Chapter 60 Please come to China to collect my body for me
Chapter 60 Please come to China to collect my body for me
In an advanced ward of a private hospital.
The medicine in the medicine bottle was dripping drop by drop, and was sent into the body of the emaciated young man on the hospital bed along the long needle tube.
That hand should have been beautiful, but it seemed that it had been tortured too much by the disease, and it had become pale and thin, and the back of the hand was still covered with pinholes.
He was wearing an oxygen mask, his eyes were closed, and his face was haggard and pale. If you didn't look carefully, you could hardly see that he was breathing.
The moment Lin Xiaoshen saw the young man, his whole body froze, and he was so frightened that his hands and feet were cold.
That young man looked almost exactly like him.
Su Yu supported his body, walked to the young man, knelt down and looked at the man, and introduced with sad eyes: "Lin, this is your brother."
Lin Xiaoshen was still in great shock and couldn't recover, he said in a daze, "Brother?"
"Yes, he is your twin brother. When my grandparents went abroad, they brought him here. Like you, he was not very healthy since he was born, and many organs were damaged."
Lin Xiaoshen was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised his head to look at him, and asked firmly, "Except for the heart, all my other organs are good, which one does he need?"
Su Yu was stunned, raised his head and looked at him, remained silent for a long time, then opened his mouth after a while, as if he wanted to say something.
Lin Xiaoshen interrupted him: "My life is worthless. If there is only one life between me and him, then I am willing to leave the opportunity to him."
Su Yu suddenly smiled: "What a coincidence, your brother said the same thing."
He turned his head and looked at the young man on the bed with loving eyes: "His illness can't survive now, but he always wanted to see you, and he felt sorry for you. The same background, even the same incompleteness, but he Much happier than you."
"I don't think he owes me anything."
Su Yu raised his head and said: "I haven't known your brother for a long time. When the Su family adopted me back, his health was already very poor. At that time, he couldn't even see the sun, so he stayed in a private hospital all day long. I I heard from Uncle Chen that he has been looking for you since then, but he couldn't find you because someone stopped him."
"Lin, your brother knows that your father took your heart, so he has been waiting for you to come back, and he wants to give you his own heart."
"No." Lin Xiaoshen shook his head, looking at the young man who was tortured so badly by the disease on the hospital bed, it was so painful, and the pain until death had become a relief, but he hung on stubbornly and refused to leave. He persistently watched Su Yu, "I don't need it, I'm the one who deserves to be damned, not him."
"Lin." Su Yu interrupted him for the first time, with a helpless tone: "He can't survive, do you understand?"
Lin Xiaoshen's lips trembled, and he collapsed from the strength he was holding on to, and finally said what was in his heart: "I don't want to be his substitute, or anyone else's substitute, do you understand? I have lived this kind of life for seven years, I really Enough of the…”
Lin Xiaoshen was terrified of living as a substitute for seven years. Every time he thought that he had devoted all his affection to Gu Minglang, but Gu Minglang looked at another person through him, he felt suffocated.
It seems that all his contributions over the years have become a dispensable joke.
Now that he managed to escape, is he going to repeat the same mistakes and go through those seven years of misery again?
He didn't want to, he would rather die.
He just wants to be himself.
"Lin, you are not anyone's substitute, you are you, no one can replace him, and no one can replace you. I can tell you apart, and so can your grandfather and mother. How can you be a substitute? You It's you."
But Lin Xiaoshen couldn't listen.
He glanced at the young man on the bed, who looked so much like him, exactly the same.
This is even more terrifying than becoming Lu Chenxing's substitute, because it means that he will completely lose his life.
He will live in the name of that person, and live for that person.
The memories that belonged to him will be completely forgotten.
That is real death.
"Sorry, I may...can't accept such a thing."
Lin Xiaoshen pushed away Su Yu's extended hand, ran out of the hospital, and returned to the villa.
Su Jinuan was playing golf with a friend on the grass, saw him get off the car, waved to him, then handed the club to the servant, and walked towards him.
"Xiao Shen'er?"
Su Ji Nuan patted him on the shoulder, with crooked eyes, she seemed to like this junior very much.
"Hello, fourth aunt."
"Where did you go with Yu'er? Yan'er almost cried when looking for his brother. When she heard that she went out with you, she really wanted to eat you."
Lin Xiaoshen looked at her false smile and knew that she didn't want to see him, so he was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "He took me to see Su Chen."
Su Jinuan's smile slowly disappeared.
"He wants to exchange Chen'er's heart for you, right?"
Lin Xiaoshen didn't speak, looked at her cold face, and thought a little funny in his heart, no wonder she didn't like me at first, because she thought I was coming back to steal his nephew's heart.
Maybe I shouldn't have come in the first place, it's quite annoying.
Lin Xiaoshen was a little tired and was going back to the room to lie down for a while.
"Although the Su family is well-known in City A, they can't offend the Gu family. You don't want to see my parents grow old and take this hard-earned family fortune to fight against Gu Minglang, right?"
Lin Xiaoshen was shocked, but said softly but decisively: "Never thought about it."
"Do you need Fourth Aunt to tell you something interesting? It's about Gu Minglang." Seeing his sudden change of expression, Su Jinuan continued: "I heard that his little lover ran away, so he followed Fa Crazy, almost turned the whole city A upside down."
