After I died, I became the white moonlight of scumbag A's ex-husband

Chapter 49 Depressive Tendencies

The expert group of the nursing home was amazed at the report.

"According to the test report, Mr. Gu, your body is recovering benignly, and no sequelae or obvious side effects have been found for the time being.

The most ideal state is that the toxin has been metabolized by the body, but other possibilities cannot be ruled out in the future. "

Before the words were finished, Xu was worried about stimulating the patient's heart, and the attending physician gave a little comfort: "Don't worry too much, the current results are still very optimistic."

Gu Zhijin was still immersed in the entanglement that his sweet little camellia had transformed into an overlord flower with teeth and claws, and reacted indifferently to the doctor's words.

The dean who came to the nursing home after receiving the news flipped through the report in his hand, pondered for a moment, and said: "The illegal laboratory has been closed down, but the investigation is not over yet. Because the case is serious, the victims are all undifferentiated unidentified people." He is an adult, has a bad social impact, and the government attaches great importance to it, and the police are currently keeping relevant information confidential."

"I will try to communicate. If I can find infected toxin samples in the confiscated evidence, or more specific toxin information, maybe I can find out the reason for the level evolution and whether there are any side effects."

When it comes to that sensational case, Gu Zhijin knows no less than the dean.

In order to provide various medical and legal assistance to the minors who were injured in the case, he may have obtained more case information from the police than the dean.

According to his recollection, the medicines confiscated by the laboratory did contain many pheromone-related substances.

But they are all used for omega, and all the dossiers do not mention any pheromone toxins that can be infected, let alone increase the level.

Thinking so in his heart, Gu Zhijin responded calmly on the surface.

Gu Zhiyu stood by, feeling ups and downs like riding a roller coaster.

After all, she was too young, and no matter how carefully she listened to the medical terms mentioned by the experts, she still had a half-knowledge.

But she understood one thing, Gu Zhijin is now an S-level alpha, and her brother is even stronger than before.

"I used to only see S-level brothers on TV. My older brother was A-level, and my classmates envied me. Now my brother is S-level, and the students must not believe it."

Gu Zhiyu's eyes were bright, and she was very excited holding Gu Zhijin's forearm.

"Brother, you are the best! Xiaoyu likes her brother the most!"

Gu Zhijin didn't feel much about S-class.

He was used to S-class, but when he saw Gu Zhiyu jumping for joy, he just smiled lightly and let her go.

The attending physician glanced at Gu Zhiyu, and winked at the nurse beside him. The nurse stepped forward tacitly, and took Gu Zhiyu out on the pretext that Gu Zhijin needed a more detailed physical examination.

Only Gu Zhijin's attending physician, the dean and a very unfamiliar doctor were left.

"Mr. Gu, there is something, avoid your sister, we need to talk to you alone."

The dean took out a separate report from one side and flipped through it page by page, with a serious expression on his face.

The atmosphere was a bit unusual, but Gu Zhijin just glanced at the dean and the other two doctors in a normal way, without any obvious mood swings.

"Mr. Gu, in the previous series of examinations, we found that you have some psychological aspects in the self-test form you provided..."

The dean turned around, faced Gu Zhijin, and said seriously: "Mr. Gu, our preliminary judgment shows that you have a tendency to be depressed."

The attending physician echoed, and the unfamiliar doctor at the side was also observing Gu Zhijin's demeanor and movements, writing and scribbling in his notebook from time to time.

"Because of your special experience, we initially suspected that you suffered some kind of persecution in the lab that we didn't know about, but based on brain CT, MRI and infrared thermography of cerebral blood flow, we ruled out organic mental disorders or Depression may be caused by non-addictive substances."

"Mr. Gu, your tendency to depression is caused by subjective personal emotions."

Having said this, Gu Zhijin finally had a reaction.

This diagnosis surprised him.

He was very sure that Gu Zhijin didn't have any remaining soul in his body, if there was really depression, it must be caused by his separate and complete soul.

When did this happen?

Gu Zhijin was a little uncertain.

He considers himself to be a fairly strong person.

Although he grew up smoothly, with his outstanding appearance and outstanding talent, coupled with his superior background, he hardly encountered any setbacks in the process of growing up.

But only almost.

The years of entanglement with that person exhausted everything he had.

A month after his rebirth, he found that he seemed to be missing something, which he couldn't explain.

His perception of emotions has become much slower than before, but his inner loneliness and confusion have been magnified countless times.

He felt as if he was cut off from the world, and the thought made him uncomfortable.

He couldn't find a solution, he could only cling to the little girl Gu Zhiyu.

The fresh vitality of the other party became the link that draws him and the world, and a cry of "brother" stopped him in his tracks.

So, is the tendency to depression hidden in the body undetected in the previous life, or is it caused by this month?

Gu Zhijin had no answer.

He didn't want to think about it either.

"Mr. Gu..."

The strange doctor who had been watching said, "I am the counselor here. My name is Han. If you want, can you talk to me?"

