After divorcing Zha Gong, I got pregnant

Chapter 86

"I thought that as long as I was alive, there was still hope. Later, I found out that I was really selfish, because I was reluctant to let people go through so much pain. Because of my persistence, even Aunt Pu couldn't stop it. Therefore, the treatment It has been delayed for a year."

Jiang Xiangdi's voice was almost hoarse: "He shouldn't have to go through so much pain and suffering, but I imposed them on him."

"So, very hug..."

The end sound fell, and the words came to a sudden stop. Jin Bei saw Jiang Xiangdi opened his mouth again, but he couldn't make a sound.

He sat cross-legged on the bed, his eyes drooped, and there was a faint layer of gloom covering them. From the moment he was locked up in Fenghua on the Bay, until now, this layer of gloom has gradually turned into a lifeless look in his eyes. It was as dark as a pool of water.

After a while, Jiang Xiangdi closed his eyes.

It was pitch black, with no bounds, and the whole person seemed to be sinking. I was immersed in the boundless darkness alone, and glimpsed the pictures of the past.

On a clear morning, he sat on the chair at the entrance of the hospital, waiting for the visiting time of the ward day after day, almost unchanged.

He thought he had grasped the hope, but watched helplessly as the once sunny and confident youth became more and more depressed and decadent, and was completely defeated by the illness.

He remembered the young man telling him to get the hell out of him.

He saw the familiar face in the darkness, moving away from him bit by bit.

So much so that Jiang Xiangdi always felt that he had destroyed the other party.

He wouldn't be surprised if Pu Wangzhi hated him.

Jiang Xiangdi was completely immersed in his emotions, Jin Bei couldn't wake him up no matter what he called, he could only get some subconscious responses, Jin Bei was afraid that Jiang Xiangdi would feel uncomfortable, so he was anxious to find a contact number, but Because I was too nervous, I almost dropped my phone with shaking hands.

In the boundless darkness and sticky nightmare, Jiang Xiangdi smelled the cold fragrance of plum blossoms.

It's today's shower gel.

Someone hugged him tightly, the chest he was leaning on was warm and thick, with a bit of moisture, a hand wrapped around his waist, with an intimate gesture, and the other person's breath fell on his ear, the man's deep voice was very Qing, "Jiang Xiangdi, that's all in the past, don't think about it anymore."

"I don't want to hear it anymore. You will forget about them in the future. Don't think about it anymore. If you ignore me like this again, I will keep you at home just like before. You can only see me, hug me and kiss me every day." , I will punish you to sleep with me at night."

Jiang Xiangdi: "..."

He had no strength in his body, and heard this bold sentence as soon as he woke up.

Just now he said something serious, Jin Bei himself regretted it, but he was so anxious that he couldn’t choose the right way to speak, he coughed his throat, he didn’t have such a deep and sexy male voice, instead it was a little like a boy’s hoarse voice: “Will you Open your eyes and look at me."

He was very angry but there was nothing he could do. He said, "I... I will come back soon."

Jiang Xiangdi: "..."

He closed his eyes.

It didn't take long for Dr. Chu to rush over. After tossing all night, Jiang Xiangdi couldn't hold on, and fell asleep directly because of sleepiness.

Doctor Chu thought they were having a conflict again.

But when Jiang Xiangdi fell asleep, Jin Bei held his hand worriedly instead, it seemed that Jin Bei was unilaterally angry.

Mr. Jin is of course angry.

But dare not get angry.

He had never been so entangled in doubting his life before, but fortunately, seeing Jiang Xiangdi sleeping peacefully and comfortably, Jin Bei's uneasy heart was relieved.

Jiang Xiangdi would be satisfied if he could be happier and more comfortable.

But the substitute thing, can only happen this time.

Doctor Chu learned about the situation from Jin Bei, frowned and said, "This is more like a heart disease, with depression."

Jin Bei's heart skipped a beat. He thought Jiang Xiangdi and Pu Wangzhi were just juniors and seniors, and Pu Wangzhi happened to be of great help to Jiang Xiangdi and became a very important person in the other party's heart.

No one would dislike such an excellent person who treated him well, but now it seems that there are more secrets hidden in Pu Wangzhi's death that he didn't know about, and these hidden secrets are all bad things for Jiang Xiangdi.

To be precise, from the moment Pu Wangzhi fell ill, Jiang Xiangdi never encountered any good things.

Moreover, in the previous conversations, Jiang Xiangdi never talked about how Pu Wangzhi was doing or what he was thinking, or he didn't mention Pu Wangzhi's own choices and behaviors.