"Oh, right." She seemed to remember something suddenly, and Nao said with interest: "He seems to threaten him with Gu Ershao's boyfriend, saying that if he doesn't hand over your whereabouts, they will be ruined together."
Lin Xiaoshen froze.
Ji Rufeng's mind was filled with the image of Ji Rufeng being imprisoned in a private clinic, that appearance of going crazy.
"You're really good at making trouble for people around you."
— In a word, it was like sharp claws strangling his throat, making him almost suffocate.
"Don't worry, I won't cause trouble for you, Fourth Aunt." Lin Xiaoshen raised his foot and wanted to leave.
Su Jinuan suddenly stopped him: "There is only one young master of the Su family, and that is Su Chen. I hope you can understand."
Lin Xiaoshen paused, suddenly laughed lowly, and turned to look at her.
The mountain breeze blew his forehead hair, his eyes were as bright as a pool of melted snow and ice, his tone was neither humble nor overbearing: "Miss Su, who the young master of the Su family is has nothing to do with me, because my surname is Lin."
Lin Xiaoshen left suddenly and decisively, leaving only a letter to Su Yu in the room.
Not long, just one sentence__
Brother, please come to China to collect my body in a week, thank you.
Su Yu's hand holding the letter paper turned white.
Su Jinuan didn't lie to him. After Lin Xiaoshen returned to China, he found that the entertainment industry was indeed turned upside down.
Shen Qing was splashed with all kinds of dirty water, his microblog was horrible, and finally announced his withdrawal from the circle.
Lin Xiaoshen stayed in a hotel, turned on his computer, logged into his Weibo account, and scolded all those who slandered Shen Qing in one breath.
In the end, he scolded himself on Weibo hot search.
After the truth was almost clarified, he turned off the computer and went to the bathroom to take a shower, then lay on the bed and slept, waiting for Gu Minglang to kill him and take his dog's life.
This time, he probably would be so angry that he didn't bother to pretend, and directly stretched out his hand to strangle himself to death.
He seemed to have had a few dreams, and he tossed and turned to sleep uncomfortably.When he was awakened by the doorbell, he took out his phone and checked the time, only to find that only ten minutes had passed.
No wonder I'm still so sleepy.
Lin Xiaoshen got up slowly, fumbled to put on the shoes, and opened the door rubbing his sleepy eyes.
As soon as the door opened, there was a familiar handsome face.
Gu Minglang stood expressionlessly at the door, his expression was as he expected, even scarier than he imagined, his eyes were scarlet almost bleeding, his lips were pursed into a line.The whole person seemed to have just climbed out of the cold hell, extremely cold, and the whole body was covered with dark aura.
The two looked at each other without saying a word, and neither of them spoke first.
The atmosphere was stalemate, dripping into ice.
"Where have you been?"
Gu Minglang finally spoke in a low hoarse voice, like thunder before a storm.
Lin Xiaoshen said calmly, "Relax."
"So distracted that you completely lose contact?"
"Is it important? Anyway, I'm back now."
Lin Xiaoshen was indifferent to all his problems, neither letting him in nor telling him to leave, turned around and walked back to the room.
He wants to sleep a little longer.
"The tuanzi is not dead."
Lin Xiaoshen paused when he lifted the quilt, looked back at him, and said without the slightest nostalgia in his tone, "Give it to a kind person, I don't want to raise it."
There was a sudden tightening behind.
Gu Minglang suddenly hugged him from behind, holding him tightly in his arms with both hands, and the two of them were close together without leaving any gaps.He heard Gu Minglang ask in his ear: "Did my mother tell you something before? That's why you suddenly wanted to run away?"
"Nothing to say."
It turned out that when the heart really died, it was such a peaceful feeling that I didn't care about anything anymore.
Explanations, misunderstandings, calculations...all are not important.
"Lin." Gu Minglang hugged him even tighter, and said in a hoarse voice next to his ear: "You make me feel so scared."
Lin Xiaoshen didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, he was too lazy to say, too lazy to think.
"Take care of me, okay?"
This was what Lin Xiaoshen had always said to Gu Minglang before, but now he heard it from him suddenly and ridiculously.
"I'm tired and want to sleep."
Gu Minglang kissed his cheek and kissed his lips all the way, seeing that he didn't resist, so he made an inch of courtship: "We haven't done it for a long time.
It's..."
Lin Xiaoshen looked indifferent, "You do yours, and I sleep with mine. You don't have to worry about me."
He was too lazy to resist, it would be better if Gu Minglang killed him on the bed, it would probably scare him so much that he would not be able to lift up for the rest of his life.
After finishing, Lin Xiaoshen lay down with his back to him.
He was completely indifferent to his gentle love words and rough possession just now, as if his soul had been completely separated from his body, and he watched the absurdity from the sidelines.
"Does it hurt?"
"Fortunately."
After that, there was a long silence.
Immediately afterwards, Lin Xiaoshen waited for the words he had been waiting for for a long time.
Gu Minglang hugged him and whispered in his ear: "The doctor said that you are not in good health and need to undergo an operation. It will be fine once it is over."
Lin Xiaoshen suddenly smiled, it was the fulfillment of his wish finally come true, the relief of the death row prisoner from the knife.
He asked, "When?" Three days later. "
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