guarding you for seven years

Chapter 149 Accompanying You to Make Les7

This time, Xia Lu slept very peacefully, and it was dreamless until dawn. Xia Lu walked out of the room and saw her father sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper, and the sound of cutting vegetables came from the kitchen. Xia Lu felt strange. Mom and Dad didn't go to work?

"Dad, aren't you going to work today?" Xia Lu casually tied her waist-length hair.

"This kid, you've been sleeping stupidly. What kind of work does your dad work on this Saturday?" Mama Xia came out of the kitchen and looked at her daughter with a deep smile on her face.

"I'm really sleepy. I haven't slept so well for a long time." Xia Lu stretched her waist, sat next to her father, and drank the tea made by her father. The faint tea fragrance was refreshing.

Xia's father chuckled, put down the newspaper in his hand, "Go and wash up, your mother made you stewed crucian carp soup, and bought your favorite wild rice and white three shreds." Xia's father got up and walked to the kitchen.

Xia Lu's hand holding the teacup paused, her parents got up early in the morning to do this and that for herself, Xia Lu felt guilty, her heart felt sour, Xia Lu let out a few breaths, "It's better to be at home."

During the rare reunion time, Xia Lu and her parents didn't go out. Xia Lu talked about the trivial things she encountered in her work and life. Her parents listened carefully, and then told Xia Lu their life experience. Xia Lu I have never felt so comfortable like this moment. The warmth of home with my parents is so heartwarming.

After dinner, Xia Lu sat in front of the window of her room, took out her mobile phone, touched the screen with her fingertips, moved her fingers slightly, and pressed a series of numbers. Xia Lu changed the number three years ago, but Xiao Zi’s The phone number has long been printed in her mind, and she will never forget it.

When the phone was connected, Xia Lu's eyes twitched slightly, "Hello, hello." There was a familiar yet unfamiliar voice on the phone. The familiarity was due to the past lust, and the strangeness was due to the deliberate forgetting in the past three years.

Xia Lu's throat tightened, she couldn't say a word, and her mind was dull. She endured countless days and nights, and today she finally made the call.

"Hello, hello? Who is it?" Xiao Zi's voice came out again on the phone. Xiao Zi looked at her mobile phone strangely. She was indeed on the phone, so why was no one talking.

"It's me, Xia Lu." Xia Lu's red lips parted slightly, and a deep voice jumped out of her throat.

Xiao Zi was startled, the phone in her hand almost slipped, she bit her lower lip lightly, three years, that girl in the red dress, that Xia Lu who was injured by her, is she okay?

"Xia..." Xiao Zi concealed the trembling of her voice.

"Is it convenient? Come out and meet up." Xia Lu's fingers tightly broke the corner of the table, she was actually more nervous than Xiao Zi.

Xiao Zi didn't expect that Xia Lu would call her, let alone see her.

"I'll wait for you on the balcony of the playground behind the school. Let's meet and talk." Xia Lu was afraid that Xiao Zi would refuse, so she immediately hung up the phone.

Listening to the beeping busy tone, Xiao Zi didn't know what to do for a while, whether to go or not, what to say if she went, and if she didn't go, she longed to see Xia Lu from the bottom of her heart.

Xia Lu took a deep breath, she always had to face it, she couldn't let Xiao Zi become her lifelong knot, let alone let her parents worry all the time.

The cause of yesterday, the fruit of today.

The corners of Xia Lu's mouth raised slightly, she picked up the car keys on the table, said hello to her parents, and went out.

Xia Lu skillfully climbed over the fence of the school, Xia Lu sighed, her skills are still as agile and agile as yesterday.

The school is in the summer vacation, Xia Lu hasn't come back for a long time, the school has built a new teaching building, the spacious terrace is still there, Xia Lu leans on the railing, looking at the playground under the street lights, only the frogs are silent.In the evenings of those daily struggles, this is the only place where Xia Lu feels comfortable.

From a long distance, Xiao Zi could see a faint figure on the terrace, down the road under the street lamp, wearing a white sportswear, with a high ponytail, holding on to the railing with both hands, looking into the distance, not knowing what he was thinking about.

Xiao Zi felt that the person in front of her was slimmer than the youthful Xia Lu, but she was still thin and thin.Xiao Zi couldn't walk, his eyes were sore, he should go over and say, are you okay?I still want to say something lightly, long time no see.She couldn't even say it, she just felt a tightness in her throat and tried to hold back her tears.

Xia Lu took out her mobile phone from her pocket, she had been waiting for half an hour, Xiao Zi hadn't come yet, she was not sure if Xiao Zi would come, if not, how long would she have to wait here?

Xia Lu's fingertips gently swipe the screen of the phone, swipe to light, black screen, black screen, swipe to light, the beating of time makes Xia Lu lonely, it doesn't belong to you, no matter what you do, you can't wait of.

Xiao Zi leaned behind the stone pillar of the gazebo, looked at the white figure, tears still flowed uncontrollably, the suppressed thoughts in her heart were awakened little by little, how many late nights, she dreamed that Xia Lu looked at her and smiled, the smile was poignant and beautiful Determined, she wanted to hug her, but she couldn't touch Xia Lu at all, and Xia Lu had become her dream forever.

The two people who are not far apart seem to be separated by the ends of the earth. This may be the end of the world.

The phone rang, breaking the tranquility of the night. Xia Lu's eyes turned slightly, and Bian Yang's name was displayed on the lit phone screen. Xia Lu didn't know whether it was disappointment or gratitude, but the disappointment was that this call was not from Xiao Zi Thankfully, Bian Yang will always appear in her most embarrassing moments, such as now, Xia Lu feels that she is in an embarrassing situation.