What he has been emphasizing is his own selfishness and the wrong self-blame for leaving people behind, which has brought suffering to others, so that he has trapped his thinking in a cage like a dead end.

Thinking of this, Jin Bei frowned, and asked in a deep voice, "Can it be cured?"

Dr. Chu: "Mr. Xiao Jiang has a special body and can no longer take drugs. Please be sure to accompany him more and follow him if you have anything to do. Not only is the physical hardship of having a child, but also the mental happiness is also very important. "

Jin Bei nodded, and wrote down the doctor's order seriously for the first time.

The next day, Jiang Xiangdi was no different from the past. He ate, slept, and went to art exhibitions. However, he seldom drew and painted recently, and spent most of his time sleeping.

It seems that exactly as Jin Bei said, he forgot all those things before.

But after getting along with him for a long time, Jin Bei realized that he was escaping.

If you don't touch the scar, you can treat it as if it doesn't exist, it won't hurt, it's just there, and the corroded place becomes bigger and bigger as time goes by.

When taking a shower that night, Jiang Xiangdi purposely leaned against Jin Bei's body to dawdle, which was very obvious.

He made no effort to hide his gaze, and with straight eyes, he raised his head and kissed Jin Bei's chin and Adam's apple.

Jin Bei had endured so much, people could only watch and couldn't eat, but Jiang Xiangdi teased him everywhere, no matter how rational and calm his mind was, the only person in front of him was left at this moment.

As long as he fights back a little, Jiang Xiangdi will become a fish on the chopping board to be slaughtered, and he can only beg for mercy.

The skin on his chest was as white and delicate as cream, his eyes were red with tears hanging from the corners of them, as if he had been bullied.

Because of the hormone imbalance problem caused by pregnancy, Jiang Xiangdi has been feeling uncomfortable in his chest, but Jin Bei has rubbed him hard today. Jiang Xiangdi's whole body is weak, and the corners of his mouth can't suppress his low moan, he can't speak, almost on the verge of death Bite Jin Bei.

Jin Bei lowered his head and said, "Just say you like me, and I'll let you go."

Jiang Xiangdi's breathing was unsteady. He turned his head halfway, revealing a graceful jaw line, half of his flushed cheek with sticky hair, and bright red lips. His eyes were half-closed, showing no emotion.

Jin Bei didn't expect to get a response immediately, he let go of the person, adjusted the temperature of the shower, and cleaned the person.

Jiang Xiangdi said something suddenly.

Jin Bei didn't hear it, he was slightly stunned: "Huh?"

Jiang Xiangdi moved closer, his eyes were dimly infatuated and dependent because of the water vapor: "I like you."

The end of this liking is that the two of them dawdled until noon and couldn't get up.

It was because Jiang Xiangdi felt hungry that the two got up.

His whole body was weak when he slept, and he couldn't lift up his strength. Even his hair was squeezed and turned up. Because he was pressing on Jin Bei's arm, Jin Bei felt numb when he woke up.

Jiang Xiangdi's inability to get up was due to lack of energy, while President Jin was simply intoxicated with tenderness.

Breakfast and lunch are prepared by the careful Aunt Wu, and they are still hot, so you can eat whatever you want.

Jiang Xiangdi generally doesn't eat much, the main reason is that he sleeps a lot and eats less due to lack of exercise.Although he was hungry, Jiang Xiangdi ate some porridge and put down his chopsticks.

This little bit of nutrition is not enough for him to feed his baby. Jin Bei sat next to him and took a spoonful: "I'll feed you. Eat some more."

Jiang Xiangdi would save face at first.

When he really didn't want to eat, he would not turn his head and leave, but looked at Jin Bei with his eyes open, as if he was complaining, and said: "I don't want to eat, I feel sick after eating too much, I will eat it later OK?"

It's hard not to say yes.

Jin Bei realized that he had no bottom line with Jiang Xiangdi, so he gave in countless times.

His face was still tense: "Squeamish, don't allow it next time."

Jiang Xiangdi curled his lips and rolled his eyes, and smiled.

Dare next time.

It's just that after today's meal, Jin Bei didn't ask him to go for a walk or look at the scenery, but said to Jiang Xiangdi with a serious expression: "The weather is fine the day after tomorrow, I want to take you out."

Jiang Xiangdi didn't like to go out, not only because he was embarrassed, but more importantly, he was not fit to travel, but he trusted Jin Bei, and it was not impossible to get closer. He asked, "Where are you going?"

Jin Bei: "Go to Pu Wangzhi's tomb."

