni?Yes, but not only.friend?Not only that.What's the matter?

When Xia Lu came home, Bian Yang was on the phone, she glanced at Xia Lu lightly, stood up and went to the balcony to continue making calls, Xia Lu looked at Bian Yang's tall figure, feeling guilty for a while, she didn't know what was going on in her head. What are you crazy about? Why didn't you answer Bian Yang's call?

Xia Lu sat in the living room, waiting for Bian Yang to come in after calling. Ever since Xia Lu came in, Bian Yang had been focusing on Xia Lu from the corner of her eye. Xia Lu's thick dark circles were almost the same as his own. Zi was drunk, it must have been taking care of Xiao Zi all night, which made him so exhausted.

Bian Yang hung up the phone and walked into the living room. Xia Lu quickly stood up and gave Bian Yang an ugly smile, "My phone is out of battery." I pressed the unlock button, but the phone didn't move at all.

"En." Bian Yang replied softly, then sat down and looked through his mobile phone.

Xia Lu was a little apprehensive, "I didn't come back last night, my parents, don't they know?" Xia Lu asked Bian Yang cautiously, watching Bian Yang's expression with both eyes.

"I don't know." Bian Yang said with his head down.

Xia Lu scratched her hair, Bian Yang like this made her feel very difficult to deal with, she felt a little helpless.

"Is she sober?" Bian Yang raised his head and asked.

"Ah? Who is it?" Xia Lu was at a loss.Bian Yang stared at Xia Lu with the expression that you continued to pretend for me.

Xia Lu understood instantly, "Wake up, I took her home in the morning." Xia Lu felt that she must be out of her mind.

Bian Yang didn't speak, and continued to play with his mobile phone with his head down.

"By the way, it's almost noon, what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you." Xia Lu said courteously.

Bian Yang looked at Xia Lu's guilty expression, and couldn't get angry even if he wanted to, but then thought that she had been suffocated in the car last night, and she had to vent this grievance at Xia Lu.

"It's all right." Bian Yang said casually, his eyeballs kept rolling.

Xia Lu nodded, then got up and went to the kitchen, there were only some vegetables in the refrigerator, Xia Lu hesitated, and asked Bian Yang, "Didn't my mother go shopping this morning?"

"No." In fact, Bian Yang didn't know if Xia's mother had gone out to buy vegetables. When she came back, Xia Lu's parents had already gone to work.

After Xia's mother got up, she found no one in the room, so she called Xia Lu's phone to turn it off, and then called Bian Yang. Bian Yang said that she and Xia Lu were doing morning exercises outside, so she didn't hide it from Xia Lu's parents.

"Then let's go out to eat, there's nothing left, I invite you." Xia Lu looked at Bian Yang flatteringly.

Bian Yang put down his phone and looked at Xia Lu, "Xia Lu, why is Xiao Zi drunk?"

Xia Lu was stunned, Bian Yang was smart, Xiao Zi was drunk, and went to find Xia Lu alone, Xiao Zi had a boyfriend, logically speaking, her boyfriend should take care of her, why did he call Xia Lu? green?This can only explain one problem, Xiao Zi was drunk because of Xia Lu.

"She's in a bad mood." Xia Lu said softly.

Bian Yang looked at Xia Lu's dodging eyes, and knew that her guess was right. Although she couldn't guess why Xiao Zi got drunk because of Xia Lu, it must have something to do with Xia Lu.

"Does she want to be with you?" Bian Yang asked. She had been thinking about this question all night. Based on Xia Lu's obsession with Xiao Zi, if Xiao Zi wanted to be with Xia Lu, Xia Lu would definitely immediately Throw yourself into your arms, what will you do at that time?What is she going to do?

Xia Lu blinked, she would not lie, especially when facing Bian Yang, "I don't know." Xia Lu clenched her fingers tightly.

Bian Yang felt uncomfortable as if her heart was blocked, and also felt as if Xia Lu's words had been inserted into her heart hard, she could hardly bear the pain.

"Xia Lu, what about me? You two are together, what about me?" Bian Yang asked with a smile, his face turning pale little by little.

"Bian Yang, I'm sorry." Xia Lu's eyes were flushed, she didn't know why things turned out like this, she didn't want to see Bian Yang look so powerless.

"Xia Lu, I drove to find you last night. It was a strange city with dim lights. I just drove around the city center, and then the car ran out of gas." When Bian Yang said, There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and this smile deeply hurt Xia Lu.

Xia Lu didn't expect that Bian Yang would look for her all night, and now she regrets why she didn't answer Bian Yang's call.

"Xia Lu, whether there is Xiao Zi or not, you will not love me. Even if I love you, you will not love me. I am well aware of this fact, but I still want to keep you." Bian Yang She said it calmly, this night, she thought a lot about her acquaintance with Xia Lu, so many things happened together in the past few years, she could feel Xia Lu's dependence on her, but that was not love.

But Bian Yang only wants Xia Lu's love.

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