Gu Zhijin glanced at Dr. Han, and swept it away with a very indifferent glance.

"I don't want to...thank you..."

"Mr. Gu, actually..."

Doctor Han wanted to say something, but Gu Zhijin slightly raised his hand, with the palm facing outward, and shook it left and right a few times.

A very simple and small action represents a clear rejection.

"I will not...suicide, and I don't want to...harm myself."

Gu Zhijin spoke very slowly, from his eyes to his tone of voice, he was repulsive and indifferent.

"I'm just...a little...tired."

"Dean, I want to... rest."

The patient's attitude is very firm, and the doctor can only choose to respect it.

The dean called the nurse and pushed Gu Zhijin to the ward.

When passing the rest area, several nurses in the nurse's station gathered around and were watching TV.

"Hey, look, it's Mr. Zong!"

"When Chairman Zong came to recuperate, Mr. Zong was with him. I saw him once at that time, and the real person is better than the one on TV!"

"What! Have you met Mr. Zong?"

"I've only seen it once. It's too powerful, very scary, and looks very fierce."

When Gu Zhijin heard a familiar name, he subconsciously looked away. When his eyes touched the TV screen, he couldn't move away.

What was broadcast in the news was the project launch ceremony of the second phase of the Chengnan project.

At the press conference, "President of Qiansheng Group" was written on the nameplate in front of Zongying, and the representatives sitting next to him were representatives of several partners who had a good relationship with Zongying.

The first phase of the project in the south of the city is a big hit, and the second phase has also successfully received support from the government, with a bright future.

Zong Ying is going well now, and he doesn't know if the arrangements he made in advance will help.

The original owner is probably slightly short-sighted, and cannot see very clearly from too far away.

Today's Gu Zhijin is still not quite used to this harmless little flaw left by his body.

Usually he doesn't have anything to look at carefully, and it doesn't feel so obvious.

Now, if he wanted to take a closer look at the person on the TV screen, unless he was close-up, there would only be a silhouette with a double image.

Gu Zhijin squinted his eyes, just at this moment the camera was aimed at Zong Ying, allowing him to see the face clearly.

The thin lips were tightened, drawing an inhumane straight line, the high bridge of the nose was like a sharp knife out of its sheath, and the low air pressure in the eyes was heavier and fuller than before.

With a familiar face, his temper seems to be getting worse.

The nurse noticed that Gu Zhijin had been staring at the TV. He had been taking care of the patient for a month, and it was the first time he had shown an obvious interest in something. Did he like watching the news?

The nurse stopped and turned the direction of the wheelchair so that Gu Zhijin could see the screen more clearly.

At this moment, the camera zoomed out a little and focused on Zong Ying's upper body. Gu Zhijin keenly captured a silver light flashing across Zong Ying's hand.

Before he could see it clearly, the camera cut to a large panorama. After the news was broadcast, it didn't cut back to the close-up of Zongying's upper body.

Gu Zhijin lowered his eyes, he was thinking about that silver light, is it... a ring?

Zong Ying, wearing a ring.

That place is the wedding ring.

So, half a year after his death, Zong Ying became the CEO of Qiansheng Group, and when he became famous, he was finally going to marry Lin Yushu.

This time, no one will stop his decision.

No one can force him to do something he doesn't like anymore.

This is also very good.

It turned out that even if he died once, his eyes would still stop because of this person.

Zong Ying can still attract his attention.

However, there are still changes.

Gu Zhijin raised his hand to cover his heart, the beating of the heart was normal.

He wasn't as upset as he was in his previous life when he encountered something related to Zong Ying.

And he didn't feel pain because he knew Zong Ying would be with someone else.

He knew that Zong Ying's name was still engraved in his heart, but there would be no more bleeding and no pain.

It was like a spike stuck into the flesh. After the wound continued to bleed, sore, pus, and repeatedly infected, the flesh and spike reached a settlement.

The thorn still grew in the flesh, but Gu Zhijin would no longer feel the pain.

As long as it doesn't hurt, the thorn that once occupied all of his mind is no longer important.

"Mr. Gu, don't you watch the news anymore?"

The nurse noticed that Gu Zhijin was distracted and asked, "Do you want to go back to the ward?"

"Don't watch..."

Gu Zhijin raised his eyes, still calm and calm, "Go back..."

"Mr. Gu, you just watched the big boss in the news very seriously. Do you know him? Who is he?"

The nurse has been observing Gu Zhijin, and will not mistake his focus on Zongying.

Gu Zhijin thought for a long time before replying──

"He's called Zongying, and he's my...an old friend." So far, the protagonist has given three answers to others' questions about Zongying's identity: "My lover", "My beloved" and "My old friend".

These three answers correspond to the three states of the protagonist, possession during marriage, persistence after divorce, and peace over time.

But for things like feelings, one is not afraid of love or hatred, only afraid of being let go.

(Silently lighting candles for Zongying, chasing his wife to the crematorium, kneeling down and admitting his mistake and crying, you will be different in a car accident, your wife confiscated your crematorium tickets...)

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