Duan Chao, who was fired by the Jin Group, took the time to go back to his hometown. In City A next door, the Duan family's old house is here.

Duan Chao hasn't been in China for so long, so naturally he has many friends to meet.At the same time, he is in the fashion industry and needs to attend many occasions.

Coupled with the New Year's party, Duan Chao was so busy that Duan Chao almost forgot that he was frustrated at the Jin Group.

He himself is considered to be in the wealthy circle, and he was able to enjoy himself, until one day at a small business party, someone talked about Jin Bei, the most popular in S city and also the president of the behemoth Jin Group.

"How many people want to climb high branches, but unfortunately, they are already married, so there is nothing to discuss."

"Who is the target? Why haven't you heard of it?"

"Surely you haven't met Jin Bei, have you? He personally admitted that he has a legal spouse whose name... seems to be Jiang Xiangdi?"

Because Jin Bei used to use this as an excuse for refusing to drink in business, so many people who have worked with him and attended the same occasions know that he is married.

But Duan Chao was stunned when he heard this sentence. He put down the champagne in his hand, walked over and patted the man on the shoulder: "Which Jiang Xiangdi?"

That man was originally a businessman who started in City S. He ran around to attract cooperation. He met many high-ranking people in City S. He had a lot of news, but his career was not very good. He had some respect for Duan Chao. He replied: "Jiang Cha son, the illegitimate son of the Jiang family."

Duan Chao's expression changed from doubt to shock.

He knew Jiang Xiangdi's identity.

However, Jiang Xiangdi... and Jin Bei turned out to be a legal couple.

Damn, what kind of nonsense did he say back then.

He originally thought they were just friends, but Jin Bei angered him.Later, he was a little worried, so he also contacted Jiang Xiangdi.

It's just that there was nothing unusual about Jiang Xiangdi's reply, so I thought it was all right.

At that time, Jiang Xiangdi comforted him and Meng Chuan, and on the premise of confirming his own safety, considering that it was his relationship with Jin Bei, he didn't let them interfere.

It was the first time that Duan Chao, who was dressed in fashion, lost his composure, and everyone was a little surprised.

Duan Chao wanted to call Jiang Xiangdi again, but after thinking about it, he put it down.

There's not much to say, it's not destined to be a good ending, not even an ending.Repeated mention will only bring bad memories to people.

However, this incident made Duan Chao couldn't help but miss his good friend from the past. He stayed in City A for two days before heading back to City S.

He booked the hotel, checked in his luggage, took a taxi by himself, and went to Yishan Garden.

Pu Wangzhi's cemetery is here.

Although the Pu family is low-key and does not involve in the trivial matters of the wealthy family, it has a profound heritage, and Pu Wangzhi belongs to Pu Tingting, so it can be regarded as a descendant of the Pu family.

As soon as Duan Chao came in, he saw a man standing in front of the tombstone from a distance, it was Jin Bei.

The cemetery is solemn, and the tombstone still stands upright even after being exposed to wind and rain, with the date of birth and death and identity of the deceased written on it.Two bouquets of white white daisies are placed on the stone platform below.

Duan Chao was a little surprised.

He didn't retreat, but stepped forward: "Mr. Jin."

Jin Bei raised his eyebrows, his facial features were too handsome, his deep black eyes were very sharp, he looked calm and dignified, with a kind of indifferent power.

Duan Chao was taken aback by the familiar facial features.

"I didn't expect to see you." Duan Chao laughed at himself, "It's been so long since I've been back to China, and I haven't come to see you."

Today is not Pu Wangzhi's death day.

Jin Bei's brows and eyes were light, he just asked and admitted: "Someone will send a bouquet of daisies every day, and put it here."

This is a flower delivery business, rain or shine, so as to add a little excitement and color to this land, and it is also a way for relatives to chat about friendship and comfort for old people.

Duan Chao was surprised: "It can't be Xiaojiang, can it?"

Jin Bei didn't answer, as can be seen from his expression.

He invited Jiang Xiangdi, but the other party didn't agree to him, and refused to come no matter what.But because he was afraid that the man would be lonely, he sent a bouquet of white daisies every day.

The more affectionate Jiang Xiangdi was, the more distressed Jin Bei was.

Duan Chao asked: "Mr. Jin, may I ask what is your relationship with Xiaojiang?"

He was close to Pu Wangzhi at that time, and Pu Wangzhi had a good relationship with Jiang Xiangdi, so they were considered acquaintances.

"I just wanted to ask you something about the past." Jin Bei said, "Jiang Xiangdi is my lover now."

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