"Hello." Xia Lu answered the phone.There was no sound from the other end of the phone, Xia Lu took the phone away and looked at it, and it was indeed on the call, "Bian Yang?" Xia Lu asked again in a low voice, but there was still no sound, just when Xia Lu thought it was Bian Yang who accidentally touched the phone. When I arrived at the mobile phone, I accidentally dialed it and was about to hang up, when Bian Yang's voice came from the phone.

"Go home?" Bian Yang's voice was hoarse.

"Well, I'm home." Xia Lu said lightly.

"When will you be back?" Bian Yang asked.

"Tomorrow afternoon." Xia Lu replied.

"Okay, when you come back, go to bed early, say hello to your parents for me, and hang up." Bian Yang hung up the phone without waiting for Xia Lu to say goodbye. Xia Lu listened to the busy tone on the phone, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, Maybe she didn't realize it herself.

Xia Lu put the phone beside her, and sat quietly for a while, guessing that Xiao Zi would not come, it doesn't matter if she didn't see her.It's best not to meet each other, then you can't love each other.

Xia Lu walked down the terrace and left slowly.Xiao Zi looked at Xia Lu who wanted you to go, and unconsciously wanted to run over, but she couldn't, she couldn't hurt Xia Lu anymore.Xiao Zi couldn't help crying, but he was afraid that Xia Lu would hear her, so he covered his mouth with his hands, and his whole body trembled.

Xiao Zi watched Xia Lu's figure disappear into the night and could not be seen again, so she let go of her hand, squatted down by the pillar and cried loudly, so many years of grievances, so many years of patience, so many years of suffering Lovesickness has turned into cries and tears at this moment, maybe after tonight, she won't even have the qualifications to dream of Xia Lu.

Heart-piercing cries echoed throughout the playground, the silence of the night was the best protection.

Xia Lu stood ten meters away, looking at Xiao Zi who was crying and trembling, her heart throbbed, so you came, but you just couldn't see me.

Xia Lu regretted it a little. She regretted calling Xiao Zi, regretting meeting Xiao Zi, and even regretting coming back. She always thought that she was the one who suffered the most. In fact, how could Xiao Zi suffer less than her?

Xia Lu felt that she was not qualified to comfort Xiao Zi who was crying so painfully at this moment. All this was caused by her. What did she do to the person she loved the most? Such entanglement would only make Xiao Zi and Pain, the scars that everyone had healed with great difficulty in the past three years were uncovered by her again, what did she do.

Xia Lu wanted to leave just like that, but she couldn't move forward, even if she could look at Xiao Zi greedily, Xia Lu felt that it was a gift from heaven.

Xiao Zi's crying gradually became quieter, she raised her head, and Xia Lu appeared in her field of vision, she felt that she must have been crying, how could Xia Lu appear.

Xiao Zi wiped away the tears from his eyes with the back of his hand, and took another look. Xia Lu was still standing there. The night wind blew Xia Lu's hair. Xiao Zi thought it was like a dream, a very real dream.

"Xia Lu." Xiao Zi's voice was hoarse.

Xia Lu tries to smile, her apricot eyes are curved, just like when they first met.

Xia Lu walked towards Xiao Zi step by step. With a distance of ten meters, Xia Lu's heart sank a little every time she took a step.

"Aren't you leaving?" Xiao Zi asked with a strong nasal voice.

"I forgot my phone on the terrace." Xia Lu looked at the tears on Xiao Zi's face, and wanted to raise her hand to wipe her off, but her fingers trembled, and finally she silently handed over a tissue.

Xiao Zi took the tissue in embarrassment, and whispered thank you.

"How are you?

Xia Lu wanted to ask this question, but she seemed extremely hypocritical.

"Do you want me to take you back?" Xia Lu asked.

"It's okay, I can do it myself, you go get your phone, I'll go first." At this moment Xiao Zi couldn't face Xia Lu.

Xiao Zi tightly held the tissue that Xia Lu handed her just now, and walked forward step by step, her pace getting faster and faster, Xia Lu's mouth curled up into a wry smile, she must be like a jackal to Xiao Zi now, but Xiao Zi was actually like this wanted to escape.

"Xiao Zi." Xia Lu suddenly stopped the figure who was leaving.

Xiao Zi paused and stopped. At this moment, tears were streaming down her face. She bit her lower lip tightly to restrain the trembling of her body. She couldn't let Xia Lu see how helpless she was, and she couldn't drag her down any longer. Xia Lu is gone, she can't get happiness anymore, she can't ruin Xia Lu's happiness.

Xia Lu quietly looked at the familiar back, she suddenly understood the meaning of letting go, because she didn't want to hurt the person she loves, and Xiao Zi was so hurt by her entanglement, she was willing to let go.

"I will be happy." Xia Lu seemed to say to Xiao Zi, but also to herself.Xia Lu's tone was light, containing loss and relief.

"I wish you happiness." Xiao Zi let out a long sigh of relief. She knew that this was the last time she saw Xia Lu, and if they met again in the future, they would be strangers.

Xiao Zi's back gradually drifted away, and Xia Lu felt that this scene was very familiar, as if Xia Lu had watched Xiao Zi leave from the very beginning, a familiar and unfamiliar back, a back that could never be touched again.

Hey, you said, I secretly updated, do you think there will be surprises, well, I really want to update, and the ending is also in the planning, I can’t sleep these days, I have insomnia every day, and my mind is full of wuli By the way, I want to wish her happiness.

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